My Young Ning [Rebirth]

The workers opened the cemetery and left, and the man who looked like a foreman kindly left me a shovel.

I could see that they were looking at me with sympathy and secret...fear, and I guess they thought I must be mentally ill.That's right, how can normal people come to the cemetery when dusk is approaching?How could he choose such a weird way to bury his relatives?

But I have no choice, because it is his last wish to bury him in the place closest to his mother.After so many years of ups and downs in a flashy dream, he finally found out that there was only one person in his family from beginning to end.How could I refuse such a humble request?He will be buried here, and here only.Even I am unwilling to choose another tomb and let him face the years after death alone.

I can not let it go.

The newly dug pit smelled of mud, and one side of the pit wall was where Yilian was buried.With such a close distance, You Ning should be satisfied.This arrangement is like two adjacent rooms, like the home they lived in when they were both alive.

I spread the flowers I brought on the bottom of the pit, roses, lilies, lavender, red, pink, white, purple...every flower is delicate and beautiful, the way You Ning likes, it is the one I used to love The imagined appearance of our wedding room.I took out the ring called "Eye of Reincarnation" from my close pocket, imprinted the last kiss on the charming green gemstone, and then put it into the jar containing You Ning .

It used to be his favorite thing, not because of its own value, but because it came from his deeply trusted father.He has always liked it, and he was so fond of it that he couldn't bear to take it off.I've always known what this so-called "heirloom" was about, but I didn't want to expose it, and I couldn't, because I didn't want to see disappointment on that radiant face.

Maybe I was wrong, and I forgot that for him, the hope that this heirloom gave him was directly proportional to the disappointment he felt after the truth was revealed.

And now, I stole it from Guan Yusen's office, and let it continue to accompany this hurt child in another world.

This is the last thing I can do for him.

"You Ning, it's here." I carefully placed You Ning's jar on top of the layers of bouquets, and sat down next to her as if exhausted.The damp smell of the mud seeped through my clothes, making my body as cold as the mud here.But I am reluctant to leave, because this is the closest place to him and the last place he stayed in this world.

"I got the ring back for you, I know you like it..."

"Do you know, You Ning, in that ancient legend, this gemstone has mysterious power. It can reverse time and space and let you go back to the past time. I never believed in such words, but now , I hope it is true, I hope it can bring you back to the time when you were still alive, live well, and be happy every day..."

The setting sun fell on the back of the mountain, and the red fire clouds in the sky gradually dimmed.The light is dim, confusing the outlines of rocks, trees, and even tombstones, but my mood has become calm in the dim light, and I can finally sit here calmly and reminisce about the time he and I once had together. Time passed.

"You once asked about my life experience. I didn't say it because I was on guard against you, You Ning. I just don't know how to tell you, because some memories will make people feel painful."

"I once told you that the Guan family is kind to me. But I never told you that the person who bestowed favor on me was not Guan Zhengan, but Guan Zhengan's father. He is a very strict old guy, and Stern and shrewd, with an extremely weird temper, everyone around him is afraid of him. When he stared, even Guan Zhengan dared not speak anymore. When he picked me up, I lived a terrible life, which you can't imagine Oops."

"My father is a freight driver, the kind who runs long distances in a logistics company. When I graduated from junior high school, he got into a car accident. Not only did he kill himself, but because of his fault, my family and I owed a fortune. I can’t pay the debt at all. My mother is an uneducated woman. Her husband died, and all the valuables in the house were taken away. The house was also taken away to pay off the debt, leaving only her and a minor child. Her world was turned upside down overnight, and she couldn't bear such a big stimulus, so she went crazy."

"I can't go to school anymore, and no relatives are willing to take us in. I can only take her to live under the bridge hole, in the unfinished house on the construction site, or even in the garbage dump. I will find a way to get her food. You have to watch her, lest she be ruined by hooligans. You have to fight every day, for food, for a place to sleep, and for those hooligans who bully her. , you can't imagine how difficult life is. Every day is so difficult, I don't even know if I survived one day, if I can survive the next day..."

"Grandpa Guan met me when he was inspecting his construction site. During that time, I took my mother to live in the cement pipe on the construction site... Then he brought me and my mother back to the Guan family compound. My mother In the two years before her death, she was clean every day, had enough food, and was able to lie on a clean bed in comfortable pajamas every night. Before she died, she even recognized me and touched my face with a smile ...Just for this, I sold my soul to the devil and it was worth it..."

"In this way, Mr. Guan sponsored me to finish high school and college. When he died, I became the next 'gatekeeper' of the Guan family. This is a family secret. I swore a solemn oath in front of him. I will tell any living person. The gatekeeper of the Guan family guards a sum of funds left by the Guan family to future generations. We must guard this huge amount of overseas investment until the successor designated by Mr. Guan succeeds and sits down. Stabilize the position of the Patriarch. I may not be the only gatekeeper like this, but I don’t know who the rest are. When the time is right, I only need to hand over my signature and Mr. Guan’s credentials to complete the task .For the Guan family, I am just a pawn that I can trust."

"That's why Guan Yusen's attitude towards me is so contradictory: he is afraid of me, but he can't leave me. He puts me by his side and stares at me all the time. He befriends me and gives me his cronies As a fiancée, he used all the chips he could control to control me... including your position in my heart. Do you know, he was even worried that your death would stimulate me, and asked me to create for him at the most critical moment? There was something troublesome that I was caught off guard, so I specially called Amanda back to the country to appease me..."

"I don't love her, You Ning, never. In this world, I have never loved anyone except you, let alone such a cunning woman. You won't believe it if you tell me, this woman gave her There is a positioning system installed in my prayer bead bracelet. Guan Yusen told you that it is a token of love, but in fact it is not, it has never been a token. Its existence is a shame to me, so I never let you see it……"

"I endured, endured her, and endured Guan Yusen. Because I want to gain their trust, I want to prevent him from crossing the river and tearing down the bridge, killing the donkey. I have to make sufficient preparations and place someone I trust in my In the position you want to install, be prepared for all kinds of threats that may arise. You Ning, I hope we can leave the Guan family smoothly, and after leaving the Guan family, you can live a comfortable life, so that you will not meet again. what danger..."

"Do you know how scared I was when I finally determined your location. I was afraid that Guan Yusen would see the urgency in my heart. I stood there and reported the situation outside to him while watching you faint Crouching in the corner of the room, thin, pale, and weak, only those eyes are still so bright. When you look at me, I know that you still love me. Even at that time, you can’t say anything, you can’t say anything. Can't do it, just look at me, let me know that you still love me..."

"I never thought that when I finally surrounded that place with people, what greeted me was a cold corpse..."

How could you leave so simply, You Ning?

I haven't had time to ask for a chance to explain, I haven't told you yet, in fact, my indifference is all fake.Because I was afraid that Guan Yusen would use you as another bargaining chip to control me, I dare not show concern and concern for you, and I deliberately kept a lukewarm distance.I turned a blind eye to your appearance, and then hid in the dark and looked at you secretly.Every time that sad look in your eyes because of my alienation, it stirs up double the pain in my heart, it's just...you never know it.

You never know, my Youning, how much I love you.

I am a child who grew up in the garbage dump, and I am used to the ugliest fights and the bloodiest violence.You Ning, only you will make my heart soften and make me look forward to this cold world.

How could I not love you, You Ning.When I stood on the snow-covered street on Christmas Eve and watched you walking towards me step by step, my heart was filled with the warmest blood and the most throbbing expectations.Like an ignorant child seeing a butterfly struggling out of its chrysalis for the first time, the immature wings are reflected by the bright sunlight.You Ning, your appearance made me see another world.A clean and warm world that I have never seen and never expected.

You let me meet another self in this dirty world.

How can I not love you like that?How can you not love?

When I kissed you fiercely on the street on that snowy night, when I possessed you fiercely every tender night after that.When I caress you in the dark and hug you with a strength enough to embed you in my chest...why do you still not understand that I am loving you with my own soul?

The long night is coming.

I saw the vast night sky with twinkling stars.I saw the world become cold and hopeless again.

Once again, it was just me.

If death is another beginning, if...if the legendary mysterious gem can really reverse all the mistakes...

You Ning, I hope it's true.

I hope that mysterious and mysterious story really happens, so that you can go back to your youth and become that young man with bright eyes and warm smile.I will avoid everyone in my family and live a completely different life, maybe mediocre, maybe hard, but I can live a peaceful life.

Maybe, in a completely different scene, meet me again... If all this is true, if it really happened...

You Ning, will you still fall in love with me?

【Volume [-] Yeno's Hope】