mountain god dance

Qingshan surrounds the hometown, Du Ruo is in abundance, and the autumn water is full of orchids, who can attract the soul.

The first is long-term lovesickness, and the second is long-term parting. Since then, the spring rain has been colder than ice.

The vastness of the river wind makes people worry, and the orphans in the mountains stand in the waves and look at the boundless distance.

The clear river pushed him with ripples, completely soaking the trouser legs one after another, and the tassels on his belt were floating and sinking.His father's shadow is always in his mind, Baigu is more familiar with his dusty outfit, vicissitudes of fingers, and the appearance of mending his own shoes than Tianxian Wugou later.

The moon is about to be full, and this year's Moon Chasing Festival does not have the candied sweet cakes made by my father. He will not have the sweetness, but the bitterness will live in it, and it will be boring to fill his mouth.

After he resolutely went to die, his body fell into the void, and he had to set up a tomb to worship in the future.

Baigu suddenly became angry: I want to worship his clothes?Who wants to worship those few bolts of cloth, buy them from the market, and pile them under the soil, what can they commemorate?

He is gone, so he should keep his clothes and store them properly in the cabinet, just like Zhuwei stores the sacrifices of the past.Even if you see it hurts like a knife, you should actually feel your heart hurt when you see it, so that you know what you have lost because of your weakness.

I was pampered so well that I couldn't accomplish anything.Hate, hating the sky is worse than hating yourself.

When Baigu came back dripping from the water, Jindian waited silently.Such a handsome man, his arm was tied with a tape as if it was broken, his sleeve was full of blood, dripping down his fingers, it was pitiful.

What to say, Baigu bowed his head in front of him, he couldn't think of a few pleasant words for a while, and was afraid that he would howl loudly, unable to control his emotions.The usual hugs and kisses seemed too close at this time, they should not be so close now, the father hoped that he would live with his elder brother, perhaps as a son, he should fulfill this last wish and take good care of him.

Fulfill a little of the few hopes left.

Lishui was noisy and lively, as if trying to cover up troubles with greater momentum.There are several sad things in life, and we should not break up lightly at the beginning.

Seeing him staring at his hand, Jin Dian said that it was okay, and then led Baigu back with his good arm.

His palms were icy, and the river wind chilled the river god.

The two walked through the bamboo forest full of worries, the scattered plums, the bursts of carefree songbirds, and all the innocent vitality floating above the sadness.Baigu was two steps behind him, staring at the back of Jindian's head all the time, his eyes dangling with the blue and red coral beads on the hair rope, swaying left and right, constantly moving, and his thoughts became chaotic again.

"I used to always want to take you on a long trip to various places."

Jindian's voice floated from the front: "But I never asked you if you would like to go home or stay. I only care about my own thoughts, so I should ask you. Some people say that I am selfish and talk to myself, Perhaps, it is so..."

He led Baigu to the door and let go: "Okay, let's go home first, there are still many things to prepare."

Baigu's heart "thumped": "What are you planning?"

Jin Dian smiled wryly: "The demon is not dead, we failed to kill him last night."

Fortunately, as long as he didn't bury his father... Baigu took one last look at Jindian before entering the door. The two were so unrestrained and happy, full of affection, and they were his first man. No matter where they went, they were happy.

As soon as he stepped on the threshold, Brother immediately came up to meet him, but stopped halfway; Lan Jian, who was meditating, opened his eyes to observe the situation, but did not dare to make a sound.

This is not a home, like any other place, there are cautious neighbors, strict ancestral halls, everyone has to look at each other's faces, and hide secretly.

Looking at the food box in his hand, Baigu felt that his father's bones were buried inside, which was his heart, but once he opened it, he saw his greed for food and fun, his coquettishness and innocence, being doted on, And all those wasted good times.There is also the one who always responded to childhood prayers. Baigu once went up the mountain to look for him, but he was not there at all.

"Mountain God." Baigu recalled.

Hearing Baigu's words, they asked together: "What happened to him?"

Baigu thought about it for a while, and felt that it was his own business, and there was no need to explain everything to them.Even if many feelings are expressed, what others can experience is far from what one feels.It is unnecessary to let them guess their minds and add to their troubles.

Baigu grew up in an instant, and grown-ups have secrets.

He shook his head and asked: "What happened, what happened to you after I entered the short life?"

Shan Mi wanted his younger brother to take the initiative to speak, so he briefly talked about the situation of Zuo Ye fighting against the three demons and all the ghosts, encouraging him a lot, and pointing out that it was indeed Zhu Wei who brought Chi You's remnants and indirectly killed Bai Wo.

"Zoowei turned into a ghost, got up early and changed his mind, and what he is doing now is worse than before. Whether he lives or dies, we are not up to us to judge." Shan Mi said, pointing at the snake body of Zhuwei, as if he disliked a father-killing enemy, "Bai Gu, come and let it go."

Baigu withdrew his gaze and rubbed his palms.

"Brother, what do you mean, if I spare Zhuwei, would it be unfilial?"

"What, of course..." Shan Mi didn't expect him to answer like this, looking at his face, he felt a little annoyed, "Brother didn't mean that."

"Death is regret." Baigu scratched his fingers, "After a person dies, the hearts of those who survived are full of regrets. Those who die have no medicine to live, and those who regret have no medicine to heal.

"In the future, when Zhuwei comes to kill me again, I will fight with all my might. If you die, it's not the fault of any of you, it's because I can't win."

He continued to speak, his tone indifferent: "Since the demon-killing sword is brought, let's discuss how to deal with the demons now. After that, let's go our separate ways."

As soon as these words came out, Shan Mi immediately looked at him hurtfully: "Where do you want brother to go?"

Baigu said distastefully, "Chang'an? Yuhang? My brother mentioned a lot of good places at that time."

Sugi was shocked: "Why mention it now..."

Baigu: "It's not revenge, that's what I'm thinking about now. My father lived alone for two years and he's fine, but if there are too many people, he'll die. It must be that there are too many people to lose his life."

Seeing that his words became more and more outrageous, Jin Dian, who was leaning against the wall, interrupted forcefully: "I know you are in trouble now, but even if you drive everyone away, there is no law to solve this problem."

Bai Gu snatched the words: "I..."

Jin Dian is more serious, and has the majesty of the gods to the young people who have lost their discipline: "When you are sad, you shouldn't be told to be strong. You can't be strong if you put it on anyone. But blindly giving up on yourself is a trick of the devil. You can be defeated behind the scenes, and we will be distracted from each other, are you willing to do this?"

When you are sad, don't make any decisions.

Baigu's father's words suddenly sounded in his ears, and he fell silent for a while.

"Anyway, I'm not leaving."

Unable to resolve the stalemate, Lan Jian said in a calm tone, seeing that everyone looked at him, and explained: "Didn't Master Bai Wo build this house that covers the sky and the sun for me? I will try my best to cultivate my original body here."

When Shan Mi heard this, she seemed to know that this was the answer, and said to Baigu: "Yes, brother will not leave, and Lai will be by your side. Who else can you be angry with, in the future, it will be me! "

The mood that sinks in the bottom of the valley seems to finally start to climb up. There are still people in this world that I can't let go of, and the feelings that I can't get rid of.

Baigu exhaled the turbid air accumulated in his throat, and it seemed that his five sense organs had regained a little sense: "You can do whatever you want, this is my father's house, I don't care what I say."

"Actually, bro, I'm not sure, I'm afraid I'll make you happy, but..."

Shan Mi stopped talking, looked around the people, and said: "As far as I know, the original god should not be extinct. The rain god is very special. He will be reborn from the sky veins little by little. But Uncle's situation is special. , he himself has given up his position as a god..."

"Wait, Dad seems to have said that."

Baigu became excited, and looked at the white moon full of fish swimming around on his wrists: "Rain is life, right? Rain is the lifeblood of all things, and he left after recovering his spiritual cultivation!"

Jin Dian nodded lightly: "It's true. The original god is the vocation destined by the Tiangong. He is unparalleled in the universe and is unparalleled in the universe. Since he is unparalleled, he must be unique."

"That's it! Where will the father be reborn? On the mountain? In the river? In the clouds?"

Baigu was even more excited. He saw that the world was full of warmth: "I will see him again, and I will know that there is no farewell... not yet! Dad has done so many good deeds, how can there be no good rewards? There will be good days !"

He finally revealed his bright eyes, so much hope that Jindian hesitated: "... Baigu, listen to me. If the Rain God is born again, he probably has no memory of this life.

"He's not like Zhuwei who can turn into a human being. If Master Bai Wo is born from the sky veins and returns to human beings, he should, he should be the one who doesn't know you... He is the God of Rain, But not necessarily your father."

These words pierced his heart at the end, Jin Dian bit his lower lip: "Do you understand?"

Baigu's smile froze, and he repeated word by word: "He, not necessarily, is my father..."

Bai Wo turned the key spiritual egg that was preparing for rebirth into someone else, a babbling little one, and when it grows up, the little one will become irritating and entertaining.But because of this choice in the past, they will no longer be in contact with each other in the future, and they will no longer be father and son. This strong blood relationship has been severed.

Baigu was breathing heavily, obviously unable to accept this result.

Indeed, he knew how badly he treated the reborn god: he lost Suwei's egg and the broken snake, and left mercilessly when Suwei needed care and love the most.

But Dad will become an irrelevant person, which is more difficult to accept than before. If Xin Baiwo will have a new child of his own - thinking of this, Baigu's throat seems to be stuck by a fishbone, and he seems to see his father feeding the non-existent Picking the moon and stars for him, picking fungi for him, buying him clothes and repairing his shoes——Baigu will be pissed off by the imaginary picture, and when he thinks about it, he will be filled with tears, not just complaining; After thinking about it, I clenched my fists, not just jealousy.

There is one more sad thing: Maybe when the Rain God returns again, Baigu will grow up to the age where he doesn't need his parents, maybe he will become a hero who likes to fight alone, maybe he will be a deity who lives alone, and he will suddenly have a family. Fetters, but get in the way.

Lost at the right time, it becomes difficult to reconcile when you get it again.

Baigu turned into a dazed look again, muttering to himself: "I don't agree, I don't agree..."

The child does not agree, but God agrees, so what should I do?

The green and red mangoes in the food box look very familiar. Shan Mi knows that this mango tree has disappeared a few months ago. The mudslide caused by malice ended the fate of the old tree and its courtyard. Ruthless and brutal.

He stretched out his arms and hugged his brother tightly, kissed him and comforted him: "Baigu, my brother is here... Poor..."

At this moment, Jin Dian suddenly blurred his eyes and his feet were swollen. He realized that he had lost too much energy and had to go to rest.So he had no choice but to remind Baigu: "Didn't you just talk about killing demons, this matter has become easy and difficult.

"The simple thing is that we have the Demon Slayer Sword. I have tried the power of this sword. One hit is sure to hit, and the hit is sure to kill. The difficulty is that we have all been injured, and it will take time to accumulate cultivation."

Baigu wiped his face with his sleeve and nodded obediently.

Shan Mi didn't want to keep his younger brother down, so he said, "Baigu, you have to practice quickly. With the determination born from these experiences, you may be ready to break through the qualifications of spiritual cultivation. Brother, I want you to rest more, but I'm afraid that the evil spirits will lead the Changyetai to counterattack and disturb more villages, and then we will be even more at a loss."

He wiped his brother's face: "Brother will not leave you, you know, you are not alone, brother is also your relative, your sister is still there, remember."

Baigu just sent a letter to his sister a while ago, but he hasn't received a reply yet, so he sniffed, "How is my sister?"

Shan Mi: "She's fine. The demon doesn't know where she is now. She can't blackmail you. Don't contact her for a while."

Baigu cried until his head was spinning, his heart was a little confused, and he understood it abruptly: "I want to raise a girl, I will be fine, don't worry. I will go outside to practice. As for how to break through, brother Help me if you know how."

He took another long breath and decided: "Also, just put Zhuwei here, if he is still alive after three days, it is God's will to tell me to save him."

After Baigu finished speaking, he went to the martial arts arena with red eyes. In the current pain, this is the only thing that can distract him.

Seeing this, Shan Mi wanted to go with her, but she turned back halfway and handed Lan Jian a red brocade box.

"Almost forgot, this is the Qiankun Zhuanqing Pill, which has the function of eliminating evil and clearing away evil. After taking this elixir and practicing again, it will be like a tiger with wings added."

The panacea that can also help the gods to forge must be the high grade of the nine layers of mending the sky.Lan Jian wanted to know what terms he had exchanged, but seeing that he was so tired that his face was dull, but he tried his best to maintain a neat appearance, so he got up and thanked him solemnly, and then he did it.

Shan Mi took another crimson gem from her bosom, and said bluntly to Jin Dian on the other side: "This one is not that powerful, but it can also heal your hands."

Jin Dian's arm was still bleeding, and the wound was deeply cracked, but he himself was not in a hurry to take it, but looked at the other party interestingly: "Oh? This is also from Luoyang, as if you borrowed two from the emperor's old man. Come back with your life. Did you take anything else?"

"I don't have to tell you."

"This stone has the mind of a living creature, how do I know if you are trying to harm me?"

Shan Mi curled her mouth: "The meaning of this is that you are still afraid of me."

"Well, there is progress, and the jokes are more fluent. If Baigu knows it, he will be happy." Jindian took the stone and felt it in his hand, "Although it is a living thing, it has no will."

"Turn the living people of the Longevity Clan into lifestones." Shan Mi immediately turned to look for Baigu, and said before going out, "Take care, don't die."

Jin Dian held the stone and pondered for a while, then followed with a "tsk" sound: "When it comes to breaking through from human to immortal, can this new immortal understand better than me?"

Everyone left in an instant, leaving only Lanjian and the dying Zhuwei in the room.

Covering the sky and covering the sun, the courtyard is covered with overcast clouds, and the sun hangs outside the sky, like a moon in the valley.Lan Jian couldn't calm down to practice, and his mind always recalled the appearance of the water gods in the past walking among the mountains and seas and above the fields.They raised their hands to feed the living creatures, the insects and birds devoured the dew, the cattle and sheep drew the river, and the small animals drank the well, and the enemy was caught in the mist in the sky. .In a blink of an eye, I thought of my elder brother burying his dead lover and drank the undrinkable spirits; I thought of brewing tea with old Sugami, but the old Sugami bid him farewell; hand; remembering that I was immersed in a pool of blood to transform my mind, my mouth was full of bitter blood, and there was almost no hope of surviving.

People want to taste something other than water, to taste the final farewell.

The elixir in the box is like gold, with five elements in one, three lights and six qi, it is specially made by the longevity clan to ward off turbidity and quench the body.

Baigu said that watching people die is a living person's regret.

Lost at the right time, it becomes difficult to reconcile when you get it again.

"Tell me, is there anyone in this world who doesn't regret it?"

Lanjian took out the elixir and came to Guihua Zhuwei, opened his mouth, and fed the Qiankun Zhuanqing elixir into it.

"I got lost once," he whispered, "but don't do it again."

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