After being reborn, I was haunted by paranoia again

"Jing Jing..." Xiang Yu kept calling Gu Jing's name in a daze because of his illness, whispering with a hoarse voice.

"I'm here, I'm here." Gu Jing felt distressed to the extreme, wishing that she was the one who was sick now.He hugged Xiang Yu tightly, and a thought flashed through his mind, which made him stiff for a moment.

A familiar scene unfolded in front of him. He once saw Xiang Yu holding a white medicine bottle. At that time, he asked Xiang Yu what it was, but Xiang Yu said, "It's just vitamins."

At that time, all he could think about was how to break up with Xiang Yu, and he didn't even delve into what kind of medicine it was, so that now that he had developed to such a point, he had completely tasted the bitter fruit.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Gu Jing's heart seemed to be tightly grabbed by a big hand, and then squeezed desperately, and it became empty after draining the blood.While crying silently, Gu Jing gently patted Xiang Yu's back comfortingly.

When Xiang Yu finally fell asleep, Gu Jing sat up carefully with light movements, and he slowly got out of bed after tucking in the corners of the quilt for Xiang Yu.If Xiang Yu was sick, he should have a spare pill by his side.

Where is it now?Xiang Yu... what's wrong with him?

Gu Jing didn't turn on the light, fearing that the too bright light would disturb Xiang Yu's lucid dream.He groped his way to Xiang Yu's desk by the moonlight, and opened the top drawer as lightly as possible.The first drawer was not there, and neither was the second drawer. It was not until the third drawer was opened that Gu Jing saw two small white medicine bottles.

It's a pity that the above is all in foreign languages, and it involves a lot of special vocabulary, so Gu Jing can't understand it at all.At this time, Gu Jing thought of a person. He knew that if he was asked, the other party must know everything and know everything.Gu Jing took out her mobile phone, took two photos of the medicine bottle, and sent them to the person in a hurry.

Lin Yiming is a friend of his. His family has studied medicine for generations, and now he is studying abroad.Although there was a little time difference, Lin Yiming also responded quickly, "You don't sleep in the middle of the night, why did you send me these two photos?"

Gu Jing called up the keyboard and replied, "Because I know you haven't slept, so I sent it to you so late. I am serious, I am not joking with you, Yiming, can you help me find out what kind of medicine this is?" ?"

"Hey, you scared me. I thought you were going to use this medicine. This medicine has many effects, but at present it is mainly used for patients with one-way affective disorder."

Gu Jing stared blankly at Lin Yiming's text message, he almost couldn't even hold the phone steady, there seemed to be a roaring sound in his ears, and the noise lingered in his heart for a long time, "Anointing disorder?"

"Yes, who is taking this drug recently? Is it your friend?"

Gu Jing stood there in a daze, tears pouring down on the phone drop by drop, and finally he replied, "It's not my friend, but my lover."

Gu Jing stood there for a long, long time, standing there as if her soul had been taken away by an insanity.The silver moon was like a hook, and the clear and cold moonlight shone on him, but the aura around him was far colder than the moonlight.

He gently put the small medicine bottle back to its original place, and when he walked to the bed and wanted to lie back in the original position, he keenly noticed that Xiang Yu's fingertips trembled slightly.Gu Jing lifted the quilt calmly, and threw herself into Xiang Yu's arms.

"Xiang Yu, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't know before..." Gu Jing buried his face tightly on Xiang Yu's chest. Heartbeat, as if the only way to make him feel at ease.

"Don't cry..." Xiang Yuhui hugged Gu Jing, the moonlight cast a faint silver light on his face, but it couldn't hide the panic in his eyes.

Every time Gu Jing cries, he will be completely confused.

"You, why didn't you tell me? Every time you are like this..." Gu Jing was a little angry after thinking about it, and thumped Xiang Yu's shoulder angrily.Although it was just a light thump, Xiang Yu didn't feel any pain yet, but he did feel distressed first.

"If I didn't find out, would you still want to keep it a secret from me?" It was like this in the last life, and it's the same for Xiang Yu in this life!Why did Xiang Yu keep everything in his heart, why did he never think about telling him? !

Xiang Yu hugged Gu Jing's waist tightly, as if he wanted to crush Gu Jing into pieces and hold him in his arms.He leaned down, his thin lips moved to the corners of Gu Jing's eyes little by little, and gently kissed away the tears that couldn't be stopped, "Don't cry, it's okay."

"Why didn't you tell me?" Gu Jing was still obsessed with this matter, he bit Xiang Yu's lips angrily, and also used a lot of force, as if he wanted to swallow him into his stomach .

"You know, I'm afraid you won't like me..." Xiang Yu looked at Gu Jing with a deep gaze, carefully probing, his pupils shrank slightly, as if he was extremely afraid that Gu Jing would give an affirmative reply .

Gu Jing's mind froze, a thought flashed through his mind, and he quickly caught it, he felt distressed and pitied, "This is the reason why you rejected me before?"

Xiang Yu was silent, and only kissed Gu Jing's side face, and then slowly closed his eyes.Although Gu Jing didn't hear the answer, he knew that he was right, and he hit the point.

This can also explain why Xiang Yuhui always gave him a sense of estrangement in the previous life. Although Gu Jing was in love at that time, he was confused about "love and love", but he felt it from the bottom of his heart. I firmly believe that Xiang Yu also has a little affection for him.

So he started his pursuit journey. Xiang Yu seldom smiled at others, but Gu Jing saw Xiang Yu smile more times than anyone else.He is very close to Xiang Yu Mingming, but even so, Xiang Yu often gives him a feeling of being out of reach.

At that time, until he lived with Xiang Yu, he thought that Xiang Yu just didn't love him that much...

But now it seems that this is absolutely not the case, he was wrong, and he was wrong too much!

"Jingjing, go to sleep..." Xiang Yu felt Gu Jing in his arms moving restlessly, he raised his hand and gently stroked Gu Jing's back with his knuckle fingertips.In the next second, Xiang Yu branded an almost pious kiss on Gu Jing's forehead.

So what if you have anaffective disorder?He thought he had to stay far away from Gu Jing, so that he would not hurt Gu Jing.No one in this world likes Gu Jing more than him, and no one knows Gu Jing better than him.Gu Jing has been sticking tightly behind him, tirelessly telling her love over and over again.

He was extremely happy in his heart, but at the same time worried about gains and losses.

He finally agreed to Gu Jing's pursuit, but one day on Wednesday, Gu Jing broke up with him uncharacteristically.At that moment, he felt that he could no longer do this, he could no longer alienate Gu Jing under the banner of worrying about hurting Gu Jing, and his possessive and paranoid desires were brought to the extreme at that time.

Jing Jing belongs to him, Jing Jing can only belong to him alone!No one can covet it!

Gu Jing may have always thought that they met for the first time since the moment he pulled him up from the pool, but this is not the case, as early as a long time ago, he had already thought deeply about Gu Jing and admired him madly.

It's just that Gu Jing never found out, and foolishly thought it was his unilateral crush.He has been hiding his situation very well, for Gu Jing, he started to take medicine.At the same time, for Gu Jing, he tried every means to reduce the number of pills he took every day.

Recently, he has not taken medicine for more than a month, and it is precisely because of this that such a repeated body temperature occurs today. He has made up his mind to gradually stop taking medicine in the future.

He once thought that he would not fall in love with anyone in his situation, but he never thought that since Gu Jing appeared in his world, just because of a looking back, he would easily fall into his complete fall.

"Mom, why did you call me so early?" The next day, Gu Jing got up from Xiang Yu's bed and found that Xiang Yu had the morning reaction common to men. He blushed blood and sat up trying to hide it.Before Gu Jing could recover, he found that his mother Xu Siying had called him.

"Oh, is it still early? Isn't today Saturday, Jingjing, are you still sleeping?"

Not only is he still sleeping, but he is also sleeping on the same bed as the future Lao Gong.Not only did he sleep on the same bed as Lao Gong, but Lao Gong also... that.This is simply capitalized embarrassment, isn't it?

"It's only Saturday that I have to sleep in. Mom, what's the matter with you looking for me so early?"

"It's nothing, I just want to ask Xiao Yu what he likes to eat? Then I will let Zhang Ma make arrangements in advance. Are you going to bring Xiao Yu over for dinner this weekend?" Xu Siying asked with a smile.

"Xiang Yu eats everything. He's not picky. He likes what I like. There's no need to prepare it. I won't be going back this week. I want to go out with Xiang Yu." Gu Jing felt Xiang Yu hugging him After touching him, he smiled slightly and turned his face to kiss the back of Xiang Yu's hand.

"I told you that my mother likes you very much." After Gu Jing and Xu Siying finished the phone call, the corners of Gu Jing's lips raised a bright and flamboyant smile.

"Yeah." Xiang Yufeng's eyes rolled slightly, and the bright light poured out, as if extremely happy, he leaned over and bit the tip of Gu Jing's ear and asked in a low voice: "Jing Jing, have you been checking someone recently?" ?”

Gu Jing's heart skipped a beat, but his expression soon calmed down. He didn't want to hide any more, and directly admitted: "Yes, I asked Uncle Li to help me check a driver. That person...he used to be in your car I used to work at home. I found out that he was following me recently, so I asked Uncle Li to help me. "

"He followed you?" Xiang Yu's brows were tightly knit together, as if he was deeply worried.An invisible killing intent rose from his body, with a menacing meaning.

Xiang Yu narrowed his eyes, his expression was not very real, "I will deal with it, Jing Jing, don't be afraid."

Facts have proved that Xiang Yu has always kept his promise. Just one day later, Li Chenning dialed Gu Jing's phone in a pleasantly surprised but very low-key manner. He deliberately lowered his voice and said to Gu Jing: "Xiao Jing, let me tell you One thing, the gambler driver who followed you last time was hacked to death with a watermelon knife!"