My Young Ning [Rebirth]

Lin Jun pushed open the door of the dressing room, and saw Yan Youning leaning on the armrest of the sofa thinking about something, half a cigarette still dangling from the corner of his mouth.Perhaps because of the smoke in his eyes, his eyes were slightly squinted, and his long eyelashes drew two smoky blue shadows on his porcelain-white cheeks.

With this appearance, Yan Youning didn't seem happy to see anyone disturbing his tranquility.Lin Jun couldn't help but pause.From the very beginning, he noticed that this half-old child named Yan Youning had a very subtle aura. He was very polite to everyone and smiled slightly, but there was always a little alienation in his eyes, as if he didn't care. Willing to get too close to others.

Yan Youning's gaze swept over, he was taken aback for a moment, and quickly stood up, "Brother Lin."

Lin Jun smiled, "Did I bother you? My assistant said Chen Anna is here."

Yan Youning nodded honestly, "Sister Chen just came in, took her things and went out again." He knew that Chen Anna was Lin Jun's exclusive makeup artist, Lin Jun probably came to her at this time to touch up his makeup.

"Okay, I'll go back and have a look." Lin Jun smiled at him, "You can rest. The last set of shots will be waiting, and I am looking forward to your performance."

Yan Youning also smiled, "I will work hard."

Lin Jun stretched out his hand to close the door of the dressing room for him, but he couldn't help but mutter in his heart: This kid looks so pretty when he smiles.This mixed-blood species is indeed different from the native species...

The phone rang behind him, it was the song "Reincarnation" from "Legend of Sword and Fairy".Lin Jun heard Yan Youning's voice and picked up the phone impatiently, "Hello?"

Lin Jun couldn't help turning his head, and through the narrowing gap in the door, he saw Yan Youning leaning on the sofa with his head up, his two handsome eyebrows tightly knit together, and his eyelids quietly closed.At that moment, Yan Youning gave him a very strange feeling, as if he was enduring some kind of intense pain, but he just didn't want others to know.

Lin Jun thought to himself, this really doesn't look like the expression a child should have.

Out of the corner of Yan Youning's eyes, he caught a glimpse of the door of the dressing room closing, and could no longer hide his gloomy look.He knew that he had a problem with Lin Jun's mentality, and there was no reason to vent his anger on others, but he couldn't restrain himself.As long as he saw Lin Jun's face that resembled Mu Kun's, he would feel irritable and wanted to beat someone up.

In all fairness, Lin Jun is quite a good person.He is already at the level of a film king, and he is polite to everyone, without putting on airs at all.He also knew that Jun Lin had nothing to do with Mu Kun, and the similarity between the two was very limited.But unfortunately, the two of them have a pair of very similar eyes, and when they look at people, they both have an extremely focused expression.Every time Lin Jun stared at him during the filming, Yan Youning would feel like going insane.

The real master plotted against him all day long, and the duplicates with similar appearance dangled in front of his eyes all day long.Yan Youning thought to himself: This day is really fucking unbearable.

"Mr. Yan?" The main voice on the phone raised his voice, "Are you listening?"

Yan Youning closed his eyes and clenched his fists, "Say it."

"Mr. Yan, even if you don't say something clearly, I believe you can understand it in your heart."

Yan Youning sneered, "I really don't understand what you are talking about."

"I hope that Mr. Yan can look at this matter calmly." Mu Kun spoke at a steady pace, as if every word he said was reasonable, "The choice of Lingtang back then made you feel bad for some people It's a deep misunderstanding, doesn't Mr. Yan hope to solve this misunderstanding with his own hands one day?"

Yan Youning pressed his forehead with his free hand.Above the temple, a blood vessel throbbed.Obviously, "Lingtang's choice" refers to Yilian's angrily leaving because Guan Zhengan wanted to get married; the so-called "deep misunderstanding" refers to Guan Zhengan's refusal to recognize herself...

How fucking thick-skinned is it to turn right and wrong like this?

"Some families have very strict requirements for their children. The elders in the family absolutely don't want their children to get involved in the entertainment industry." Mu Kun continued: "Didn't Mr. Yan think about how much trouble it would cause to others because of his impulsiveness? With all due respect, this is a pretty selfish approach. Once you do, I think, you will miss out on a more important opportunity in your life."

A...chance to die for you? !

Yan Youning took the phone away from his ear, pressed his temples hard, and forced himself to take a few deep breaths.If Mu Kun said these words in person, Yan Youning would not hesitate to throw the phone in his face.But he can't do that, at least not yet.Yan Youning would absolutely not allow anyone - including himself, to screw up the things that were secretly planned.But now, when facing Mu Kun, even if he can't show the surprise and joy that an illegitimate child who has been neglected for many years is suddenly adopted by his family, at least he can't show that he knows the inside story, can't startle the snake, and can't arouse Mu Kun. Kun's slightest alertness.

"Mr. Mu," Yan Youning interrupted him, trying to make his voice sound the same as usual, "It's not convenient for me to have a long talk with you right now, let's make an appointment to talk again in a few days. Do you think it's okay?" ?”

Mu Kun was silent for a moment, then said slowly, "Okay, I'll wait for Mr. Yan's call."

Yan Youning hung up the phone and punched the sofa cushion.The boxy sofa cushion sank deeply and bounced back quickly.Full of anger and having nowhere to vent, Yan Youning grabbed the mat viciously and threw it out.

"I'm fucking you!"

The sofa cushion slammed against the door with a slight muffled sound, bounced back, and landed pitifully on the clearing in front of him.

The door of the dressing room opened, and the assistant Xiao Ding pushed the door in. He was startled by his ferocious expression, "Xiaoyan? You are..."

"It's okay," Yan Youning bent down and picked up the sofa cushions, explaining very against his will, "I'm looking for emotions." The next thing he's going to film is the confrontation scene between him and Feng Yuan, so it's reasonable for him to say so.

Xiao Ding looked at him carefully, "Director Yu called you over."

Yan Youning rubbed his face, bypassed Xiaoding and walked out.He guessed that Xiao Ding must feel that he is mentally ill.But with my current state of mind, it's actually not far from mental illness.

Dao Yu and the assistant director were hiding behind the camera and looking at the front shots. When they saw him coming out, they waved from a distance, "A Mo and Feng Yuan confront each other, let's do it again."

The lights above his head turned on suddenly, making Yan Youning slightly dazzled.The studio was very quiet, but he still felt that he heard a lot of mixed sounds at this moment: his own heartbeat and breathing, the deliberately light footsteps of the staff not far away, the rustling sound of the camera rotating at a constant speed, and... ... Lin Jun's slight footsteps as he walked towards him.

Yan Youning clenched his fists and took a deep breath, reminding himself in his heart that this is a movie, it's a movie!The person he faced was not Mu Kun, but Lin Jun, who was out of reach.But for some reason, when Lin Jun walked in from the carved mahogany gate in a white shirt, a fire ignited in his head.

Is it because his reason tells him that he can't lose his temper with Mu Kun now, and can't reveal a single bit of emotion in front of Mu Kun, so the anger accumulated in his heart will be shamelessly vented on a completely innocent stranger?Yan Youning felt that he couldn't be such a jerk.But the truth is, as Lin Jun, oh, Feng Yuan approached step by step, his breathing began to be a little unsteady.

Feng Yuan stood a few steps away from him, looking at him sullenly, "Amo, what else do you have to say now?"

Yan Youning pinched himself hard in the palm of his hand, and replied hoarsely: "I have nothing to say."

A blank look slowly floated in Feng Yuan's eyes, "But you were not like this before, Amo, you can't inflict these sufferings on others just because you have suffered."

Yan Youning felt that these false lines hit his heart word by word, and actually caused real pain.If the pain he has endured cannot be thrown back on the head of the perpetrator, what about the suffering he has endured?Where should he seek redemption from those angry and violent hazes that weighed on his heart?

Feng Yuan took a step forward with a sincere expression: "Amo, you can't be so selfish."

You can't be so selfish...

Mu Kun once said something like this, "Mr. Yan's impulsiveness, didn't he think about how much trouble he would cause to others? With all due respect, this is a rather selfish approach..."

Yan Youning felt that a corner of reason suddenly collapsed, and a cloud of choking smoke flew up.

"Selfish?! You say I'm selfish?!" Yan Youning looked at the man opposite him in disbelief. At that moment, he couldn't even tell whether it was Mu Kun or Lin Jun. He only knew that all the blood in his body It burned up, and his eyes were red, "Why do you say that I am selfish? What qualifications do you have to say that? How dare you say that you don't know anything about what I have experienced?!"

Feng Yuan was stunned, is there this sentence in the lines?He glanced at Yu Fan quickly, and Yu Fan also had a look of surprise on his face, but when he received Lin Jun's gaze, he still made a gesture to signal him to continue walking down in cooperation.

With such a flash of skill, Yan Youning took another step closer, violent waves rolled in his gloomy eyes, anger, anxiety, grievance and... bloodthirsty murderous intent, his voice was also mixed with a bit of gravel "Why can't I be selfish? Why should I sacrifice my life to help others? Why do I have to be willing to be put under their feet? Is my life worthless and I deserve to be used by others?" People plan to die?!"

Feng Yuan swallowed his saliva, not knowing how to answer.

Yan Youning stared at him, his eyes slowly turning red.

During the silent confrontation, a tear fell from the corner of Yan Youning's eyes without warning.

Lin Jun was startled.

This... What is this situation? !

"Crack!"

Yan Youning was startled awake, blinked blankly, and took a step back unconsciously.

"You changed the lines for me again, Xiaoyan," Director Yu slapped his hands, his old face smiling like a chrysanthemum, "but it feels right, um, very right, I'll let you go first."

Standing in front of him, Lin Jun's expression has gradually changed from astonishment to sincere admiration, "Xiaoyan, the performance just now was very explosive. Very good."

Yan Youning closed his eyes and rubbed his face wearily.A face that was flushed red with anger has slowly faded away.

He knew he was out of control.For a moment, his past was confused with his present, and he was entangled in a whirlpool of anger, almost tearing away the last sliver of reason.Looking back on that feeling now, Yan Youning even felt scared.He was afraid that everything he did was useless.No matter how he struggles, fate will guide him step by step into the established track without changing a bit.

That was the deepest fear in his soul.

Yan Youning sat on the edge of the field, holding his head for a long time, unable to recover.He had never expected Ling Ao's hands and feet to be faster than at this moment, to turn over these frustrating things quickly, and let him live a relaxed life for two days.

A bottle of pure water was handed to him, Yan Youning raised his head and saw Lin Jun standing in front of him.Yan Youning quickly took the water bottle, and was about to stand up, when Lin Jun reached out and pressed his shoulder, sat down next to him, and asked with a smile: "Why? Haven't you recovered yet?" He used to I've seen such a situation, the actors are too involved in the play, and they can't relax emotionally for a long time.

Yan Youning shook his head, "I'm sorry, Brother Lin, I just..."

Lin Jun waved his hand, "What are you doing? I filmed the palace drama with Li Wanyi last year. She acted in the scene where the little prince was murdered. She couldn't stop crying and almost went into shock at the end."

Yan Youning still felt a little embarrassed, his situation was not the same as others.And Lin Jun has always been kind to him, but when he faced Lin Jun, he had such dark thoughts...

"The production team's dinner at night, I heard from the production staff that it will be in Yipinxuan." Lin Jun felt that with the changes in the child's mood, the feeling of indifference and alienation around him also subsided a lot, and he felt a little happy in his heart. After a while, Yan Youning looked more like a big boy with no heart, "Are you going?"

"I'm going." Yan Youning nodded. After being in the crew for so long, because of his young age, everyone took good care of him. It's still appropriate to toast and thank him at the wine table.

Lin Jun smiled and nodded, "Okay, let me drive you there later."