memory castration

The divorce event did not go well, so Xu Yifei's complexion did not feel better for the next two days.

I tried my best to hide in the bedroom and not meet him face to face, so as not to bring myself an unwarranted disaster.

When I was free, I went through the notes I got back and found that it was a bloody memoir of being abused. I really don’t know why I wrote down these things in the first place.

There were heavy footsteps outside the door, and I immediately stuffed the book into the pillow.

Xu Yifei pushed open the door and didn't come in, but leaned there and stared at me coldly, with a bit of contempt and an indescribable hatred in his eyes.

There was a heavy smell of alcohol in the air, I looked at him and turned away quickly, closed my eyes and fell asleep.

"Fang Yibai," he called me, took out a cigarette and put it on the corner of his mouth, and asked, "What did you do behind my back two days ago?"

My spine was shivering, my brain went blank, and I couldn't help shrinking my body.

He took out a small thing from his pocket and threw it over, "See for yourself."

The black flash drive hit my nose and it hurt, but I didn't dare to cry out.

Xu Yifei sneered, "Get up, don't pretend to be dead."

I had no choice but to sit up, run barefoot to turn on the computer, click on it after scanning, and saw a video file in it.A layer of cold sweat suddenly broke out in the palm of the hand, and even the mouse was almost slippery.

Xu Yifei put his body against my back and taught me to turn on the video with his arms.

The video was shot at a good angle, and the post-processing was great. The face other than mine was completely covered by the mosaic.On the big white bed, two bodies were intimately entangled together, making blushing moans and collision sounds from time to time.

Xu Yifei pinched the back of my neck, "Open your eyes, why don't you dare to look? Where did your face go when you were laying down like a dog and being fucked?"

I can't tell what mood I'm in right now, shame?anger?fear?Or... Regret?I pinched my palms hard with my nails, hoping to reorganize my collapsed sanity as soon as possible and find a way out for myself.

After feeling my body trembling, Xu Yifei lowered his voice and said, "Fang Yibai, do you know what I'm thinking right now?"

Seeing me shaking my head, he pulled off his tie and put it around my neck, and said in a low voice, "I'm thinking of some way to kill you."

The tie suddenly tightened around my throat, I couldn't escape, I couldn't escape, the picture in front of me gradually became blurred, and finally only the corners of Xu Yifei's slightly raised mouth remained.

At the last moment of losing consciousness, I actually wondered why he laughed, because he could get rid of me, or did he think that by doing so, he would wash away the shame I put on him?

Just when I thought I was going to die, I was awakened by a buzzing sound and a strange pain.

I wanted to move but I couldn't. My whole body was tied to the bed in a "big" shape. What's more, the air was so cold that I didn't seem to be wearing any clothes.

A mass of cold and soft stuff rubbed against my tailbone repeatedly, dry fingers touched my buttocks inadvertently, the touch felt strange and strange.

"woke up?"

I turned my face in surprise, only to find that Xu Yifei was leaning on the bedside and flipping through a magazine, it wasn't his hand...there was a third person in the room!

He slapped my face with the magazine, "Did you think I'm going to let someone fuck you? It's a beautiful idea! I just want to make a mark on you."

It's a tattoo!I suddenly came to my senses, what on earth is this bastard trying to do?

He leaned into my ear and threatened, "I advise you not to struggle, or I will fuck you in front of others."

My body froze, coupled with the trembling caused by the pain in the back, I bit my lip and couldn't speak a word.

After half an hour, the stinging pain from the needle finally got over, and the man packed up his tools and left.

Xu Yifei stood in front of the bed and looked at it for a while, then loosened the rope for me satisfied.

I got up and looked in the mirror with my back on my back, and the content was actually: Xu Yifei's mount!

"Xu Yifei, I hate your mother!"

I roared and rushed over, because I didn't have any defenses, I hit him squarely.

But soon Xu Yifei came to his senses, quickly knocked me to the ground, "Fang Yibai, are you courting death?"

I was so angry that I couldn't choose what to say, "You beast, what do you think of me?"

He sneered, "What do I take you for, don't you know? As a free-riding dog, as a bitch!"

This is probably the most disgusting thing I have ever heard in my life. I was stunned for a long time and couldn't think of the right words to scold him back.

After Xu Yifei finished speaking, he also seemed to sense that something was wrong, but he arrogantly put on a stinky face.

The two were silent for about 5 minutes. He let go of his hand and looked down at me, "Fang Yibai, didn't you say you wanted to break up that day?"

"Yeah, have you finally figured it out?" I fumbled for a piece of clothing and put it on.

He sneered sneeringly, "If you share it, you will share it. Do you think I can't bear you? Take your things and get out, and don't let me see it in the future."

Two days ago, his fiancée said to me: If I can't let Xu Yifei dump you within three days, write Shen Xiwen in reverse.

By now I have to admit, she is really a powerful woman.

After sitting and watching for a while, Xu Yifei probably thought my reaction was boring, so he slammed the door and went out.

Originally, I didn't have anything in the house, and the clothes I packed before were still there, and I could pick them up and leave as soon as the box was closed.

The difference is that this time it's not being hypocritical or playing petty temper, but that there will never be a future again.

I believe that I still love him until now, but I also understand that this love can no longer withstand any toss.

With a silent sigh in my heart, Xu Yifei, goodbye.

When I walked out of his residence with the suitcase, I actually felt relaxed.

Fang Yibai, it's great that you are finally free now.

After taking two breaths of fresh air, an ordinary-looking man in a suit stepped forward and said, "Mr. Fang, Mr. Xiao wants to see you."

I raised the corners of my mouth and smiled, "Do I have to see him if he wants to see me? Fuck him!"

The man in the suit was shocked by my vulgarity, "Mr. Xiao asked me to ask you if you remember a girl named Xiaomi."

Xiaomi is my younger sister. I can’t remember what she looks like. I only know that she is very obedient. She used to be very attached to me, but she seems to have left the country.

We haven't been in touch for a long time, what does Xiao Ziqi have to do with her now...?

The headache was about to burst, I covered my head and felt dizzy.

The man in the suit hurried up to support me, "Mr. Fang, are you alright?"

Before losing consciousness, I seemed to swear something to tell Xiao Ziqi to die.

Facts have proved that the curse is ineffective. Many well-dressed beasts live more moistly than ordinary people, such as the smiling vixen in front of me.

Xiao Ziqi seemed very happy to see me sober, handed him a glass of warm sugar water and said, "Xiao Bai, your health is really bad now."

I looked at him helplessly, "There are so many people in the world, please don't catch me playing alone, okay?"

He half-truthfully said: "I mean it, it's really sad for Xiaobai to say this."

I remembered the situation before I fainted, so I asked, "Why do you know Xiaomi?"

"Because the name is written in the notebook, I just asked people to ask casually."

"I don't know what your plans are, but I can see that you don't like me being with Xu Yifei. Now that we have broken up, any past grievances you have with him have nothing to do with me. Please don't pester me anymore. let go."

"Have you broken up yet?" He stared at me for a while, with incomprehensible softness in his eyes, "Let's go on a trip to Egggarson!"

"What? Why?" I couldn't believe my ears. He was like a mystery to me, and I could never figure out what I was thinking.

Xiao Ziqi rested his slender and cool fingers on my forehead, and said in a gentle tone as if treating a lover, "Isn't Xiaobai broken in love? I think traveling is the best way to heal."

I sat up, hesitated and said, "That's a good proposal, but I think it's more appropriate to go alone."

Xiao Ziqi said unhurriedly: "I'm the living map of Egggarsen. I can help you carry your luggage on the way, and I have a ranch there. You can ride a horse and herd sheep if you want. You can stay as long as you want."

"Really?" Being greedy for petty gains will indeed kill people. Coupled with the language problem, it is indeed difficult for a person to travel abroad. If someone is traveling with you, why not do it?

He took out his phone and showed me the photos one by one.

All of my illnesses disappeared in an instant, and I was full of energy and said, "When are you leaving?"

He rolled his eyes, "Anytime."

The next day, I hurriedly boarded the plane and flew out of Jiangcheng. I felt that I was hopelessly crazy. I knew that Xiao Ziqi was dangerous and had ulterior motives, but I still fell for him time and time again.

But now without Xu Yifei, what else can he plot against me?

What's the matter with love? For a person like me, maybe there will be no tomorrow after today, so what do you want to do with such a long-term thing.

Just as I thought about it, I heard a familiar voice, "Miss, please get me a cup of iced coffee."

Xu Yifei? !Why is he also on the plane?The hairs all over my body stood on end, and I looked at Xiao Ziqi in bewilderment, did I get betrayed by this guy again?

At the same time, Xiao Ziqi was also shocked. After seeing the two people in front of him clearly, he raised his hand at me and said with a wry smile, "I swear, this time is really just a coincidence."