Biochemical Otaku Chronicle

Chapter 23 leave

We sometimes like a person, a painting, a poem, a book, but what we really like

But often it is not the person, the poem, or the book itself, but what we see from it

.Man is a narcissistic creature, always looking for a mirror suitable for himself in others.

And Xi Jingyan is such a mirror to Su Xiaoxiao.

Since entering the base, Su Xiaoxiao has almost completely cut off contact with the outside world.In the current situation where the situation is relatively tense, the management of the base is also relatively strict. Even if they can access the Internet, they have installed filters.So regarding his departure the day after tomorrow, he had to sign up for an application report in advance.

After Luo Mi finished talking about taking care, looking at Su Xiaoxiao who was slowly turning away, her fingers that were still typing on the keyboard slowly stopped, and said in an inaudible way: You obviously care so much, but you are still acting brave, what a fool .

"Huh? Mr. Su, why do you want to leave? Is it because you are not used to living here? In fact, in the early days, it is inevitable to feel this way. After all, no one likes to be bound in one place, but... .”

"You misunderstood." Su Xiaoxiao hurriedly stopped the enthusiastic persuasion of the registration staff, "It's not because I'm not used to living here, but because someone came to pick me up."

"That's such a pity." The registration officer showed a frustrated expression.This made Su Xiaoxiao very puzzled. When did his colleagues become harmonious?

When Su Xiaoxiao stretched out her hand and handed over the application form in her hand to the other party, she saw that the other party said regretfully, "I'm sorry, because Miss Shirley (Shirley) had asked us to hand over your registration form before." certificate, so we are not qualified to cancel the relevant certificate for you now, I am really sorry."

Su Xiaoxiao was taken aback for a moment, but after saying that it was okay, after getting back the information, she slowly frowned, smiled wryly, turned and left.

"I really don't know if Mr. Su knows the situation outside or who is coming to pick him up, so he has to leave." Not long after Su Xiaoxiao left, the registration officer who had just served him asked in a low voice.

"I really don't know what you are regretting, when is it, let's be realistic!"

"Cathy, I really don't know why you have to be so pessimistic?"

Casey stopped the work in hand, "Pessimistic? Chi..." Casey glanced noncommittally at Fei Yin, who was in a daze, and said, "You really should pay more attention to the news outside, maybe that will make you more realistic."

After hearing this, the corners of Fei Yin's mouth twitched visibly, and he said in dissatisfaction: "What's so good about a strong man, I just like to look soft and easy to bully."

"Miss, being realistic can make your life longer."

Fei Yin said: "You are so realistic, Jiang..." Fei Yin stopped talking immediately, seeing Casey's hurt eyes, his expression obviously began to be abnormal.After a while, he said weakly: "Has Jiang Wei not contacted you yet? He is still a special soldier? How could he fall in love with a man?" Fei Yin continued to look at Casey, who looked gloomy, before continuing. Said: "I really don't know what men are thinking now. Letting go of the beautiful wife at home, I have to find a stinky man outside."

Casey pretended not to care and continued with the work at hand, "Okay, Fei Yin, this is not a private time. If you have anything to say, let's discuss it after get off work."

***

"Please pick up Miss Shirley for me."

"Ok."

"Hello! Mr. Su, I'm sorry to hear that you are leaving. For now, our base is still very safe. If you don't mind, we can also invite your friends, or others, anyone."

Su Xiaoxiao: "Shirley, I think you misunderstood."

"OK..., you know, I don't want to force you, if you insist."

Su Xiaoxiao on the other end of the phone hesitated for a while, and then said affirmatively, "I insist, sorry."

"Mr. Su, sometimes I really feel that you are quite stubborn, well, at least go see him before you leave! At least you are still friends!"

Su Xiaoxiao: "I will."

Although the words have been spoken, Su Xiaoxiao still has no idea in his heart, he is still hesitating, he has always had no idea about himself, if he goes to meet, will he be willing to leave?

Even if he hesitates, time will pass, and the situation of the yarn ball has basically stabilized, even better than the original situation.The previously dull fur of the ball of wool began to shine, as if coated with a thick layer of grease.The thin muscles hidden under the fur seemed to become more powerful.

Su Xiaoxiao carefully picked up the ball of wool that breathed evenly under the quilt, and moved it into the small nest next to his bed, then packed up a few clothes, took out the old black and white photo in the wallet, It was the only family portrait he had left, and he lost his wallet.

Picking up the towel, she walked into the bathroom. When the hot water came down, Su Xiaoxiao felt as if every pore on her body had been forcibly opened.His hair hasn't been cut for a long time, and it hangs softly on his slightly thin shoulders.

While changing into clean clothes, I picked up the hair dryer and dried my hair.After tidying up, carefully adjust the air conditioner to the appropriate temperature, close the door and go out.

Because Shirley had greeted the guards, the people at the door did not make things difficult for him.Pushing open the door, he hadn't stepped in here for a long time, and the person on the bed was lying on the bed, quietly taking a drip.The dim light printed on his handsome face, very peaceful and beautiful, as if he would never wake up.

Xi Jingyan is like a dream buried in Su Xiaoxiao's heart, a beautiful fairy tale.Their personalities are so disparate that it's never possible to have a focus.However, fate made a joke with the two of them. The two straight lines that were originally parallel to each other began to tilt a little bit. Fate gave them a focus, and then a further distance.

The feeling of heartache came so violently, and fear seemed to soak every blood vessel in him.He still didn't touch him in the end, Su Xiaoxiao tried hard to calm himself down, then looked at him in front of him, and said word by word: "It may be the last time we meet..." Then there was a long silence, Su Xiaoxiao Xiao Xiao couldn't even find anything to say, he felt his throat dry out.

"We've known each other for six years and three months, but I don't know anything about you." Su Xiaoxiao laughed at herself.It's romantic for a woman to remember the time they met, but what about him?And why?

It's better not to see each other.

Looking at the motionless figure lying on the bed in front of him, a thought gradually occupied his mind.This idea is getting stronger and stronger, and he can't even control himself.When he realized it himself, the distance between them was so close that he could even smell the potion on his body.

Su Xiaoxiao could even feel the touch of her eyelashes brushing against Xi Jingyan's skin, Su Xiaoxiao closed her eyes and gave a wry smile.

A kiss like a dragonfly on water, without any desire, as pious as a monk praying beside a blue lantern.

When she left again, Su Xiaoxiao tightly closed her eyes, using so much strength that she didn't even look up at the person on the bed.

"I'm sorry." Su Xiaoxiao pushed away the chair and walked away gently.When he exited the door, he didn't notice that the fingers of the person on the bed moved slightly.