Rebirth of Jiuyouyan

In fact, Wen Yougong still remembered why he fell in love with Shang Xichao in the first place.

They were only three years old when they met, and they still don't know the age difference between Lang Guan and Qing Guan. Since they are the same age and live close to each other, they naturally play together.

Xi Zhao has always looked fair and clean. She was a little fat when she was a child, with gentle eyebrows and eyes, making her look very soft.But after getting along for a long time, Wen Yougong could see that this Qingguan who looked very much like the jade boy in the picture book, seemed soft and deceitful, was very stubborn in his bones, and would not change his mind easily.

This temperament was very appetizing to Wen Yougong at the time.There are many young ladies in Beijing who grew up pampered by their families. Although they are not raised to be delicate, most of them have the temperament of retreating when they face difficulties. They seldom continue to try if they think that they can't do it.For Wen Yougong, this is rather boring. There are some fun things that Qing Guan is not interested in or finds it too difficult. If you say you don't want to play, everyone will feel disappointed.

Only Xizhao, who never gives up easily, no matter what to play, try any new toy, no matter how difficult it is, even if it is the worst of all, he will not give up.As a result, he has been playing with Wen Yougong all the time, and they haven't been separated for ten years.Even though Xichao's family said that he was over ten years old and always played with Lang Guan, which was not good, he still remained the same and even convinced his father.

Even after they reached school age, Wen Yougong went to school, and Xi Chao went to Qingyitang, the two of them still met from time to time, read fashionable scripts together, played interesting things, and talked about their new school experiences thing.Gradually, she also became a childhood sweetheart in the eyes of others.

However, even the family members of the two parties only knew that they had been together for a long time and fell in love with each other, but only Wen Yougong and Xi Zhao knew that, in fact, they had made a private promise to each other for life.

Wen Yougong still remembers the first time he fell in love with Xi Zhao.But it was precisely because of remembering that he treated Xi Zhao like that after the reunion.

At that time, he felt that Xi Chao was irreplaceable, and he was the one who was full of satisfaction. Everything about Xi Chao was very beautiful in his eyes. At that time, Wen Yougong really thought that no one else could match him so well.

When he had no choice but to separate, he was really depressed for a long time. At that time, he mixed with the young master who was good at having fun in Beijing, and started to hang out in the place of fireworks.Wen Yougong had a pretty face, and he grew up in a merchant's family, and he learned how to wipe honey when he urinated, and he just opened his mouth to make people happy, so he was naturally very popular.

Soon, he was addicted to it.In those places, he can relax physically and mentally without having to worry about anything. He just needs to say some nice words casually, and he doesn't need to pay much attention in exchange for gentle treatment.

When he gradually became a famous romantic young man in Huajie, shaking his folding fan and smiling lightly could make the cheeks of many courtiers blush, his elder brother made a marriage agreement.

Hearing this good news, Wen Yougong was very happy for his brother.The other party is a high-ranking family in the middle of the capital, and the official Lang is also famous for his career, but he attaches great importance to his elder brother. Not to mention that he came to propose marriage in person, the dowry gift is also quite generous, and he is even more respectful to his father and paternal servant Respect, I didn't mean to take it lightly at all.

It's just that that night, when the elder brother came to Wen Yougong's room, he expressed apology, saying that he was going out of the family to marry someone, and he was really sorry to leave the burden of the Wen family to the second younger brother.Originally, the family had been thinking of recruiting him, and the second brother didn't need to shoulder the heavy burden, so he was allowed to live a free and easy life, playing around with the world.The eldest son of the Wen family didn't even think about it himself, but he finally wanted to leave the house, and now he had to force his second brother to take up the family business, he was really sorry.

Wen Yougong, on the other hand, gave a ruffian smile, and said, "Brother, don't look down on your younger brother. How can such a small family fortune trouble me, isn't it just a businessman? Your younger brother is very smart, and he can handle things casually. Big brother Just relax and let people go, and don't forget about your family when you get there, so as not to be accused of not being you."

Wen Daxu used to be a righteous monarch, and after getting married, Wen's family became his natal family, so naturally he couldn't take it too seriously.How could he not know that his second younger brother deliberately acted like he didn't care just to make himself feel at ease, but now he can't do anything, he can only leave the house with worries about Wen Yougong.

In fact, Wen Yougong is indeed very talented. After taking over the family business, he behaved very shrewd and capable. Father Wen was very pleased. Except for the third brother who regarded him as an imaginary enemy, everyone praised him endlessly.

He took over the business and inherited the family business by himself, and after he cut off his drinking and meat friends, he felt that those days were absurd, and in retrospect he only felt empty.After starting a serious career, although he also met a lot of courtiers, and there were many people who came to talk about marriage, but he felt that everyone was the same, and he didn't feel moved at all.

Just when he had forgotten what it was like to be moved by someone, Xi Zhao, who was devastated physically and mentally, was sent to Wen's house.

When we saw Xi Chao again, Wen Yougong couldn't even recognize that this was the person who used to look like Yu Tongzi in the album.There was a large area of ​​burns on the back, and some on the back of the neck and face. The lotus pattern was almost completely covered by the scabs from the wound. The whole person looked miserable, and the third brother burst into tears when he saw it.The servant daddy is very kind-hearted, he took in Xichao without saying a word, and took care of him as if he was his own.

It's a pity that the government invited ordinary doctors. After all, they had to be treated first before they could be sent here, so they missed the best time and left scars.The Wen family was willing to use the expensive scar-removing ointment. If someone had sent it to the Wen family earlier, the scars would have disappeared completely. light.

Wen Yougong understood that the paternal servant believed that Xi Zhao would promise him, and Xi Zhao looked at him with affectionate eyes, as well as timidity and anxiety.Everyone could see that he was in love with Wen Yougong, but he had scars on his body, and he was worried that the other party would dislike him.

That look made Wen Yougong a little distressed, and at the same time felt that he was unforgivable.Because, he found that he could no longer find the feeling that he was attracted to Xi Zhao at the beginning.

He obviously remembers that feeling very clearly. He clearly felt warm from the heart when he saw Xi Zhao. Hurry up to meet each other, and always want to touch each other when we meet, even if it's just shoulder to shoulder, it's very happy.

But now, he has no such throbbing at all.Although it feels pity, it doesn't seem to be out of love.

Probably any Qinghou who lost his family overnight and was left to live alone, lonely and injured, he would feel sorry for him.

Looking at myself now, when I see Xizhao, I dare not touch him. As long as I look at Shang Xizhao's loving eyes, I feel guilty, and I don't have the slightest feeling that I couldn't control myself when I faced Xizhao back then.Xichao can keep his affection for him unchanged in the past few years, but he not only hangs around the flower street and plays in the world, but also forgets him completely.The promises made at the beginning, and the depression and loss when the two were forced to separate as if everything faded, all seemed to be mocking him, a heartless person.

Wen Yougong, who felt that he had lost his original heartbeat, and believed that he had changed his heart, did not dare to bear Xizhao again. If Xizhao's home was still safe, he might be able to calm down and refuse the marriage, but Xizhao already had nothing. , apart from Wen's family, there is probably no place to stay.So, when his father asked him if he would like to take Xizhao, Wen Yougong nodded and agreed without any hesitation.

However, when facing Xi Chao, he was still uneasy, and subconsciously pretended to be himself like in a business field, put on a face that didn't matter, and said lightly: "I will take you, but not as a husband, but as a husband." Minister. The position of Zhengjun will naturally be reserved for the gentleman I really like. I am also sorry for the promise I made to you when I was a child, so I have to ask you to treat it as a childish joke."

As he spoke, he was startled.I also know that these words are too cold and hurtful, and I am so righteous and unapologetic that anyone will think that Wen Ershao is a ruthless bastard.

It's just that the words have been spoken, and he can't take them back. He hardened his heart and looked at Xi Zhao's face, thinking in his heart that if Xi Zhao was sad, he would ask why he changed his mind and how he should deal with it.

However, Xi Zhao just nodded indifferently, and said: "I know. I already look like this, and you are already affectionate if you are willing to take me, and I dare not ask for more."

Wen Yougong suddenly didn't know what it was like.Ordinarily, Xi Zhao was able to accept this arrangement calmly, without dissatisfaction, and without questioning and accusing himself of changing his mind, which was really the best reaction for him.However, was it because he had never imagined such a situation, so he couldn't react in time? He didn't feel relieved at all, but felt a little blocked in his heart.

Could it be that Xi Zhao has lost affection for herself?No, these days, the affection he feels from Xi Zhao's eyes and actions is definitely not fake.So, why can Xi Zhao be so calm, as if he doesn't care how he treats him?

Wen Yougong didn't understand why he was so unhappy, and he didn't understand why he blurted out even more outrageous words: "Also, although I take you, I will have a relationship with you, but I won't give you a child. My The first child must be born of Zhengjun, before that, you will not have children."

There could be no more cruel words than this. After Wen Yougong finished speaking, his heart turned cold.He and Xi Chao are already nineteen years old, it is difficult for Qing Guan to have children after 25, and there is no hope after [-]. He should have used these two years to try to add incense to the Wen family, but he actually refused to let Xi Chao have children.After saying this, Wen Yougong felt that he was not only cruel and ruthless to Xichao, but also sorry for the ancestors of the Wen family.

For a moment, he seemed to see a weeping expression on Xi Zhao's face, but in the blink of an eye, Xi Zhao still nodded flatly to express his acceptance.

Wen Yougong felt an inexplicable anger rising in his chest, he looked at Xi Zhao, and found that he had nothing to say, and amidst the rising anger, he felt a trace of desolation.

He didn't want to look at Xi Zhao any more, he turned and left Xi Zhao's room without saying anything.

The Wen Yougong who used to feel happy just looking at Xi Zhao is indeed dead and no longer exists in this world.What is alive now is just a cold-blooded and heartless person who has a romantic name but is actually cold-blooded.Is it possible for such a person to truly fall in love with someone?Is it possible that even if you fall in love for a while, one day you will lose your love and betray the other party, just like how you treat Xi Zhao today, hurting the other party with cruel attitudes and words?

No matter how much he regrets hurting others, it doesn't help. On the day of marriage, Wen Yougong looked at Xi Chao, who was dressed in a wedding dress and covered with a hijab, but what he thought in his heart was that maybe he should get a husband soon.

From that day on, it has become Wen Yougong's obsession to find someone he really loves before the age of 25 and take him as her husband.