My Young Ning [Rebirth]

Yan Youning spent a lot of time explaining the relationship between Rong Qing and himself... Oh, no, Rong Qing has nothing to do with him at all.But Old Doctor Chen still seemed dubious.There was no other reason, Rong Qing kept staring at Yan Youning during his explanation, just like a hungry wolf staring at a fat sheep.Yan Youning just accidentally glanced in his direction, and the hairs on his back stood up.

Fuck, what kind of friends did Ming Feng make? This is...

After stumbled and stumbled, he explained his current status to old doctor Chen: Ming Feng has gone far away, he is busy with work, and has not found a second spring or anything, single!Absolutely single!Old Doctor Chen's face finally calmed down.Yan Youning struck while the iron was hot, and brought the topic back to himself.

"Mr. Rong actually had good intentions. He said that I have been suffering from insomnia, which is not good, so he brought me here. The main reason is that he didn't say that he brought me to your place—if I had known that I would come here, I would have hired someone else." Do you bring it?" Yan Youning has been with old doctor Chen for a long time, and he unconsciously brought out a sense of intimacy when he spoke, "By the way, Grandpa Chen, I brought you a special one when I came back from Xi'an. Deputy Lan Tianyu's chess game, I'll bring it to you next time I come over for lunch."

Old Doctor Chen understood the most important issue in his opinion, so he naturally focused his attention on Yan Youning's body, pressed his pulse carefully, and frowned tightly, "This is What happened? How did you make your body like this in just a few months?"

How should Yan Youning answer this question?He could only vaguely say: "You also know that I have a new movie, and I have been very busy these few months, so..."

Old Doctor Chen shook his head, his old eyes were clear, "You still want to hide it from me? No matter how busy you are at work, can you turn someone into a mental patient? You are just... just..." He didn't know what to say What's the matter, apart from worrying, I also feel a little wronged for the child.His eyes swept over Rong Qing, and he couldn't help but glared at him fiercely.

Rong Qing was puzzled, "What's wrong with me?"

Old Doctor Chen looked at him as if he was looking at a rag, and it was a used rag, "Don't think that I didn't know that you have been closest to the third child of the Ming family these past few years. Hmph, none of them are good things."

Rong Qing was not happy, "Grandpa Chen, you just broke your broken inkstone when you were a child. Do you want to hold grudges for so long? What happened to me? I am so innocent!"

Old Doctor Chen ignored him, turned his head and asked Yan Youning, "Ming Lao San is not a good person, just let him go, do you dare to ruin your body like this?"

Yan Youning quickly defended, "I didn't..."

Old Doctor Chen waved his hand impatiently, signaling him to shut up.Pressing his wrist, I carefully figured out his pulse again.

After tossing and turning for so many days, Yan Youning finally breathed a sigh of relief. He leaned on the sofa, surrounded by familiar and reassuring scenes, with a faint aroma of herbs in his nose.Yan Youning closed his eyes and unconsciously fell asleep.

Rong Qing quickly seized the opportunity to introduce Yan Youning's situation to him, "Grandpa Chen, his assistant said that he often doesn't sleep for a few days, then suddenly falls asleep, and doesn't even wake up for a day or two. Look... "

Old Doctor Chen thought he had a loud voice, so he glanced at him unhappily, but said nothing.But his brows were tightly wrinkled.Before Yan Youning went to Xi'an with the crew, he happened to go out with the fishing club, but he didn't see him again. He only knew that Ming Feng had left after making a phone call.At that time, he was still thinking, Yan Youning, a stubborn child, might be secretly sad, but he didn't expect it to be so bad after a few months of absence.

Old Doctor Chen was furious, and turned his head to see Rong Qing looking at him eagerly.Then he lowered his voice and scolded, "What do you see me doing? Carry him upstairs to the bedroom for me! Be gentle!"

When he was young, he was classmates with Rong Qing and Ming Feng's father, and they had a very strong friendship. Later, they started their own families, and the children of several families grew up together.It's a pity that the Ming family moved overseas later, and the Rong family's foundation was in the imperial capital, so the chances of meeting each other became less and less.

Rong Qing hurried over, picked him up carefully, and followed the old man upstairs.Yan Youning looked tall and had long legs, but when he hugged him, he was very thin, and there was not much flesh between his waist and abdomen.Rong Qing couldn't help feeling a little distressed.He had heard old doctor Chen's complaint just now, and he also suspected that Yan Youning's trouble was because of Ming Feng's departure.But Yan Youning himself said it wasn't the reason, and when he talked about these things, his expression was always indifferent, Rong Qing was also a little uncertain whether what the kid said was true.

Carrying him to the bedroom, Rong Qing helped Yan Youning take off his coat and trousers under the supervision of old doctor Chen, and was kicked out before he had finished his eyes.Rong Qing was so angry that he called him "dead old man" several times in his heart.Rong Qing has been shopping since he was a child, the old man likes well-behaved children the most, so he has always disliked him.

Yan Youning slept for another two full days.When he woke up, old doctor Chen was discussing lunch dishes with his aunt downstairs.Soup was already being stewed in the kitchen, and the aroma of the food wafted in the warm air in early autumn, making Yan Youning's index finger twitch after sleeping for two days.

"Grandpa Chen." Yan Youning sniffled and came to the kitchen door.

When Old Doctor Chen heard him wake up, his joyful expression froze on his face the moment he turned around, and the smile in his eyes slowly turned into a worried expression before it took shape.Maybe Yan Youning didn't know it yet, but his face looked paler than before he fell asleep, and the faint bruises under his eyes were particularly glaring.

"Grandpa Chen?" Yan Youning looked at him suspiciously.

"Oh, you're awake?" Old Doctor Chen forced a smile, "Hungry? I'll ask my aunt to serve you a bowl of soup first, and I'll eat later."

Yan Youning nodded obediently.

Seeing him like this, old doctor Chen somehow remembered how his two little grandsons were when they were young, and couldn't help but feel sorry for this child.

When the food was on the table, Old Doctor Chen asked him nonchalantly, "You Ning, I think your situation is a little different from other people's insomnia. It's not that your body doesn't need sleep, but it's a bit like... like I was suppressed and refused to sleep, and then fell asleep when I couldn't suppress it..."

Yan Youning stopped the chopsticks in his hand.He felt that what Dr. Chen said was very close to the truth.No matter in the previous life or the present life, he did not suffer from insomnia. The reason why he has become like this is that he is afraid that he will continue to dream about the scene of the previous life after falling asleep and dare not fall asleep.The body's needs are repeatedly suppressed, and it will habitually tense up at night.As time goes by, I can't fall asleep even if I want to sleep.

Yan Youning didn't know what to say, so he could only say vaguely: "Because... I had a nightmare."

Old Doctor Chen looked at him thoughtfully, "Have you been having nightmares?"

A helpless look flashed in Yan Youning's eyes, "Yes. I keep having nightmares. As long as I close my eyes, I will..."

Old Doctor Chen patted the back of his hand, "I understand."

Yan Youning buried his face in his palm, his voice was slightly hoarse, "Grandpa Chen, I actually don't know what to do. The things I fear in my heart, the things I desperately suppress during the day, will turn into nightmares when night comes. It keeps you stuck in it and you can't get out. Just close your eyes and you will return to that situation...you can't get out of it..."

Old doctor Chen thought he would cry.But no, Yan Youning just buried his face and sighed deeply.

"Is it just fear?" Old Doctor Chen frowned slightly, "Because of fear, I wanted to escape, but I couldn't escape, so I boiled my body?"

Yan Youning didn't know how to answer, but the truth seemed...it was true.

Old doctor Chen said slowly: "My little grandson Cheng Hao, oh, I showed you the photo, the one who is studying medicine in the United States now. This kid came to me for the summer vacation when he was five years old, and I found out that he has This is a problem. Every day when it’s time to go to bed, you have to turn on all the lights, including the lights in the yard, otherwise he won’t go to bed. His parents also condone this problem, thinking that children are timid. Well, it's not a big problem, maybe it will be corrected when I grow up."

Yan Youning raised his head and listened attentively.He knew that old doctor Chen's words at this time must be intended to wake him up.

"But it's like this every day, and I feel that it's wrong. One night, he clamored to turn on the light again, so I asked him, Cheng Hao, tell grandpa, why did you turn on the light?" With a faint smile, he glanced at Yan Youning's focused expression and continued: "The child said: Grandpa, there are monsters in places without lights. If there is no light, the monsters will pounce on us and eat us all."

Yan Youning bent his lips unconsciously.

"I just said, how do you know that the monster will come out when the lights are turned off? Let's go and see." Old Doctor Chen said this, and laughed himself, "Of course Cheng Hao didn't dare, I'll show him The sword in my study—it’s actually a souvenir from a friend’s travels. It’s quite ordinary. I told Cheng Hao that it was a sword given to me by the mage in the temple on the mountain. Jumping out by himself to slay demons. Just like the sword pouch of the swordsman Yan Chixia in the movie he watched. Then the child believed it."

"I took him to turn off the light in the bedroom first, and let him observe his bedroom carefully by the light of the lawn lamp outside. After the child's eyes got used to the light, he could gradually see the furnishings in the house clearly .Then he found that his bedroom was the same as when the lights were on. Nothing changed. Then I took him out again and turned off the lights in the hallway.Walk him down the hallway over and over Walking around, okay, the corridor is the same as when it was open. Then we went downstairs and turned off the lights in the living room and the lights in the yard in turn. There is a moon at night, and there are street lights in the community outside. At this time, Cheng Hao was really surprised. He found that even if the lights in the room were turned off, the house was still the same, and nothing strange appeared. Moreover, there were stars, moons, and street lights. With these lights, the world he lived in There can be no complete darkness in the true sense."

Yan Youning was startled.

Old Doctor Chen looked at his reaction and knew that he had listened, so he pursed his lips and smiled and continued: "Then I left the sword in my hand on his window sill. Yan Chixia's sword pouch in the story is also Put it on the window sill, and the monster will jump out when it comes. I told him that my sword is the same as the sword in the story.”

"In the next few days, after turning off the lights, I took the child to watch in his bedroom, put the sword on the windowsill, and we waited. Of course, nothing came. Cheng Hao slowly got used to the close Turn on the light and go to sleep, and then..." Old Doctor Chen clapped his hands, "Then there is no more, he found that there is nothing he is afraid of when the light is turned off, so of course he is not afraid to turn off the light."

Yan Youning lost his mind for a while, "Are you trying to persuade me not to be afraid?"

Old Doctor Chen smiled, "When encountering difficult things in life, there is one way to advance, and another way to retreat. However, if there is no way to retreat, then don't retreat anymore."

Yan Youning chewed his two sentences carefully, and the impetuousness in his heart slowly calmed down.The mess entangled in his mind was funny as if he had been strangled by the end of the thread. After shaking, the wool in his head seemed...not so messy anymore.

"There is no retreat, then go forward." Old Doctor Chen pursed his lips and smiled, "If you really grit your teeth and go forward, you may find that it is not as difficult as you think."