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The "key" is the true beginning of the friendship between Jing Ye and Lin Chan.

When Jing Ye was seven or eight years old, the neighbor's aunt Lin Fangfei had just been promoted, and her unit was far away, so she rented a house elsewhere, and Lin Chan's grandparents also had a snack bar business, so it was difficult to work from morning to night every day. They all took care of Lin Chan.

Ye Xiaohui thought that the two families were close and had a good relationship. After discussing with Lin Fangfei, she decided to let Jing Ye, who was in elementary school, go to the kindergarten to pick Lin Chan home after school every day, and then had dinner and play at Jing's house for a while, and waited for the snack bar to close. The old man would pick him up again—at that time, Lin Chan usually stayed until eight or nine o'clock, and children slept a lot, and it was common for them to stay overnight.

Jing Ye likes to be an "older brother" and has a good impression of this younger brother who suddenly appeared. He not only picks up people from school every day, but also often saves some pocket money to buy candy for Lin Chan.Thinking about it now, Lin Chan's love for sugar might have been developed at that time.

The primary school and kindergarten are in the sandy area, not far away.

The streets planted with banyan and camphor trees have not yet been paved with asphalt, and the gray ground is covered with fine sunlight, and the shopkeepers on the street shake cattail fans to enjoy the shade under the trees.

Every evening after school, he held Lin Chan's hand, walked across overpasses and traffic light intersections, and stepped on sidewalks with grids with different colors and prints. Occasionally, after the rain, he was unlucky and was splashed with dirty muddy water when the floor tiles were loose. Being nagged by Ye Xiaohui together, they sat on the balcony and watched the two of them wash their clothes and hang them together.

First they walked together after school, and later they became Siamese twins regardless of cold or heat.

In my memory, the summer in the mountain city is not as hot as it is now. As he and Lin Chan grow up, the temperature is higher every year, and the holidays have changed from playing slingshots and hide-and-seek in the yard to game consoles, basketball, and more and more "Summer Vacation" Life".

But what is always kept is a spare key to each other's house.

They can open the door of the house without notice, drag each other out of the bed and give a "go out to play".Watching TV, doing homework, and occasionally getting into fights for inexplicable reasons and being beaten fifty times each.

Those few years went by long and slowly. After school was the best time. A group of young children would visit each other. When they were older, they would go to the Yangtze River to ride bicycles and throw stones, and buy messy snacks and sodas.

Wild, enthusiastic, carefree.

Such a summer came to an abrupt end that year.

No one wanted the spare key back, and it was left in Lin Chan's hands all the time.But from then until now, even if she knew how to open the door of Jing Ye's house, Lin Chan never used it again.

At the end of winter and the beginning of spring, the stars are sparse at night in Beijing, and Jing Ye was caught off guard when Lin Chan mentioned the "key".

"I want the key to your house." Lin Chan said, twisting the hem of the sweater with her fingers uneasily, she could see she was nervous, she didn't seem to be pretending, "I... decided to take the Beijing exam because of this."

It's no different than saying "I like you" back then.

Jing Ye's originally well-organized consciousness was suddenly tied up, and he said "Oh" for a long while without answering.

His silence at this moment will only make people flustered, Lin Chan's ease with Jing Ye from the front no longer exists, staring at the half-drunk cup of hot water on the coffee table.

It's a start, and a lot of words are cut off here. It's hard to guarantee that it won't be another asymmetrical communication between chicken and duck.Lin Chan's eyes twitched slightly, as if she was finally going to break the pot, and as if she couldn't bear it any longer and waited slowly for Jing Ye to jump into the carefully arranged trap.

When he stood up, Jing Ye just took a step forward, and the distance between the two suddenly drew closer. Lin Chan was afraid that he would hide, so she grabbed Jing Ye's hand and held it tightly in her palm.

The heating was turned on in the apartment, the windows were not closed properly, a small gust of cold wind hit Jing Ye's back and made him shiver.

"no……"

"I thought before, why not go to school?" Lin Chan said quickly before he could speak, "You also know that my enthusiasm for Yangmei is not low but not that high. Some students said that they all want to go to Hangzhou, and I like the south as well as the sea.”

Jing Ye wanted to say "then leave me alone", but he really had no position, so he was forced to continue to listen carefully.

"When you left, Yu Zhou persuaded me not to take this seriously. After all, nothing happened. I don't need to ask you for an explanation like a fool. I listened to him and planned to calm down for a while, otherwise I would have to wait for the time I came to Beijing to ask you, Jing Ye, do you take what we said before seriously?"

"..."

"Then you sent me a message, happy holidays, happy birthday, everything is fine with you, so I know that you really didn't take it seriously, and there was a lot of misunderstanding. Since it's meaningless to stalk like this, I said to myself, it's almost enough, and I don't have to ask Jing Ye."

"I……"

"But I still show up here today, not in my favorite city, not in my favorite school. I actually tried my best to stay here, because I was nervous about an exam that was not that important, and I was afraid that I would fail the exam if I didn't perform well. .” He took a deep breath, and the light shrank into an amber-like color in the depths of his pupils.

"Who do you think I am for?"

The apartment was exceptionally quiet, Lin Chan withdrew her hand, as if she had expected the scene where no one answered.He hid his vented emotions, picked up his schoolbag and began to pack the things inside.

On the plane back to Chongqing tomorrow night, he never asked Jing Ye if he would go with him.

Now it seems that there should be only one person, right?

Lin Chan turned her back to Jing Ye with a self-deprecating smile, and cursed secretly: It's too easy to lose balance, and you start to lose your grades... Don't you think about waiting? Why can't I bear this for a while? Spreading it all out when he wasn't ready?

Now he will definitely not talk to me anymore.

The thought of "sleeping on the sofa" popped up again inappropriately, Lin Chan straightened up as much as possible, pretending to make a long speech without losing her temper with Jing Ye, and was going to ask him where to wash.

Go to bed early, everything will be a dream.

But this time Jing Ye did not keep silent as he wished.

"You said, 'If you don't like it, don't be so nice to me', right?" Jing Ye took off his coat and threw it on the sofa. The black sweater and cold light inside made his skin fairer.

Lin Chan's throat choked, and her intuition seemed to deviate from the direction he expected.

"I heard this sentence. You are right. You really shouldn't have such ambiguous contact when you can't be sure of your own mind. That can't be regarded as a 'show of favor', it can only be called 'being confident'."

Jing Ye took a sip of the glass of water he had drunk, and there were traces on the glass wall for a short time. Before Lin Chan could see clearly, he heard Jing Ye say:

"But I'm still treating you well now, why do you think so?"

At this time, the heartbeat beat unprecedentedly, as if it was about to jump out of the throat.

"Some time ago, I said it outrightly, as if I had to be with you right away, but now I am worried about gains and losses because of an exam. Since I promised to think clearly, I can do it. I will give you the answer now, will you listen?" Jing Ye After speaking, the cup was placed on the table with a crisp sound.

Threat?The fire rushed up against her heartbeat, Lin Chan frowned, but fortunately she didn't speak impulsively.

"Why do you have to put the future with me?" Jing Ye asked.

"There is no reason..." Lin Chan said in a low voice, "You will be liked by many people in the future. I am afraid that no one will be able to catch you after a long time."

Unless you are always by your side, watching you, locking you, and not letting others approach you.

"is it?"

Jing Ye was only one step away from him, at this moment he took his hand and put it in his palm.

"Lin Chan, but you can always catch me."

There are still many great truths, and he doesn't want to tell Lin Chan any more.When Jing Ye fell into the strong longing of those eyes at close range, it lasted more than three to five days, half a month, and the starting point was a certain summer that he hadn't noticed yet.

He wanted to say, I like you too.

He also wanted to say, I know when to do something, and even if I figured it out, I should think about it as thoroughly as possible. I plan to wait for you to finish the college entrance examination before planning our future with you. If someone else likes you and me Just play fair with him, you like someone else but I still want to treat you well...

He had already thought about 80.00%, but Lin Chan's sentence "I want the key" made all 80.00% zero.

Many things do not need to be drawn up when starting the process.

Jing Ye said this to Lin Chan and himself.

If Lin Chan wants a sense of security now, he will give it to Lin Chan; if Lin Chan wants to be together now, they will be together.

Jing Ye tentatively moved forward, holding Lin Chan's shoulder with one hand.The other party was stiffened by his sudden ambiguity and intimacy. Before, he used to tease and say some obscure words with the help of alcohol, but now all of them have failed. He guessed that Lin Chan's brain has been shut down, and only the instinct of breathing is left.

No booze, no loud TV music, no fireworks, no "New Year's resolutions" today.

He accurately caught Lin Chan's lips, and then closed his eyes.

Lin Chan was a little taller than Jing Ye, and when his lips touched, he felt that Lin Chan wanted to back away, but she quickly let him kiss him obediently.Quietly sticking to her, after a while Jing Ye's heartbeat was not so fast, he tried to stroke Lin Chan's arm.

shoulders, and then the back, slowly the other party relaxed like him, and even seemed to respond a little bit.

How to do?

It seems like this is the time to open your mouth.

This thought flashed across Jing Ye's mind like a flash, his breathing was entangled, the tip of his nose and the corners of his lips were warm and moist, he had no time to worry about whether it would fit, he hugged Lin Chan, and then went forward to lick the crack between his lips.

The tip of the tongue is hotter than the lips, making people shudder when touched.

Something softly touched his tongue, Jing Ye couldn't control it anymore, he hugged Lin Chan tightly, and kissed him more deeply eagerly.

They have no experience in kissing, and the only "criminal record" is a small fight, suddenly and without any psychological preparation, they are driven by instinct to intersect, suck and lick*, even if the hot and wet sound is transmitted to the cochlea, it is irritating The fingertips started to turn red, but inexperienced is inexperienced, and soon touched the teeth out of nowhere.

"...It hurts." Lin Chan yelled vaguely, and hurriedly pushed Jing Ye away.

There was a bit of bloody smell in his mouth, and there were other things, the tip of Jing Ye's tongue was numb, after a while he realized what happened just now, he was almost ashamed.

He was afraid that Lin Chan would slow down and ask him "what are you doing", so he said first, "I've figured it out."

The eyes of the puppy in the water lit up: "I don't understand."

"That's right, you said on New Year's Eve...you said you wanted to be together."

Jing Ye pretended to be calm and ended their conversation with this sentence. He went into the bedroom and found a set of pajamas for Lin Chan—I just bought it before returning to Beijing, it was Lin Chan's size, and I washed it and dried it on the first day when I got home. ——Take out a new toiletry set, towel, and put them in the bathroom.

During this period, Lin Chan has been walking back and forth with him every step of the way, without speaking, her drooping eyes are shining like never before.

He didn't wipe the marks of being kissed and bitten on his mouth, and put his hands behind his back, very well-behaved.

Until Jing Ye put the toothbrush away, Lin Chan hugged him from behind, pressed his face on Jing Ye's shoulder, and buried him completely.In a small mirror, they all blushed.

"...Brother." Lin Chan called out, "Really?"

Jing Ye snorted and ruffled his hair, this action made him finally calm down, and his words became relaxed and normal.

"Although I really want to say 'fake', I'm afraid I will be punished by God if I lie to you once." Jing Ye pushed Lin Chan again, "Okay, wash up quickly, let go, I'm going to pack a pillow."

"No." Lin Chan cheated, "Hold for another 5 minutes."

Jing Ye thought that he must be very helpless at this moment, but when he looked up in the mirror, he clearly smiled happily.The draft of his confession became particularly weak at this time, and everything he said was too nasty.

Before 5 minutes had arrived, Jing Ye asked, "I didn't pass the exam, are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

"exist."

"Then I like you a little more, don't be upset?"

"……Do not."

After Lin Chan finished speaking, she pinched his shoulders and locked him tightly, turned her face and kissed Jing Ye's neck differently from the soft one before. The deep red mark was like a mosquito bite, and Lin Chan licked there again, which was a little painful.

But this little pain proves that three years later, Lin Chan still loves him wholeheartedly.

This is the first good thing that happens in spring.