shining star

It was difficult for Su Yu to explain how he felt at that time.

He vaguely remembered his mother's indifferent voice on the phone, calmly announcing their final decision to him, just a simple notification, without asking for his opinion.Rationally speaking, this really has nothing to do with him. It is the mother who betrayed the father, and the marriage is a matter between the two of them, which does not require his approval.

During that time, Su Yu thought about the past all night, and even began to wonder if he was just a burden to them, and it was his mother's last resort to compromise.In fact, Su Yu has feelings. When he was young, he couldn't see through it, but when he grew up, it was easy to find that Su Yunming's absence at night was not just because of work; the respect between his parents was not because of love and respect, but just because he wanted to keep Finally hypocritical decency.

The three of them are the same, for their own selfishness and obsession, they don't poke each other's masks, and lock the whole family in the so-called perfect fairy tale by outsiders, until the lies are cut by the hidden reality and shattered into pieces that cannot be restored. residue.What made Su Yu feel useless the most was that he missed those false times so much, the hypocrisy and fictional happiness in the lies.

"Su Yu..." Mi Le called softly.

Su Yu blinked his eyes, and his cool fingertips gently brushed the wet corners of his eyes.It was only then that he realized that he was in tears. Obviously when his parents divorced, he just accepted it calmly, but at this moment in front of Mi Le, he couldn't control his emotions.

At that time, Su Yu once felt that his life was a huge lie, and there was no place for him in reality.If the adored father is a false imagination, then is the love for music and yearning for the stage born of him just a lie?Su Yu doesn't know who he really is anymore, everything that constitutes him is a lie, he doesn't know what he wants and what kind of life he lives, he doesn't know when to be happy and when to be sad.

Until he met Mi Le, his every move affected his heart. He would be happy when he saw him, but sad when he knew he had someone he liked. The emotion that sprouted in his chest was hot and strong, which led him to break through rational thinking and speak frankly. Feel his own emotions, and also give him a real warmth that he has never had before.About the blueprint for the future, about my appearance, is becoming clear little by little.

So, Su Yu wanted to bring Mi Le back—he gently hugged him into his arms, and buried his wet face into the familiar neck socket—he wanted to prove that he had always existed, whether it was in the past or now.

Mi Le followed his slightly trembling back and kissed his ear.The two cuddled face to face, like a pair of closely linked identical twins.Mi Le hugged him nostalgicly. After a while, Su Yu slowly calmed down, but he was still firmly stuck to Mi Le's body, unwilling to let go, and the tips of his ears were blushing.There are not frank coquettishness and unwilling embarrassment hidden in the moist eyes.

Su Yu felt that he had lost all his face tonight, and cried like this in front of the person he liked. He gnawed on Mi Le's neck in a depressed mood.The latter was tickled by him, and couldn't help shrinking back and laughing, so Su Yu let him go.

Mi Le crossed his legs and lay on his chest, his bright eyes turned around, full of clear love.Seeing that Su Yu was embarrassed by himself, Mi Le smiled. He stretched out his index finger and traced Su Yu's lips carefully, "Then let me tell you a secret about my family." Mi Le tilted his head and said , "I don't have a father."

Su Yu tied his hair and was slightly taken aback, "Is it divorced or..."

Mi Le shook his head, "It wasn't there from the beginning." He smiled sweetly, as if secretly sharing a long-preserved treasure, and said, "But I have two mothers." He blinked mischievously .

Su Yu's eyes were full of surprise, and after thinking for a while, he suddenly understood.

Miller was born in a lesbian family, one mother is Chinese and the other mother is British.The two loved children, so they gave birth to Mi Le's elder brother and Mi Le successively through artificial insemination.Mi Le was conceived by a Chinese mother, while Mi Le's brother was conceived by a British mother. The two are completely different in appearance, but they are very close.

Although this kind of thing is being accepted by more and more people nowadays, when Mi Le was first born, same-sex families were not common and generally not accepted. For this reason, they were often excluded by neighbors. Especially problematic.

Su Yu frowned, always feeling as if something important was about to come out, but he was suddenly sorry.

"Su Yu, next year's Spring Festival, I'll take you home, okay?"

Mi Le's voice interrupted his thoughts, and Su Yu came back to his senses, "Okay, but I probably won't be as calm as you," he pulled Mi Le up so that the two could get closer Some, "I'm afraid they don't like me."

"No," Mi Le was very confident about this, "I like it, they all like it." He said, flicking Su Yu's wet eyelashes.

Su Yu stroked his upturned buttocks with his hand, and groped between the crotch between the two, and deftly untied Mi Le's trousers with his fingertips.

"Wait a minute! Your dad is downstairs!" Mi Le patted his chest and reminded him.

Su Yu didn't care at all, and stuck out his tongue to lick Mi Le's earlobe, "Didn't you do it in the dormitory too? You suck very tightly every time, and you feel it, especially when Ji Chen and Kai Feng are walking around... ..." His voice became hoarse due to the unbearable sex, and he flicked his hand in his trousers a few times, which made Mi Le surrender.

It's like this every time. Since opening Hun, Mi Le feels that Su Yu's painting style has completely changed.Obviously it was the first time he brought it up on his own initiative, but in fact Su Yuyuan is more lustful than he thought, he can be in heat almost all the time, and his endurance is too amazing.

Mi Le sighed sadly, feeling that the constellation is not superstitious, and Scorpio is really fierce in bed.While responding to Su Yu's kiss, he worried whether he would be drained by this little fairy in the future.

In the twilight of the morning, Mi Le, who had not been squeezed dry, got up first, and Su Yu, who had worked all night, was lying on the bed and sleeping soundly.Ever since they lived together, Mi Le discovered that he loves to sleep late and has a serious urge to get up, so that whenever they encounter the task of waking up the captain, Ji Chen and Lin Kaifeng will retreat and hand over the responsibility to Mi Le.Only when facing Mi Le, Su Yu restrained his temper, even if he was groggy, he was reluctant to be fierce to his little boyfriend.

Mi Le got up lightly and went downstairs, a western breakfast was already set on the dining table.Su Yunming walked out of the kitchen wearing the calico apron worn by Aunt Pei yesterday, the image of a house-cooking husband looked a little funny on him.

"Auntie Pei is not coming today. I made muffins, fried eggs, and sausages. I take whatever I want. Drinks include orange juice and milk." Su Yunming said.

"Thank you." Mi Le sat down at the dining table and added, "Su Yu is still sleeping and should be getting up soon."

Su Yun smiled clearly, "Eat first, he didn't like to get up early when he was young." He sat opposite Mi Le, showing a nostalgic look.

Mi Le looked at him, he was indeed not a good husband, nor a good father, but Mi Le felt that he was not without feelings for Su Yu.

Su Yunming noticed his gaze, "You don't like me." He pierced through Mi Le's distant politeness, "Is it because of my gossip?"

"I think you're talking about a scandal." Mi Le put down the knife and fork in his hand.After the words came out, I felt that my hostility was too obvious. "I'm sorry, I just don't like that you hurt someone I like." He said in as tactful a tone as possible.

Su Yunming was startled, and sighed deeply, "His mother has a strong personality and a prominent family background. Although I am a star who is sought after by others, I am not as good as her in every aspect. I got married by love but found that The conflict between the two parties has become more and more intense, and the outside world has been rumoring that I chose this marriage for the sake of reputation, and I am a man who eats soft food... I am not trying to shirk responsibility, I just want to tell you how we came to the end It's one thing to like someone, but it's not so easy to get along with them."

He paused, then changed the topic, "Su Yu is actually not as mature as he looks on the outside. He is very sensitive and likes to hold back everything in his heart. I know that I am not qualified to say such things, and I am not qualified to tell you Any emotional advice. But I still hope that you can take good care of him and communicate with him when encountering problems. It can be seen that he likes you very much."

Su Yunming nodded in relief.He was also worried about whether his failed marriage would give Su Yu a bad view of love, but through his observation last night, Su Yun clearly believed that the relationship between the two of them was serious.

Mi Le lowered his head and thought for a long time, "I will." He promised.Mi Le is a person who can distinguish between right and wrong. He doesn't like people like Su Yunming, but he also understands that Su Yu doesn't hate his father.Since Su Yu accepted it, he will also learn to respect it.

It wasn't until early noon that Su Yu dawdled out of bed.After Mi Le urged them to finish their late breakfast, the two of them accepted Su Yunming's suggestion and decided to take a tour of the city.

Although I have been here a few times during work, but each time I landed in a hurry and left after running the itinerary, I have never had the opportunity to browse the places of interest and local flavors.Mi Le is very excited. He has always wanted to take a good look at the domestic scenery, but he has been busy with practice, assessment or work in the past few years when he returned to China, and he has never had time to travel. What's more, City B is the place where Su Yu grew up. Miller felt even more excited.

However, City B is different from City S.During the Spring Festival, tourists come from all directions, and instead of being deserted, City B becomes more bustling.The two of them had all their camouflage on, but they didn't dare to run into crowded places.Su Yu found some small shops that were not very popular but had a good reputation, and took Mi Le to eat noodles with fried sauce and authentic Peking duck.

In the afternoon, Mi Le couldn't resist Mi Le's obsession with the Seven Wonders of the Middle Ages, so the two went to climb Badaling.Fortunately, everyone around bowed their heads and walked forward, and few people noticed them. Mi Le happily dragged Su Yu to the service desk to sign two hero cards, and kept them in his wallet.

When going down, the first snow of the new year fell in Beijing. Su Yu was afraid that Mi Le would fall, so he took his hand and walked down, the pair of bracelets were tightly attached to each other.Several young girls finally recognized them and screamed excitedly in the ice and snow, and Su Yu and Mi Le gave them autographs.

A few minutes later, after a year, the two were on the hot search together again.

Back in the car, Mi Le covered his hands with a warm drink, "Do you think this is our first trip?" he asked.

Su Yu thought for a while, "Forget it." For the first time, there were no Ji Chen and Lin Kaifeng, no staff, just the two of them.

Mi Le smiled contentedly, took a sip of hot chocolate, "Su Yu," he called softly, "after we're done, I want to go to many, many places with you, I want to go to Northern Europe to see the aurora, I want to take you When I go back to London, I want to go shopping with you hand in hand."

"Okay, there will be." Su Yu stretched out his hand to straighten Li Mile's wind-blown hair.

Mi Le took another sip of the warm drink, and the warmth spread from his heart to his limbs.

"Su Yu, we will always, always be together." He said softly.

"it is good."