Concentricity

Yu Simian froze for a moment, as if he understood something, suddenly laughed, and lowered his voice to ask: "Xiao Mo, did you miss that?"

Mo Jinyan didn't answer, Yu Simian turned his body around and lay flat on his back: "I'm also a man, there's nothing shameful about not knowing anything." The guidance of the elders is ignorant of things like lust, and they may think it is dirty.He happened to be in the growth period of a teenager, how could he not make a fuss?

Mo Jinyan's mouth became a closed clam shell, and he didn't speak, although he really wanted to ask: "What should I do in this situation?" But he couldn't ask.

Yu Simian chuckled lightly: "Xiao Mo, this is a process that every grown man will go through. You should be happy, which means that you are already an adult. This kind of thing is a normal need of a man. Don't suppress it, but relieve it appropriately. It's good for the body and mind."

Mo Jinyan was still silent, and he really didn't know how to answer the conversation when he was talking about such a private topic with the person he liked.

Yu Simian thought he was embarrassed, so he was silent for a while, and said, "Do you feel embarrassed lying with me? Then I'll go out for a while." Then he got up and got dressed to go out.

Mo Jinyan suddenly grabbed Yu Simian's arm, summoned up his courage and said, "Brother Yu, can you—can you teach me?"

Yu Simian was taken aback for a moment, and then laughed. In a big family, when a man reaches adulthood, a slightly longer maid will help him to be enlightened.As for the children of Mo Jinyan, apart from the teachings of their elders, most of them rely on their own groping.

Mo Jinyan listened to him ignoring him for a long time, knowing that he had made a mistake, he lifted the quilt and prepared to get out of bed.Yu Simian grabbed him and said, "Where are you going?"

Mo Jinyan said with some shame: "I'll go outside to cool off, and I'll be fine in a while."

Yu Simian pressed him down: "It's good to lie down, I didn't say I won't help you, but it's only this time, there will be no next time."

Mo Jinyan was struck by lightning immediately, unable to move for half a minute, his heart seemed to be no longer in his chest, his soul seemed to come out of his shell all of a sudden, and his mind wandered to the sky, and he didn't come back to his senses for a long time.Mo Jinyan's original intention was to teach Yu Simian to teach him, but he did not expect him to take the initiative to help him.

Yu Simian coughed, and said somewhat uncomfortably, "I said it's only this time."

Mo Jinyan's soul finally dangled back into his body, with a "hmm" in his nose.Yu Simian's hands had already reached out to Mo Jinyan's body. His hands were not as rough as Mo Jinyan's, but due to long-term practice, they also had thin calluses, and it felt a bit prickly and comfortable to touch.His hand paused on Mo Jinyan's belly, as if to show his master's inner hesitation, but he went on.

Mo Jinyan's heart was beating like a drum, and he suddenly panicked. He felt that he was a little too much, but he was looking forward to it so much. He was willing to help him with such a private thing. If he could not develop further with him in this life, then The experience this time should be enough to recall for a lifetime.Thinking of this, the circles of his eyes couldn't help turning red again.

Just when Mo Jinyan was thinking about it thousands of times, Yu Simian's hand had already touched the most secret part of him, and his heart reached Mo Jinyan's throat, but Yu Simian covered the little thing with calloused hands, Mo Jinyan's head turned into a paste all of a sudden, and his heart had already flown to some corner, and he completely lost the ability to think.

All his sense organs are like the strings of a piano, plucked by Yu Simian's hands, sometimes in the clouds, sometimes whistling to the bottom of the sea, the ultimate physical happiness is not as good as the psychological happiness, he thought I'm about to faint.But it didn't, Yu Simian's hand moved slowly up and down on the fragility, causing Mo Jinyan's lower abdomen to convulse, he couldn't help but straighten his lower body, wanting to ask for more.Yu Simian speeded up the movement of his hand, he used the pulp of his thumb to stick the fragile tip, and rubbed it lightly twice, Mo Jinyan opened his mouth wide, panting and moaning heavily, his eyes narrowed suddenly, and his hands Holding tightly to the mattress under him, his body trembled suddenly, and he let out a low "ah", and couldn't help but spray out.

Yu Simian's hand paused for a moment, let go, and took it back. He smiled lightly and said, "Do you feel very happy? You can solve it by yourself in the future, and the elder brother can only teach you up to this point."

Mo Jinyan put his arms around Yu Simian's arm, leaned his head on his shoulder, panting silently, unable to recover from the extreme happiness for a long time.Yu Simian adjusted his breathing, moved his legs, and shrank his stomach uncomfortably in a place that Mo Jinyan couldn't see.

After a while, Yu Simian elbowed Mo Jinyan: "Xiao Mo, get up, brother, go wash your hands."

Mo Jinyan's face became hot, and he sat up quickly: "Yes, I'm sorry, Brother Yu."

Yu Simian chuckled, and cast a sideways glance at him in the darkness. If Mo Jinyan could see his expression clearly at this moment, he would never forget it for the rest of his life.Yu Simian smiled and said, "There's nothing to be sorry about, everyone is like this."

Both of them got up and cleaned up, then returned to the bed, Mo Jinyan was uncharacteristically lying next to Yu Simian.Yu Simian was a little surprised by the child's reaction, smiled and said nothing, he was willing to get close to him, there was nothing wrong with it.

After a while, Mo Jinyan moved away again, because he found that even though he had been touched to vent his anger, he still had a reaction against Yu Simian.Yu Simian's sense of touch and feeling are extremely sensitive, he naturally knew the child's reaction, he couldn't help but shook his head and smiled, it's really a young man's heart.He cleared his throat: "Xiao Mo, this kind of thing can't be done on your own will, it should be done in moderation, otherwise it will cause too much damage to your body."

Mo Jinyan said "Yes", and after a while, he said, "Brother Yu, I have something to tell you."

"what's up?"

"I, if you don't dislike me, I want to recognize you as brother Qi." Brother Qi originally meant sworn brothers, but in the meaning of Fujian people, there is another meaning. Don't say anything about recognizing him as righteous Brother Qi, but brother Qi, of course, because he harbors a small selfishness.

Yu Simian paused for a moment, Fang said: "You said you want to sworn brothers with me?"

"Well, to be brother Qi." Mo Jinyan answered ambiguously, but he didn't say brother brother sworn, his heart was pounding violently, expecting Yu Simian to say yes.

However, Yu Simian's answer was not so straightforward: "Xiao Mo, we can be sworn brothers, but not the Qi brothers you mentioned. As far as I know, in your Fujian, there is a difference between the two." Although Yu Simian It's not that they know everything, but they do know some customs in Fujian. For example, there are two types of brothers, one is ordinary sworn brothers, and the other is a relationship between homosexuals.

Mo Jinyan hesitated for a moment, knowing that his careful thinking had been exposed, he was a little at a loss, but he didn't want to just give up, he gritted his teeth, and continued to ask: "Brother Yu, don't you want to?"

Yu Simian could hear the child's nervousness and expectation, and he was unwilling to reject him directly: "Xiao Mo, do you know what brother Qi means besides being sworn brothers?"

Mo Jinyan gave a vague "hmm".

"You know?" Yu Simian was a little surprised, could it be that he had feelings of admiration for himself?

Mo Jinyan stretched out his arms and wrapped them tightly around Yu Simian's waist, as if he was afraid that he would run away: "Brother Yu, I like you."

Yu Simian's body was a little stiff, this was not the first time he was expressed love by someone, nor was it the first time he was subjected to same-sex love, he often refused others, but he didn't want to directly reject Mo Jinyan, he knew that this would For a child who is ignorant and new to lust, direct rejection is not a small injury: "Xiao Mo, you are still young, you don't know what Brother Qi really means, and I don't think it's good for two men to be together. "

At this time, men's style in Beijing is beginning to flourish. When Yu Simian was in Beijing, one or two friends said this. Once I heard this friend say that there are three places where men's style flourishes in the world: the capital, Jiangsu and Zhejiang, and Fujian.And Fujian is a holy place for good men. Men in Fujian are different from other places. Falling in love between men and men is not an ordinary playful relationship, but similar to a marriage contract between men and women. The two lived together until one of them got married and agreed to terminate or continue the relationship. Brother Qi even shouldered the expenses of his brother's future livelihood and marriage.This relationship is not discriminated against, and many parents even enjoy it.Yu Simian was preparing to come to Fujian at that time, so he paid a little attention to this anecdote, who would have thought that this would happen to him.He felt that Mo Jinyan was too indifferent, just coveting the pleasure in front of him, without considering the consequences in the future, once the feelings are given, can they be retracted freely?It would be unfair to anyone to get married and have children in the future, so he directly rejected Mo Jinyan.

Mo Jinyan doesn't know more about Brother Qi than Yu Simian, and he doesn't think so comprehensively. He only knows that Brother Qi is two men who can be together. He likes Yu Simian, and he obviously doesn't reject himself, and even Willing to help yourself with the most intimate things.The two Qi brothers couldn't be more close.He is willing to follow Yu Simian, no matter where he goes, it doesn't matter if he gets married or not in the future, as long as he can be with him, nothing else matters.And Yu Simian's words undoubtedly extinguished his hope like a basin of cold water, he loosened his arms, moved his head away, and avoided Yu Simian as far as possible.

Yu Simian knew that he had cleverly accepted his intentions. Although he felt a little regretful and pity in his heart, he still said firmly: "Xiao Mo, you are very capable and smart. You will definitely be able to do something in the future. When the time comes, Big Brother will definitely I will find a good marriage for you, and get married in a beautiful way. I am willing to be your eldest brother, but I don’t want to be your Qi brother.”

Mo Jinyan was so sad that he almost cried, but his father was right, don't speak so thoroughly, and leave room for yourself, otherwise there will be no way out.Now he expressed his love to Yu Simian on impulse, but was rejected so directly, what can he do in the future, can he still face him as calmly as before?

Yu Simian couldn't hear Mo Jinyan's reaction, and felt a little uneasy, would it hurt his heart? "Xiao Mo?" He asked anxiously.

"I see, Brother Yu." Mo Jinyan choked up, biting his lower lip desperately to keep himself from crying.

Yu Simian felt that he had an obligation to enlighten Mo Jinyan, because he had never been properly guided, so he developed admiration for himself, who is of the same sex.But what should I say?You should like girls, they are soft and amiable, and can bring unexpected comfort and warmth to people?Or do you say that you don't like me, which will make you disappointed and sad?It seems that the more you talk, the more you are making excuses for yourself.Yu Simian claimed to be a calm and sober person, but at this moment he was at a loss as to what to say.

Two people are covered with the same quilt, squeezed on a bed that is less than four feet wide, each has their own concerns, but their thinking cannot be blended, an invisible barrier gradually rises, and the distance between them is getting farther and farther.So close to the world, it probably refers to their situation.