My Young Ning [Rebirth]

When Ming Feng chased him out, Yan Youning was waiting for a taxi by the side of the road with his bag on his back.Ming Feng was furious, he grabbed Yan Youning's arm and pulled it back, "You fucking explain it to me clearly!"

Yan Youning was staggered by him, and his face unconsciously showed displeasure, "Speak clearly? How clearly do you want to speak?"

"What kind of stumbling block, what kind of scheming and probing," Ming Feng tugged on his sleeve angrily, "What exactly are you trying to say?"

Yan Youning looked at him coldly, "I thought you knew it in your heart."

"What do I know..." Ming Feng subconsciously closed his mouth.He felt something flicker at the position of his heart, as if he stepped on the ground when he was going down the steps.

He did have doubts about Yan Youning's background.He felt that Yan Youning's behavior did not look like a half-grown child who knew nothing about the inside story.Every decision he made seemed to be one step ahead of the Guan family, which was too coincidental.Of course, an outsider would not interfere with the affairs of the Guan family, nor did he have that interest.But when his friend said to him, "So-and-so in your company, please help me find out", can he refuse?

At first, he just felt that he was doing Guan Yusen a small favor, and at the same time satisfying his curiosity, so that he had the opportunity to observe closely what kind of person the young man who was fighting for his life in the alley was like.In his initial prediction, people who have difficulty controlling themselves with their hands = dark heart = gloomy and withdrawn personality.However, after getting in touch with him, he found that although Yan Youning seemed preoccupied at times, most of the time, he looked bright and kind, he was polite to everyone, and he was very tolerant.

Ming Feng scratched his hair impatiently.He had explained to Yan Youning his relationship with the Guan family from the beginning, could it be that from then on, Yan Youning began to suspect that he was trying to find out about himself for Guan Yusen?That's why he treats himself with such a cold attitude?

This is actually the truth, right?

The question now is: Since Yan Youning knew it all along, why did he choose today to have a showdown with him?Because of the Guan brothers?Because Guan Yufei pestered him?Well, ten, yes, eight, or nine of the last reasons are because I think too much.No matter how thick-skinned Ming Feng is, he is too embarrassed to be so narcissistic.But... but... is there even the slightest possibility of that?

Ming Feng collected himself, "You Ning, I hope you can give me a few minutes to listen to my explanation."

"Explain?" Yan Youning raised his eyebrows, showing an incredulous expression, "Mr. Ming, what do you need to explain to me? I'm just a subordinate of your company, and I'm still a leapfrog."

Ming Feng felt a dark fire in his heart immediately, he didn't understand why every word of Yan Youning could hit the pain point in his heart that he most wanted to avoid, especially at this moment when he looked completely indifferent, as if I am just a passerby, no matter whether public or private, I have nothing to do with him.This is the most intolerable thing for him.

"Yan Youning, why can't you just talk to me? You always act like you don't care..."

Yan Youning asked him back, "What can I tell you?"

Ming Feng was stunned for a moment, "I thought we were at least familiar..."

"What?" Yan Youning interrupted him lightly, "What are you familiar with?"

Ming Feng opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything.

Yan Youning knew that he couldn't answer this question at all, and he didn't expect him to answer, so he said to himself: "I once asked why you were entangled with me, and you said it was because of my looks that you liked me —that's a lame excuse. It's a pity that you made up even such a lame excuse."

This sentence was so unexpected, Ming Feng's expression almost became angry after being slightly stunned, "You think I'm using this as an excuse? You fucking think it's an excuse?!"

Yan Youning really wanted to ask "Isn't it?", but when he raised his eyes and saw Ming Feng staring at him without blinking, for some reason, he couldn't say that.

Ming Feng took a step forward, and the tip of his nose almost touched Yan Youning's. Yan Youning blinked his eyes, but did not retreat.At such a short distance, Ming Feng could almost count Yan Youning's long and distinct eyelashes by the light of the street lamp, and naturally he did not ignore the fleeting and struggling expression in his eyes.

Ming Feng's eyes suddenly softened, and his whisper-like voice unconsciously tinged with a hint of depression and bewilderment, "You Ning, you know it yourself, you just want to find a convincing reason to get rid of me .”

Yan Youning finally couldn't help but took a step back.

Ming Feng hugged him, seeing that the young man who had been acting extremely strong all night finally showed a panicked look, Ming Feng couldn't help leaning over and kissed him lightly on the forehead.

Yan Youning froze immediately.

"What are you nervous about?" Ming Feng touched his forehead and sighed slightly, "Yan Youning, I think you look good and your personality suits me, I want to chase you, this is not a Is it normal?"

"Normal?" Yan Youning felt that his mind was in chaos. At this juncture, it seemed that he shouldn't focus on the fact that Ming Feng was hugging him.But all his senses became sensitive in disobedience, and all of them were concentrated on the position touched by him, the waist and abdomen stuck together through the thick clothes, the arms wrapped behind him, and the foreheads that were pressed against each other. And... ambiguous breathing.

such a close distance.

So close to the feeling of being liked and cherished...

But is all this true?

"You...you lied to me." After Yan Youning said this, his mind gradually cleared up, and his articulate became sharp, "Ming Feng, you lied to me from the beginning. You and Guan What is the relationship with family? You come to pester me, do you dare to say that it really has nothing to do with them?"

Ming Feng finally knew what the problem was, "I never said it had nothing to do with the Guan family. Yes, it was because of Guan Yusen that I noticed you at first. But, You Ning, I also ask you to be fair. Start with me At the beginning of following you, I did not disclose any information about you to Guan Yusen. You were entangled by Mu Kun, and it was I who tried to rescue you. Moreover, I think it is necessary for me to declare my position to you: No matter what they do, I'm not interested at all. Except for one thing: they won't touch you."

With such a warm and sincere tone, Yan Youning almost softened his heart, but...

"A robber, if he donates the money he robbed to the hospital or school, will his robbery be considered correct?" Yan Youning's voice was very low, as if he was asking him, and at the same time To myself, "Isn't this really the logic of robbers? Ming Feng? You came to me with a special purpose, to test me, and then because you didn't reveal what you found out, I should treat you with suspicion." Appreciation?"

Ming Feng felt that this was not what he wanted to express.But facing Yan Youning's questioning, he didn't know how to defend himself.

"Perhaps you think I'm unreasonable, because you obviously haven't done any real harm to me." Yan Youning stepped back a few steps, creating a distance between the two of them enough to see each other clearly.The pose between them is too intimate, and the close distance is enough to blur many important things, "But Ming Feng, you forgot to ask my heart. Things that are insignificant to you are not important to me." It's just unacceptable. I hate being tempted, calculated, and considered like a chess piece. Even if you approach me for my face, this reason can make me feel better Son."

Ming Feng stared at him blankly, his heart was throbbing, but he couldn't say a word.

"What I can't accept is that a person stands in front of me. He sees my family background, my potential background, my use value, my face... he sees everything, but he doesn't see me. This person." Yan Youning felt a little bit of sourness in his heart, but then felt that his little bit of sourness was very... hypocritical.If you are not relatives, why should others be worthy of you?When he thought this way, he felt a little confused because he didn't understand what he said impulsively.

How much does he want to be known by a person?

What kind of way does he want a stranger to approach him?

Yan Youning couldn't help asking himself: What kind of method does a man use to appear in front of him, so that he can feel that he is trustworthy?

This is simply a riddle that I don't know the answer to.

Yan Youning was taken aback by this conclusion.Immediately thinking that he actually said such sour words today in front of a man who intends to be listed as a refusal to deal with him, it was simply... compared to that half-hearted artist Li Ao.

Forget it, forget it, let's stop with such an unappetizing thing, don't continue.

Yan Youning swung the backpack in his hand onto his back, pretending to be smart and waved his hands at Ming Feng who looked blank, "No more, Mr. Ming, go slowly."

Ming Feng grinned, and really felt that the way Yan Youning pulled himself together to play tricks... was very attractive.He watched Yan Youning swing the black backpack on his back, watched him swing his long legs and walked over in three steps and two steps, opened the taxi door and got in, then glanced at himself pretending not to care, and then quickly to look back...

Ming Feng felt that his heart was filled with a strange feeling, like a piece of green grass wrapped around his finger, which he could break free with a light effort, but he couldn't let go of the inexplicable softness between his fingers.

The feeling of being gently wrapped around something.

Ming Feng suddenly felt soft-hearted.

He stood on the street at midnight, looked at the direction where the taxi disappeared from a distance, lowered his head and laughed.

Hey, boy, do you think you can scare me so much that you drop the fat around my mouth and run home by saying such sour words that are almost like a baby?

You look down on people too much, You Ning.

Yan Youning originally planned to go back to the dormitory, but when he was halfway there, he changed his way to Ninghe Yaju.He felt that it was really not suitable to be alone when his mind was so confused. Although Li Ao was a little out of tune, he was generally a very reliable person.His personality is also calm, and when he needs it, he can give very moderate and peaceful opinions.Besides, the perennial baking aroma in his home is also very soothing.Before Yilian got sick, he also liked to make small biscuits at home. When he came home, he could smell the sweet and fragrant smell coming from the kitchen as soon as he opened the door.

When Yan Youning came over, Li Ao was enjoying his supper in the kitchen: chocolate cake with black tea.Seeing Yan Youning's eyes sweeping over his snack, Li Ao reluctantly pushed the plate towards him, "Do you want some?"

Yan Youning shook his head, "Is there any wine?"

Li Ao looked at him suspiciously, "What wine?"

"It doesn't have to be too good." Yan Youning sat down lazily by the dining table, "Beer or Erguotou are fine, but too good wine is fine, it's not suitable for melancholy."

"What are you worried about?" Li Ao looked at him sarcastically, "Broken love? Was kicked?"

"Where are you going?" Yan Youning didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "If you want to kick someone, I'm kicking someone."

Li Ao regained his energy immediately, "Did you kick Ming Feng?"

When Yan Youning heard this name, he became upset reflexively, "Why does it have to be him, can I kick someone else?"

Li Ao came out from the kitchen with a few cans of beer, and looked at him with a clear face, "You kicked people away, and you will start to regret it after kicking."

Yan Youning shook his head, "Not at all."

Li Ao also followed his example and shook his head, "Then what are you missing?"

"I don't know, it's just a little annoying." Yan Youning took two sips of wine, then leaned on the back of the chair very decadently, "I don't think I have encountered such terrible things."

"If it's bad, you'll get used to it, how about life..." Li Ao clinked glasses with him, with a serious expression on his face, "I'm telling you, you are young and energetic with no one around you... ...I'm suffocating myself."

Yan Youning choked on the beer and coughed.

"However, my brother would like to tell you a few words from your heart. You are in a really bad state. How should I put it?" Li Ao thought about it seriously and said, "It's like waiting for the pie to fall from the sky, just like a The broken vegetable basket is placed there, as if waiting for someone to come and let someone pick it up, there is no picker, just waiting there."

Yan Youning held up the beer can and blinked, then blinked again, expressing that he was far from the realm of an artist, and he didn't understand this profound warning at all.

Li Ao leaned over and rubbed his forehead with great emotion, "He's a pretty good boy, he needs to look good, he needs to be tall, he's just a little stupid."

Yan Youning looked at him, and suddenly said: "Brother Li, why don't we get together as a couple to live together."

"Fuck you, ah." Li Ao gave him a sideways glance from the corner of his eye, "I never eat grass by the side of the nest, this is the principle!"

Yan Youning wanted to laugh, but in the end he still sighed, "Brother, you are such a good rabbit."