My Young Ning [Rebirth]

All that has to be said has been said, and all that has to be done has been done.

When Yan Youning got out of Guan Yufei's car, his mind, which was drenched in alcohol, was completely empty except for the relief that the funeral had been dealt with properly.

Totally indifferent feeling.It's as if no matter life or death, no matter how fate arranges, it has nothing to do with me.At this moment, Yan Youning didn't even know whether this feeling came from a strange foreknowledge, or... or just because he habitually prepared for the worst first.

Of course, it doesn't matter now.

Guan Yufei helped him worriedly, "Can you do it? Half a bottle of red wine, do you want me to take you upstairs?"

Yan Youning waved his hand, "No need."

Seeing him wobbly walking forward, Guan Yufei couldn't help but ordered, "Call me if you need anything."

Yan Youning smiled erratically, "Yufei, actually, I'm very grateful to you for taking the time to listen to me tell you about these gods and ghosts."

Guan Yufei pursed his lips and smiled bitterly.In fact, he couldn't tell whether he believed it or not.But he was still very happy to have the opportunity to sit and drink and chat with this brother.

The same is true for Yan Youning, he hasn't felt so relaxed for a long time.There is no scruples in my heart, nothing to worry about, just quietly waiting for what is about to happen.All he wanted at first was to survive.The same is true now.However, the premonition of what was about to happen weighed heavily on his heart, and it became more and more clear, and he could not pretend that he hadn't noticed it.

He knew something was about to happen, or the next second, or the next day.

He can't escape.

Yan Youning walked unsteadily to the downstairs of the dormitory, and suddenly felt that he didn't want to go up.The dark dormitory upstairs must be quiet at this time, and he can't sleep, what is he doing up there?He raised his head to look at the clear sky above his head, and was fascinated for a while.The weather in early autumn, the heat has just passed, the cold has not yet arrived, it is the most comfortable season of the year.The cool night wind blowing on his alcohol-steamed cheeks was very comfortable.

There is no fog, the night sky is clear, and the Milky Way crosses the starry sky like a river of diamonds.So beautiful...it doesn't seem like a real thing.

When Yan Youning thought this way, his heart skipped a beat, and he remembered what he said to Guan Yufei just now.He said that he couldn't tell whether it was real during the day or what he saw and heard after falling into a dream was real.Guan Yufei replied, "What is the most famous sentence of Descartes? I think, therefore I am. If you think it is true now, then it is true. If you think everything is false now, then It's fake - it's all up to you."

It's all up to me...

Yan Youning felt that this sentence stumped him.The previous life was certainly not good, but in this life, the short two years were full of scheming calculations: how not to attract the attention of the Guan family, how to gain a foothold in the circle that I didn't love...to be with Ming Feng Afterwards, a few days of comfortable life passed, but it was a pity that this short period of time could not withstand the destruction of others, and in the end, it was left to go to the tea and let it go.

In his life, it seems... there is nothing to miss.

Yan Youning suddenly felt that this was not bad.The hurdle in front of him, no matter whether his lonely soul can pass it or not, there will be no deep fetters.

Now he is really able to go with the situation.

With a soft "pop", the flame of the lighter flickered not far away, and a faint smell of smoke wafted over with the wind.The dry, slightly bitter taste is mellow like black coffee.

Yan Youning had only smelled this smell not long ago, and he glanced at the direction where the smell of smoke came from.It was already late at this time, and I didn't expect him to be waiting here.

"Business people, don't they have social gatherings at night?" Yan Youning sat down on the wooden chair beside him, stretched his legs lazily, "Why do you mess around here and there when you have time? run?"

The man in the shadow came over and sat down beside him without saying a word.

Yan Youning has always been indifferent to the appearance of this man.He could see that he and Ming Feng were the same kind of people, even more arrogant than Ming Feng, and he would not listen to anyone's advice about what he wanted to do.So he didn't bother to say anything more, if he really wanted to come, he could come, if he wanted to sit here, he could just sit here.

The night is so long, and there is someone who is willing to spend time sitting with me. This feeling is actually quite good.

"Do you still have cigarettes?" Yan Youning asked the man beside him.

Rong Qing smiled silently, and passed the cigarette between his fingers to his mouth, with a slightly playful expression between his brows and eyes, as if he was waiting to see him being choked by the smoke and making a fool of himself.

Yan Youning stared at him for a while, then turned his head, and took a deep breath through his hand.

The smell of smoke is really strong.Yan Youning coughed due to choking, Rong Qing laughed, pulled him into his arms and followed his back one by one.The smell of smoke on Rong Qing's body carried a hint of warmth, which was particularly attractive in the cool night.Yan Youning lazily leaned against his chest without moving.

Rong Qing lowered his head, just in time to see a gleam of water from the corner of Yan Youning's eyes due to coughing, his heart skipped a beat, he couldn't hold back, he lowered his head and kissed there.Yan Youning's skin was against his palm, as cool and smooth as porcelain, without any fireworks.Rong Qing's lips were pressed against the corners of his eyes, and there was an illusion in a trance, as if the flesh and blood on this person's body were cold, no matter how warm they were, they would not be warm.

It was obviously a very short distance, but Rong Qing felt a little uneasy for no reason.His lips slowly slid down and stopped at his mouth, he raised his eyes, and met Shang Yan Youning's slightly drunken blank gaze.There was no panic, no rejection, but... no joy either.It was as if he was leaning not on a person, but on a rock or a tree.

Rong Qing kissed him lightly on the lips.His lips were indeed cold, cool and soft, so tempting that one could not wait to take a bite hard, biting out the deep heat hidden in those soft lips.However, he restrained himself in the end and did not move. The warm breath brushed Yan Youning's cheeks, with a hint of temptation, like a silent invitation.

This is a tactic used by dudes.

Yan Youning thought about it, but didn't push him away.Subconsciously, he felt that Rong Qing was just a bum, and he wouldn't be surprised if he hugged someone who could see him.This kind of person should have lived among thousands of flowers, with a temperament that does not touch the body, will not take any responsibility for the people around him, and will not ask for any sincerity.Sitting next to her now, maybe tomorrow she won't even remember who Yan Youning is.

Yan Youning just didn't want to be alone, but he didn't want to owe anyone a favor.If he just acted on the occasion and took what he needed, he would not have so much burden on his heart.

Yan Youning's eyes fell on Rong Qing's sharp lips, and he lowered his eyes and kissed them.

Rong Qing didn't move, even when Yan Youning's lips pressed against him, he just cooperated with him quietly.He could feel that what Yan Youning wanted from him was something similar to comfort, and he didn't need to take the initiative to do anything, as long as he sat here quietly.He felt that Yan Youning's mentality at the moment was like a person accompanying a friend into a restaurant, not focusing on the food, no sweet and sour pork ribs?Is there any salt and pepper beef tenderloin?nor?It doesn't matter, so what's there is what-it's of that nature.To put it bluntly, in Yan Youning's current state, even if a stray dog ​​came over, he would happily hug him.

The time of contact is still short, Rong Qing's understanding of him is superficial, but he can feel that Yan Youning is a very wary person.With their current friendship, even if he asked, Yan Youning would never tell him what he was worried about.So Rong Qing simply didn't say anything or do anything.He wanted to sit with him in his arms, so just sit.If you don't want to talk, then don't talk.Anyway, Rong Qing left a bunch of business affairs behind and came here, originally he didn't want to chat with someone to pass the time.

The night passed quietly.

When the first morning glow appeared on the horizon, Yan Youning blinked, and murmured as if waking up from a dream: "Young Master Rong, thank you. I owe you a favor."

Rong Qing let go of his hand, moved his numb shoulders as if nothing had happened, and said in the usual indifferent tone, "You're welcome. No matter what you have to do, I'm happy to accompany you."

Hearing this, Yan Youning raised his head, and for the first time looked at this man seriously.

The ring that Yan Youning hung on his chest had started to heat up since last night, and it was almost hot to the touch during the day.Yan Youning didn't know what this meant, he was restless all day long.It wasn't until Xiao Ding called to urge him that he remembered that today was the day when the crew of "The Prosperous Age" had a breakup meal, and he had to go.

The venue for the break-up meal was Yipinxuan, which made Yan Youning feel quite complicated.Of course he still remembered what happened between him and Ming Feng here.At that time, he didn't expect that he and Ming Feng could get so close, and then separated, becoming... so far away.

He could actually understand why Ming Feng insisted on going back, because he felt that his sister needed him to stand up for her, and he also needed to use this opportunity to clear up the hidden dangers buried between the two of them.Ming Feng at that moment was filled with an inexplicable sense of mission, passion, and impulsiveness.

But it's also tiring.

Yan Youning felt that he was too old to bear any troubles.The rival's sabotage, injury, family's obstruction, calculations, one by one, he can take it calmly, because this person promised to stay by his side all the time.He always thought that this was the two people working together to fight for their feelings.However, a small trick by Mingyue easily brought him back to his original form, and he suddenly realized that this farce was just the Ming family's own housework from the beginning to the end, and had nothing to do with him at all.

He was ruled out.

This turned his previous challenge in front of Ming Tie into a farce.Ming Tie went back, Ming Feng and Ming Yue also went back, and the Ming family closed the door to solve the problem.Only he, shut out, passively awaits an ambiguous outcome.Or after Ming Feng solved all the problems, he opened the door for him with his own hands, or...

Ming Feng will say that if you come in, it is very likely that you will be hurt, so you can wait outside with peace of mind.But who would be comfortable being excluded from a situation like this?

Self-righteous protection, viewed from another angle, might not be a kind of distance.

Yan Youning actually didn't know what Ming Feng wanted from him, the idea of ​​love was too illusory, and he himself didn't quite believe it.Yan Youning could only try to treat him well in his own way, stewing him not very tasty yam pork ribs soup, and helping him retrieve the clothes that were sent to the dry cleaner.

Compared to Ming Feng's passionate feelings, what Yan Youning wanted most was a sense of peace of mind.Being accompanied by someone will make him feel warm and inseparable company.

Ming Feng almost made it.

Unfortunately, after all, it was a little bit worse.

Everyone from the crew came, and Yan Youning was surprised that Rong Qing also came.He was sitting next to Yu Fan with a just right smile on his face. Although he was not enthusiastic, he would not make people feel put on airs.Rong Qing didn't show any difference to him, which made Yan Youning feel at ease.So he also stepped forward to toast like the rest of the crew, and said a few polite words calmly.

Of course Kong Yuan also came, and this person can drink quite well.Pulling the people around to punch and fight for wine, the atmosphere in the box was heated up.

Yan Youning heard from Xiao Ding on the way back from Xi'an, in fact, Kong Yuan really meant to get Yan Youning down at the beginning.But it's hard to say whether the specific falling horse incident is related to him.Later, Rong Qing's assistant came forward to put pressure on the crew, and Kong Yuan's wish came to naught, and the matter was finally revealed.Yan Youning didn't pay much attention to this matter.Everyone in this circle has a way to climb up, and they have not suffered substantial harm.The main reason was that he might not have the chance to deal with Kong Yuan in the future, so he couldn't bear to hold him tight.

But Kong Yuan obviously didn't intend to let Yan Youning go so easily.Yan Youning could tell that Kong Yuan was holding back all his energy to make him look ugly.So, when he lost to Kong Yuan in the wine fight, and Kong Yuan nonchalantly asked Yan Youning to come to the hall to sing a song for everyone, Yan Youning readily agreed.

If you don't let out the evil spirit that this person is holding in his heart, who knows what will happen to him in the future?It's just singing a song, even if everyone is saying that he sings out of tune, so what?He wasn't decathlon in the first place, Yan Youning didn't feel ashamed of making such a fool of himself.

The young people in the crew all rushed to the lobby to cheer for Yan Youning.Yipinxuan is a place where people in this circle often come and go. The management is very strict, and ordinary entertainment reporters can't easily get in.This is also one of the reasons why Yan Youning didn't care, the embarrassment was only a small-scale embarrassment.However, there are mostly young people in the hall, Yan Youning was recognized when he jumped onto the stage, whistles sounded one after another, Yan Youning smiled at the crowd when he picked up the microphone, "Hey, ugly words come first , I don’t know how to sing, so don’t boo me if I get out of tune later.”

The young people in the hall burst into laughter, and the sound of clapping clapped together.

Standing behind the crowd, Rong Qing also smiled.

Yan Youning ordered an English song "Oceans Deep". When the music started, many people sang along with him, and many people held up their mobile phones to record.

The atmosphere in the hall was very warm, like a fan meeting.However, Rong Qing watched from a distance, but felt that the singing boy was immersed in sadness.Those amber eyes were dazzled by the lights, shining brightly, giving Rong Qing the illusion that tears would flow down the next second.

"...

Myoceans deep my rivers wide

Thestrangersweepatpleasuresside

Ohwhydo I not see the only one unseen

I'mlost without it seems so true

Youleftfromherefrommetoyou

Well my heart is broken

I'm trying can'tyousee, can'tyousee

......"

That is a sad song.

But, my You Ning, why are you so sad?

After a song, Yan Youning ignored the noisy young people under the stage, and left the hall in a hurry, clutching his chest.He walked down the corridor until he came to the empty terrace around the corner.

Below his feet is the noisy city, and a little further away is the sleeping sea under the night.

Yan Youning leaned against the railing, feeling dizzy for a while.His hands were gripping the railing, and his knuckles had turned pale due to excessive force.

Every beat of the heart was fast and urgent, bumping against his chest, making him a little breathless.He felt that he should leave this place as soon as possible, but he couldn't move, all the strength of his whole body was concentrated in his palm, and the "Eye of Reincarnation" that he was holding tightly was shaking slightly, as if it was about to burn. It seemed to melt into his palm.Yan Youning could hardly hold it anymore.

He could feel some kind of fluctuations slowly circulating around this ring, like static electricity, which made his hair stand on end.

The fear in Yan Youning's heart kept adding up. He didn't know what would happen in the next second. The fear of dying in the previous life was infinitely magnified in front of this unknown, slowly approaching the limit he could bear.

Behind him, the balcony door was pushed open, Rong Qing came over with a water glass, was about to speak but was frightened by Yan Youning's pale face and terrified expression, even the water glass in his hand fell to his feet. Didn't notice.

"What's wrong with you?" Rong Qing grabbed Yan Youning's shoulder, his voice changed in shock, "What happened?!"

Yan Youning spread out his palm to show him the brighter and brighter ring.

Rong Qing's gaze swept across his palm, and quickly landed on his face, "Is it uncomfortable?"

Yan Youning had a desperate expression on his face, "Can't you see it?"

Rong Qing held his open hand, and kissed comfortingly in the empty palm, "I saw the most beautiful hand in the world."

Yan Youning stared at him blankly, and suddenly calmed down.

The feeling of imminent disaster in Rong Qing's heart became more and more obvious. He looked at Yan Youning's pale face, and uneasily tried Yan Youning's forehead covered with cold sweat, "Did you catch a cold? Should I take you to the hospital? "

Yan Youning shook his head, and hugged him tightly like a drowning man grabbing the last piece of driftwood, "Rongqing, hug me, hug me."

Rong Qing hugged him instinctively, his heart was filled with inexplicable things, he felt a dull pain, but he was at a loss as to what to do.

Yan Youning clung to his body, shaking so much that he could hardly stand up.He raised his chin with difficulty, looked at the gray sky above his head and said in a low voice, "Did you see, there, right there, there is a big whirlpool."

Rong Qing raised his head in a daze, the sky was full of dark clouds, where is there any whirlpool?When she lowered her head, she clearly saw the bright light in Yan Youning's eyes suddenly fade away.

Rong Qing was shocked by this sudden change, "You Ning!"

With the shaking of his arms, Yan Youning's body slowly slid down, and he fell limply at his feet unconsciously.

[Volume [-] Oceans Deep]