I meet that kid every time I go on a blind date

Wrapped around his heart, making him only have that person in his eyes.Over time, his feelings changed, his brother was no longer simply the existence that made him feel at ease, his brother gradually fell into his dream and lay down under him, completely naked, either indifferent or winking like silk, Panicked to accept his caress, his touch, his penetration.How many midnight dreams came back, he woke up from the dream covered in hot sweat, his lower body was hard as iron, and the semen on the sheets was sloppy.

He calmly accepted his intolerable thoughts.He loves men, he already knew it before, and falling in love with his elder brother is not an existence that he cannot accept.Since he has abandoned this world deep in his heart, all sounds from the outside world cannot enter his ears.He only loves what he loves, so what does he have to do with others?

When he was 17 years old, he planned to leave the Huo family.Since then he has cultivated his influence and built his own network.If he stays in this home for one more day, he will suffer for one day.He had to watch the woman sitting where his mother should have been sitting, sleep with his mother's man, and enjoy the blessings his mother should have enjoyed, but also face the brother who complicated his mind.

He pretended to be soft on Huo Xiangquan, and asked Huo Xiangquan for a lot of convenience.Since then, he has used the name of his second son Huo to start a series of projects that he had already planned.He wandered around, endured the disgust in his heart, contacted the outside world, and quietly built his kingdom.Since then, in order to conceal his sexuality, he has also dated some women from time to time, showing it to Huo Xiangquan's people.The longest time those women dated with him was no more than half a year, and the shortest was only one week.

He walked through the flowers without touching his body, but every time he made those women linger and couldn't help it, either entangled endlessly, or shed tears.He also never had a substantial relationship with those women, so he never wavered towards those women.

But--

Every time he saw his brother, he would still be moved by his heart.He was struggling and suffering in his heart, but he still couldn't escape that person's gentle and smiling eyes every time he saw him, as bright as a pool of clear springs shimmering in the morning sun.

You can't escape your own heart, but you can only escape.All self-deception was shattered at the engagement banquet that day.With a smile on his arm, his brother walked up to the stage to accept everyone's blessings, holding the delicately dressed woman with flowers on her face, but he could only stand stiffly aside and bless him, there was no other way.In the end, he bid farewell to the only obsession in his heart with the song "Dream Wedding". The existence that used to be like sunshine and succubus was eradicated from the bottom of his heart.The wound was bloody and painful, but it made him happy.He finally got rid of the inner demon that had been tormenting him repeatedly for many years.

The man who still smiled like a breeze was no longer his obsession.That man is Huo Xiangquan's good general, the treasure that the woman loves to consolidate her position, and the son of the enemy who slowly walks into the web of power that he hates so much.

After letting go of his obsessions, his life seemed to be clear all of a sudden.Everything he is doing now is only for the sake of a clear path ahead of him, and no one will be able to stop him and influence his life from now on.He is more like a fish in water, but more cold and indifferent.

Until I met that old man.

He no longer remembers the night when he slept with that old man.And whether the old man knows the past secret in his heart is not important now.The old man is a great man, he dares to point at him, a stranger, and scold him in public to teach him a lesson; the old man is very timid, he can shrink his head and dare not make a sound when he is frightened; the old man has a kindness that reveals a fool , being treated like that by myself still helped me again and again; the old man is very knowledgeable about current affairs, and when faced with the deal he proposed, he accepts it with interest and frankly, without haggling, which saves face for both parties; For the thing he loves, the light from his brows and eyes can burn him; the old man has a heart of gratitude that people lack, he knows how to repay his kindness, and he is straightforward and unabashed.

old man...

old man

well.

He suddenly understood the profound meaning that like attracts birds of a feather and people form groups.Professor Lu, why do old men meet and get to know each other.This is not without reason.The Creator will always give you something in the dark, and you can see what you put in your heart, so as to get close and attract.

Ever since the old man fainted in the pool that day, he has doubted his own psychological problems for the first time.He first arranged for someone to take him to the morgue. In the cold and gloomy room, he watched them coldly put a male corpse about the same age as an old man in front of him.The naked male corpse, with a pale complexion, closed eyes, a slender and muscular body, with honey-colored skin all over the body, is very similar to the old man who fainted by the pool at that time.But he didn't feel it.

There is no mind-burning eruption that is ready to come out, and there is no itchy feeling of wanting to touch it and put it down.With a cold face, he only looked at the male corpse and left within a minute.Back home, he fantasizes about the old man's body, gets hard, and cums again.He's not a necrophilia, he's just in love with the fainted state of an old man, not baring his teeth or claws, not laughing angrily, but a warm, soft but elastic male body.

He doesn't understand, doesn't understand.Why is he so obsessed with this old man's body? Even though his memory of that night is blank, he can imagine the intense and bursting desires at that time.Just relying on imagination can make him ejaculate, what kind of concept is this?

During the week when Tu Wei thought they were in a cold war, he not only saw the male corpse, but also went to see a psychiatrist.The conclusion of an absolutely authoritative psychiatrist at the time was: You are not sick, and it is a normal state of mind to be infatuated with someone.

But I didn't have much interaction with that old man, and I even despised him and hated him before.

The psychiatrist said: That only means that in your relationship with him, there are things in him that attract you.Infatuation is not a bad thing, nor is it a disease, you can rest assured.If you are really still worried, come to talk to me regularly in the future, and I will ease your mind and prevent you from being too stressed.

With this conclusion in his mind, he went back to ponder, finally settled his mood, and called Tu Wei again that day.Then everything will come to fruition, he hides his thoughts, it seems that it is not so unbearable.

How about the old man?It's just a mallet, a pheasant that can't fly out of his palm.He didn't need to eagerly pull the old man to his bed, he could imagine how shocked, furious and hated he would be if he raped the old man now.He doesn't want the old man to look at him with those eyes, he likes the old man to brag to him free and easy with bright eyes full of joy.He just watched, watched, how the old man jumped in front of his eyes, and when he figured out his intentions, whether the old man would go or stay was only a matter of thought.

"Huh la la..." A figure jumped out of the water abruptly like a dragon coming out of the water, stirring up thousands of waves.His face was as warm and moist as jade, but his eyes were as deep as obsidian. The trickling water flowed down from his strong and strong back, and the water splashed everywhere, causing ripples on the surface of the pool.

The strong white arms were raised, and the wide hands covered the face, slowly wiping away the remaining water stains.

He just played a game of basketball with the old man yesterday, but today he suddenly wants to see the old man again.Hearing from him that she looks outstanding in pointing Jiangshan on the construction site, then go and see him.

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The author has something to say: the whole piece is a description of the heart, a little dizzy.If you don’t like to watch objectively, you can use it as a side story, Kaka.

So what, please catch insects.

ps: Thank you Huai'an Zhuoxian for the landmines, and -3- I got another cute animal, looking up to the sky and smiling

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Tu Wei was indeed giving advice.

He was wearing dark blue overalls, a hard hat on his head, and two figures of scholars wearing glasses stood beside him.He was holding a piece of jet-black mud in one hand, and a loudspeaker that came from nowhere in the other. He yelled to the left, yelled to his friends, and then lowered his head to discuss with the people on the side. wearing something.

There are loud shouts, the din of truck engines, and the sound of employees getting the saplings off the truck into the ground to start the machine.Large trucks carrying carloads of saplings came rumbling on the outer road surrounded by mountains, passed by Tu Wei, and stirred up a cloud of dust. The dusty dust swirled around, vaguely covering his The figure, and then there was another burst of excitement coming from the loudspeaker, "Hey, let me tell you how you drive! I said to stop that field, back it up for me! Back it up! I will maintain it if the soil is crushed. What the hell! Where is Little Wang? Come here!"

This is a depression at the foot of the mountain, the terrain is sunken, and it is full of green and thick grass everywhere, and there are all kinds of wild trees that have been in this area for many years, lush and lush, with long branches. , The tree shadows sway.The land for planting trees allocated by Tu Wei is right in the center of this depression, and there are also several places on the hillside, which are not ready to start construction yet.He was standing in that open field at the moment, next to the soil where the wild flowers, plants and trees had been uprooted.The mud has been refurbished, and the color is different. The undeveloped land on the side is black and yellow, full of vitality.The land is cut one by one, like the land of yellow dragons lined up neatly, starting from this end, leading to a distance that cannot be seen at a glance, jumping out clearly, crawling on this land, lying across the dark land surrounded by mountains .

Huo Shaobin was wearing a light gray shirt on his upper body, and a light-colored cowhide on his lower body.