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Sun Yu woke up leisurely lying on the bed. Seeing that it was his own room, Gao Shenghui handed him a glass of water and said:

"Drink water. I don't want to beat around the bush with you. Tell me what's going on? Why did you leave without saying goodbye and then never hear from you again? Now that I've found you, I want to hear from you no matter what. Explain, otherwise you will never want to avoid me again."

Sun Yu sat up, lowered his head and said:

"It's all over, don't ask me anything, okay?"

"It's over, is it really over? So what's going on with you? Why are you so sensitive?"

"Stop asking, okay? Please, stop asking."

"Do you think I will give up? Regardless of the relationship between us in the past, I will not care what happened to one of my good brothers now, let alone you. Let's talk about it bit by bit. At that time Did someone discover our relationship when you left? Is it your Uncle Wang or my parents? "

"Sheng Hui, don't ask, okay? This matter is over, so what's the point of asking again? It's not very good now, you have your own family, and I have my own life."

"I'm divorced, but I have a son, 4 years old, and this is my family. So what's your life? Wife and kids?"

"How did you get divorced? I saw..."

"You saw that I was married, right? Li Dan told me, where are you? Do you have a wife and children?"

Sun Yu lowered his head, shook his head slightly, and said nothing.

"This is what you said I have my family, you have your life, they are all alone. Say it!"

"What? I don't want to tell you, even if you beat me to death, you won't be able to ask. It's not like you don't know."

"Okay, I won't ask you this, so just tell me what's wrong with your sensitivity? Little hozen, don't tell me anything, okay? You make me feel bad for you, you know? Say it , no matter if there is a big trouble, I will carry it with you, if you are really sick, even if you go to the ends of the world, I will cure you, do you understand?"

Gao Shenghui looked at Sun Yu, and saw that Sun Yu's face was ashen, expressionless, hiding in the shadow of the lamp, and said in a low voice:

"I'm dirty, so dirty that even I look down on myself. I was kidnapped, imprisoned, injected with drugs, raped, so disgusting!"

After hearing this, Gao Shenghui was surprised, but seeing that Sun Yu's expression didn't change at all, his face was ashen. Gao Shenghui sat by the bed and asked softly:

"Is it convenient to talk about it? If you don't want to, forget it."

Sun Yu didn't move, and after a while, he sighed and said, "I know if I don't tell you, you will pester me, well, let me tell you, maybe you won't want to be with me again if you know. I'm not going to die. I went to my mother in New Zealand, and the first two months were okay. I gave my mother 15 as a year's fee, because when I knew I had to go to New Zealand, I started to think about my future. Let's go, one year is the longest time I spend with her, it won't be too much, and then I will go to study in the United States, but I didn't expect that after two months, my mother proposed to let her be the guardian of all my property, and she must let me Of course, it is impossible for me to sign the certificate of custody of the property, because even if I am willing to sign it, it will be invalid, because at the beginning, in order to prevent anyone from getting involved in this property, my grandma clearly stipulated in the contract with the trust company that I only have 20 I was only eligible to exercise my right to use and manage this property at the age of 10. Unexpectedly, my mother's step-son found out about this and kidnapped me with two of his friends in society, forcing my mother and I contacted the people in the country and paid money to release them, but the trust company only followed the contract, and they would ignore a phone call, so I was imprisoned like this.” Speaking of this, Gao Shenghui’s heart followed Sun Yu’s The narration was also painful, and I saw that Sun Yu continued to say as if telling someone else's story: "My mother wanted to find my father and threaten my father, but you also know the relationship between my father and my mother. He only thought that I Mom lied to him, so they didn't pay attention to it, so they took my credit card and the remaining [-] yuan in it, and then threw the credit card away; they just thought I didn't give them the money, so they Trying to force me to submit again, both hard and soft, no matter how I explain it to them, it’s useless, so I thought of a way: inject me with drugs, saying that I will find ways to make money when I become addicted to drugs, but my mother didn’t stop them At this point, Gao Shenghui stretched out his hand and grabbed Sun Yu's hand, and Sun Yu seemed to be in grief, a tear rolled down his cheek, "At that time, I was addicted to drugs, and I was not like a human being. Unlike ghosts, in order to buy drugs, I called my dad again, but I didn’t dare to tell him the truth, even if I told him, what’s the use? The sky is high and the emperor is far away, but my dad sent me money, but At that time, when I called my dad, I completely forgot that my credit card had been thrown away by them. Even if I had money, they couldn’t get it out. They became furious and found out why I came to New Zealand, so the three of them raped me that day. As soon as I vented my anger, I...it hurt so much! I passed out from the pain on the spot. My mother was afraid of death and called an ambulance. I woke up in the ambulance and asked the doctor to call the police and escaped. Their control has also left this problem since then, and it got worse at the beginning. As long as someone touches me, I will yell, have nightmares at night, curl up in the corner every day, do not say a word, self-mutilate, and even think of suicide .”

When Sun Yu said this, tears were streaming down his face. Only then did he feel that his left hand was wet with tears. Gao Shenghui had already knelt in front of the bed, holding Sun Yu's left hand tightly, and his head rested on Sun Yu's. On the back of Yu's left hand.

"What happened next? Have you seen a heart doctor?"

"I have seen it, thanks to the help of the psychologist, he let me turn my attention to other areas, so I started to read and study, and gradually got better, but I am still sensitive to other people's touch; The lawsuit, and I am a Chinese citizen, so I notified the Chinese embassy. Thanks to the help of the embassy during the lawsuit, my injuries were cured, I quit drugs, I found a lawyer, and helped me reapply for a credit card. TOEFL, completed the New Zealand high school exam, applied to two universities, one in New Zealand and one in the United States, and completed everything I wanted step by step; because of conclusive evidence, I won the lawsuit, and the three people Sentenced to a heavy sentence, my stepfather and my mother were also sentenced to prison, and I announced in court that I would break away from my mother-child relationship with my mother. In addition to medical expenses and legal fees, I also received a sum of compensation. I donated more than half of it to the Chinese government. My dad rushed over after learning about my situation. He just felt sorry for me and wanted to take care of me, but I no longer needed his care. I came to the United States after receiving a scholarship, plus my educational expenses, which was stipulated in the contract with the trust company at that time, and started my study process.”

"Little hozen, I'm sorry, I ruined you. If you didn't, you wouldn't have suffered so much; but you are wrong about one thing, and I won't leave you. Since I let me find you again, I won't allow you Leave me again, now we are all adults, and after so many years, my feelings for you have never changed, so I will never let you leave my side again, from now on, I will protect you and take care of you You, I love you, of course, if you want to get married and have children, then I will not stop you, but as long as you want, I am here, no matter when, I am here waiting for you, so don’t refuse me, okay? You don’t know I am in pain right now, it really hurts me to death."

After hearing his words, Sun Yu was taken aback for a moment, and then moved to tears, but after a while, he smiled wryly and said:

"Sheng Hui, don't be stupid. After all these years, our state of mind is very different. Besides, you have not only your parents but also your son to worry about. They won't let you put your mind on me. That's me. I will not agree, especially if it is not good for children, you should continue to go your own way, and we should not have any intersection, just like the past ten years."

Gao Shenghui also had a bitter face, and said:

"In the past ten years, you should ask Li Dan, how have I lived these ten years, except that I looked for you everywhere at first, and then I became an unintentional body, studying hard, staying away from that city, and marrying a I don’t want to marry a woman. I called Xiaohozen when I was in sex. I haven’t been home for two years. When I got home, my son can already call someone. Then I got divorced. I took care of my son while studying for a master’s degree. But I've lost interest for a long time, I don't think about anything, just living like this, do you think it's interesting? Little hozen, do you know where my heart is? It's here with you, it's been with you from the beginning to the end, I thought Time can dilute my longing for you, but on the contrary, it becomes more intense, now that I have found you, I have found my heart, don't let me lose it again, okay?"

Sun Yu's tears flowed down worthlessly, and said:

"Sheng Hui, I can't give you anything anymore. Now I really look down on myself, I think it's dirty, I can't deserve you anymore."

"You're a bitch, don't you have any idea of ​​staying the same? Whether it's dirty or not, in my eyes you are the same from beginning to end."

"It's not like this. At that time, we were glued to each other. It was your will, and we both enjoyed it, but that time I didn't do it voluntarily, do you understand? I can't get over this hurdle by myself, which has already made me have sex life. A kind of fear, I am no longer interested in it, it is impossible for me; not only that, if I don’t have too close contact with others, I can accept it, but you are different, seeing you makes me nervous and scared, you To me, you are different from others."

"I'm willing to listen to this, but, Hozen, I don't want to be with you just to sleep with you, but you, as long as I have you by my side, the rest doesn't matter to me, I can sleep with you Of course it is perfect, but what if you don’t have it? And as we get along, maybe you will gradually overcome this psychological obstacle, and you may not be able to get better. If you still have concerns, let’s rent a bigger one. Let's continue going to hell hand by hand!" (Let's continue going to hell hand by hand!)