shining star

Miller was very wronged.

At the beginning, he didn't know anything, even with Ji Chen's explanation, Su Yu left too suddenly.How come the people who were by my side just a moment ago disappeared in the blink of an eye?They were supposed to be the closest people, but he got all the news about Su Yu from fans and other people.

He was eager to get an explanation from Su Yu, but because of that relationship, Du Zhuojie stared at him very closely. Even after the closed training, Ji Chen and Lin Kaifeng shared a dormitory, and Du Zhuojie personally shared with Lin Kaifeng. Miller has a room.

Mi Le had no choice, he hesitated, afraid that Su Yu was tired, tired of himself, and chose to turn around and leave because he didn't need him anymore, and it was not at all for his own good as Ji Chen said.Sometimes, Mi Le even felt that everything he experienced with Su Yu was like his Nanke Yimeng, an unrealistic and vain fantasy, and the existence of X-Mantic was the only proof of their past.

Everyone only saw his persistence and persistence, but did not see his hesitation.The reason why Mi Le insisted on going was that he didn't want the last link between him and Su Yu to change beyond recognition.

Later, he saw his so-called explanation—an explanation that was a month late, but it was wrong, like a pot of thorough cold water that extinguished all Mi Le's passion for love.

He was never annoyed at his leaving without saying goodbye, he just didn't understand why Su Yu didn't discuss it with himself.This is obviously a matter between two people, but he made the decision alone, which made Mi Le feel that he was underestimated, distrusted, and unnecessary.He crossed a long distance and put in double effort just to be by Su Yu's side, but for Mi Le, the so-called companionship means being in the same boat through thick and thin, sharing all the joys, sorrows, joys and challenges in life.

If Su Yu is unwilling to share all this with him, then what is the meaning of his existence?

Mi Le took a deep breath, the tip of his nose was slightly red, and the grievance that had been late for several months finally burst out at the culprit.He didn't intend to cry, he felt too cowardly and ashamed, but in front of Su Yu, he could never control himself.Thinking of those lonely and restless nights made him angry and sad.

Su Yu looked at him in shock, and for a while didn't know whether to coax him first or to ask clearly first.He tried to filter the conversation he had with Mi Le on the balcony of the old dormitory two years ago, "...I thought you joined the company because of Tan Yang, I thought you liked him..."

Mi Le was startled, and raised his head suddenly, only to see Su Yu's serious face.He couldn't believe it, "Oh MyJesus!" His red eyes widened, "What's the matter with him?" Mi Le stared at Su Yu in puzzlement and despair.

The latter stood there awkwardly, scratching his head in bewilderment.Silence spread in the stalemate for a while, and Mi Le realized belatedly that he did not seem to have made this matter clear to Su Yu. He did not have the courage and qualifications to tell him that day, and later felt that it was not important. of.

He thought Su Yu could understand, even if he couldn't remember what happened when he was a child, but the most basic point——

"How much I like you, can't you really feel it?" Mi Le stared at Su Yu's face with blinking eyes.He was really disheartened. He thought they got along well before Su Yu left, but it turned out that his full of love was firmly blocked from Su Yu's heart.

Mi Le let out a long sigh and didn't want to say another word.

Su Yu was at a loss, "I can feel it..." He sat next to Mi Le and said eagerly. "I can feel it." He murmured and repeated again, his voice was low and soft, with a little bitterness, "I just don't have confidence."

Mi Le frowned, it was hard to imagine that these words would come from the omnipotent Su Yu.

As if knowing what he was thinking, Su Yu said helplessly, "Most people feel that they are not good enough in front of the person they like." He tentatively stretched out his hand and covered the back of Mi Le's hand.Fortunately, Mi Le didn't hide this time.

Su Yu breathed a sigh of relief, "...Baby, I'm sorry." He said sincerely, "I'm not trying to make excuses for myself, but..." Su Yu paused, but finally didn't continue.

He thought of his parents.At the beginning, they were also in love, but with the constant criticism and doubts from the outside world, the love between the two parties was constantly worn away, and finally drifted away.Su Yu didn't want to repeat the same mistakes. He thought that with less wind and rain, less setbacks and challenges, Mi Le's feelings for him would be preserved, but things backfired.

"Baby, forgive me, okay?" He coaxed in a soft voice. "Now that I know, I will change."

Mi Le turned his head away and erected his last fortress of defense.He couldn't bear Su Yu's appearance of showing weakness the most, and he was able to persist until now because the time of separation was too aggrieved.

Su Yu felt his softening, held his face further, and groped the warm cheek with his thumb, but just when Su Yu lowered his head to kiss, Mi Le still avoided it.

Su Yu was taken aback.

"Then you change it." Mi Le said lightly, "I'll talk about it after changing it."

Su Yu choked, and blinked blankly, only then realized that it is easy to coax people by words, but it is impossible to do it.

"... how to change it?" he asked.

Mi Le pushed away the big palm on his cheek, pretending not to see the foolish blank expression of the other party, "I don't know," he lowered his head and thought for a moment, and then said, "Perhaps, it's better for us to separate for a while."

"Split... apart?" Su Yu repeated in a daze, holding Mi Le's wrist nervously.

Seeing his panicked appearance, Mi Le nodded with more certainty, "Well, let's separate for a while, first try how much you trust me, the kind that you trust even if we separate." He frowned and patted Su Yu's shoulder hard , "Take a good look at my situation at that time."

Su Yu's face was full of bitterness, why didn't he panic during the period when he couldn't contact the other party?However, the hole I dug by myself had to be filled even while kneeling. "Okay," he replied, but his grip on Mi Le became tighter and tighter. "There must be a deadline, right? One week? Two weeks? One month?"

Mi Le rolled his eyes, and said irresponsibly, "Let's talk..." Su Yu's face suddenly changed.However, before he could open his mouth, Mi Le put his index finger against his lips, and gave him a reassurance, "It's not a breakup, and I never thought about breaking up." He said very seriously, "It's just that we really have to have a good time." Let's get used to it." Mi Le leaned against the back of the sofa, fiddled with his fingertips, his drooping eyelashes trembled slightly, "Su Yu, I want to spend the rest of my life with you." He whispered softly.

The quiet voice was very clear in the quiet living room, Su Yu's Adam's apple rolled, and his eyes flickered. "Okay." He pulled Mi Le's wrist very cherishingly, his voice was a little choked up, "...I want to too."

Mi Le smiled and changed the topic, "What about the scandal? Has the team dealt with it?"

"It's been dealt with." Su Yu replied obediently, "Tomorrow there will be a wave of hot searches and statements for clarification, and Xia Yuchen, the boss of Summer Entertainment, will also come out in person. It will naturally get better when the heat passes, and it will not affect me. It is big, and my future target market is mainly overseas.”

Mi Le nodded, but when he looked up, he saw Su Yu looking at him eagerly, looking extremely aggrieved.Mi Le couldn't help laughing, "What's wrong?"

Su Yu's eyes stopped on his lips, and like a little boy begging for candy, he timidly made his request, "Can I kiss you?" Mi Le raised his eyebrows.Su Yu was afraid that he would refuse, so he hurriedly said, "You said to break up or not, you can't deprive me of the most basic benefits of being a boyfriend."

Mi Le rolled his eyes, why didn't you think about my basic right to know as a boyfriend when you left?He rolled his eyes, raised an index finger, "Just one bite." Su Yunnu pursed his mouth, obviously dissatisfied.Mi Le said again, "Don't forget it."

Su Yu had no choice but to surrender, and leaned over against the back of the sofa, planning to kiss him until the sky was dark.However, the idea is good, but it's a pity that Mi Le's sip is not only a sip, but a sip.He just touched the lips that he had missed for a long time, and was quickly pushed away.

Mi Le blinked a pair of extremely innocent eyes, "Okay, here comes the kiss." He said.

Su Yu licked his lips, leaving no feeling at all.The extremely resentful eyes made Mi Le's eyebrows crooked, and the corners of his mouth couldn't stop rising.Seeing the person smiling again in his arms, Su Yu finally let go of his heart.

He rubbed his forehead against Mi Le's ear, and whispered in his ear, "Baby, I'm sorry, I love you."

In the early hours of the morning, Mi Le took a red-eye flight back to City S.

Although he had a reassurance that he would not break up, this indifferent state did not make Su Yu feel any better.Most of the time, he sends ten messages, and Mi Le only replies to one or two. Although he understands that most of them are related to work, X-Mantic is in an important period of development, and the schedule is bound to be difficult, but Su Yu still feels uneasy, afraid Mi Le who came in the middle of the night was just his imagination.

At the same time, in order to get rid of the rumors of discord within the X-Mantic group, the company officials promoted the pairing of Chen Yu and Mi Le. Yu Le CP was frequently searched and quickly became the top RPS in the CP list.

At an event in City S, Su Yu happened to be on the same stage as X-Mantic, and he heard bursts of majestic shouts from the audience, and the fans enthusiastically shouted the slogan "Yu Le".The similar pronunciation made Su Yu look subconsciously, but saw a large purple-red support light board, and it was no longer his "Yu" but someone else's "Yu" that was as famous as Mi Le.

Su Yu is delicious.

Looking back at Yule Chaohua, the latest post stayed three days ago, and the content was still some slimming advertisement posted by the marketing account. Su Yu saw it more and more itchy.But after the event that day, Mi Le was brought back to the company by Du Zhuojie, and they didn't even meet each other.

"What's this called? It's called an outdated CP." Ji Chen sat across from him and said popular science. He had a lot of free time and had supper with Su Yu. "Although Yule's candy is fake, and the business traces are obvious, at least they have the material and the same frame. What about you two?" He complained bitterly while eating fried chicken, "The intersection of the two of you is complete." Living on WeChat, how do you let CP fans live? How do you knock?"

Su Yu let out a long sigh, and really wanted to register a small account to pretend to be an insider, and blow up his chat records with Mi Le.