memory castration

When sending Li Xinlong to the door, he lowered his head and said, "It's still early, would you like to go in and have a drink?"

I subconsciously wanted to refuse, because I was afraid of meeting Xiao Ziqi, but when I saw his big flickering eyes, I suddenly became obsessed, "Okay."

Li Xinlong was very happy. After pushing open the iron gate, two little greyhounds came out from the yard. They ran to us with fat and soft buttocks twisting. They were as silly as their masters. There was thin sweat from the tip of his nose. , "Don't be afraid, they won't bite."

I have seen this kind of little milk dog at Xiao Ziqi’s place before, but the feeling is completely different. Although his little ha has not grown up yet, he barks very consciously like a wolf dog, and his cold eyes make people feel displeased, so a When I see it, I will trample it with my feet.

And these two of Li Xinlong's felt like little sheep, with gentle eyes and soft voice, I couldn't help squatting down and touching them.

Li Xinlong stood and watched for a while, then called: "Xiaobai..."

"Ah?" "Oh." One of the puppies and I raised our heads at the same time.

Li Xinlong's face turned red suddenly, and he pinched his fingers in embarrassment, "I'm sorry, I didn't call you."

I reacted, and looked at the dog in embarrassment.

"Come in, let's go into the room." He stammered to invite me in, poured me a glass of juice, and then sat far away, looking very nervous.

Two puppies followed in, lying on my feet and tugging at my shoelaces with their mouths. I looked at the bizarrely large living room, "Are you the only one at home?"

"Well, my parents are doing business in Jiangcheng, and they only come back during the holidays."

"Then how do you eat?"

"Buy outside."

They are really outrageous parents who don’t even care about their children’s lives in order to make money. In comparison, although my grandma and I live in poor conditions, we are much happier to be able to eat delicious and hot meals every day.However, Li Xinlong's independent ability is really amazing. Living alone can keep the room clean and tidy. If it were me, I would turn this place into a doghouse, right?

"If you have time some other day, you can go to our house to play. My grandma cooks delicious food."

He froze for a moment, as if it took him a long time to understand what I said, "Is it okay?"

"Of course! By the way, your home is so far away from the school, why do you see you walking back and forth every day?"

"I...can't ride a bicycle, and I get dizzy on the bus, so I had to walk." His face became even redder, and he didn't dare to look at me.

A sense of guilt surged in my heart, "Then I'll pick you up and see you off, and I'll teach you when your legs recover."

He hurriedly postponed, "No, no, how can I trouble you, and we are not on the way."

I scratched my head and said nonchalantly: "It's okay, anyway, I'm free every day, and I can't delay anything for more than ten minutes."

While we were chatting, there was a sound outside the door, and a handsome boy walked in, it was Xiao Ziqi.

Li Xinlong seemed to be very afraid of him, he got up quickly and said: "Tang, cousin, you are back."

"Ah."

Xiao Ziqi glanced at me, and Li Xinlong's voice became more trembling, "I invite my classmates to play at home."

"You guys go ahead, don't have to repay me everything." Xiao Ziqi raised his lips and smiled meaningfully at me.

Seeing his figure go up the stairs, Li Xinlong let out a long sigh of relief, and goose bumps appeared on my arms. This pervert has such a virtue before he is an adult. No wonder he will be creepy when he grows up.

Thinking of this, it felt like several needles were stuck in my buttocks, and I couldn't sit still anymore, "I'm going back, otherwise grandma will be in a hurry."

Li Xinlong sent me to the door, "Be careful on the road, it's dark, don't ride as fast as when you came..."

I laughed at him, "Why are you acting like a little daughter-in-law?"

He closed his mouth a little dissatisfied, but after I flew a few meters, he couldn't help saying: "Slow down, be careful!"

I was riding a bicycle through the night in early summer, and Li Xinlong's voice, "Be careful, be careful" echoed in my ears... over and over again.

This person... seems to be a transparent person in my previous memory, how can he feel so cute now?

Time passed quietly like running water, and half a month had passed in a blink of an eye.I seem to have gradually gotten used to this kind of life. I go to school every day, help my grandma with housework when I get home, and occasionally go out with a few classmates. Life is plain and happy.

Now Li Xinlong has become very familiar with us. As the class monitor, he still does the same things: catching people who are late in the morning, maintaining discipline in self-study classes, mediating for bickering girls...but it doesn't feel as annoying as before up.

Even Yang Wenxiong, who still doesn't like him, told me that this kid is not bad, but he looks too much like a girl, and I get annoyed when I see him.

"How could it be?" I quickly turned the pen on my chin, looked at the boy who was circling between the two girls, and suddenly called out his name, "Longlong!"

Li Xinlong looked over blankly with a swollen face, "Huh?"

"Smile!"

His face turned red, "Don't make trouble, go to self-study."

I quietly pushed Yang Wenxiong with my elbow, "Do you still find him annoying?"

Yang Wenxiong scoffed coldly, "What's the use of being cute, I'm not a girl!"

"How can girls be so cute?"

"Fang Yibai, you pervert...you have the nerve to say such a thing, be careful that all the girls in the class despise you."

Li Xinlong came over, wondering: "You guys are too noisy, keep your voice down, it will affect others."

I smiled, took out a bag from the drawer, and stuffed it into his arms from the hem with lightning speed.

"What!" He clutched his school uniform nervously.

"Grandma's fried pumpkin seeds, I'll bring you some."

He bent his eyes and said in a low voice, "Thank you."

Yang Wenxiong was sour and bubbling, "Enough is enough for the two of you, Yibai, this bastard, used to leave all the delicious food to me, but now he has moved on and showed his affection in front of my face ..."

"Don't talk nonsense!" Li Xinlong interrupted him with a blushing face, "Stop talking, we'll talk about things after class."

On the last day of summer vacation, the campus was filled with cicadas' restless calls.

Li Xinlong rode my broken bicycle, wobbled towards it, and shouted tremblingly: "Don't let go, I'm afraid..."

"Don't worry, I'll be watching from behind, you just need to grasp the direction."

"You won't let go, will you?"

"No...don't worry, don't look back, look ahead."

"Well, I seem to know how to ride..." He turned his head hesitantly, saw me laughing on the slope a few feet away, panicked all of a sudden, and turned crookedly towards the side of the road.

I ran over quickly, but it was too late, he hit his head on a tree and got a big swelling, and the knee of his sports pants was cut, exposing a section of Bai Shengsheng's calf.

"Are you okay?" I was so frightened that my whole body stood there like a wooden stake.

He looked at me, flattened his mouth, and burst into tears, "You lied to me...you said you wouldn't let go..."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I'll take you to the hospital right now!"

The car hit a tree, the entire front wheel became deformed, and the chain was broken in two. I threw it aside and pulled Li Xinlong out, "Can you walk?"

He choked up, "The leg hurts."

"Come up, I'll carry you."

Probably because of the severe pain, he obediently climbed onto my back without any protest, and continued to complain, "You lied to me..."

"I'm sorry," I really didn't know what to say other than this, his tears fell down, and all fell on my neck, which made my heart twitch, "Do you have a headache?"

The wound on the leg doesn't look very serious, the most nervous thing is the head, in case something happens...

He buried his face on my shoulder, "Not going to the hospital."

"I want to go, otherwise what will I do if I have sequelae in the future?" It would be too bad if I became what I was before.

"Don't go to the hospital, there is medicine at home, just rub it on." He said in a pleading tone.

I hesitated, "Okay, I'll be with you, if you feel uncomfortable, just tell me right away, okay?"

He is a little shorter than me, thinner than me, and he is not like me and Yang Wenxiong running around and fighting all day, so he is very light, and it is not difficult to carry on the back.

When I arrived at Li Xinlong's house, I started rummaging through boxes and cabinets to find medicine, carefully cleaned his wound, and applied medicine to him with a cotton swab.

"Does it hurt?" I asked.

With tears in his eyes, he nodded and put his arms around his shoulders, "Just bear with it for a while, and I need to apply some medicine on my head, I will take it lightly..."

Li Xinlong grabbed my sleeve, his facial features were all wrinkled together, although hissing noises kept coming out of his mouth, he tried his best to keep his body still.

His skin was fine, as white as porcelain, and his cheeks were lightly furred, like a freshly ripe peach.The drooping eyebrows looked pitiful, the long eyelashes were stained with tears, and the eyes were glowing miserably. I couldn't help but reach out and wipe it for him, "Don't cry, I was wrong today, you don't have to learn from now on, I'll buy it." I want a new bicycle to take you to and from school every day, okay?"

"What if I went to high school?"

"I will also drive you to high school and college."

He bit his lower lip with his white teeth, and looked away angrily, "You won't, you never liked me."

"Who said I don't like you?"

After spitting it out, we all held our breath, and our faces were very close, with only one finger between our lips.His lips were pink and swollen from being bitten just now, he looked like freshly peeled jelly.

His dark eyes are as pure and flawless as black grapes, with a little shyness and anticipation in his eyes, but he doesn't dodge.

"I," the heartbeat was still for a moment, and then it started beating violently. I seemed to have entered a mysterious dream, and I heard my uncontrollable voice in a trance, "I like you."

Li Xinlong was like a magnet, attracting me to approach slowly. Just when my lips were about to touch, I suddenly caught a glimpse of the stairs from the corner of my eye, and there was a person standing there unexpectedly.

There was a smile on the corner of Xiao Ziqi's mouth, but his eyes were dark and dangerous, like a vulture waiting to be caught, he had been watching silently for an unknown how long.