My Young Ning [Rebirth]
Chapter 40 A Cigarette
Four cold dishes have been placed on the mahogany dining table in the center of the box: fresh vegetable platter, tea-flavored Bawang chicken, seafood fern root powder, and saliva fish fillets.The delicacies with good color and fragrance are served in exquisite plates, which makes people's index fingers move when they look at them.
The guests are seated, and the hot dishes are served quickly.In addition to Yan Youning's Yipin steamed meat and fish pot in sour soup, there are also Mingfeng's roast beef, garlic open back steamed lobster, and Su Hua's braised short ribs.Ming Feng also ordered two bottles of special plum wine, which is the exclusive secret wine of the owner of the restaurant, which cannot be bought outside.
Ming Feng served Yan Youning and Su Hua each a bowl of fish soup, "It's cold, you just came back from outside, warm your stomach first."
Su Hua thanked her and took it carelessly.However, Yan Youning's mood became a little complicated. The warm clothes, the soup that warmed the stomach, and the feeling of being taken care of so meticulously, had never been felt since Yilian passed away.Even in those few years in the Guan family, the housekeeper was always worried about basic necessities of life, neither the Guan family father and son nor his lover at the time, ever asked him if he was cold or not.
He began to believe that the person in front of him was different from the man in his memory who disappointed him so much.
Yan Youning said in a ghostly manner, "I have a gift for you."
Ming Feng was startled, his eyes suddenly lit up, "What is it?"
Yan Youning's words were completely thoughtless, and he was stunned after he finished speaking.But seeing Ming Feng's reaction, he felt that it was no big deal if he said it.He got up and walked to the coat rack, took out two boxes from the pocket of the down jacket, handed one to Ming Feng and the other to Su Hua.
Su Hua was surprised, "I have it too?"
Yan Youning smiled, "I've been bothering you to take care of me these days, just to express my gratitude. It's not something valuable, so don't dislike it."
During these days in R City, Su Hua ran back and forth between the city and the suburbs, and even took time out to take him shopping and relax.Even his assistant Xiao Ding has not reached his level.He is Ming Feng's assistant, not his own.Anyway, I owe him a favor.
Su Hua opened the box with great interest, and when she saw the ZIPPO logo, she already knew what gift it would be.The brass lighter with arabesque pattern engraved on both sides is not expensive, but it is not cheap either. It is a good choice for gift or personal use. It is indeed a gift that has been carefully selected.Su Hua recalled today's itinerary, and thought that it should be when he was shopping at the mall, and he bought it while he was out buying hot drinks.
Su Hua caressed the delicate lines on the lighter's surface, smiled and said to Yan Youning, "I'm interested."
Yan Youning pursed his lips and smiled, then turned to look at Ming Feng, "Do you like it?"
Ming Feng looked away from Su Hua's gift with a little jealousy, and lowered his head to open his own gift.The small silver box opened to reveal a pair of delicate cufflinks.
Ming Feng unconsciously curled the corners of his lips.He suddenly felt that this gift of his was more thoughtful than Su Hua's gift at first glance, and it was something he could use anytime, it was simply... just a token of love.Just like his mother watched the episodes where the male and female protagonists tell each other their hearts, "I have such a friendship with you, I hope to see you every day, never leave" or something...
Su Hua quickly picked up the chopsticks and picked up a piece of pork ribs for Yan Youning.He felt a little embarrassed by the goofy grin of his immediate boss.It's just a gift, should he act so stupid?
"Thank you." Yan Youning said to Su Hua, "I'll do it myself."
Ming Feng carefully put away the gift, "I like it very much."
Yan Youning pursed his lips into a smile, lowered his head to eat, but his mood lightened unconsciously.
Ming Feng felt his heart itch again like a cat scratched by his smile.After I collected myself, I remembered that there was another thing to ask him to come over, "By the way, after dinner, Su Hua will send your luggage back, and you go with me somewhere."
Yan Youning was startled, "Where?"
"You'll find out later," Ming Feng deliberately tricked him, "Actually, it's something you entrusted to me."
Yan Youning's heart skipped a beat, "Yes..."
"Eat first, don't think so much, I'm here." Ming Feng lowered his head and picked out the tofu skin from the roasted beef, and put it on the plate in front of Yan Youning.He remembered that when eating hot pot on New Year's Eve, the child prepared a lot of soy products. This hobby is the same as his mother's. If the two of them had dinner, they would definitely eat it together.
Yan Youning's heart twitched slightly, feeling that he was once again bewitched by his three words "you have me".But he didn't dare to think further in this direction, because the atmosphere at the dinner table had already started to become a little weird.
Su Hua watched this scene coldly while gnawing on the ribs, and suddenly felt a little unbelievable in her heart.Seeing Ming Feng's smirk, it goes without saying this man's attitude.On the other hand, Yan Youning, although he always looked lukewarm, it was obvious that he was a soft-hearted child.To Ming Feng, he is not completely indifferent, why are these two people awkward and not making progress?
Comrade Special Assistant was a little confused.If I can find the root cause of this...
Well, maybe I can get a raise again.
After dinner, Su Hua drove to Yan Youning's dormitory to unpack his luggage, while Ming Feng led his people straight to the private club where the sons and daughters often gather.
Yan Youning hadn't been to the box on the top floor for a long time, and he was curious about everything he saw, and always felt that there was something different from the picture in his impression.Unlike the private rooms on the second and third floors, there is a glass wall where you can see the bar on the first floor, which is very playful.Instead, each box has a small terrace facing the garden, with arched floor-to-ceiling windows, full of elegance.The lighting is also adjusted to make people feel comfortable and peaceful, without being soft at all.It's a place where you can have a quiet conversation.
The waiter brought them the fruit plate snacks they ordered, and then quietly retreated out.
Ming Feng poured Yan Youning a cup of hot tea, and pushed the fruit plate in front of him, "Have some snacks, and the servants will come over later." Yan Youning drank a few more glasses of plum wine greedily during dinner, Leaning on the sofa at this moment, the whole person is a little lazy.Her big amber eyes were glistening with water, and her face was powdery, which was particularly attractive.Ming Feng glanced at him twice and didn't dare to look any more. He lowered his head and drank tea by himself.In fact, he didn't drink much today, plum wine is at best a drink in terms of his drinking capacity, but for some reason, he just feels dizzy.Especially when looking at Yan Youning, there was even a feeling of being dazzled by the bright light.
I am really bewitched.
Yan Youning also found it a bit unbelievable that the person who was kicked out of his home by him not long ago, who was so angry that he wanted to give him a rolling pin a few times, and secretly swore that he would not give him a good face in the future, is now peaceful. Sitting securely next to him, and... the atmosphere is actually so good.
Must have drunk too much.
The door of the box was pushed open from the outside, a tall and thin man walked in, and closed the door behind his back.
It's Guan Yufei.
Yan Youning had expected in his heart that Ming Feng would be the person he would be dating, but seeing it with his own eyes, he was still a little surprised, "Why are you so thin?"
Guan Yufei was originally a thin body, but now his cheeks are sunken, looking very haggard, only those big eyes are still very energetic, it seems that all the vitality of this person is concentrated in his eyes .He sat down across from Yan Youning, lowered his head and smiled, and sighed somewhat embarrassingly, "I didn't expect you to be so honest. I was actually stunned by Guan Yusen the other day. I was running around on the street, and ran to you by accident, and I don’t remember what I said at the time.”
Ming Feng smoked a cigarette from the cigarette case, "You guys are chatting, I'll smoke a cigarette."
Guan Yufei's eyes fell on him, watching him put on his coat and go to the terrace, and then carefully close the French windows, and whispered as if he was a little reluctant to look away: "You told Brother Ming that you want to see me?"
Seeing him staring at the man on the balcony with such eyes, Yan Youning was somewhat embarrassed, "Uh, actually I just asked for your phone number."
Guan Yufei retracted his gaze, turned around Yan Youning's face, the corners of his lips were slightly hooked, but there was not much smile in his eyes, "I'm fine, don't worry about it."
Yan Youning didn't know what to say, but he really couldn't help with Guan Yufei's matter.
Guan Yufei slowed down his tone, "I'm really fine. Don't inquire about it in the future, it's not good for you to get involved in the Guan family's affairs."
Yan Youning nodded, "I know."
Guan Yufei took a look at the cigarette case that Ming Feng had thrown on the coffee table, and popped out a cigarette from it, and played it back and forth between his fingers, but he didn't light it.
The smoke belonged to Ming Feng, and he held it in his hands like this, as if he was remembering something.Yan Youning looked at his little action, and felt a little uncomfortable in his heart for no reason.
Guan Yufei raised his head to look at him, "Okay, I'll pass right away, is there anything else?"
"Let's go now?" Yan Youning was really surprised. It's been less than 5 minutes since this person came in, and basically he hasn't said anything.
Guan Yufei nodded, "I came out with others, and someone will come out to look for it after a long time."
"It's nothing." Yan Youning shook his head, hesitated for a while and said: "Mu Kun next to you, be careful, he is not a good stubble."
Guan Yufei smiled suddenly, like the clouds breaking through the moon, a smile flashed across his face quickly, "Don't worry, I know it well."
Yan Youning stood up with him, "If there's anything I can do to help..."
Guan Yufei turned around to look at him, stretched out his hand and gently rubbed his head, "Okay, you're not as old as me. Don't worry about it." After finishing speaking, he quickly glanced at the balcony Seeing the blurry figure, he opened the door and walked out.
Yan Youning looked at the slightly shaking door leaf, feeling a little empty in his heart, and seemed to let go of some worries.What I can do is actually just a bystander.If you really want to intervene, it will only add to his confusion.
Yan Youning walked to the coffee table, smoked a cigarette from Ming Feng's cigarette case, opened the door and walked onto the terrace.
Ming Feng leaned on the railing and quietly looked at the night scene in the distance. When he heard the door knocking, he looked back, "He left?"
Yan Youning nodded, he didn't know if it was his own illusion, but his head became more dizzy when he was blown by the cold wind.Standing on a high place, I just feel that the hustle and bustle of the city is suppressed far below my feet, as if separated by an invisible membrane.
Yan Youning leaned on the railing and let out a soft breath, "Today's matter... Thank you."
Ming Feng didn't make a sound.
Yan Youning picked up the lighter on the railing, lowered his head and lit the cigarette in front of his mouth.For some reason, Guan Yufei's little action of taking a cigarette from Ming Feng's cigarette case made him a little bit worried.
This doesn't feel right.Yan Youning knew, but he didn't know where the problem was.
Distraught, Yan Youning extinguished half of the cigarette on the railing, and when he was about to speak, he felt his shoulders warm up. It turned out that Ming Feng wrapped the coat on his shoulders around him.The man's coat was thick and straight, with a faint smell of tobacco.On such a quiet and lonely winter night, there was a warm breath that he could not refuse.
Yan Youning looked up at him, Ming Feng was very close, his hands were still close to his cheeks, his dark eyes were like the vast night sky above their heads, reflecting the stars all over the sky.
Yan Youning's heart beat a little faster, and he subconsciously wanted to back away, but Ming Feng's hands were still grabbing the sides of the skirt, and he was firmly clamping him to his chest.He couldn't struggle, and the feeling of dizziness in his head became more and more obvious. He felt that Ming Feng's hands were still pulling forward forcefully, so he hurriedly said, "Don't move."
Ming Feng's face moved closer, "What don't you move?"
Yan Youning pressed his hand on the back of his hand, and frowned as if having a headache, "Let me think about it first."
A slight smile appeared in Ming Feng's eyes, "What do you think?"
Yan Youning raised his head and looked at him, the aftereffects of alcohol made him feel light-headed, everything he saw was unreal.Ming Feng's face was very close. Such a distance not only made him want to hide, but also tempted him a little strangely, making him unconsciously expect...to get closer.
Yan Youning knew that he was lonely.Not only was he lonely, but he also had an unspeakable fear in his heart.Because the ring he saw during the day, and the legend that seemed true or false, made him feel that it was a reminder in the dark, reminding him how lucky he was to survive this life.
It is precisely because I know that this life is not easy to come back, so I live more and more cautiously day by day.However, on this quiet night, in a corner far away from the hustle and bustle of this bustling city, the night is quiet and the sky is full of stars.It made him want to desperately release all the suppressed things in his heart: anger, fear, grievance, longing...
And there is just such a person, standing so close, as if within reach.Yan Youning felt that the urge to move in his heart gradually became difficult to ignore.
"What are you thinking about?" Ming Feng moved closer, his voice was hoarse, his eyes seemed to be dancing with flames, and he pressed them desperately, the burning eyeballs were a little red.
Yan Youning suddenly laughed, and shook his head as if he couldn't control himself, "I didn't think about anything. It's because I thought too much that I became mentally ill."
He pinched Ming Feng's chin and squeezed it hard.The short stubble on Ming Feng's chin pricking his fingers made him feel suitable, so Yan Youning laughed again unconsciously.He remembered that Ming Feng seemed to have done this hooligan act to him, and he hadn't returned it yet, so he finally seized the opportunity.
Yan Youning pinched Ming Feng's chin and dragged it towards him, and said vaguely, "I don't want to. The more people think about it, the more stupid they become... Let's take a step and see. Gentlemen, there is wine today." ..." He kissed the corner of Ming Feng's mouth, there was also short stubble here, rubbing against his lips, slightly itchy.This fresh feeling made him forget what he was going to say later, and he soon indulged in it, focusing on the feeling of skin-to-skin contact.
Ming Feng froze there, let Yan Youning change the angle, and put his lips on his lips.Yan Youning's lips were incredibly soft, with a faint smell of tobacco, dry and warm.He patted Ming Feng's face with his free hand, his lips were still sticking to his lips, and his voice sounded vague, "Hey, please concentrate on me."
Ming Feng pressed his hand, and his breathing couldn't help but quicken, "You...why?"
"There's no reason," Yan Youning's hand was pressed on his cheek, and he moved his fingers slightly, scratching Ming Feng's cheek lightly, "Suddenly I want it. There is no one else."
Such an answer made Ming Feng a little dumbfounded, and at the same time he was a little unsure if he was really drunk.If it's just messing around after drinking, will he be anxious with himself again when he sobers up?
Yan Youning seemed to have guessed what he was thinking, and took a slight step back with some amusement, leaning lazily on the railing, "I'm not drunk."
Ming Feng subconsciously leaned over, his hands slid down his waist to his back, and wrapped him into his arms, a little unbelievable that he was so obedient, "Why?"
"I said no reason." Yan Youning was a little unhappy.In fact, the reasons are all ready-made. What he saw that ring in the afternoon frightened him, and made him think that he might still die at a very young age in this life.He didn't want to be alone when he lived, and silent when he died.It's hard to live again, and there is always something in my hand.Even if it's just a play on the occasion, it's good to have someone think about yourself.
Ming Feng didn't dare to ask these unsightly questions anymore.He coveted this piece of fat meat for a long time, but suddenly the fat meat came to his door by himself, and he was a little afraid to say anything.
"Come on, hurry up." Yan Youning pinched his chin dishonestly again.However, if Ming Feng did the same action, it would appear domineering, and if he did it, he would look like a bratty kid no matter what.
Ming Feng had mixed feelings in his heart.He pinched Yan Youning's troublesome hand, put it to his lips and kissed it lightly, "You Ning, you drank, so you will..." Ming Feng felt that the next words were not easy to say.He could feel that this child had something on his mind, very serious, so after drinking, he would inevitably have the desire to vent it.This is normal, what is abnormal is that he would choose the way he is doing now.
It made him suffer.
"I like you, You Ning." Ming Feng pinched his fingertips and bit gently, "But, I don't want you to think that I approached you just to take advantage of you."
Yan Youning felt that this person was thinking too much, so he shook his hand impatiently, "Why are you so talkative, enough nonsense. I didn't see the difference."
"Yes." Ming Feng stood up straight and looked at him very seriously, "The difference is that if you don't let me kiss you or hold you, I'll still stay here and see if I need you." I'll do something for you."
Yan Youning was stunned for a moment, he originally wanted to ridicule him, but when he raised his head, seeing the extremely serious expression of the man in front of him, he was suddenly speechless——
The guests are seated, and the hot dishes are served quickly.In addition to Yan Youning's Yipin steamed meat and fish pot in sour soup, there are also Mingfeng's roast beef, garlic open back steamed lobster, and Su Hua's braised short ribs.Ming Feng also ordered two bottles of special plum wine, which is the exclusive secret wine of the owner of the restaurant, which cannot be bought outside.
Ming Feng served Yan Youning and Su Hua each a bowl of fish soup, "It's cold, you just came back from outside, warm your stomach first."
Su Hua thanked her and took it carelessly.However, Yan Youning's mood became a little complicated. The warm clothes, the soup that warmed the stomach, and the feeling of being taken care of so meticulously, had never been felt since Yilian passed away.Even in those few years in the Guan family, the housekeeper was always worried about basic necessities of life, neither the Guan family father and son nor his lover at the time, ever asked him if he was cold or not.
He began to believe that the person in front of him was different from the man in his memory who disappointed him so much.
Yan Youning said in a ghostly manner, "I have a gift for you."
Ming Feng was startled, his eyes suddenly lit up, "What is it?"
Yan Youning's words were completely thoughtless, and he was stunned after he finished speaking.But seeing Ming Feng's reaction, he felt that it was no big deal if he said it.He got up and walked to the coat rack, took out two boxes from the pocket of the down jacket, handed one to Ming Feng and the other to Su Hua.
Su Hua was surprised, "I have it too?"
Yan Youning smiled, "I've been bothering you to take care of me these days, just to express my gratitude. It's not something valuable, so don't dislike it."
During these days in R City, Su Hua ran back and forth between the city and the suburbs, and even took time out to take him shopping and relax.Even his assistant Xiao Ding has not reached his level.He is Ming Feng's assistant, not his own.Anyway, I owe him a favor.
Su Hua opened the box with great interest, and when she saw the ZIPPO logo, she already knew what gift it would be.The brass lighter with arabesque pattern engraved on both sides is not expensive, but it is not cheap either. It is a good choice for gift or personal use. It is indeed a gift that has been carefully selected.Su Hua recalled today's itinerary, and thought that it should be when he was shopping at the mall, and he bought it while he was out buying hot drinks.
Su Hua caressed the delicate lines on the lighter's surface, smiled and said to Yan Youning, "I'm interested."
Yan Youning pursed his lips and smiled, then turned to look at Ming Feng, "Do you like it?"
Ming Feng looked away from Su Hua's gift with a little jealousy, and lowered his head to open his own gift.The small silver box opened to reveal a pair of delicate cufflinks.
Ming Feng unconsciously curled the corners of his lips.He suddenly felt that this gift of his was more thoughtful than Su Hua's gift at first glance, and it was something he could use anytime, it was simply... just a token of love.Just like his mother watched the episodes where the male and female protagonists tell each other their hearts, "I have such a friendship with you, I hope to see you every day, never leave" or something...
Su Hua quickly picked up the chopsticks and picked up a piece of pork ribs for Yan Youning.He felt a little embarrassed by the goofy grin of his immediate boss.It's just a gift, should he act so stupid?
"Thank you." Yan Youning said to Su Hua, "I'll do it myself."
Ming Feng carefully put away the gift, "I like it very much."
Yan Youning pursed his lips into a smile, lowered his head to eat, but his mood lightened unconsciously.
Ming Feng felt his heart itch again like a cat scratched by his smile.After I collected myself, I remembered that there was another thing to ask him to come over, "By the way, after dinner, Su Hua will send your luggage back, and you go with me somewhere."
Yan Youning was startled, "Where?"
"You'll find out later," Ming Feng deliberately tricked him, "Actually, it's something you entrusted to me."
Yan Youning's heart skipped a beat, "Yes..."
"Eat first, don't think so much, I'm here." Ming Feng lowered his head and picked out the tofu skin from the roasted beef, and put it on the plate in front of Yan Youning.He remembered that when eating hot pot on New Year's Eve, the child prepared a lot of soy products. This hobby is the same as his mother's. If the two of them had dinner, they would definitely eat it together.
Yan Youning's heart twitched slightly, feeling that he was once again bewitched by his three words "you have me".But he didn't dare to think further in this direction, because the atmosphere at the dinner table had already started to become a little weird.
Su Hua watched this scene coldly while gnawing on the ribs, and suddenly felt a little unbelievable in her heart.Seeing Ming Feng's smirk, it goes without saying this man's attitude.On the other hand, Yan Youning, although he always looked lukewarm, it was obvious that he was a soft-hearted child.To Ming Feng, he is not completely indifferent, why are these two people awkward and not making progress?
Comrade Special Assistant was a little confused.If I can find the root cause of this...
Well, maybe I can get a raise again.
After dinner, Su Hua drove to Yan Youning's dormitory to unpack his luggage, while Ming Feng led his people straight to the private club where the sons and daughters often gather.
Yan Youning hadn't been to the box on the top floor for a long time, and he was curious about everything he saw, and always felt that there was something different from the picture in his impression.Unlike the private rooms on the second and third floors, there is a glass wall where you can see the bar on the first floor, which is very playful.Instead, each box has a small terrace facing the garden, with arched floor-to-ceiling windows, full of elegance.The lighting is also adjusted to make people feel comfortable and peaceful, without being soft at all.It's a place where you can have a quiet conversation.
The waiter brought them the fruit plate snacks they ordered, and then quietly retreated out.
Ming Feng poured Yan Youning a cup of hot tea, and pushed the fruit plate in front of him, "Have some snacks, and the servants will come over later." Yan Youning drank a few more glasses of plum wine greedily during dinner, Leaning on the sofa at this moment, the whole person is a little lazy.Her big amber eyes were glistening with water, and her face was powdery, which was particularly attractive.Ming Feng glanced at him twice and didn't dare to look any more. He lowered his head and drank tea by himself.In fact, he didn't drink much today, plum wine is at best a drink in terms of his drinking capacity, but for some reason, he just feels dizzy.Especially when looking at Yan Youning, there was even a feeling of being dazzled by the bright light.
I am really bewitched.
Yan Youning also found it a bit unbelievable that the person who was kicked out of his home by him not long ago, who was so angry that he wanted to give him a rolling pin a few times, and secretly swore that he would not give him a good face in the future, is now peaceful. Sitting securely next to him, and... the atmosphere is actually so good.
Must have drunk too much.
The door of the box was pushed open from the outside, a tall and thin man walked in, and closed the door behind his back.
It's Guan Yufei.
Yan Youning had expected in his heart that Ming Feng would be the person he would be dating, but seeing it with his own eyes, he was still a little surprised, "Why are you so thin?"
Guan Yufei was originally a thin body, but now his cheeks are sunken, looking very haggard, only those big eyes are still very energetic, it seems that all the vitality of this person is concentrated in his eyes .He sat down across from Yan Youning, lowered his head and smiled, and sighed somewhat embarrassingly, "I didn't expect you to be so honest. I was actually stunned by Guan Yusen the other day. I was running around on the street, and ran to you by accident, and I don’t remember what I said at the time.”
Ming Feng smoked a cigarette from the cigarette case, "You guys are chatting, I'll smoke a cigarette."
Guan Yufei's eyes fell on him, watching him put on his coat and go to the terrace, and then carefully close the French windows, and whispered as if he was a little reluctant to look away: "You told Brother Ming that you want to see me?"
Seeing him staring at the man on the balcony with such eyes, Yan Youning was somewhat embarrassed, "Uh, actually I just asked for your phone number."
Guan Yufei retracted his gaze, turned around Yan Youning's face, the corners of his lips were slightly hooked, but there was not much smile in his eyes, "I'm fine, don't worry about it."
Yan Youning didn't know what to say, but he really couldn't help with Guan Yufei's matter.
Guan Yufei slowed down his tone, "I'm really fine. Don't inquire about it in the future, it's not good for you to get involved in the Guan family's affairs."
Yan Youning nodded, "I know."
Guan Yufei took a look at the cigarette case that Ming Feng had thrown on the coffee table, and popped out a cigarette from it, and played it back and forth between his fingers, but he didn't light it.
The smoke belonged to Ming Feng, and he held it in his hands like this, as if he was remembering something.Yan Youning looked at his little action, and felt a little uncomfortable in his heart for no reason.
Guan Yufei raised his head to look at him, "Okay, I'll pass right away, is there anything else?"
"Let's go now?" Yan Youning was really surprised. It's been less than 5 minutes since this person came in, and basically he hasn't said anything.
Guan Yufei nodded, "I came out with others, and someone will come out to look for it after a long time."
"It's nothing." Yan Youning shook his head, hesitated for a while and said: "Mu Kun next to you, be careful, he is not a good stubble."
Guan Yufei smiled suddenly, like the clouds breaking through the moon, a smile flashed across his face quickly, "Don't worry, I know it well."
Yan Youning stood up with him, "If there's anything I can do to help..."
Guan Yufei turned around to look at him, stretched out his hand and gently rubbed his head, "Okay, you're not as old as me. Don't worry about it." After finishing speaking, he quickly glanced at the balcony Seeing the blurry figure, he opened the door and walked out.
Yan Youning looked at the slightly shaking door leaf, feeling a little empty in his heart, and seemed to let go of some worries.What I can do is actually just a bystander.If you really want to intervene, it will only add to his confusion.
Yan Youning walked to the coffee table, smoked a cigarette from Ming Feng's cigarette case, opened the door and walked onto the terrace.
Ming Feng leaned on the railing and quietly looked at the night scene in the distance. When he heard the door knocking, he looked back, "He left?"
Yan Youning nodded, he didn't know if it was his own illusion, but his head became more dizzy when he was blown by the cold wind.Standing on a high place, I just feel that the hustle and bustle of the city is suppressed far below my feet, as if separated by an invisible membrane.
Yan Youning leaned on the railing and let out a soft breath, "Today's matter... Thank you."
Ming Feng didn't make a sound.
Yan Youning picked up the lighter on the railing, lowered his head and lit the cigarette in front of his mouth.For some reason, Guan Yufei's little action of taking a cigarette from Ming Feng's cigarette case made him a little bit worried.
This doesn't feel right.Yan Youning knew, but he didn't know where the problem was.
Distraught, Yan Youning extinguished half of the cigarette on the railing, and when he was about to speak, he felt his shoulders warm up. It turned out that Ming Feng wrapped the coat on his shoulders around him.The man's coat was thick and straight, with a faint smell of tobacco.On such a quiet and lonely winter night, there was a warm breath that he could not refuse.
Yan Youning looked up at him, Ming Feng was very close, his hands were still close to his cheeks, his dark eyes were like the vast night sky above their heads, reflecting the stars all over the sky.
Yan Youning's heart beat a little faster, and he subconsciously wanted to back away, but Ming Feng's hands were still grabbing the sides of the skirt, and he was firmly clamping him to his chest.He couldn't struggle, and the feeling of dizziness in his head became more and more obvious. He felt that Ming Feng's hands were still pulling forward forcefully, so he hurriedly said, "Don't move."
Ming Feng's face moved closer, "What don't you move?"
Yan Youning pressed his hand on the back of his hand, and frowned as if having a headache, "Let me think about it first."
A slight smile appeared in Ming Feng's eyes, "What do you think?"
Yan Youning raised his head and looked at him, the aftereffects of alcohol made him feel light-headed, everything he saw was unreal.Ming Feng's face was very close. Such a distance not only made him want to hide, but also tempted him a little strangely, making him unconsciously expect...to get closer.
Yan Youning knew that he was lonely.Not only was he lonely, but he also had an unspeakable fear in his heart.Because the ring he saw during the day, and the legend that seemed true or false, made him feel that it was a reminder in the dark, reminding him how lucky he was to survive this life.
It is precisely because I know that this life is not easy to come back, so I live more and more cautiously day by day.However, on this quiet night, in a corner far away from the hustle and bustle of this bustling city, the night is quiet and the sky is full of stars.It made him want to desperately release all the suppressed things in his heart: anger, fear, grievance, longing...
And there is just such a person, standing so close, as if within reach.Yan Youning felt that the urge to move in his heart gradually became difficult to ignore.
"What are you thinking about?" Ming Feng moved closer, his voice was hoarse, his eyes seemed to be dancing with flames, and he pressed them desperately, the burning eyeballs were a little red.
Yan Youning suddenly laughed, and shook his head as if he couldn't control himself, "I didn't think about anything. It's because I thought too much that I became mentally ill."
He pinched Ming Feng's chin and squeezed it hard.The short stubble on Ming Feng's chin pricking his fingers made him feel suitable, so Yan Youning laughed again unconsciously.He remembered that Ming Feng seemed to have done this hooligan act to him, and he hadn't returned it yet, so he finally seized the opportunity.
Yan Youning pinched Ming Feng's chin and dragged it towards him, and said vaguely, "I don't want to. The more people think about it, the more stupid they become... Let's take a step and see. Gentlemen, there is wine today." ..." He kissed the corner of Ming Feng's mouth, there was also short stubble here, rubbing against his lips, slightly itchy.This fresh feeling made him forget what he was going to say later, and he soon indulged in it, focusing on the feeling of skin-to-skin contact.
Ming Feng froze there, let Yan Youning change the angle, and put his lips on his lips.Yan Youning's lips were incredibly soft, with a faint smell of tobacco, dry and warm.He patted Ming Feng's face with his free hand, his lips were still sticking to his lips, and his voice sounded vague, "Hey, please concentrate on me."
Ming Feng pressed his hand, and his breathing couldn't help but quicken, "You...why?"
"There's no reason," Yan Youning's hand was pressed on his cheek, and he moved his fingers slightly, scratching Ming Feng's cheek lightly, "Suddenly I want it. There is no one else."
Such an answer made Ming Feng a little dumbfounded, and at the same time he was a little unsure if he was really drunk.If it's just messing around after drinking, will he be anxious with himself again when he sobers up?
Yan Youning seemed to have guessed what he was thinking, and took a slight step back with some amusement, leaning lazily on the railing, "I'm not drunk."
Ming Feng subconsciously leaned over, his hands slid down his waist to his back, and wrapped him into his arms, a little unbelievable that he was so obedient, "Why?"
"I said no reason." Yan Youning was a little unhappy.In fact, the reasons are all ready-made. What he saw that ring in the afternoon frightened him, and made him think that he might still die at a very young age in this life.He didn't want to be alone when he lived, and silent when he died.It's hard to live again, and there is always something in my hand.Even if it's just a play on the occasion, it's good to have someone think about yourself.
Ming Feng didn't dare to ask these unsightly questions anymore.He coveted this piece of fat meat for a long time, but suddenly the fat meat came to his door by himself, and he was a little afraid to say anything.
"Come on, hurry up." Yan Youning pinched his chin dishonestly again.However, if Ming Feng did the same action, it would appear domineering, and if he did it, he would look like a bratty kid no matter what.
Ming Feng had mixed feelings in his heart.He pinched Yan Youning's troublesome hand, put it to his lips and kissed it lightly, "You Ning, you drank, so you will..." Ming Feng felt that the next words were not easy to say.He could feel that this child had something on his mind, very serious, so after drinking, he would inevitably have the desire to vent it.This is normal, what is abnormal is that he would choose the way he is doing now.
It made him suffer.
"I like you, You Ning." Ming Feng pinched his fingertips and bit gently, "But, I don't want you to think that I approached you just to take advantage of you."
Yan Youning felt that this person was thinking too much, so he shook his hand impatiently, "Why are you so talkative, enough nonsense. I didn't see the difference."
"Yes." Ming Feng stood up straight and looked at him very seriously, "The difference is that if you don't let me kiss you or hold you, I'll still stay here and see if I need you." I'll do something for you."
Yan Youning was stunned for a moment, he originally wanted to ridicule him, but when he raised his head, seeing the extremely serious expression of the man in front of him, he was suddenly speechless——
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