run to him
Chapter 20 The first heartbeat
"Who do you look down on?" Jing Ye couldn't help raising his voice, "Damn it, who do you look down on? Does his family have a throne?"
The conflicts in the small room can be ignored, but when facing outsiders, Jing Ye's mother's family's mentality is causing trouble, and she can't hold back all of a sudden.He really felt that Yuzhou's conditions were not bad, and it should be called "very good". He belonged to the type who would be introduced to his daughter by the uncles and aunts in the blind date corner in the park.
This sentence was spoken from the heart, and the decibels were not small, which made Lin Chan purse her lips and hide behind the phone screen to smile.
And Yu Zhou, who had a serious face, also softened when he heard it: "Enough is enough, you."
"I'm serious." Jing Ye repeated.
"Then you can see for yourself."
The chat history in Yu Zhou's mobile phone is not complicated, so he readily shared it with Jing Ye.
He didn't add a note to the other party. The id of the person chatting was the English name, "deliver", and the avatar was roughly a photo of himself, with a silhouette against the light, and he couldn't see his appearance clearly, but the outline was tough and clear, so it shouldn't be too ugly.
The time of sending messages with Yu Zhou was not very coherent, and they often started to talk about the things they talked about after a night. On December 12, it was already seven o'clock in the afternoon, Yu Zhou scrolled up and showed Jing Ye a few short messages from them from noon to now, with an indifferent and alienated expression.
- Can you please call me back.
[The other party has canceled]
- If you're not happy, I'll just say no.
- It's okay, you go.
-Sorry...do you want to go home if there is no arrangement?
- Go to a friend's house to play at night.
- Then have fun.
-Um.
-[kiss] Be good, I will accompany you tomorrow.
The conversation came to an abrupt end here, Yu Zhou's reply was not sent out, and the garbled characters just now were deleted, so it is impossible to see what he wanted to say.Judging from these few sentences alone, I really couldn't see the real content other than "you two seem to be having a fight", so Jing Ye returned the phone to Yu Zhou.
"Roommate." Yu Zhou said, confessing to him in a low voice, "I don't know what he means, so I came to ask Xiao Lin."
Lin Chan pursed her lips, and was about to speak when Jing Ye snatched her first and said, "I don't feel very good, how can I say... I don't know this person, he seems a bit 'slippery', I can't see that he has any affection for you." what idea."
"……right."
Jing Ye has completely entered the state of helping others to study emotional problems, and said: "But if you have no idea at all, you won't say these things... If the person chatting with me said these things, I would naturally think that he must have a little Like me. But he doesn't seem to put you in a specific position."
Yu Zhou let out a "hmm" and touched the edge of the phone repeatedly.
For Jing Ye, he saw a strange Yu Zhou.
Their personalities are very different, he is extroverted, and Yu Zhou is so introverted that he can even be described as cold.Yu Zhou studies well and has a very clear plan for himself. Jing Ye sometimes has the illusion that he has set an attendance sheet for himself, what major to study, and what social activities to participate in, accurate to every month——Yu Zhou has a rule that he will not step Take half a step.
His rules are different from Lin Chan's. Lin Chan's nature is still very arbitrary, but Yu Zhou has traces to do things.
Excluding the issue of sexual orientation, such a person is now trapped by love, which Jing Ye could never have imagined. For a moment, he wondered if the other party had lowered Yu Zhou's head, such as now.
"Then do you think I have hope?" Yu Zhou asked in a low voice, with uncertain hesitation.
Maybe this is the first time in his life that Yu Zhou has shown inferior cautiousness in front of Jing Ye—his long-term crush—as if he wants something from him.
But what I want is just a little illusory comfort.
Jing Ye finally stopped himself from denying the other party's hope, and said perfunctorily, "How do I know."
"of course not."
It was Lin Chan who spoke, and after being ignored by the two of them for a while, Lin Chan lay down on the sofa playing with her mobile phone.The school uniform was open, and he had one leg resting on the armrest of the sofa, which made his legs look very long.
Yu Zhou's face suddenly turned pale, and there was a "buzz" in his head, as if he had been slapped by someone but he came back to his senses completely.He picked up the sober and indifferent shell again, put it on in a hurry, and put the phone in his pocket.
Lin Chan was playing a game and took time to glance at Yu Zhou, her earnest expression didn't even look like she was a few years younger than Yu Zhou: "This kind of person takes it for granted that you treat him well, just listen to your smooth tongue, don't take it too seriously. When you confess to him, he might tell you he's straight, just 'for fun' - try it if you don't believe me."
After speaking, she manipulated the character to take the head, and responded to the system prompt, Lin Chan said emphatically, "Don't be stupid."
Lin Chan's speaker was unintentional, and as soon as he finished speaking, Jing Ye's face turned pale just like Yu Zhou's.
"...I won't go." Yu Zhou lowered his eyelashes.
"That's right." After Lin Chan finished playing a game, facing Shang Jingye's bloodless face, he rolled his eyes, and the gloomy surlyness disappeared without a trace, "Brother, I'm not attacking you .”
Jing Ye felt like sitting on pins and needles, pretending to get up naturally: "The big head doesn't know what he is doing, let me take a look."
It's annoying, the conversation just now was annoying, and the atmosphere is also annoying.
The indescribable disgust was not because of Lin Chan, nor was it because of the strange man who was playing around with Yu Zhou, Jing Ye leaned against the hallway at the corner of the kitchen, and let out a deep breath.
He doesn't smoke, otherwise it might be more comfortable to have a cigarette when he is depressed.
Here it comes again, Lin Chan feels thorns all over her body.
After reconciling during this period, Jing Ye felt that Lin Chan was much softer.But in fact, Lin Chan seems to switch back and forth between the roles of puppy and hedgehog at any time, and most of the time he looks at him obediently and sensiblely. Jing Ye relaxes his vigilance and wants to stroke his fur, but Lin Chan immediately puts up his guard and coldly refuses. His overtures.
He likes the puppy's wet nose and tongue, but doesn't like the pain caused by the hedgehog.
Like now.
"I think it's natural to be nice to him", "Use a straight man as an excuse", "Try it if you don't believe me".
Jing Ye really felt that what he did was no different from these rhetoric, the only difference was that he probably knew Yu Zhou well, and although he was in a state of ignorance, he actually caused Lin Chan harm.
Like, this is a simple yet complex word.
Simply put, if you like it, accept it, if you don't like it, reject it.What Jing Ye faced was not only Lin Chan, but also himself. He didn't want to be gay, and he couldn't bear to see Lin Chan sad.
Without so many ifs, he should like Lin Chan.
Jing Ye stood at the junction of light and darkness, and tortured himself: "But how much does he believe in me now?"
The slight smell of oily smoke in the kitchen rose into the nostrils, and Jiang Ziyi's loud voice rang in his ears: "Xiaojing, what are you doing here, you can just wait until you eat it, don't need your help!"
"Ah I……"
"Forget it, you take this to the two young ones, and then make a phone call and ask Doudou why she hasn't come yet, why are you dawdling..."
The sadness of spring and autumn was shattered by the simple broken gong voice, Jing Ye brought a pot of freshly cooked crispy meat, accepted the new task sent by NPC Jiang Ziyi, and completed it step by step.
And thinking about liking is like throwing a stone into the lake, and the ripples will stop abruptly.
It's just that under the surface of the lake, an undercurrent suddenly began to surge.
It was past eight o'clock when Dou Shuang came.
Because of the cold weather, Dou Shuang didn't shave her hair, but she still cut her hair short.The neutral hairstyle is really suitable for the world-weary face that is always written with impatience. It is cool and attractive, and looks very difficult to mess with.
The big TV cast a website's New Year's Eve party, and several people finally ate homemade barbecue.
For the New Year's Eve dinner, Jiang Ziyi and Feng Zhenzhen have been busy all day.Barbecue is the main course, and there are two hot pots next to it. The clear soup and spicy are both in place. In addition, Feng Zhenzhen made fried snacks.
Guests unanimously gave five-star praise.
The pork belly is sizzling and oily, and the marinated spicy beef can be eaten after a little roasting. It is rolled with raw garlic, pepper and lettuce leaves.Jiang Ziyi saw through that these boys were all carnivorous animals, so he didn't prepare any other fancy things at all. Of course, there were vegetarian dishes, but they were all hot pot.
Feng Zhenzhen chatted with Dou Shuang about gossip in the entertainment industry, Jing Ye, Lin Chan and Yu Zhou shared new secrets, winked and communicated in code words belonging to the three of them, and Jiang Ziyi meddled with each other.
Seeing the male and female artists singing affectionately on TV, Dou Shuang suddenly slapped her thigh: "Xiaojing, is this the lead actor of your show? They are all at the New Year's Eve party..."
The implication is why are you messing around here? Jing Ye took a sip of his beer and was not provoked by her: "I'm lazy."
"What are you going to do in the future?" Dou Shuang asked along the way.
Lin Chan, who was concentrating on eating the crispy pork ribs beside him, heard this, slowed down her movements, and pricked up her ears, waiting for Jing Ye's answer.
Jing Ye turned the pork belly over, picked up the roasted beef and placed it on Lin Chan's plate casually, and said casually, "Let's think about it after the new year. My agent is going to pick out the script."
"Brother, didn't you find you at the New Year's Eve party?" Dou Shuang said exaggeratedly, "The eighteenth line will always become the seventeenth line."
"I declined."
"Why! What a great opportunity..."
"Maybe, but if we move forward now, there will be more opportunities in the future." Jing Ye said regardless of whether they could understand, "Besides, like them, you don't know how many trade-offs and compromises are behind it, but I know A little bit... I feel that I can't do it, so why not be more honest and serious about filming."
Feng Zhenzhen sighed softly: "But how long will it take to become popular..."
Jing Ye took a bite and roasted the five flowers: "Well, the big deal is that I won't be popular for a lifetime, so come back and help my grandma open the supermarket."
Jiang Ziyi: "At that time, I may be able to make a men's clothing line, and you will be a model."
"Okay!" Jing Ye smiled.
The topic just changed, there was no love-hate entanglement between Yu Zhou and his mysterious roommate, and there was no chat about Jing Ye and the entertainment circle.He wanted to drink some wine to moisten his throat, so he inserted a hand horizontally and took the glass away first.
It was too late for Jing Ye to stop him: "Hey, you are not yet of age!"
"Less than two months." After Lin Chan finished speaking, she drank the rest of the glass he had just sipped.
The imported beer has a very light alcohol content, and Jiang Ziyi bought it with a rose flavor for some reason, and there was a faint floral fragrance at the end of the drink.But Lin Chan didn't drink often, and after taking a sip, she felt cold at first, and her cheeks began to turn red after a while.
Jing Ye teased him: "How is it?"
Lin Chan: "It's a little sweet...is there any more?"
After speaking, he wanted to get Yu Zhou's cup, but the other party had already noticed it and immediately moved it away.When the action failed, Lin Chan turned her head aggrievedly, staring at Jing Ye pitifully with downcast eyes: "Brother..."
"No, you're still young, so you can't drink that much." Jing Ye refused in principle.
Others began to chime in and say that it's right, my brother should drink with us after graduating from high school, but Lin Chan just stared at Jing Ye persistently as if she couldn't hear them.
They sat down around the tea table to eat, because of the crowd, he and Jing Ye were shoulder to shoulder.
Lin Chan took off her school uniform jacket, and inside was a Nike hooded sweater, pure black, which made the boy's face fairer, his eyebrows and eyes like ink, and two stars leaked from the depths of his pupils.
"Drink a little more," he said, maybe his throat would become sticky after drinking, "Brother, can you?"
The heartbeat that has always been regular missed the beat at this time, unlike any previous time, it was menacing and unreasonable.
Jing Ye was at a loss for what to do while holding the cup that had just been filled.
The sound of talking, the singing of the party, the gurgling sound of the hot pot boiling, and the white mist coming out obstructed the five senses, and he clearly heard the sound of a broken string in his mind.
"Cola" -
The overwhelming momentum is huge.
The conflicts in the small room can be ignored, but when facing outsiders, Jing Ye's mother's family's mentality is causing trouble, and she can't hold back all of a sudden.He really felt that Yuzhou's conditions were not bad, and it should be called "very good". He belonged to the type who would be introduced to his daughter by the uncles and aunts in the blind date corner in the park.
This sentence was spoken from the heart, and the decibels were not small, which made Lin Chan purse her lips and hide behind the phone screen to smile.
And Yu Zhou, who had a serious face, also softened when he heard it: "Enough is enough, you."
"I'm serious." Jing Ye repeated.
"Then you can see for yourself."
The chat history in Yu Zhou's mobile phone is not complicated, so he readily shared it with Jing Ye.
He didn't add a note to the other party. The id of the person chatting was the English name, "deliver", and the avatar was roughly a photo of himself, with a silhouette against the light, and he couldn't see his appearance clearly, but the outline was tough and clear, so it shouldn't be too ugly.
The time of sending messages with Yu Zhou was not very coherent, and they often started to talk about the things they talked about after a night. On December 12, it was already seven o'clock in the afternoon, Yu Zhou scrolled up and showed Jing Ye a few short messages from them from noon to now, with an indifferent and alienated expression.
- Can you please call me back.
[The other party has canceled]
- If you're not happy, I'll just say no.
- It's okay, you go.
-Sorry...do you want to go home if there is no arrangement?
- Go to a friend's house to play at night.
- Then have fun.
-Um.
-[kiss] Be good, I will accompany you tomorrow.
The conversation came to an abrupt end here, Yu Zhou's reply was not sent out, and the garbled characters just now were deleted, so it is impossible to see what he wanted to say.Judging from these few sentences alone, I really couldn't see the real content other than "you two seem to be having a fight", so Jing Ye returned the phone to Yu Zhou.
"Roommate." Yu Zhou said, confessing to him in a low voice, "I don't know what he means, so I came to ask Xiao Lin."
Lin Chan pursed her lips, and was about to speak when Jing Ye snatched her first and said, "I don't feel very good, how can I say... I don't know this person, he seems a bit 'slippery', I can't see that he has any affection for you." what idea."
"……right."
Jing Ye has completely entered the state of helping others to study emotional problems, and said: "But if you have no idea at all, you won't say these things... If the person chatting with me said these things, I would naturally think that he must have a little Like me. But he doesn't seem to put you in a specific position."
Yu Zhou let out a "hmm" and touched the edge of the phone repeatedly.
For Jing Ye, he saw a strange Yu Zhou.
Their personalities are very different, he is extroverted, and Yu Zhou is so introverted that he can even be described as cold.Yu Zhou studies well and has a very clear plan for himself. Jing Ye sometimes has the illusion that he has set an attendance sheet for himself, what major to study, and what social activities to participate in, accurate to every month——Yu Zhou has a rule that he will not step Take half a step.
His rules are different from Lin Chan's. Lin Chan's nature is still very arbitrary, but Yu Zhou has traces to do things.
Excluding the issue of sexual orientation, such a person is now trapped by love, which Jing Ye could never have imagined. For a moment, he wondered if the other party had lowered Yu Zhou's head, such as now.
"Then do you think I have hope?" Yu Zhou asked in a low voice, with uncertain hesitation.
Maybe this is the first time in his life that Yu Zhou has shown inferior cautiousness in front of Jing Ye—his long-term crush—as if he wants something from him.
But what I want is just a little illusory comfort.
Jing Ye finally stopped himself from denying the other party's hope, and said perfunctorily, "How do I know."
"of course not."
It was Lin Chan who spoke, and after being ignored by the two of them for a while, Lin Chan lay down on the sofa playing with her mobile phone.The school uniform was open, and he had one leg resting on the armrest of the sofa, which made his legs look very long.
Yu Zhou's face suddenly turned pale, and there was a "buzz" in his head, as if he had been slapped by someone but he came back to his senses completely.He picked up the sober and indifferent shell again, put it on in a hurry, and put the phone in his pocket.
Lin Chan was playing a game and took time to glance at Yu Zhou, her earnest expression didn't even look like she was a few years younger than Yu Zhou: "This kind of person takes it for granted that you treat him well, just listen to your smooth tongue, don't take it too seriously. When you confess to him, he might tell you he's straight, just 'for fun' - try it if you don't believe me."
After speaking, she manipulated the character to take the head, and responded to the system prompt, Lin Chan said emphatically, "Don't be stupid."
Lin Chan's speaker was unintentional, and as soon as he finished speaking, Jing Ye's face turned pale just like Yu Zhou's.
"...I won't go." Yu Zhou lowered his eyelashes.
"That's right." After Lin Chan finished playing a game, facing Shang Jingye's bloodless face, he rolled his eyes, and the gloomy surlyness disappeared without a trace, "Brother, I'm not attacking you .”
Jing Ye felt like sitting on pins and needles, pretending to get up naturally: "The big head doesn't know what he is doing, let me take a look."
It's annoying, the conversation just now was annoying, and the atmosphere is also annoying.
The indescribable disgust was not because of Lin Chan, nor was it because of the strange man who was playing around with Yu Zhou, Jing Ye leaned against the hallway at the corner of the kitchen, and let out a deep breath.
He doesn't smoke, otherwise it might be more comfortable to have a cigarette when he is depressed.
Here it comes again, Lin Chan feels thorns all over her body.
After reconciling during this period, Jing Ye felt that Lin Chan was much softer.But in fact, Lin Chan seems to switch back and forth between the roles of puppy and hedgehog at any time, and most of the time he looks at him obediently and sensiblely. Jing Ye relaxes his vigilance and wants to stroke his fur, but Lin Chan immediately puts up his guard and coldly refuses. His overtures.
He likes the puppy's wet nose and tongue, but doesn't like the pain caused by the hedgehog.
Like now.
"I think it's natural to be nice to him", "Use a straight man as an excuse", "Try it if you don't believe me".
Jing Ye really felt that what he did was no different from these rhetoric, the only difference was that he probably knew Yu Zhou well, and although he was in a state of ignorance, he actually caused Lin Chan harm.
Like, this is a simple yet complex word.
Simply put, if you like it, accept it, if you don't like it, reject it.What Jing Ye faced was not only Lin Chan, but also himself. He didn't want to be gay, and he couldn't bear to see Lin Chan sad.
Without so many ifs, he should like Lin Chan.
Jing Ye stood at the junction of light and darkness, and tortured himself: "But how much does he believe in me now?"
The slight smell of oily smoke in the kitchen rose into the nostrils, and Jiang Ziyi's loud voice rang in his ears: "Xiaojing, what are you doing here, you can just wait until you eat it, don't need your help!"
"Ah I……"
"Forget it, you take this to the two young ones, and then make a phone call and ask Doudou why she hasn't come yet, why are you dawdling..."
The sadness of spring and autumn was shattered by the simple broken gong voice, Jing Ye brought a pot of freshly cooked crispy meat, accepted the new task sent by NPC Jiang Ziyi, and completed it step by step.
And thinking about liking is like throwing a stone into the lake, and the ripples will stop abruptly.
It's just that under the surface of the lake, an undercurrent suddenly began to surge.
It was past eight o'clock when Dou Shuang came.
Because of the cold weather, Dou Shuang didn't shave her hair, but she still cut her hair short.The neutral hairstyle is really suitable for the world-weary face that is always written with impatience. It is cool and attractive, and looks very difficult to mess with.
The big TV cast a website's New Year's Eve party, and several people finally ate homemade barbecue.
For the New Year's Eve dinner, Jiang Ziyi and Feng Zhenzhen have been busy all day.Barbecue is the main course, and there are two hot pots next to it. The clear soup and spicy are both in place. In addition, Feng Zhenzhen made fried snacks.
Guests unanimously gave five-star praise.
The pork belly is sizzling and oily, and the marinated spicy beef can be eaten after a little roasting. It is rolled with raw garlic, pepper and lettuce leaves.Jiang Ziyi saw through that these boys were all carnivorous animals, so he didn't prepare any other fancy things at all. Of course, there were vegetarian dishes, but they were all hot pot.
Feng Zhenzhen chatted with Dou Shuang about gossip in the entertainment industry, Jing Ye, Lin Chan and Yu Zhou shared new secrets, winked and communicated in code words belonging to the three of them, and Jiang Ziyi meddled with each other.
Seeing the male and female artists singing affectionately on TV, Dou Shuang suddenly slapped her thigh: "Xiaojing, is this the lead actor of your show? They are all at the New Year's Eve party..."
The implication is why are you messing around here? Jing Ye took a sip of his beer and was not provoked by her: "I'm lazy."
"What are you going to do in the future?" Dou Shuang asked along the way.
Lin Chan, who was concentrating on eating the crispy pork ribs beside him, heard this, slowed down her movements, and pricked up her ears, waiting for Jing Ye's answer.
Jing Ye turned the pork belly over, picked up the roasted beef and placed it on Lin Chan's plate casually, and said casually, "Let's think about it after the new year. My agent is going to pick out the script."
"Brother, didn't you find you at the New Year's Eve party?" Dou Shuang said exaggeratedly, "The eighteenth line will always become the seventeenth line."
"I declined."
"Why! What a great opportunity..."
"Maybe, but if we move forward now, there will be more opportunities in the future." Jing Ye said regardless of whether they could understand, "Besides, like them, you don't know how many trade-offs and compromises are behind it, but I know A little bit... I feel that I can't do it, so why not be more honest and serious about filming."
Feng Zhenzhen sighed softly: "But how long will it take to become popular..."
Jing Ye took a bite and roasted the five flowers: "Well, the big deal is that I won't be popular for a lifetime, so come back and help my grandma open the supermarket."
Jiang Ziyi: "At that time, I may be able to make a men's clothing line, and you will be a model."
"Okay!" Jing Ye smiled.
The topic just changed, there was no love-hate entanglement between Yu Zhou and his mysterious roommate, and there was no chat about Jing Ye and the entertainment circle.He wanted to drink some wine to moisten his throat, so he inserted a hand horizontally and took the glass away first.
It was too late for Jing Ye to stop him: "Hey, you are not yet of age!"
"Less than two months." After Lin Chan finished speaking, she drank the rest of the glass he had just sipped.
The imported beer has a very light alcohol content, and Jiang Ziyi bought it with a rose flavor for some reason, and there was a faint floral fragrance at the end of the drink.But Lin Chan didn't drink often, and after taking a sip, she felt cold at first, and her cheeks began to turn red after a while.
Jing Ye teased him: "How is it?"
Lin Chan: "It's a little sweet...is there any more?"
After speaking, he wanted to get Yu Zhou's cup, but the other party had already noticed it and immediately moved it away.When the action failed, Lin Chan turned her head aggrievedly, staring at Jing Ye pitifully with downcast eyes: "Brother..."
"No, you're still young, so you can't drink that much." Jing Ye refused in principle.
Others began to chime in and say that it's right, my brother should drink with us after graduating from high school, but Lin Chan just stared at Jing Ye persistently as if she couldn't hear them.
They sat down around the tea table to eat, because of the crowd, he and Jing Ye were shoulder to shoulder.
Lin Chan took off her school uniform jacket, and inside was a Nike hooded sweater, pure black, which made the boy's face fairer, his eyebrows and eyes like ink, and two stars leaked from the depths of his pupils.
"Drink a little more," he said, maybe his throat would become sticky after drinking, "Brother, can you?"
The heartbeat that has always been regular missed the beat at this time, unlike any previous time, it was menacing and unreasonable.
Jing Ye was at a loss for what to do while holding the cup that had just been filled.
The sound of talking, the singing of the party, the gurgling sound of the hot pot boiling, and the white mist coming out obstructed the five senses, and he clearly heard the sound of a broken string in his mind.
"Cola" -
The overwhelming momentum is huge.
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