Era of otherworldly entertainment

Tan Qianye was not there. It was said that before the finals, the organizer was planning to hold a closed training camp. I couldn’t sleep well by myself, so I turned over and got up. I took out a diary from the locked drawer, and flipped through it casually. Turning over, when I saw a certain paragraph, I couldn't help but smile at the corner of my mouth.

I saw him today, he walked by my window without looking at me, every class time passed so slowly, it was unbearable, I suddenly wondered how he was in class?

After class, I waited for a long time, only to see that fat man running around, but he was nowhere to be seen, expecting him to appear.

In the afternoon, the old man said that he wants a campus art festival. This kind of thing is really disgusting. Listening to the chirping of those people next to me like birds makes me more and more disgusted. Qin Tian, ​​you are going to tie me up in this damn place even if you die !But that's okay, otherwise, how would I have met him?Do you think he will be my friend?It doesn't matter, as long as he doesn't reject me or loathe me, it's fine. I don't know if he is willing to give me such a chance?

XXXX, XX, XX, sunny.

The harvest is good today. There are many radios and electronic tubes in the garbage dump that are not completely broken. These are my treasures. After returning home, as long as the above components are soldered down, this is a good circuit board. At least this channel can be obtained. stuff without costing me a penny.

When passing by the lottery office, I bought one.Thought I was just being random?No, I'm just good at grasping the rules of all zero-sum games.The principle of zero-sum games means that in a game, players win and lose, and what one party wins is exactly what the other party loses, and the total score of the game is always zero.

As for the law of winning, the method of distribution, and the time of drawing, I have already observed these things in depth. I like numbers, just like I like computers. These things are much better than people. Comfortable.

"I'm back!" I pushed open the door and called out habitually, imagining Qin Tian turning over inside to drink, muttering something.

Think I'm crazy?No, I didn't, I know very well, he's already dead, just occasionally, the empty house makes me depressed, I can only imagine that I have him with me, so I can't be so desperate, when I start to clean up the circuit boards , Those who are desperate have nothing to do with me. All I have is excitement. You can never imagine the sense of accomplishment when a dilapidated thing shines again in your hands, or a complete thing is divided into pieces by you. The excitement of small pieces.

I casually took out a cucumber from the corner, sickly, a few days ago?I've already forgotten, who cares, I can't die anyway!

I thought of that person again, how great would it be if he could be my friend?Talk to me, but his beating posture is so handsome, in fact, I really wanted to ask him, buddy, does his hand hurt?

It's just that I didn't dare, for fear of being beaten.

Later, later, I just didn't want to be his passer-by, and then I couldn't forget it.

xx year xx month xx day, overcast

I stood by the balcony unnaturally and glanced at their class. His seat is empty, maybe he hasn't come yet?The first time I did such a thing, I was a little scared, afraid that others would pay attention to me, and that others would know what I was doing.

Standing on the balcony on the second floor, I saw that person approaching slowly at a glance, and the fat man was still following him. What's so good about that fat man?It can make him look at him differently, why don't you look at me when I'm so nice?I want to be with you too……

When he went upstairs, I was a little guilty, forced a smile, I wanted to try to say hello to him, hey, don't go!

This atmosphere is really unbearable, I can only run back to the classroom, I can't help but knock myself on the head, why are you so stupid?Why can't you be more generous, don't be afraid, don't panic, he is different from those people.

xx xx month xx

During self-study in the morning, others were reading books, I didn’t want to read them, I could memorize such simple things one by one over and over again, how stupid, those people gathered together, some of them were discussing the new books, they had nothing to do Sometimes, I also watched it and couldn't indulge.

The gangsters in that class ran up to me laughingly, slapped my head, and asked me for money. This kind of person, hey, rubbish!No, not even garbage, I can't beat them, and no one can help me, I can only hug my weak parts and let them bully me.

That person put his hand into my trouser pocket, and the other person directly rummaged through my schoolbag. I clenched my fists and wanted to endure it, but suddenly I had a flash of inspiration. At that moment, I only had one thought, I want to change shifts. This is opportunity.

I reached out from my schoolbag and took out the screwdriver I usually used as a spare. The hand holding the screwdriver forcefully chopped towards the palm of the person. I would stab anyone who dared to step forward. There was silence in the classroom, followed by bursts of screams. A smear of red flashed across my eyes, and I pinched my palm, it was so sticky and full of blood.

The little bastard clasped his hands and screamed, but I couldn't stop being excited. I pulled his hair, restrained my urge to paint his face with a screwdriver, and stared firmly into his eyes, " I will never let anyone who bullies me!"

The man was trembling with fright. I always knew that my eyes were cold. This is what Qin Tian said. He said that when I look directly at people, he is always afraid that I will be anti-human and anti-society. ?I don't know either.Anyway, after that I started to grow long bangs so that no one could see me.

The girl screamed desperately, someone came up to grab my screwdriver, and someone ran out. After a while, the teacher came in. Before he came, I restrained my expression and adjusted it to fear, despair, and fear.

The teacher didn't immediately agree. After suppressing the matter of my hurting others, he only said that he would consider it. Naturally, those little bastards were demerited, and I was only too defensive.

After returning from the teacher’s office, the students all looked at me with fear, and those little gangsters didn’t even dare to look at me. It’s okay, I don’t care. I suddenly realized that I was wrong before. Why did those people only dare to bully me , It's not that I don't have a backer behind me, but I'll let you know that anyone who offends me will end badly.

It's really easy to get their communication numbers, and the tricks are even more subtle. I have a lot of patience. I have been lurking and eavesdropping for a few days. Where they are going, I will arrange them in advance, either parabolic or for no reason. Falling while walking, breaking down while driving, being caught playing cards for gambling, picking up girls and being prostituted, drinking and being reported for being poisoned, these small methods are not enough, what can you find out with just those scumbags?

kindness?What kind of person am I?Gloomy, withdrawn, intelligent, cold, vindictive, what else?Plus a little narcissism?This is what Qin Tian said, but I don't agree with it, I'm just bored, this world is just a game that has to be played, and there is no fun in it.

XX, XX, XX, Campus Art Festival

These days I often see him in a hurry, and I rarely see him in school. I heard that he also performs. I am a little proud of him, but a little worried about him.

Holding the report card in my hand, when I came back, I put it in my treasure chest. This is the first thing I collected about him. I forced myself to close my eyes and go to sleep, but I couldn’t fall asleep. In , I always think about the appearance of standing on the stage playing and singing, and the heart of wanting to be friends with him is even more urgent.

The next day, the teacher saw that all the classmates avoided me for so many days, and the atmosphere in the class was extremely dull. After thinking about it, he finally let go and asked me to change classes. The first thing I thought of was his class. Simply, Their class was not full, and the head teacher agreed.

When I followed the class teacher, I was a little nervous. I was about to see that person at last. He looked up at me. People around me talk and don't pay attention to me at all, I hate it!

xx xx month xx

Every time I go home, it’s empty, I don’t want to go back, I see the little fat man out of the corner of my eye, I think, I should go to him, I follow them, wait until they part ways, don’t think about it, I follow him, and then stand at his house In the shadows in front of the building in the community, I hope that he will come out occasionally.

I have plenty of time, so what to do when I go back, there is no one I want, I just stand in the shadows and watch the lights of his house turn on and off, and I don’t turn back until I am exhausted.

I don’t know if anyone has noticed that he has changed a lot, not in terms of personality, but in appearance. The lines of his entire face have become much sharper. The reason for noticing it is because I want to be friends with him. My favorite pastime is learning to draw, which was also taught by Qin Tian. At the beginning, I drew circuit boards, and then I slowly started to draw dead objects, and then I drew figures. Before that, Qin Tian drew the most, but he died. Now to draw him...

Sometimes when I have nothing to do, I get up early, and I will specially run to his neighborhood, wait for him to go out, and then follow his steps into school together. I don’t feel tired, because as long as I think of him there, I will feel warm .

Am I looking more and more like a pervert now?Maybe, but I don't care, I look forward to his appearance every day, and we meet countless times.

And I'm just looking forward to you will stop, and then go back and talk to me!