I meet that kid every time I go on a blind date

Nodding, "It's him."

The doctor smiled and said, "You haven't come to me these weeks, I thought you had figured it out. Can I understand that you are more infatuated with him? What happened to you, can you tell me? "

Huo Shaobin seemed to be deliberating, and seemed to be thinking. He was silent for a moment, and said: "We have an agreement to meet once a week and play basketball. I just played basketball with him yesterday, and I went to see him again today. I think I'm starting to I can't help but want to see him."

The doctor asked curiously: "How does he get along with you on weekdays. For example, when playing basketball."

Huo Shaobin opened his mouth without any hesitation, "When he was playing basketball, his eyes were very bright, like a leopard. After playing basketball, he talked a lot, and he liked to brag and laugh. But in my previous impression, he was just a dirt The pheasant is so earthy that I despise it, loathe it."

"Then you went to find him today, what happened to him?"

Huo Shaobin was numb, "Today I took him to a restaurant where I used to eat in high school. After sending him back to work, I went home and imagined what he would look like, and hit him with his underwear." Speaking of this, he hesitated. The Buddha thought of something, and added another sentence, "It's very cool."

The doctor looked at Huo Shaobin calmly with his slender eyes, and found that he finally had some expression on his face, and asked, "Why do you have his underwear?"

Huo Shaobin frowned suddenly, then loosened his brows after a while, and said calmly: "I came back from his construction site, it was too dirty, so I went to his house to take a shower. His closet was full of red underwear. I scooped up his underwear and smelled it. It's all laundry detergent, but I'm still excited. I'm hard. That's when he comes out of the shower, and I don't know what to think at the time, but I want to keep his panties for myself and scoop him I went to take a shower in his underwear. I also took all his clothes and pants, yes, and the hat."

The doctor took a pen and wrote down something in the notebook, and then asked: "When you saw him coming out of the shower, did you have the urge to throw him down immediately and fuck him?"

Huo Shaobin thought for a while, "Yes, I was already very impulsive when I saw him, but I restrained myself."

Doctor: "Why do you restrain yourself? You can do what you want."

Huo Shaobin frowned again, "I won't force others. What's more--I had an unexpected one-night stand with him before. He reacted very violently at the time, as if he hated me. He should not be gay. If I did this, He will hate me."

Doctor: "Since he hated you before, since you have had a one-night stand. Then why does he still play basketball with you now and agree to you to go to him?"

"Because I helped him a few times later. He accepted my help, and he even thanked me later. The one-night stand between me and him was an exchange of equal value. Now we get along very well, and he seems to scoop me— Be friends."

"So he treats you as a friend now. But you have unreasonable thoughts about him."

Huo Shaobin was silent, as a tacit consent.

The doctor changed his seat, smiled and said, "Since when did you start to have that kind of thought about him?"

"That time he passed out in the bath, I looked at his naked body, and suddenly became hard. My first thought was not to save him, but to go up and fuck him. I could think that I might fuck him, but I couldn't control my desires at the time." Speaking of this, Huo Shaobin seemed to think of something again, and awkwardly changed his seat.

The doctor glanced at his lower/abdominal area with clear eyes, and continued: "Then you didn't do/him at that time, did you? What stopped you?"

"I'm a very disciplined person. It was true that lust got the better of me, but I decided to drag him out first. I didn't want him to die. But when I gave him first aid, I still kissed him , touched him, it felt very exciting, unprecedented."

The doctor listened to Huo Shaobin's increasingly excited words, and said: "I believe that you came to me just to find someone to talk to. How about this, I'll listen, and you continue to talk. About that old man, you can say whatever you want Tell me. I don't take notes, just treat me as your friend."

Huo Shaobin became expressionless again, and said: "Every time he enters the bath with me, I am very excited. Watching him slowly take off his clothes and get into the pool, I can get hard. I am very excited. I like his body, it's not that I haven't seen a man with this size, but his naked/naked look always gets into my mind. As long as he is alone with me, I can easily get hard. But every time I Remind yourself: don’t worry, don’t be impulsive.”

"His panties were all red. I don't like red. But the moment I saw his panties, I felt like my whole body was on fire. I could immediately imagine him standing in front of me in red panties and slowly peeling them off. The scene is like a fire burning in my head, I can always lose my mind, but I have to be rational."

"I feel that I am alone with him now. I look forward to it every time, but every time it is suffering. I have to be careful not to let him notice the strangeness in my eyes. Although I think my disguise ability is very good, but I I'm still afraid that my eyes will leak a little information."

"I want to fuck him so much, I think about it every second. I just close my eyes and I can see him naked/naked, so I can get hard, and then I can get myself out. I feel like as long as I don't fuck him, I will There is no way out of this cycle."

Huo Shaobin's calm and clear voice resounded in the room, not in a hurry, but resounding in people's hearts.It’s not that the doctor in the white coat has never seen this kind of patient. He has been in this industry for more than ten years. He has seen patients who committed suicide because of love traps. He had seen manic patients too.

What patient has he never seen?

But he had never seen a patient who could so calmly narrate his inner desire, and the beginning of this desire was actually love at all.But this patient, who is regarded as an elite in society, has no idea that his emotions are actually what a normal person should have.

This is really a -- not a patient.

Whether it is out of professional ethics or out of compassion for strangers, he is ready to directly point out this point.Because the young master thought he was sick at all.

He had actually met this young master before, but he didn't know the young master himself.His boyfriend is the owner of the bar that the young master used to frequent.The young master had seen him before, but every time he was on the verge of passing out drunk.He is also gay and understands the affairs between these men.What Huo Shaobin said, what he wanted to express, wasn't it the things he thought about every time he saw the little demon at home?

"You're interested in him. That's a sign of being infatuated with him. I don't mean you're infatuated with his body, but with him," said the doctor.

Huo Shaobin's maintained expression finally cracked, and he said hesitantly, "You mean, I like him?"

The doctor nodded, "Through your description, I can tell you clearly: you are a sign of love. Love is the combination of body and mind. You love his body and have desire. You dare not force him directly, which means you You care about what he thinks of you. You go to see him and say that you want to see him. This is love. Don't tell me, you haven't been in love before?"

Huo Shaobin's bushy eyebrows protruded suddenly, his expression was serious, and he hesitated: "I once had a crush on someone. I know what it feels like to like someone. I can clearly feel the difference between the two."

"What's the difference?"

"The person I liked before, I would obsess over him. But I don't miss him, because I know he is there all the time. I like his tenderness, which makes me feel at ease. Not long ago he got engaged, and I was in pain , but I survived. As for the old man, I have no other thoughts, I just want to fall in love with him, as for what will happen after falling in love with him, I have never thought about it."

"Then, you go to see it last time. Since you can't get rid of this cycle, then end it. See if he can really end like you said. If you still want to fuck him His second, third time, that's love. See what I mean?"

Huo Shaobin left in silence.Although it was expected, when the psychiatrist told him, he was still puzzled and shocked.

Why did the old man somehow become his sweetheart?

He just let go of his brother not long ago, how could he fall in love with this old man so quickly?The old man has a vulgar temperament, with the characteristics of a rough man all over his body, black, dirty and earthy.It was never his type.

Maybe it's because I've been lonely for too long?

Huo Shaobin frowned, his lips were tightly pursed, and the gloomy aura emanating from his body slowly flowed in the car. He started the car silently and headed towards the depths of the night.

Regardless of the end result, he felt he should give it a try.He also really, had been obsessed with the old man's body for too long, and he was about to lose control.

But how to fuck him, how to make the old man not look at him resentfully after being fucked by him, this is a problem.The psychiatrist was right, he really didn't dare, and he didn't want the old man to have a bad impression of him.He didn't know when he would care about what the old man thought of him.

Have to think about it.

Here Huo Shaobin is gearing up after going through a huge psychological shock, thinking about how to lure Tu Wei into bed.But Tu Wei didn't know it, and was happily preparing to go home from get off work to find Xiao Xiami for dinner.

In fact, Tu Wei had an idea in his heart, and wanted to talk to Xiao Xiami about Huo Shaobin.Huo Shaobin is really a very complicated person. Recently, he feels more and more strange and closer.