After being reborn, I was haunted by paranoia again

The moisture in Gu Jing's eyes accumulated more and more, and soon reached the point where he was on the verge of crying. Xiang Yu Junmei's face was flustered, and he wiped away the tears overflowing from the corners of his eyes with his trembling fingertips. "I'm sorry, don't cry."

"Go away!" Gu Jing was fierce, he seemed embarrassed, and deliberately turned his face away as if he didn't want to talk to Xiang Yu.

"Don't cry, it's my fault..." Xiang Yu hugged Gu Jing's shoulder weakly with his right hand, he bent slightly and leaned over to kiss Gu Jing's eyes, Gu Jing's tears were sour and astringent Yes, it is very distressing.

Gu Jing desperately broke free from Xiang Yu's shackles, he pushed Xiang Yu away, and stared at him with his red eyes, "I'm just a kitten in your eyes, right? When you're not angry, you can I don’t even look at it, I usually just ignore it, only when I get angry, I come here to coax!”

"You're not a kitten, it's my fault." Xiang Yu lowered his head slightly and took a step forward. He didn't hug Gu Jing this time, nor did he kiss him. He was afraid that he would be pushed away again, so he only raised his hand Gently rubbed Gu Jing's hair, as if to comfort her.

Gu Jing bit her lips and remained silent, but unexpectedly did not push Xiang Yu away again.

"I didn't go to the movies with him, he just dropped by to go home with me to visit my mother." Xiang Yu raised his hand to straighten Gu Jing's messy hair, and he opened his thin lips to explain, using It's a deliberate tone of voice.

When Xiang Yu said this, Gu Jing already believed it in his heart, because in the previous life, Xiang Yu's mother, Ye Shuying, liked Duan Sicen very much.

When she learned that Xiang Yu was with a man, Ye Shuying tried her best to break them up, and even said: "How can Xiao Cen compare to that Gu? Hurry up and break up with that Gu!"

Gu Jing lowered his eyelashes, suppressing the complex emotions in his eyes, even though he believed in his heart that what Xiang Yu said was probably true and Duan Sicen was just visiting his mother, but even so, he was still very angry.

He ignored Xiang Yu again, turned around and went back to the bed, picked up his textbook and looked through it.

The temperature has dropped sharply recently, and the cold wind whistling through the trees in the school brought a strong rustling sound, which added a bit of depression to such a cold winter season.Even though the classrooms are equipped with heating, the spacious classrooms are not pervasive, so students still wear medium-thick down jackets or sweaters indoors.

"Okay, I'll stop here for this class first. Go back and write your homework and hand it in tomorrow. By the way, Gu Jing, come over after class and I'll do some business. The teacher has something to ask you." The math teacher held the laptop After getting off the podium, he nodded in Gu Jing's direction and said.

Gu Jing also wondered what the math teacher asked her to do. When she got to the office, the math teacher cut to the chase and said, "Gu Jing, your math grades this semester are very good, and you have improved a lot. The teacher has confidence in you. I recommend you to participate in the Mathematical Olympiad."

"Thank you, teacher, for your trust. I will participate." Gu Jing was not recommended to participate in the competition in his previous life, so he was a little surprised, but he quickly agreed.

"This time the topic will only be more difficult than last year. It may not be easy to get a good ranking, but it's good to participate once." The teacher said with a smile.

Gu Jing heard the meaning of "participation is the most important" in the teacher's words, he replied with a light smile and said yes, then turned and left the office.

This time, Gu Jing remembered clearly that a student with good grades like Xiang Yu would definitely be recommended to participate in this Mathematical Olympiad competition.Sure enough, a week after the teacher asked him to participate, the list of entries for this time was announced on the radio.

"The following is the list of students who will participate in the Mathematical Olympiad next week. Xiang Yu, Weng Ziyuan, Lin Jiaxi, Gu Jing, Wu Sirui, Li Kaikai, Duan Sicen... Let us wish the above students all the best results."

Gu Jing flipped through the Mathematical Olympiad question booklet, and after concentrating on calculating the answer, closed the draft book.

This time, Xiang Yu was at the top of the competition list.Since he, Gu Jing, could hear the radio, so Xiang Yu could hear it too, so what would Xiang Yu think?Does Xiang Yu know the fact that his math scores have improved?Would Xiang Yu be proud or happy about this fact?

Gu Jing was slightly looking forward to what Xiang Yu would say to him, but he hadn't waited for Xiang Yu, but Duan Sicen first.

Except for seeing Duan Sicen and Xiang Yu going home together at the school gate last time, Gu Jing hadn't seen Duan Sicen for a long time.But maybe it was because Yuanjia Road was narrow, so he just went down a flight of stairs and met him.

"Jingjing, what a coincidence, I heard that you also participated in the Mathematical Olympiad, right?" Duan Sicen's complexion was slightly better than usual, and a slight color of blood appeared on his pale face.

"Is it related to you?" Gu Jing snorted coldly, scoffing at Duan Sicen's hypocritical green tea posturing.

Duan Sicen tightly pinched the hem of the black and white uniform, as if he was hurt by Gu Jing's words, his face was hurt, but he still insisted on saying: "Jing Jing, don't do this, let's work together... I hope Jing Jing will come You can get good grades in the exam..."

Gu Jing was too lazy to talk to him, and didn't even want to stay in the same place with him, so Gu Jing turned around and left without mercy.

The classmates who went downstairs with Duan Sicen defended him and said, "Sicen, why is your friend like this? You greet him with a smile, but he ignores you. Don't be friends with such a person anymore. , aren’t you looking for guilt yourself?”

Because Gu Jing had gone far away, she didn't hear Duan Sicen's slanderous words behind his back.

When he returned to the dormitory after eating, he opened the door not long after, and before he could take off his coat, Xiang Yu came over and hugged him tightly with his thick coat.

"You will also participate in this Mathematical Olympiad competition, right?" This was the first sentence Xiang Yu said, and he had obviously heard it on the radio.

Since Xiang Yu came back earlier than him, there was warmth in his arms. Gu Jing wanted to let him hug him one more time, but after struggling, he pushed Xiang Yu away.Gu Jing took off the long black coat and threw it on the sofa, he also walked to the sofa and sat down, looked up at Xiang Yu and replied, "Yes."

Xiang Yu didn't seem to notice his indifference at all, turned around and went into the kitchen, took out Gu Jing's bear cup and poured him a glass of warm water, "Let's cheer together."

His voice was as cold as usual, but listening closely, one could tell that it was softer than usual, with a little bit of a jade-like temperament.

Gu Jing likes to hear Xiang Yu's deep voice like a piano. He likes Xiang Yu, so naturally he likes everything about Xiang Yu.

But this time, Xiang Yu didn't praise him for his improvement in math, which made him secretly a little upset.

After these few days of easing up, Gu Jing gradually let go of the grievances that Xiang Yu and Duan Sicen went home last time, and slowly resumed eating in the school cafeteria with Xiang Yu as usual.

On this day, Gu Jing went downstairs with Xiang Yu as usual, ready to eat.When Gu Jing went down the stairs, she habitually took out her phone and glanced at it, only to find that her mother Xu Siying had sent him seven text messages and made three missed calls.Gu Jing clicked on the text message and looked at it, only to find that his mother said that she was waiting for him at the school gate.

"My mother is here. I want to go to the school gate. You go to eat first." When she got down to the corridor, Gu Jing didn't want his mother to wait too long, so she hurriedly waved to Xiang Yu.

"Okay." Xiang Yu nodded. Under the bright sky, his facial features were sharp-edged, his thin lips were lightly pursed, and his dark eyes were long and narrow, as deep as a pool, and he glanced at the school gate vaguely. There is a little more exploration in the eyes.

Behind what Gu Jing didn't see, he stared deeply at Gu Jing's back for a long, long time alone.

When Gu Jing ran to the school gate, the first sentence his mother Xu Siying said to him almost made him cry.

"Xiao Jing, you've lost weight, did you not eat well at school?" There was no one at the school gate at noon, and Xu Siying stood alone in the cold wind, her figure looking a bit bleak.

Gu Jing swallowed the sourness in her heart, forced herself to speak calmly, "Where is it? You read it wrong, I eat well every day."

Xu Siying tilted her head to the right, looked at the back of Xiang Yu who had just gone down the stairs with her son, and murmured, "That boy you liked just now, wasn't it?"

Gu Jing's teaching building is the one closest to the school gate, so it's not surprising that Xu Siying can see Xiang Yu. Gu Jing's heart tightened, but she didn't deny it, "Yes, how did you see it?"

"If you like someone, you can't hide your eyes no matter what. I can easily guess it when I saw your expression when you looked at him just now."

"Yeah." Gu Jing nodded with a gloomy expression.

"Xiao Jing, your dad and I really can't accept it... Can't you really break up with him?" Xu Siying's eyes turned red when she said this, and she asked tentatively.

Gu Jing's right hand was in his pocket, and he squeezed his right hand tightly, hesitating for a moment, and then said very firmly: "Mom, I can't tell, I will never fall in love with anyone else except him."

"Hey, I don't know what to say. You are still so young, how do you know what you really like?" Xu Siying looked at Gu Jing's eyes that were getting redder, and immediately stopped talking, and asked Said: "By the way, Xiaojing, is the money Mom gave you enough? I transferred another [-] yuan to the card yesterday, have you received the message?"

"Got it, mom, I have enough money, you don't need to transfer so much to me." Gu Jing felt sore in his heart, he didn't expect that his mother would still lower her head to care about him even though she strongly opposed him being with Xiang Yu daily diet.

The greatness of maternal love can't be overstated even if we use all the best and most appropriate words in the world.

"Your father is still angry now, hey, he is old fashioned, and he won't accept it. You should try not to make him angry during this time, do you hear me?" The cold wind blows past Xu Siying's beautiful hair, revealing the forehead A few strands of conspicuous white hair.

"Understood, Mom." Gu Jing can actually understand his father's thoughts, but he still feels very uncomfortable for his father's behavior of beating him.

Gu Jing hugged her mother, who was a head shorter than him, and said with red eyes, "Mom, it's cold outside, you should go back first."

Xu Siying was still worried when she left, so she asked Gu Jing again before finally getting in the car and leaving.

"Xiao Jing, break up with him as soon as you get back, mother begs you." Gu Jing returned to the dormitory, and still could remember his mother's expression when she said this to him.

Thin wrinkles appeared on Xu Siying's face like bamboo shoots. His mother's expression was sad, not out of avoidance and incomprehension of homosexuality, but out of pity for parents all over the world, fearing that even if her son fell in love, the other party would not love her. Not sure how much I love him.

As soon as Gu Jing pushed open the door of the dormitory, she found that Xiang Yu didn't go to eat, but sat on the sofa and waited for him.Seeing Gu Jing coming back, Xiang Yu got up and stretched out his hand to take off his light blue trench coat.

"That was your mother just now?" Xiang Yufeng opened his eyes, and his eyes flashed with a hint of concern for probing.

"Yes." Gu Jing didn't hide it.

"She said you?" Xiang Yu hung Gu Jing's coat on the coat rack, noticed Gu Jing's slightly sad expression, leaned over and hugged him and asked.

"Hmm." Gu Jing buried her face on Xiang Yu's sharp chest, and slowly closed her eyes listening to his clear and powerful heartbeat.

"What did she say about you?" Xiang Yu hugged Gu Jing's waist tightly, knowing that Gu Jing was very unhappy at the moment, so he gently stroked Gu Jing's back, intending to comfort him.

Gu Jing opened her eyes in an instant, raised her chin and raised her head to meet Xiang Yu's gaze, and said word by word, "She told me to break up with you."

Xiang Yu's deep and dark pupils shrank obviously, his shoulders trembled slightly, his expression flustered, his voice was extremely hoarse although it was full of magnetism, "Then...then did you agree?"

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