[Rebirth] North Drift!North drift!

After Zhang Lingxuan left, Tang Qing packed up and left. On the way, she received a call from her mother, saying that a former colleague of hers had a daughter who was working in Beijing, and she wanted to match the two of them, and asked Tang Qing if she wanted to meet.

Tang Qing remembered that this had happened before. At that time, he went to see the girl with the mentality of giving it a try. In all fairness, the girl was really nice. She was also tall, well-built, and quite fair-looking. Education requires ability and ability, and it seems that he has also taken a fancy to him.

But Tang Qing was stunned and declined after meeting several times.

So when this happened again, Tang Qing told his mother decisively that he was too busy and didn't have time, let's talk about it later.

Tang's mother couldn't screw Tang Qing, and didn't continue to say anything, everything was according to Tang Qing's wishes.

Tang Qing was riding a bicycle, walking slowly on the deserted streets, the more and more cool autumn wind was blowing on his body, and the heat from his body faded away. He looked at the nightless capital, which was full of feasting and feasting, and his thoughts slowly drifted away. .

Tang Qing has a secret in his heart, which he has hidden for many years. He doesn't want to admit it, and he doesn't want to admit that he is gay.

The reason is that he feels that even if he has this tendency, he will definitely not be nice to any man, not only because he doesn't want to see his family members sad, but more importantly, he can't get over this hurdle in his heart.Tang Qing is different from other homosexuals. Others already had a definite understanding of their sexual orientation during adolescence, but he gradually realized that he was different from others after he was an adult and went to university. At this time, his He has already matured psychologically and physically. He thought he had been a normal man for more than [-] years, but it was a bit embarrassing for him to suddenly accept the fact that he was gay.

He doesn't discriminate against homosexuals, it's just that he can't accept that he is gay. He is from a small place. Even though he has been outside for so many years, he is still a Northeast man with a deep-rooted traditional complex. He believes that men must be gay. Marrying a wife and having children to carry on the family line is a matter of course, otherwise how can one be worthy of his ancestors, how can he be worthy of his parents?

Although he thought so, he really didn't marry a wife and have children until he was 35 years old. He found that things were not as easy as he imagined, and he could no longer accept women physically.

Tang Qing felt that since men and women were not suitable for him, then he simply didn't want anything, and concentrated on working to earn money to support the family, pay off the family's debts, see a doctor for his mother, heal his brother's leg and marry a wife, and leave the family inheritance to his brother. alright.

Thinking about it this way, Tang Qing felt that he was much more relaxed and in a good mood. After years of training, he was no longer afraid of contacting men, unlike when he first found out about this matter, he didn't dare to talk to men at all, for fear of being exposed One's own sexual orientation is annoying.

In fact, the incident between Zhang Lingxuan and Huang Wenyu had a big impact on him, and he was somewhat envious. He had also thought about finding a suitable one, as long as no one else found out, the two of them would be happy. It might be nice to be together.

But when Tang Qing thought of what they were going to do together, he started to retreat, because he didn't know whether he was above or below.

He really didn't dare to imagine that he was the one below. Whenever Tang Qing thought of this kind of thing, his scalp would tingle and his heart would feel nauseous, but the one above him couldn't accept it psychologically either. It was really embarrassing for him.

No matter whether it's up or down, he thinks that homosexuals are just torturing themselves for fun, can that be good?He really couldn't overcome this psychological barrier, so he simply didn't want to think about who he loved, anyway, he didn't want to have sex, he didn't want to touch men and women.

Because of this, Tang Qing felt that he was a little too abstinent.

The physiological structure of men is different from that of women. If there is no channel to meet their physiological needs for a long time, they will suffer from illness. Recently, Tang Qing feels that his body is not very comfortable. He always sweats and wakes up easily in the middle of the night. .

He sighed helplessly, he needed to do something tonight, otherwise he would really get sick.

Masturbation is like a routine for him, it's tasteless and uninspiring, every time he does this kind of thing, he feels very empty, so he will definitely hold back unless it is a last resort.

Zhang Lingxuan came early the next day, there was no one in the company, and the cafeteria was not open, so he went directly to the supermarket on the 10th floor to buy breakfast.

He found that Tang Qing was really a great character. He was early enough today, but when he reached the tenth floor, he found that Tang Qing had come earlier.

He walked over with his pockets in his pocket, patted Tang Qing's chair generously, as if greeting an acquaintance, "So early?"

Hearing Zhang Lingxuan's voice, Tang Qing trembled in his heart, wondering why it was him again?He hurriedly stood up, Zhang Lingxuan immediately pressed his shoulders, "You're welcome, you are busy with your work, I'm here to buy breakfast, and I saw you here, so I stopped by to have a look."

Zhang Lingxuan's hand was very hot, and Tang Qing could clearly feel the heat from that brief touch, he smiled at Zhang Lingxuan, "Mr. Zhang."

Zhang Lingxuan also smiled and nodded, then he naturally bent down to look at the computer at the same level, examining the renderings on the computer, his sculpture-like three-dimensional profile suddenly jumped in front of Tang Qing, so close that Tang Qing Qing subconsciously stepped back to the side.

After a few glances, Zhang Lingxuan turned his head to look at Tang Qing who was close at hand, and after looking at him for two seconds, he asked, "How long will it take to finish the painting?"

Tang Qing was not used to being so close to a man, so close that he could smell his breath and feel his breath, he cleared his throat, looked at the computer screen and said, "Quickly, only the finishing work is left , I can finish the painting tonight."

Zhang Lingxuan stood up and hummed, "Okay, send it to me tonight."

Tang Qing also stood up quickly, pushed away the chair, "Okay, definitely."

Zhang Lingxuan chuckled twice, "I've said it all, you don't have to be so polite, just sit down and do your work, I'll go first, and I won't disturb your work."

Just as Zhang Lingxuan was about to turn around, he stopped suddenly. He pointed to the steamed buns and fermented bean curd on Tang Qing's table and said, "Do you eat these for three meals a day?"

Tang Qing was stunned for a moment, this Manager Zhang is too generous, right?But when the boss asks you, don’t talk nonsense, just answer whatever you want, Tang Qing said, “No, I just eat it occasionally.”

Zhang Lingxuan couldn't help asking, "Is this... delicious?"

Tang Qing thought Mr. Zhang was quite funny, and asked him if it was delicious, so have you never eaten it?

Tang Qing laughed, "It's okay, I'm used to it."

Zhang Lingxuan glanced at Tang Qing again, nodded, "Well, that's fine, you can do your work." After speaking, he turned his head and left.

Tang Qing tilted his head and watched Zhang Lingxuan's back disappear around the corner, thinking, the relationship between himself and his immediate boss has really improved by leaps and bounds, are they familiar enough to talk about eating?

Well, this is a good thing. The better the relationship with the boss, the easier his future path will be. If possible, he will never let go of any chance to get close to the boss. He glanced back at the drawing on the computer and said to himself He said to himself, "Sure enough, gold always shines!"

At that time, if Tang Qing knew that such a broken propaganda poster would cause him a lot of trouble later, he would never have sent it to Zhang Lingxuan no matter what.

The next day the company issued a notice that new rules and regulations were introduced, and some original clauses were modified. Tang Qing had a training class to listen to, so he didn't read it carefully.

But Zhang Lingxuan looked at it very carefully, not because he was interested, but because he was always rigorous in his work. To put it bluntly, he was a perfectionist. To put it bluntly, he was picky. Anyone who slips through the cracks.

In fact, Zhang Lingxuan didn't know that Tang Qing's paintings were private work, and this was not something he could understand. He just thought that the promotional picture was very good, and wanted to collect it and appreciate it.

But when he saw that there was a system about prohibiting incumbents from accepting foreign orders, he thought of that painting almost immediately.

For some reason, he had a premonition that Tang Qing was taking on private work, so Zhang Lingxuan immediately called out the art work content of the highlight project team to check it, sure enough!None of the characters matched the posters, and neither did the scenes.

Zhang Lingxuan folded his hands by his mouth, stared at the painting with deep eyes and thought for a while, then reached out and pressed the phone, calling the assistant in.

"Mr. Zhang, what's the matter?" Assistant Yang Xue pushed the door open and asked.

Zhang Lingxuan looked at the computer screen and said, "Ask Tang Qing to come up."

"Ok."

Yang Xue is not tall, but she handles things quickly, so she quickly brought Tang Qing up.

Tang Qing was holding a meeting for the team members, and was called up by Zhang Lingxuan's assistant as soon as he was halfway through speaking. Along the way, he thought back and forth why Zhang Lingxuan sought him out, but he couldn't think of a reason.

He felt that he had been meeting with Mr. Zhang very frequently recently, which made him flattered.

When Tang Qing entered the room, he saw Zhang Lingxuan was smoking while looking down at some information.

Without looking up, Zhang Lingxuan said, "Sit down."

After Tang Qing sat down, Zhang Lingxuan looked up at him, and then he picked up the cigarette case at hand and wanted to hand it to him, "Come on."

Tang Qing hastily stretched out his hand to refuse, "No, thank you Mr. Zhang, I'm quitting smoking."

"Oh? Not bad, quitting smoking is not easy."

Tang Qing smiled, "Well, yes, it's very painful."

In fact, Tang Qing's smoking cessation has a lot to do with his recent physical condition. It may be too tired, or it may be a physical problem. In short, he feels uncomfortable when he smells smoke now.

Zhang Lingxuan is really strange, why this Tang Qing changed as soon as he arrived at the company, he looks like a capable old town, his tone of voice and attitude are very particular, and he also pays attention to the communication skills between superiors and subordinates, it stands to reason There is nothing wrong with him doing this. After all, it is private to publicize the public and private, and it is only natural to separate life and work. It is also the attitude that an excellent employee of a large company should have, and it is no different from the feeling he felt when he first met Tang Qing.

But Zhang Lingxuan feels uncomfortable in his current state. He thinks that Tang Qing who is outside the company is more interesting. ...

Zhang Lingxuan's eyes were narrowed by the smoke, and he looked at Tang Qing through the slits, and then he said something, which made Tang Qing's expression change immediately.

"The company has issued a new employee code, one of which is about the penalty regulations for in-service personnel who accept external orders, and it has just been revised."

When Tang Qing heard it, it was over, he was discovered!

He bit the bullet and asked, "How to punish?"

Zhang Lingxuan said, "Expulsion."