Raiders a fairy to be a wife

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I am Liu Anqiu.

My father is Liu Zhe, the most famous wit in the imperial capital of the Yeqin Kingdom. He once wrote poems for His Majesty the Emperor. My mother is Qianya, the third elder of the Ghost Clan. She has a lifespan of 2000 years. I am their only son. Half human blood half ghost race.

My mother's biggest expectation for me is that I can get a good grade, just like my father, they all hope that I can be successful, but my father has always been tolerant to me, even if I secretly ran to play, he would not say anything However, my mother was very strict with me. She hoped that I could be as good as my father, but I had no interest in obtaining fame.

At least, not now.

Before I met that child, my life was boring, repeating almost the same thing day after day, but I dare not say it, I understand what my father and mother expect of me, I feel tired, but Don't dare to let them down.

It was actually an accident to meet him. I would never go to that remote alley before, let alone meddle in the affairs of outsiders, but that day I went there by accident, and I saw the person who made me care so much all my life. man, and took him home.

The mother's punishment is naturally indispensable, but fortunately they agreed to save him and kept him. The mother personally named him "Cheng Huan", which means "a happy and worry-free future for a lifetime". I don't suffer as much as before. I didn't understand it at the time, but my father did.

Since then, I have been inseparable from him. On the surface he is my little servant, but in fact he is my best friend and the closest person beside my father and mother.

I like to call him "Huan'er", but he always calls me "Young Master", I don't like his calling me this way, I hope he can call me "Qiu'er" like my father and mother, just like me It's like calling him Huan'er.

Huan'er was born beautiful, and even a rough cloth can't hide his appearance. When he smiles, his eyes are twinkling, and when he smiles happily, he will show his small canine teeth. His eyes are like the stars in the sky at night. When people saw it, they couldn't bear to look away.

I like to stay with Huan'er, even if I don't do anything, he has a good smell. I once laughed at him as a boy who still smells like a girl's house, but he said he didn't know why The matter, he had it since he was born, he never got angry in front of me, and never showed the slightest complaint.

I think he also likes to stay with me. He has seen the way he used to pray for me in the temple. I have seen him come to grind for me in the study in spite of his fatigue in the middle of the night. I have seen him The shy look when he undressed and took a shower for me, and I have seen him look at me in a daze sometimes.

I think Huan'er likes me, just like I like him.

I used to think that Huaner and I would always be together, that he would accompany me to get a good grade in the exam, and would be happy for me. My mother promised me that if I got a good grade in the exam, she would promise me to be with Huaner. She once said that love does not distinguish between men and women Yes, there is something between men and women, and between men and men, everyone is the same, so I have been working towards this goal, and I only hope that one day I can be together with Huan'er in a dignified manner.

Not long after I accompanied my parents back to the hometown of the Ghost Clan, the housekeeper sent the news that Huan'er had disappeared, and there were only blood stains in the alley. I remember the smell, the smell of blood mixed with the smell of Huan'er. I don't remember how long I stood there until the snow covered the blood and buried the scent, and I dragged my numb legs to leave there.

Huan'er is dead, that's what I thought, I can't find him anywhere, there is no trace of him in the whole city, my mother told me not to be so sad for a lost person, but I can control my feelings ?

After Huan'er left, I no longer liked to read books, and I no longer desperately memorized them. I seldom went to the study room, and gradually it was covered with a thin layer of dust. My father and mother told me more than once when they saw that I was depressed. I shouldn't give up my future for the dead. If Huan'er was watching from the sky, he would be sad too.

But at that time I was thinking, if Huan'er was really looking at me in the sky, would he see that I cared about him so much, would he know how much I wanted to see him, would he not Will appear in front of me, look at me, and say "Long time no see"?

I gave up my future, I stopped going to the study, I stopped studying, and all I thought about was the past and Huaner all day long. I was immersed in the memories and didn't want to be rescued.Later, the elders of the ghost tribe came to take my mother away. They had a fight, and my father blocked my mother's slap and was seriously injured. When my mother wanted to fight for my father, I stood in front of them.

I became the third elder of the ghost clan instead of my mother. I lived a long life and dealt with ghosts. I thought, since I can't find Huan'er in the world, maybe I can see him in the underworld.

My mother said that I was crazy, willing to fall into the dark hell of the ghost clan for Cheng Huan, but I was sober, I knew exactly what I wanted, and I didn't regret the choice I made.

My mother imparted most of her skills to me, making me eligible to become the real third elder of the ghost clan. She also gave me a demon guard called the succubus to take care of me.

The world is always unpredictable, I have searched all over the underworld, but I have not found my Huan'er, the emperor said that he may have been reincarnated, but I don't believe it, since his name is not in the book of life and death, he must still be alive.

Several years have passed like this, and my position in the ghost clan has become more and more stable. They also trust me, and the tasks they give me are more and more difficult. The most difficult thing for me is the order issued by the elder himself—except Blind heavy mountain Luo Fuchuan.

But it was precisely because of this task that I met my Huaner again. I thought I would never see that person again, so he appeared in front of me unexpectedly. At that moment, I felt that the blood in my whole body was boiling, and I was so happy I walked over and wanted to hug him, but he passed me expressionlessly, as if I was a stranger.

I walked in front of him several times in disbelief, hoping that he would look at me, or call me "Master", or just smile at me, but he didn't, not at all.He didn't even look at me, just walked past me.

The Dream Demon said that he might not be Cheng Huan, but I was very firm, the smell on his body would not change, the kind of breath that made people feel at ease was unique to my Huaner, he was my Huaner Son!

Later I found out that my Huaner is now a disciple of Luo Fuchuan in Mingzhong Mountain, and his name is Jingya. I thought, this name is really ugly, and the name "Cheng Huan" is more suitable for him.

He came down the mountain to carry out the task. I thought this was a good opportunity for me to let him remember me, so I followed him all the way, letting the succubi slowly release the locked memory in his mind while he was sleeping. He only thought it was a dream and didn't take it seriously. What made me feel angry was that he always said "Master Master Master" in his mouth. The dream demon told me that the most important thing in his memory was When the profound person was also Luo Fuchuan, I began to resent this person named Luo Fuchuan, because he stole my Huaner and the person I cared most in my life.

I wanted to kill Luo Fuchuan, not because of the task of the Great Elder, but because of the hatred from the bottom of my heart.After killing him, I will take Huan'er home, and we can still live happily as before.

But I overlooked one point, that is, I underestimated Huaner's feelings for Luo Fuchuan. When I was about to kill Luo Fuchuan, he blocked the knife. When the blade cut into his shoulder and cut across his flesh and blood, I was stunned , Hastily retracted the knife and retreated, the hand was unstable, and the knife fell to the ground.

Luo Fuchuan ran away with him, but I was still in place.

I saw him again in an ordinary restaurant in the imperial capital. I was very surprised, but what was even more surprising was that he didn't recognize me again. I had no choice but to keep him. I knew he cared about Luo Fuchuan, so So he told him the news about Luo Fuchuan that he had inquired about. He couldn't believe it at first, but then he became a little angry, pointed his sword at me, said "I don't believe you", and then left angrily.

I think my hatred for Luo Fuchuan should have reached its peak at that time, I wish I could tear Luo Fuchuan into pieces, he not only took away Huan'er, but also his heart.

Huan'er would never talk to herself like this before, the person Huan'er liked most before was obviously her own.

After that, several years passed, and the people I sent to watch Huan'er got very little information. They didn't even know what Huan'er was doing every day, which was very useless.It wasn't until Huan'er went down the mountain again that I had the chance to get in touch with him.

I think as long as I treat him better than Luo Fuchuan, he will be able to remember those things in the past, and then come back to me with a sudden realization, and fulfill the original promise of "to be together forever" with me.

But I was wrong.

As long as Luo Fuchuan is around, Huan'er sees only him, talks about him, and thinks about him. Huan'er has never really looked at me seriously.

The mother said that Cheng Huan was dead, and it was Jingya who was alive now.

I don't believe it, Huan'er is Huan'er, he is not dead, he is standing in front of me alive, one day he will remember who I am.

I have always believed that he is my Huaner, so no matter what he wants to do, I am willing to stand behind him and be his support, and I am willing to die for him, as long as he remembers me.

I think, he actually has me in his heart, otherwise why would he call my name to tell me not to do that when I received the ghost king's three palms, otherwise why would he promise me not to follow Luo Fuchuan to become a fairy Otherwise, why did he see sadness in his eyes when he saw me hurt?

I don't believe he doesn't have me in his heart.

As long as he doesn't become a fairy, he will be reincarnated, and I can still wait for him in the next life.

Mother said, why bother?He is no longer the same Cheng Huan.

But the original Huaner has always been in my heart, he is him and will not change.

The direction of my heart, the direction of my love, has always been him.

Huan'er told me more than once that he was not Cheng Huan, but Jingya. I didn't believe it. I didn't think there would be exactly the same people in this world, let alone I wouldn't admit to being wrong.

But he said, I am not Cheng Huan, Cheng Huan died long ago.

He also said, you know, I like Luo Fuchuan, don't come to me anymore.

Later, he followed Luo Fuchuan back to Mingzhong Mountain, and I returned to the Ghost Clan, and I didn't see him again for a long time.

During the period after the ghost king disappeared, the ghost clan was in chaos, and the new king took office. I became his most trusted person, and I could have whatever I wanted. But then I felt more and more empty in my heart, so I went to find him .

My Huaner.

He told me that he occupied Huan'er's body, and Huan'er's original soul had long since disappeared. He didn't know where Huan'er's soul was, and maybe it would never come back.

He also said, you really don't want to come here again.

At that time, I really understood that he was really not my Huaner, my Huaner would not say such things to me, he was Jingya, not Cheng Huan.

But my Huaner, where are you?I miss you so much……

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Spring and autumn come, flowers bloom and fall, time no longer has any meaning in my eyes, I will not grow old, I will not die easily, I am guarding an empty hall and doing the same thing day after day.

I don't know how long it has passed, the people around me have not changed, and I haven't left the ghost clan to see the outside world for a long time.

The dream demon said, Master, you should go for a walk.

But I don't know where I'm going after I go out. For me, without Huaner, it's boring to go anywhere. In my opinion, everyone in the world is exactly the same. They can't leave traces in my heart. I I don't want them to leave any traces.

That position belongs to Huan'er alone.

Later, when the ghost king saw that I looked sick, he drove me out of the ghost clan, saying that I would not come back if my mood did not change, and I finally left that dark place.

The sun outside was a bit dazzling, and I couldn't help but reach out to block it, but the sun shone on my body, but it was extremely warm, and there was a hint of rose fragrance in the air.

It's autumn.

I slowly opened my eyes.

The nightmare told me that 20 years have passed.

In 20 years, things changed and people changed.

When I returned to the Liu residence, my father and mother were still there, their appearance was the same as before, but the servants who served in the past were almost gone, and the few remaining were old and unwilling to leave.

When I reunited with Huaner 23 years ago, the sapling I planted in the yard has grown into a big tree. At that time, I thought that I could hold his hand and read and chat under the tree together, but now, there is only a trace of it. I thought about it.

My mother said, go out for a walk, don't stay at home and think about it.

I think so, it's all in the past, and if I think about it again, my Huan'er won't come back either.

My father likes to drink tea, so I went to the famous tea market in the imperial capital. I wanted to pick some new teas and left, but I couldn't help but stop in front of a tea shop called "Autumn" The person who greeted the guests with a smile was someone I thought I would never see again. The moment I saw him, I heard the sound of my heart resuscitating and beating. I dropped the tea leaves and hurried into the place. I went to a tea shop and rushed in front of him. The man looked at me in surprise, and then smiled and said, "What do you need, sir?"

"joyous……"

"Husband, what's wrong?"

My revived heart froze in an instant, and the beating sound of "bang bang" disappeared in an instant.

Walking towards us was a girl with a big belly. She was delicate and had a joyful smile on her face. When she walked over, she took the man's hand and said with a gentle smile, "Husband, what's the matter?"

"It's okay, this guest officer wants to buy tea. You are pregnant, go back to your room and rest, I will just watch the shop."

"Okay, then don't be too tired."

"Well, let's go."

I just stared at them blankly, they were a good match when they stood together, but I felt a little dazzling, and my eyes hurt like I was about to cry.

Maybe I lost my composure, he seemed a little flustered, he quickly pulled me to sit down, and poured me tea: "What's the matter, guest officer?"

I smiled and shook my head: "I just saw that your husband and wife are loving, and I thought of my lover who died young. I haven't seen him for a long time. I miss him very much."

"Guest officer, the dead cannot be brought back to life, my condolences."

I nodded and bought a lot of tea from him to go back.

My father liked it very much, so he asked me to buy some new ones and bring them home. The more I went there, the more he remembered me, he knew my name, and I knew his name too.

He is not Cheng Huan, he is Cheng Huan.

There is only one word difference, but the difference is thousands of miles.

It was another golden season when the trees were full of trees. Cheng Huan took his wife and children to the temple on Xuanwu Mountain to pray for blessings. They called me, and I went together.

Standing on the top of Xuanwu Mountain, you can see the opposite Mingzhong Mountain from a distance. I have stood here and looked there many times, looking forward to meeting the person I think about day and night.Too bad it wasn't him in the end.

When going down the mountain, Cheng Huan asked me, why didn't I pray for my wife when I came to the temple?I thought about it and said, "What's the use of praying when people are gone? He will have a good life in the future."

Even without me.

Cheng Huan didn't quite understand what I meant, but he didn't ask any further questions, and left with his wife in his arms. I stopped, looked at their backs that faded away and disappeared, and couldn't help laughing at myself twice. The sound, when I raised my head, the sun was shining brightly, the autumn was strong, and the aroma of rose flowers filled the air, making people feel a little sleepy.

From the time Huaner disappeared when he was 12 years old, when he was reunited with him, and then 20 years later, he became a stranger and never saw him again.

The world is unpredictable, fate is impermanent, the universe changes, things change and the stars move, and in the long river of time, have I found him or not?

Who said that if you never forget, there will be echoes?

Clearly, I can't forget it, but there is no echo.

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When Liu Anqiu died, at the age of [-], he hanged himself in Moonlight Lake, the sacred place of ghosts.

On that day, the moonlight lake flood, which is rare to see in a thousand years, flooded the surrounding hundreds of miles of land, and Liu Anqiu's palace was completely submerged by the lake water.

After the lake water receded, all the items in the palace disappeared, except for a jade tablet left on the throne of the main hall, with the word "Qiu Huan" on it, which will not rot or spoil for a thousand years, and will remain in the world forever.