Shura of the Beastman

I like you.

Ivan was stunned, but then it wasn't a deer bumping around, but aggrieved.

like me?

If you like me, why did you leave for ten years?

If you like me, why haven't you heard from me?

If you like me, why don't you come back sooner?

Heresul originally smiled and waited for his reaction, but when he saw his gradually pale face, his black eyes were stained with sadness, his whole body was shaken, and he immediately became helpless.

In fact, he had long suspected that Ivan had recognized him, but seeing his indifferent attitude, he couldn't be sure. It wasn't until he was drunk that night that he carried him back to his room.Just because he knew Ivan well, he was the kind of person who would keep three points of defense even if he was unconscious in the face of unfamiliar people, so when he hugged him horizontally, his body was not stiff at all, which That says it all.

He thought he didn't think he must be angry with him, or he wanted to observe him to see whether his appearance had changed, and whether his inside had also changed, so he used actions to tell him that he hadn't changed much, and he was still the same Yi The Shura that everyone is familiar with.But time passed slowly, and it was time to reach the Northern Continent. Ivan's attitude was still indifferent. He really couldn't hold back, and began to try to force him to recognize him.

The sentence "I like you" is the same as what he said to him countless times during the years when we were young together, and it contains the same feelings. He just wanted to tell him that his heart for him has never changed.

But why, did he show such a sad expression?Did he not believe what he said, or did he think he was just saying it casually?The more Heresur thought about it, the more flustered he became. Just as he was thinking about what to say, the person opposite had lowered his eyes, covering all the emotions in his eyes.

"I'm tired, let's find a place to rest." Ivan said lightly, but there was almost inaudible tiredness in his tone, and he turned and left without waiting for his reaction.

Horesul's expression showed panic in his eyes. He watched him walk away without hesitation or even with some determination, as if he was about to leave his world in the next moment. This kind of inexplicable fear filled his heart. He quickly followed Getting up to him, she reached out and grabbed his arm, making him stop.

Ivan turned around and met a pair of uneasy dark red eyes.

"Ivan... What's wrong with you? Did I say something wrong?" His tone was cautious and worried, but somehow made Ivan irritated.

Since you care so much, why don't you come back as soon as possible?

"It's okay." Ivan said, but his tone was obviously bad, and his displeasure came suddenly. He just wanted to be alone for a while now, but Heresur grabbed his arm, so he had to say in a low voice, "Let go !"

"Tell me, what's the matter?" Heresauer frowned, pulled him in front of her, and tried to speak softly, "If it's because of me, I apologize, don't punish yourself for other people's mistakes."

"I said it's fine!" Ivan became more and more irritable, "I'm very tired now, please stop talking? Let go!"

Heresul frowned even tighter, and his intuition told him that if he didn't figure out why Ivan was acting like this suddenly, he probably would continue to deny him, but he looked really angry, and after careful consideration, he still Slowly let go of his hand.

Silently following him, looking at his face secretly, he kept thinking about every detail just now, and really didn't understand where Ivan was offended, he knew that he was really a gentle and good-tempered person, and the number of times he got angry in his memory was a handful Countable, but what seems to be a vexatious situation like today is unprecedented.

What is wrong?Heresur pondered over it, but still couldn't come up with it, and couldn't help but feel dejected. When the two entered a hotel, the boss told them that there was only one room left, and Ivan left decisively to find another one. It's even more frustrating.

Ivan seemed unwilling to be in a room alone with him tonight.He frowned and thought for a while, lagging behind on purpose, and when Ivan left the small hotel, he immediately whispered something to the hotel owner, turned the obsidian on the ring in his hand, and turned it into a special seal, and stamped it on a white On the paper, after handing it to the boss, he immediately went out to catch up with Ivan.

The sky was getting dark, and Ivan and Heresul ran all the places where they could stay, and the answer they got was either that there was no room or there was only one room left, which made Ivan very depressed.

He really didn't want to be alone in the room with Heresul tonight!

"That...you don't have to worry about me, I'll just find a place to spend the night tonight." After leaving the last hotel, Seeing his frowning, Heresuel said aloud.

Ivan looked at him for a while, and suddenly said, "You didn't do anything, did you?"

Heresul's heart skipped a beat, but his face showed appropriate astonishment, as if he didn't understand why he asked, "I didn't." Then he sighed, "I think I really pissed you off, so you That’s why you think so.”

He glared at him and scratched his head a little irritably, "Forget it, it's only for one night, let's go."

There was a flash of a smile in Heresul's eyes, he nodded, and he walked back to the best hotel in the city that he had asked before. Live in the best and most expensive one, but he doesn't have to pay for it anyway.

After being taken to the room on the top floor, the two walked in one after another.

The black and white long-haired carpet is all over the floor, so you have to take off your shoes as soon as you enter the door. The soft touch from the soles of your feet is very comfortable, which shows that this carpet is valuable.Ivan remembered what the hotel owner said because it was the best and most expensive room, so it was vacant, because there were too few people who could afford it, and it was indeed a luxury, but when he took a few steps forward, his expression changed Change.

The room is very big, it seems to be bigger than the lobby on the first floor of the hotel, the main color is black, all the furniture is silver, with exquisite patterns carved, but it is the picture in the center of the room that makes him look pale. Super big bed, black silk hangs from the side of the bed, the four corners are full of complicated folds and lace, on the top of the bed is a black translucent curtain hanging from above, the wall lamp emits a dim and ambiguous light, and there is a hazy wall inside the room , it can be vaguely seen that there is a small bathroom inside the wall...the whole room reveals an indescribable sense of ambiguity...

This is basically the same as the love hotel in the big city in the previous life, it is still a fun class!

Horesul was taken aback when he saw the layout of the room, and then received Ivan's suspicious gaze, and immediately said, "It has nothing to do with me, and it's my first time to come to this place." The words were so categorical that I almost swore an oath .

Ivan snorted coldly, such a romantic room seems a bit dangerous tonight and said...

Heresul didn't think too much, looked at his expression, made sure that he was not obviously unhappy, then proposed to eat first, and asked him if he wanted to eat in the room or go out.

After sitting on the boat for more than a month, Ivan finally set foot on land today. In fact, Ivan was really tired. Coupled with the previous episode, he was also mentally exhausted, so he decided to eat in the room.

When the two of them were full, before Ivan could say anything, Heresur said that he had to go out for something, and then left the room. Ivan looked at the closed door, and then at the door behind the hazy wall. Thinking of counting him as sensible, he took a break and went in to take a shower.

Soaking in the warm water, the fatigue of his body was relieved, and he sighed comfortably. Looking at the white ceiling, he couldn't help sighing when he thought of what happened not long ago.

He knew that his emotions came out of nowhere, but it was at that moment that he felt extremely wronged. He saw the seriousness and full of emotion in his eyes when he said "I like you", but it was because of this that he was angry.

He knew that he had been guessing whether he recognized him or not, and his cooperative performance gradually tried to tell him that his feelings for him had not changed, he remembered his likes and habits, so he believed that he was still the same. In his heart, after all, if he didn't put a person in his heart, no one would remember the habits of a person he hadn't seen in ten years so clearly.

But that being the case, why didn't he come back as promised?He made an agreement with him for ten years, and it really took ten years for him to appear?If it is agreed to be a hundred years, he will not come back until 100 years later?Did he really take him to heart?

He couldn't figure it out, he suddenly didn't want to play the guessing game anymore, he wanted to show his cards, he wanted to ask everything, but he was afraid that he would give him bloody reasons such as 'I didn't come back for your own good' , if this was the case, he was afraid that he couldn't help but be disappointed, and finally found that they were not suitable after being separated for ten years.

He closed his eyes, and the vivid memories in his mind began to churn, the companionship in his childhood, the ten years of separation and waiting, scenes were constantly revolving, and then he found that under the polishing of time, that person had become an irreplaceable person. The presence.

Yes, he was reborn in another world. Kars gave him a warm home to pull him out of the haze of the past, while Shura gave him the purest and most sincere feelings from childhood to adolescence. Perhaps others will think that he is for the youthful feelings. It is regrettable and distressing to insist on wasting the beautiful years, but he himself has no regrets, because he knows that, except for the young man who gave him warmth by his side, he will never wait for others for ten years .And more importantly, there has never been any betrayal between him and him, which is the most unforgivable thing for him, so even if he missed the appointment, but when he appeared before his feelings for him disappeared, at that moment his heart In fact, he forgave him.

But later, he was restrained by Hellegal and couldn't recognize him, but it made him surprisingly angry. Did he think that he could be hurt by others because of his lack of progress in strength over the years, or did he think that self-righteous protection was good for him?Have you been overwhelmed by the door in the past ten years in the North Continent?so stupid!

Afterwards, watching him anxiously guessing whether he had recognized him or not was fun, and I felt like punishing him in my heart, so I got along with him at a leisurely pace. Memories of teenagers are no different.

It seems that nothing has changed, at least when facing himself, he is still the boy who will be emotionally affected by his every move, every word and deed.

Is there a showdown?He meditated until there was a cool feeling on his body, and the bath water was no longer warm. He sneezed, got up quickly, put on his clothes and walked out of the bathroom.

Horesul hadn't come back yet, he was wiping his head while thinking about what he was doing, and then his mind went back to the question just now.

At this moment, there was a soft door opening sound, and he turned his head and saw Hereshul walking in holding a square brown wooden box. He glanced at it, but didn't ask what it was. After all, Ivan now I'm not familiar with 'Herresul', so I can't probe into other people's private affairs.

But Heresul decided that he was really still angry, and came to him with the box in his hands. Ivan was sitting on the edge of the bed, and he didn't sit beside him, but squatted down slightly at his feet, Handing the box in his hand to him, motioned him to open it with his eyes.

Ivan glanced at him suspiciously, thought for a while but did not refuse, put down the towel in his hand, reached out to open the lid of the box, and was stunned for a moment.

The box is divided into grids of the same size, and there is a round candy in each grid, the color is very beautiful, crystal clear as if it is a high-quality gemstone, the sweet smell that wafts out will definitely make sweet tooth lovers move their index fingers , but because of the beautiful appearance, he was reluctant to speak.

Ivan stretched out his hand to pick up a red candy with some confusion in his eyes, and put it in his mouth. The sweet and sour taste immediately filled his mouth, but it made his eye sockets sting a little.

He seldom gets angry, especially with people he cares about, but once in his memory, he got angry with Shura and didn't speak a word to him for seven days. It was during that period of common experience. Arriving in a tribe, during his stay, he hit it off with the only magician and witch doctor of that tribe, and had a great time discussing the making of magic items, and one of the ancient magic item making required a weird creature living deep in the forest. The eyes of the monster, maybe at that time he really wanted to make something like that, but Shura actually singled out that powerful monster by himself!

At that time, Shura was seriously injured. He knew that he was only disregarding his own safety because he wanted it, but that was how he got angry. Put on a dumb face.

In the end, the child held a candy in front of him with a pitiful expression. He looked at him for a long time, and finally he took it and put it in his mouth, which was considered forgiveness.Since then, it seems to be a routine, whenever he is angry or unhappy, he will coax him like this.

"Don't be angry with me, okay?" Heresauer begged softly, the look in his eyes was the same as he remembered.

"Since you haven't forgotten..." He looked at him, his black eyes no longer concealed the raging emotions in his heart, and those eyes hit his heart directly, and he was shocked, "Since you remember the relationship between me and you... All the things, all the details, all the...promises, so why didn't you come back as scheduled?"

Every word that the hoarse voice uttered made Horesul froze on the spot, his heart was beating like thunder, he looked at him with longing eyes, and waited nervously with his breath held.

Then he heard him calling him—

"Shura."

The author has something to say: I feel that the plot has been a bit procrastinated recently, so I sped it up. This chapter is written very slowly. I don’t know if everyone will find it awkward.

In fact, according to Ivan's personality, he himself is a very tolerant person, or everyone will think of the Holy Mother when dealing with Shura's breach of appointment, but I think he can easily forgive because Shura has never betrayed.

Although Shura missed the appointment, he returned after all. For Ivan, this is actually enough. If Ivan finds out that Shura likes someone else, then he can definitely let it go decisively.

Lightly forgiving is not because of the Holy Mother, but because he really loves that person deeply.

Well, what exactly do I want to express, I don't seem to understand myself... just take it as me to complain.

The recent update is really unstable. I want to apologize to everyone, because I have to take the test, and I have to check the information to prepare the thesis opening and so on. However, I will try to squeeze out time to update. It should be updated every two days at the latest. , if there is no accident, it will not exceed three days... unless Calvin or the gun is smoked.