My Young Ning [Rebirth]

As soon as Ming Feng came out of the airport, he received a call from Ling Ao.The sharp-tongued agent smiled and said on the phone: "Congratulations, Young Master Ming, your family You Ning has been nominated. He is one of the two nominations for Best Supporting Actor."

Film Association of the Year Best Supporting Actor.Yan Youning has been in the industry for nearly three years and is the first to be officially shortlisted for an award.

Ming Feng breathed a sigh of relief, but still treated him politely with some reservations, "Low-key, low-key. After all, it's just a shortlist."

"Don't worry." Ling Ao said with a smile, "I'm not sure, I'm going to be nice to you. I've already touched the judges, and in the online voting, You Ning ranked first, leaving No.2 behind. Five digits. Our You Ning can now stand on the roof of Huayi Building with his hips crossed and laugh three times."

Ming Feng also laughed, "Did You Ning know?"

"Not yet. I'll report to you first." Ling Ao's tone was like a cunning old cat, "Turn back to You Ning...that's the internal affairs of the two of you, so I won't talk too much."

Ming Feng nodded, "Okay, okay, I won't forget you."

After hanging up the phone, Su Hua had already driven over, "It's better to go back to your place..."

Ming Feng looked at his phone and said with a smile, "Go to Haiwan New City."

Haiwan New City, Yan Youning's home.Su Hua naturally knew about it.Ming Feng would brazenly go over there for a meal every now and then, but according to what Su Hua knew, he hadn't stayed there so far.It was past nine o'clock now, and it was at least ten o'clock in the urban area.His boss is planning to...do not break or stand?

Su Hua shook her head, feeling somewhat emotional in her heart.Back then, these two people used to live under the same roof, loving each other, like an ordinary young couple.As a result, two years later, my son started to learn to call him father, and these two people actually retreated instead of advancing, and became closer...familiar friends?

Uh, what's this called?

After getting along for a long time, Ming Feng guessed Su Hua's thoughts from Su Hua's eyes.In fact, he himself was a little bit emotional, so many years have passed in a flash, thinking back then...

Alas, at the beginning, he just thought that Yan Youning was really good-looking, how could he have expected that this kind of attention would extend all the way to his heart?It seems that I fell in love with him unconsciously.Looking back now, the process of qualitative change was so natural that there was no trace.

It wasn't until later that Ming Feng slowly reacted.It turns out that there really is such a kind of person in this world, he looks like a bottle full of warm water, with warmth in every frown and smile, but when you hold him in the palm of your hand, you realize that the warmth on the surface is only yours illusion.No matter how gentle he smiled, the light in his eyes was indifferent.No matter what you do, he just watches, like a disinterested bystander.

Ming Feng even felt that his heart was like an empty box, which was locked and could not be opened no matter how hard he tried.The most terrible thing is Yan Youning's indifferent attitude towards all this: whether you love it or not, it doesn't seem to matter to him.That's your business, nothing to do with him, and he doesn't care.

Occasionally, Ming Feng would feel that he had provoked someone who should not have been provoked.But when he thought this way, he had no way out.He fell in love with the beautiful child, and every day he liked it more than the day before.And this child, with an indifferent air, watched him step by step, trapped by his own feelings, unable to move.

Or maybe he is cold by nature, and he only pays so much attention to the other person in his life.Ming Feng knew that Yan Youning was wary of him even when he was most affectionate.He doesn't have much luggage, so he can carry it away at any time.

It was an uncomfortable feeling, as if he had seen the ending where they would part, and he was resignedly waiting for that destined ending to come.When that day came, when he said to himself the words "don't come back after you leave", in his heart, didn't he... quietly breathe a sigh of relief?

Sometimes, Ming Feng also feels confused: Have they ever been in love?

The car parked downstairs at Yan Youning's house, Ming Feng got out of the car and looked up with his neck up.The lights in the living room and kitchen were dimmed, but there was a faint light on the terrace.

At this time, I don't know if Yan Youning has fallen asleep.

Ming Feng dragged his luggage upstairs, and when he took the key to open the door, his mind wandered involuntarily, thinking that he had been holding the key of his house since the renovation started, and Yan Youning didn't even ask a single word.Is this an admission in disguise?Ming Feng was slightly excited.I don't know if it's because it took a long time to leave this time. When he changed his slippers, his hands were shaking a little.

The ball-shaped wall lamp at the corner of the stairs is on, and the milky white halo adds a touch of warmth to the gray-green carpet on the stairs.Sometimes Yan Youning would read the script very late, and when he was hungry in the middle of the night, he would go to the kitchen to look for something to eat.So the wall lamps in his house are always on all night.There is a pot of rhododendrons under the wall lamp. The pink and white flowers are crowded together and bloom very lively.This was something added after he left, and I don't know if Yan Youning bought it himself or someone else gave it to him.

The door of the bedroom was open, and there was a cool breeze blowing in, mixed with the smell of slightly damp plants.Ming Feng shrugged his nose, um, it smelled like flowers.There must have been new varieties added to Yan Youning's terrace.Yan Youning was actually not very good at growing flowers. Ming Feng still remembered that he brought back several pots of chrysanthemums from Li Ao's house last fall, and they died one after another after blooming.He also argued eloquently that this is a species for watching flowers, and even if the flowers are over, even a gardener will not be able to support them.

It's hard to say anything about Ming Feng's spirit of repeated defeats and battles, at least it's an extra hobby.If he wants to mess around, let him go.Well, fortunately, the big plush and small plush that I bought at the beginning are still alive and well.

There was no one on the bed, the thin quilt had been pulled away, and an open script was still stuck on the pillow.There was still a faint smell of smoke in the air, as if he hadn't been out for a long time.

Ming Feng made up his mind to stay here tonight, ran to the guest room and took a shower, then went into the kitchen with his sleeves rolled up, dug out a few packets of barley and beans, and started cooking porridge.If Yan Youning doesn't want to eat supper when he comes back, he can save it for breakfast tomorrow morning.

When Ming Feng's eight-treasure porridge was about to come out of the pot, there was the sound of a key opening the door in the hall.As soon as Ming Feng poked his head from the kitchen, he saw Yan Youning standing at the door with flushed cheeks, as if he was surprised that there were other people in his house at this time.

"Are you back?" Ming Feng walked over, took the coat from him and hung it up, "How did you come back?"

"It was sent by Yu Fei." Yan Youning blinked his watery eyes, as if he hadn't recovered yet.When he got close, the faint smell of alcohol on his body was particularly obvious.

"Drank too much?"

Yan Youning shook his head.

Ming Feng stretched out his palm to cover his cold cheek with some amusement, "I made eight-treasure porridge, do you want some?"

Yan Youning thought for a while, then nodded, like a good kid answering the teacher's questions.

Ming Feng pulled him to sit down beside the dining table.Yan Youning didn't like sweets very much, so he didn't put any sugar in his eight-treasure porridge, and brought over with a plate of pickles.

The faint steam is mixed with the aroma of food, naturally carrying the warm taste of home life.Yan Youning's life is often turned upside down, so he doesn't often have dinner at home, and it is even rarer for someone to accompany him to eat at home.Sometimes, Yan Youning himself felt that everything in his family was good, except that he was popular and deserted.

After eating the hot porridge, Yan Youning's drunkenness subsided a little.He didn't really want to move, and he couldn't run back to sleep right after supper, so he could only lazily lean against the door frame and watch Ming Feng wash the dishes.Ming Feng felt that the atmosphere was strange, so he cleared his throat, and started looking for something to say, "You Ning, do you know that your role as a street artist has been shortlisted?"

Yan Youning hummed with his nose.

Ming Feng did not expect his reaction to be so flat, "How do you know?"

Yan Youning smiled, "The director notified me early in the morning."

Ming Feng turned his head to look at the plain expression on his face, "Are you happy?"

"I'm very happy. After all, this is also an affirmation of myself. But..." Yan Youning paused for a moment, with a little confusion in his voice, "I actually don't know what I want to do, acting or something. It’s just following God’s arrangement, and I’ve come to this point without knowing it.”

Ming Feng was also at a loss.What kind of state is this?

He looked at Yan Youning, and Yan Youning looked out the window.In fact, sometimes, Yan Youning would feel like a prisoner sentenced to infinity, because all his energy was spent on how to escape from the prison, and when he finally saw the light of day and was free, he didn't know what he should do.

Yan Youning looked at him and asked softly: "This may also be a kind of mental illness. Ming Feng, with me, many things in the world are dispensable. Family, career, love... For me, It doesn't seem like it's necessary."

Ming Feng was startled.In fact, he didn't want to discuss such a metaphysical topic with him when his mind was full of questions like "how to get him to agree to my stay".To analyze the soul or something, shouldn't it be taught carefully?How should he respond when he said it so bluntly?

Yan Youning glanced at Ming Feng's dazed expression, and scratched his hair in a little embarrassment, "I actually want to say..."

Ming Feng interrupted him, "I probably understand what you mean."

Yan Youning caught the bitterness that flashed in his eyes, and subconsciously grabbed his arm, "I don't think you understand what I mean. Ming Feng, what I said is not a disguised expression. reject."

Ming Feng's eyes brightened slightly.

Yan Youning swallowed with difficulty, "Last time you told me that you were serious, you liked me, and you would wait for me, wait for me to like you. But Ming Feng... I know what you expect , but I don't have that kind of passionate feeling, that kind of urge to devote myself wholeheartedly to a relationship. Perhaps, I will never have it. I don’t care about anything, accepting it or rejecting it makes no difference to me. I think it’s very likely that I’ll just be lukewarm for the rest of my life.”

"I don't want to take advantage of you, Ming Feng. I don't want to pretend to be ignorant and enjoy your kindness to me. It's not fair to you. I know what you want: a relative like the one between Li Ao and An He Like trust, or like Yufei’s passionate admiration for Cheng Dui. But Ming Feng, you have entered the wrong store. What you want is destined to be disappointed with me.”

Ming Feng looked at him with good eyes, and when he spoke again, his voice was slightly hoarse, "Why are you so sure what I want? You Ning, in fact, after all, you still don't believe me."

Yan Youning shook his head.He realizes that he doesn't actually trust anyone, not just him.

"I know." Ming Feng reached out and stroked the hair on his forehead, and smiled a little self-deprecatingly, "Everyone's love is different. What you want is to have someone by your side, who will never leave you." .I was not good last time and let you down."

Yan Youning hurriedly said, "Don't think like that..."

Ming Feng grabbed his hand, raised it to his lips and kissed it lightly, "You Ning, I understand."

Yan Youning was suddenly speechless.The meaning he wanted to express seemed to sink into Ming Feng's eyes.

"I understand." Ming Feng closed his eyes and sighed softly, "Have we known each other for more than three years?"

Yan Youning nodded silently.Two years have passed since he woke up from his coma.Li Ao and An He have already registered their marriage abroad; Guan Yufei also met Cheng Wei's parents smoothly, and got along with Cheng Wei's sister as if they were brothers and sisters; Su Hua became a father, and Ling Ao also got married Even Xiao Ding has a girlfriend, and every day he huddles in a corner with a smirk and sends nasty text messages.

Everyone around him has changed, but he is the only one who is still standing still - because his experience of life is within this range, and if he steps out of this circle, he himself does not know what he will encounter.

He is not an adventurous person.

"You Ning," Ming Feng squeezed his hand, motioning him to look at him, "Some things you think too much, and some things you think too little."

"Huh?" You Ning was puzzled.

"Didn't you say it yourself, everyone has a different way of love." Ming Feng looked at him, a smile slowly appeared on his face, "You are such a person, and I just happen to be willing to accept it." Such you."

Yan Youning was really stunned this time.

"What will happen to others, that's their business." Ming Feng couldn't bear it, leaned over and kissed him lightly on the forehead, "You Ning, in your heart, do you really not have the slightest liking for me? "

Yan Youning shook his head.He just felt that accepting him at first was just out of loneliness.If you accept him again for the same reason, you will feel sorry for this person.

Ming Feng tugged at his arm, pulled him into his arms and hugged him gently, "You Ning, you just accept me according to your way, and me, I like you according to my way. Okay? good?"

Yan Youning slowly felt a tinge of warmth in his heart.

On such a night, when he came back from the outside alone, the warm aroma of food filled the house, and there was another person who was willing to hug him and speak touching love/words.All this reminded him involuntarily of the days when they lived together.If it wasn't... In fact, those days when the two of them got together day and night still made him nostalgic.

"Look, we've known each other for the longest time, and we know you well. Who else would be more suitable for you than me?" Ming Feng stopped his hesitation, and continued to seek benefits for himself while the iron was hot, "You don't have to say anything to force it." Don't forget my words. You Ning, emotional matters are like people knowing how warm or cold drinking water is."

Yan Youning stared at him blankly, Ming Feng stared at him without evasion, "It doesn't matter if you think your relationship is not warm enough. If this is the strongest love you can love, then that's enough."

Yan Youning's eyes were slightly hot, "Is it really okay?"

"To live, it's not good to think too much. Let's live like this day by day, maybe a lifetime will pass in the blink of an eye."

"Let's live in our own way. Okay, You Ning?"

Yan Youning blinked her eyes, feeling that the slightly drunkenness that had been suppressed just now came up from the bottom of her heart, and a trace of flush slowly rose from the bottom of her eyes.Ming Feng only thought that Yan Youning looked cute like this.If he hadn't drank a little wine, how could he have put on such a look as if he was going to act like a baby in front of him?

"If you don't speak, I'll take it as your agreement." Ming Feng kissed Yan Youning lightly on the forehead, who was still a little unresponsive, "I know what you're worried about, and I won't say anything in vain. Let you believe me. But You Ning, I can't make the mistake I made once again. The days are still long. How do you say that sentence? Lu Yao knows the horsepower, let's wait and see."

"Idiot, this sentence is not used here." Yan Youning wanted to laugh, but a knot was finally loosened in his heart, and he was more relaxed than ever.

He leaned on Ming Feng's shoulder, closed his eyes, and said softly to himself: That's it.

Let it go.

Everyone's love is different, maybe they can really go a lifetime.