My Young Ning [Rebirth]
Chapter 80 Warmth and Darkness
Yilian's smiling face is frozen in the little photo, no matter how the stars change or the world changes, she sticks to a specific node in the years and will never change.Just like what she once said: Only memories are eternal.It will stay on the time coordinate that has been fixed, and it will never change again.
Yan Youning knelt in front of the tombstone and carefully wiped the dust off it.Whether it was the past life or the present life, this place has always maintained the inherent appearance in his memory.Only in this place, seeing the warmth in his mother's eyes, can Yan Youning truly feel at ease.
The lilies brought by Guan Zhengan and the lavender he bought were placed side by side under the tombstone. The silver wrapping paper and light green ribbon of the lily bouquet gave Yan Youning a feeling of deja vu.He had seen such bouquets under Yilian's tombstone more than once, but he never connected them with Guan Zheng'an.
The revelation of the truth did not bring him joy, but made him feel even more sad.
Guan Zheng'an put his hand on Yan Youning's shoulder, and patted him lightly.His voice was a little low, with the mellow and steady characteristics of middle-aged people, "You Ning, she won't want to see you sad."
Yan Youning didn't move.Regarding the matter between him and Yilian, he never dared to ask because he had too many worries.But now, looking at Yilian's bright smiling face, he couldn't help but want to find an answer for her.
"Do you love her? Have you?"
Guan Zheng'an sighed deeply, "The things in this world are not only love or not love."
Yan Youning stubbornly repeated his own question, "Have you ever loved her?"
Guan Zhengan's palm lightly stroked the top of his hair, his voice was mixed with a touch of melancholy, like a sigh, "How could you not love? Such a woman, who wouldn't love her?"
Yan Youning's eye sockets suddenly became hot.
"In a family like mine, marriage is not up to you. I knew it early on, but I couldn't bear to let her go, so I tricked her into coming here. But she finally found out." Guan Zhengan was silent for a moment, and said slowly: " A person like her doesn't allow others to trample on her pride. She has a strong temper, and she doesn't leave any room for rejection whether she loves her or not. And I don't have the face to see you mother and son again. She begged me for the last thing The only thing is not to disturb her life."
Yan Youning's heart was filled with sourness, but he didn't know whether to believe his words.
"I'm not a good father." Guan Zheng'an pulled him up with a sigh, "You Ning, don't blame me."
Yan Youning sniffed lightly, but didn't make a sound.His mother has been dead for so long, what's the point of saying it's weird now?He wholeheartedly wanted to test Guan Zhengan's feelings for Yilian, but when he really said it, Yan Youning felt that it was difficult for him to tell the truth from the fake.
Forget it.Yan Youning thought a little self-destructively: Whether it is true or false is not important to Yilian anymore.
The father and son walked down the mountain in silence. On the way back to the city, Guan Zheng'an's expression remained a little dazed, as if he was stuck in memories and couldn't extricate himself.Yan Youning sat at the side, secretly looking at him calmly.He has always been a little uncertain about this man's mind.When he thought he was protecting himself, he pushed himself to the forefront of the Guan family's power struggle; when he believed that he had no feelings for him, his eyes showed a loving father's love.Perhaps, as others have said, lies must be mixed with some truth, so that people cannot tell the truth from the false, this is the highest level of lying and deceiving people.
Guan Zheng'an seemed to have noticed Yan Youning's gaze, turned his head and patted his arm lightly, "Father is fine."
Yan Youning was slightly startled, then smiled wryly.Perhaps the original Yan Youning would be worried about him under such circumstances, but things have developed to this point, how could he really care about whether this man is happy?His real happiness requires his own life to gamble, and this price is enough to pay once.
Guan Zheng'an didn't seem to like the silent atmosphere in the carriage either, so he changed the topic vigorously, "By the way, Uncle Wu called the day before yesterday and said that there was a new car in the car dealership. He asked you all to go and have a look. Yusen has already picked a new car." If you have nothing to do today, let Mu Kun take you there to see if there is a car you like."
The atmosphere is just right.Yan Youning decided to take advantage of the opportunity that Guan Zhengan had just recovered from his memories to divert the topic. At this time, Guan Zhengan should still be thinking about the relationship with Yilian in the past, and if he asked him at this time, he should It's easier to be soft-hearted.
"Thank you dad, but..." Yan Youning said hesitantly, "But I don't want to buy a car. I like the car my dad gave me last time, and I don't plan to change it."
Guan Zhengan laughed dumbfounded, "Don't all young people like sports cars?"
Yan Youning looked up at him, "May I ask you for another thing?"
"Let's hear it." Guan Zheng'an didn't agree.This attitude was also expected by Yan Youning.
Yan Youning seemed unaware of his attitude, "Father, is the family in the jewelry business?"
Guan Zheng'an nodded, "What? Are you interested in this business too?"
Yan Youning gestured at him with his hand.He wore the emerald ring that Guan Zhengan gave him on his middle finger, and the deep green shone brightly in the slightly dim compartment.
Guan Zhengan looked at him with some amusement, "Like it?"
"Yeah, I like it." Yan Youning gritted his back teeth and nodded, "But a few days ago I was looking for information on the Internet, and I accidentally saw a forum introducing jewelry and antiques, and this ring was mentioned on it. It is actually a complete set of jewelry, and besides it is a ring called 'Yeno's Hope', which is even more beautiful than it."
Guan Zheng'an laughed, but his expression didn't take it seriously, "You ask Mu Kun to take you to Director Chen, let him arrange someone to look for it, and if you find it, I'll buy it back for you."
Yan Youning was both surprised and delighted, "Is it really possible?"
The genuine joy in Yan Youning's eyes also infected Guan Zheng'an. He raised his arm and rubbed his son's forehead hair with a smile, "The Guan family has a tradition of collecting antique jewelry from all over the world. What are these things collected? Want to leave it to you as a junior? Can I still take it into the coffin?"
Yan Youning was taken aback by the last sentence, "Don't say that."
Guan Zhengan laughed, with a warm look in his eyes, "By the way, there is a charity auction tomorrow night, you can go with me."
Again!
A surge of anger instantly rushed to Yan Youning's head.That's how he brought himself to the public time and time again, little by little cemented the rumors that Guan Yusen fell out of favor and Yan Youning was in power.The previous self simply regarded this behavior as Guan Zhengan's love for him, but now...
Yan Youning's fists were clenched tightly behind his back, and when he raised his head again, he had a sincere expression on his face, "Father, Yu Sen hasn't been home for several days. He only takes me out every time, as if It seems that my brother has fallen out of favor, how bad it is. How about the three of us go together."
Guan Zhengan glanced at him thoughtfully.
Yan Youning's heartbeat suddenly accelerated.
"Okay. Since you said so, let's go together." Guan Zhengan pursed his lips, his expression slightly displeased, "Yu Sen is getting more and more ignorant, and he refuses to accompany me, an old man. , and I don’t take the time to take you out to play. When he comes back, I must talk about him.”
Yan Youning showed a look of joy just right.
In any case, he and Guan Zheng'an were no longer the only ones who had the opportunity to show their faces in public, and his plan had already taken the first step towards success.
As the assistant who has been with Yan Youning for the longest time, Xiao Ding's recent workload has also been greatly reduced following Yan Youning's admission to the hospital.But he didn't feel happy because of this, getting along for so long, from his emotional point of view, Yan Youning was not only his "work", but also his friend.Therefore, when he has no work in hand, he still rushes to the hospital with his notebook between his hands.He knew that Yan Youning's family no longer had any relatives, and it was too pitiful for a seriously ill and comatose patient to be accompanied only by a nurse.
But after running back and forth for a few days, Xiao Ding began to feel depressed again.He'd come to attend to the sick, only to find himself an oversized...light bulb.It's not really a matter of leaving, nor is it staying.Called Ling Ao, but Ling Ao said that the company must always stay in the hospital, otherwise it would be revealed that Yan Youning was injured and hospitalized, and the company would ignore him, which would also affect the company's image.
Xiao Ding looked resentfully at Ming Feng who was sitting by the bed.In fact, this person is a shareholder of the company. With him coming to the hospital to accompany him every day, the impact on the company's image should be much more effective than his little assistant.He didn't know the relationship between Ming Feng and Yan Youning before, but now seeing him coming to the ward every day, the feeling in his heart gradually changed from initial surprise and surprise to deep sympathy.
Maybe he is also Yan Youning's fan, Xiao Ding guessed.Not only is he a fan, but he also happens to be a subordinate of his own company, so he pretends to be a public servant for his own benefit, and openly gets close to his idol by taking advantage of his job opportunity...
It must be so.
The expert confessed that he should talk to the patient more, so it is naturally inconvenient for Xiao Ding to listen to what others have to say.Every time Ming Feng came over, he consciously hid in the corridor.There was only one time when he passed by the door and heard Ming Feng reading the script to Yan Youning in a low voice.It is the script of "The Prosperous Age".Ming Feng read those unfamiliar dialogues word by word, very seriously, like a primary school student reading a text in class.The deep and hoarse voice seemed to be enduring great pain.
Xiao Ding sighed, and suddenly felt that he couldn't bear to listen any longer.
Apart from Ming Feng, there was also a stranger who often appeared in the ward.
Xiao Ding didn't know this person, but Xiao Ding had seen his face in financial magazines more than once.Xiaoding heard others call him "Mr. Rong", and he was said to be an industrialist.Of course, Xiao Ding, a junior assistant in the entertainment industry, doesn't know what kind of business he is in. What makes him interested in this person is not his background, but his attitude towards Yan Youning.He often held an unlit cigarette in his mouth, looked at Yan Youning who was sleeping with deep eyes, and remained silent.
This Mr. Rong is more imposing than his immediate boss, Si Mingshao. Every time he sits next to the hospital bed, Xiao Ding will involuntarily move along the sofa towards the door, and then move again. Holding his small laptop, he rushed to the corridor.I heard from the people in the hospital that he was the one who sent Yan Youning to the hospital at the beginning, and he also appointed this advanced intensive care unit.Xiao Ding wondered, with his posture, he must also be a fan of Yan Youning, right?
Those who are secretly in love with each other, those who dare not confess to their faces, those who can only take care of their idols silently after they fall ill...
Xiaoding felt that he was deeply moved.
However, when he was present, the atmosphere in the ward would become very oppressive, making people afraid to vent their anger.However, this person sat still for most of the day.Every time before leaving, I also routinely ask him about the patient's situation.His eyes were cold, as if he was warning him: Once I find out that you are inattentive in taking care of patients, I will immediately grab you by the collar and throw you out of the window!
This warm and dark scene was played out every day, and the little assistant finally couldn't stand it any longer, so she took a chance when there was no one in the ward, grabbed Yan Youning's corner and cried out in grief, "Wake up quickly, You Ning, brother!" I can't stand it any longer..."
Yan Youning knelt in front of the tombstone and carefully wiped the dust off it.Whether it was the past life or the present life, this place has always maintained the inherent appearance in his memory.Only in this place, seeing the warmth in his mother's eyes, can Yan Youning truly feel at ease.
The lilies brought by Guan Zhengan and the lavender he bought were placed side by side under the tombstone. The silver wrapping paper and light green ribbon of the lily bouquet gave Yan Youning a feeling of deja vu.He had seen such bouquets under Yilian's tombstone more than once, but he never connected them with Guan Zheng'an.
The revelation of the truth did not bring him joy, but made him feel even more sad.
Guan Zheng'an put his hand on Yan Youning's shoulder, and patted him lightly.His voice was a little low, with the mellow and steady characteristics of middle-aged people, "You Ning, she won't want to see you sad."
Yan Youning didn't move.Regarding the matter between him and Yilian, he never dared to ask because he had too many worries.But now, looking at Yilian's bright smiling face, he couldn't help but want to find an answer for her.
"Do you love her? Have you?"
Guan Zheng'an sighed deeply, "The things in this world are not only love or not love."
Yan Youning stubbornly repeated his own question, "Have you ever loved her?"
Guan Zhengan's palm lightly stroked the top of his hair, his voice was mixed with a touch of melancholy, like a sigh, "How could you not love? Such a woman, who wouldn't love her?"
Yan Youning's eye sockets suddenly became hot.
"In a family like mine, marriage is not up to you. I knew it early on, but I couldn't bear to let her go, so I tricked her into coming here. But she finally found out." Guan Zhengan was silent for a moment, and said slowly: " A person like her doesn't allow others to trample on her pride. She has a strong temper, and she doesn't leave any room for rejection whether she loves her or not. And I don't have the face to see you mother and son again. She begged me for the last thing The only thing is not to disturb her life."
Yan Youning's heart was filled with sourness, but he didn't know whether to believe his words.
"I'm not a good father." Guan Zheng'an pulled him up with a sigh, "You Ning, don't blame me."
Yan Youning sniffed lightly, but didn't make a sound.His mother has been dead for so long, what's the point of saying it's weird now?He wholeheartedly wanted to test Guan Zhengan's feelings for Yilian, but when he really said it, Yan Youning felt that it was difficult for him to tell the truth from the fake.
Forget it.Yan Youning thought a little self-destructively: Whether it is true or false is not important to Yilian anymore.
The father and son walked down the mountain in silence. On the way back to the city, Guan Zheng'an's expression remained a little dazed, as if he was stuck in memories and couldn't extricate himself.Yan Youning sat at the side, secretly looking at him calmly.He has always been a little uncertain about this man's mind.When he thought he was protecting himself, he pushed himself to the forefront of the Guan family's power struggle; when he believed that he had no feelings for him, his eyes showed a loving father's love.Perhaps, as others have said, lies must be mixed with some truth, so that people cannot tell the truth from the false, this is the highest level of lying and deceiving people.
Guan Zheng'an seemed to have noticed Yan Youning's gaze, turned his head and patted his arm lightly, "Father is fine."
Yan Youning was slightly startled, then smiled wryly.Perhaps the original Yan Youning would be worried about him under such circumstances, but things have developed to this point, how could he really care about whether this man is happy?His real happiness requires his own life to gamble, and this price is enough to pay once.
Guan Zheng'an didn't seem to like the silent atmosphere in the carriage either, so he changed the topic vigorously, "By the way, Uncle Wu called the day before yesterday and said that there was a new car in the car dealership. He asked you all to go and have a look. Yusen has already picked a new car." If you have nothing to do today, let Mu Kun take you there to see if there is a car you like."
The atmosphere is just right.Yan Youning decided to take advantage of the opportunity that Guan Zhengan had just recovered from his memories to divert the topic. At this time, Guan Zhengan should still be thinking about the relationship with Yilian in the past, and if he asked him at this time, he should It's easier to be soft-hearted.
"Thank you dad, but..." Yan Youning said hesitantly, "But I don't want to buy a car. I like the car my dad gave me last time, and I don't plan to change it."
Guan Zhengan laughed dumbfounded, "Don't all young people like sports cars?"
Yan Youning looked up at him, "May I ask you for another thing?"
"Let's hear it." Guan Zheng'an didn't agree.This attitude was also expected by Yan Youning.
Yan Youning seemed unaware of his attitude, "Father, is the family in the jewelry business?"
Guan Zheng'an nodded, "What? Are you interested in this business too?"
Yan Youning gestured at him with his hand.He wore the emerald ring that Guan Zhengan gave him on his middle finger, and the deep green shone brightly in the slightly dim compartment.
Guan Zhengan looked at him with some amusement, "Like it?"
"Yeah, I like it." Yan Youning gritted his back teeth and nodded, "But a few days ago I was looking for information on the Internet, and I accidentally saw a forum introducing jewelry and antiques, and this ring was mentioned on it. It is actually a complete set of jewelry, and besides it is a ring called 'Yeno's Hope', which is even more beautiful than it."
Guan Zheng'an laughed, but his expression didn't take it seriously, "You ask Mu Kun to take you to Director Chen, let him arrange someone to look for it, and if you find it, I'll buy it back for you."
Yan Youning was both surprised and delighted, "Is it really possible?"
The genuine joy in Yan Youning's eyes also infected Guan Zheng'an. He raised his arm and rubbed his son's forehead hair with a smile, "The Guan family has a tradition of collecting antique jewelry from all over the world. What are these things collected? Want to leave it to you as a junior? Can I still take it into the coffin?"
Yan Youning was taken aback by the last sentence, "Don't say that."
Guan Zhengan laughed, with a warm look in his eyes, "By the way, there is a charity auction tomorrow night, you can go with me."
Again!
A surge of anger instantly rushed to Yan Youning's head.That's how he brought himself to the public time and time again, little by little cemented the rumors that Guan Yusen fell out of favor and Yan Youning was in power.The previous self simply regarded this behavior as Guan Zhengan's love for him, but now...
Yan Youning's fists were clenched tightly behind his back, and when he raised his head again, he had a sincere expression on his face, "Father, Yu Sen hasn't been home for several days. He only takes me out every time, as if It seems that my brother has fallen out of favor, how bad it is. How about the three of us go together."
Guan Zhengan glanced at him thoughtfully.
Yan Youning's heartbeat suddenly accelerated.
"Okay. Since you said so, let's go together." Guan Zhengan pursed his lips, his expression slightly displeased, "Yu Sen is getting more and more ignorant, and he refuses to accompany me, an old man. , and I don’t take the time to take you out to play. When he comes back, I must talk about him.”
Yan Youning showed a look of joy just right.
In any case, he and Guan Zheng'an were no longer the only ones who had the opportunity to show their faces in public, and his plan had already taken the first step towards success.
As the assistant who has been with Yan Youning for the longest time, Xiao Ding's recent workload has also been greatly reduced following Yan Youning's admission to the hospital.But he didn't feel happy because of this, getting along for so long, from his emotional point of view, Yan Youning was not only his "work", but also his friend.Therefore, when he has no work in hand, he still rushes to the hospital with his notebook between his hands.He knew that Yan Youning's family no longer had any relatives, and it was too pitiful for a seriously ill and comatose patient to be accompanied only by a nurse.
But after running back and forth for a few days, Xiao Ding began to feel depressed again.He'd come to attend to the sick, only to find himself an oversized...light bulb.It's not really a matter of leaving, nor is it staying.Called Ling Ao, but Ling Ao said that the company must always stay in the hospital, otherwise it would be revealed that Yan Youning was injured and hospitalized, and the company would ignore him, which would also affect the company's image.
Xiao Ding looked resentfully at Ming Feng who was sitting by the bed.In fact, this person is a shareholder of the company. With him coming to the hospital to accompany him every day, the impact on the company's image should be much more effective than his little assistant.He didn't know the relationship between Ming Feng and Yan Youning before, but now seeing him coming to the ward every day, the feeling in his heart gradually changed from initial surprise and surprise to deep sympathy.
Maybe he is also Yan Youning's fan, Xiao Ding guessed.Not only is he a fan, but he also happens to be a subordinate of his own company, so he pretends to be a public servant for his own benefit, and openly gets close to his idol by taking advantage of his job opportunity...
It must be so.
The expert confessed that he should talk to the patient more, so it is naturally inconvenient for Xiao Ding to listen to what others have to say.Every time Ming Feng came over, he consciously hid in the corridor.There was only one time when he passed by the door and heard Ming Feng reading the script to Yan Youning in a low voice.It is the script of "The Prosperous Age".Ming Feng read those unfamiliar dialogues word by word, very seriously, like a primary school student reading a text in class.The deep and hoarse voice seemed to be enduring great pain.
Xiao Ding sighed, and suddenly felt that he couldn't bear to listen any longer.
Apart from Ming Feng, there was also a stranger who often appeared in the ward.
Xiao Ding didn't know this person, but Xiao Ding had seen his face in financial magazines more than once.Xiaoding heard others call him "Mr. Rong", and he was said to be an industrialist.Of course, Xiao Ding, a junior assistant in the entertainment industry, doesn't know what kind of business he is in. What makes him interested in this person is not his background, but his attitude towards Yan Youning.He often held an unlit cigarette in his mouth, looked at Yan Youning who was sleeping with deep eyes, and remained silent.
This Mr. Rong is more imposing than his immediate boss, Si Mingshao. Every time he sits next to the hospital bed, Xiao Ding will involuntarily move along the sofa towards the door, and then move again. Holding his small laptop, he rushed to the corridor.I heard from the people in the hospital that he was the one who sent Yan Youning to the hospital at the beginning, and he also appointed this advanced intensive care unit.Xiao Ding wondered, with his posture, he must also be a fan of Yan Youning, right?
Those who are secretly in love with each other, those who dare not confess to their faces, those who can only take care of their idols silently after they fall ill...
Xiaoding felt that he was deeply moved.
However, when he was present, the atmosphere in the ward would become very oppressive, making people afraid to vent their anger.However, this person sat still for most of the day.Every time before leaving, I also routinely ask him about the patient's situation.His eyes were cold, as if he was warning him: Once I find out that you are inattentive in taking care of patients, I will immediately grab you by the collar and throw you out of the window!
This warm and dark scene was played out every day, and the little assistant finally couldn't stand it any longer, so she took a chance when there was no one in the ward, grabbed Yan Youning's corner and cried out in grief, "Wake up quickly, You Ning, brother!" I can't stand it any longer..."
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