Rational derailment

Wu Si thought about his own death countless times.

He died alone in a cold ward; or he was unprepared to meet death in a car accident;

But it never occurred to me that I might be infected with HIV.Even if he is gay.

The so-called calm and calm is just because you think more than others. After thinking of all the possibilities, you will not panic even if you hear any answers. Instead, you have thought of countermeasures when others are at a loss.But it doesn't mean that this type of people won't be surprised. Once encountering a completely unexpected situation or a situation out of control, they will still collapse.

Wu Si knew that he was out of control just now, his brain was hot and emotional, his ears refused to accept all information, and his mouth spit out words that did not go through the brain.

After calming down, I realized that things were not as terrible as I imagined just now.After hearing that you may be infected with HIV, the information that is automatically secreted in your brain is that you have already been infected with HIV, and the time is not long. This may also be the instinctive reaction of a pessimist who thinks about the worst in everything.

Looking at the big clock hanging on the snow-white wall, the hour hand was approaching ten o'clock in the evening, Lian Han was correct, until now, four hours after Lian Han left, Wu Si finally calmed down and accepted this fact.

If there is no infection, everything will be as usual; if there is an infection, you must first quit your job, then control the disease, find a new home office job, and choose euthanasia when the disease occurs.

It's actually not that scary, is it?

Miller's face suddenly appeared, as if he wanted to say something, but he hesitated to speak, and finally only showed a face uglier than crying, and gradually left.Wu Si knew that he had treated him cruelly again, and he was not prepared to let him know the reason at all, but just watched silently.Until Laura appeared by Miller's side, she held his hand and seemed to be comforting him. The two were very close, talented and beautiful, and a perfect match.

Wu Si suddenly laughed, he couldn't help laughing out loud, as if he had laughed all his life's laughs, until his stomach hurt, his legs trembled, and he shed tears for no reason.

When he opened his eyes, Wu Si could still feel his heart beating wildly. Even though it was a dream, the heart-piercing laughter still left a memory in his mind, making himself look vulnerable.

The clock was approaching six o'clock.

Lifting the quilt and getting out of bed, Wu Si went into the bathroom and took a shower, trying to get rid of the absurd but impressive dream before, but the effect was not very good. When he finished grooming, put on clean hospital clothes and walked out of the bathroom, Lian Han was sitting on the sofa, reading outdated magazines, and gnawing on an apple.

"I want to see how you're doing while you're asleep." Lian Han didn't take his eyes off the magazine, "Who knows, you got up quite early."

"Then you shouldn't come empty-handed, right? At least bring some breakfast, right?" Wu Si didn't go back to bed, but sat down next to Lian Han, keeping a certain distance between them. From Lian Han's point of view, that distance It was deliberately pulled away, not out of politeness.

"According to my calculations, you should not go to bed until early this morning, and this sleep will be at least until ten o'clock, so I come here now, I just want to take a look at you while you are asleep." I am afraid that you will hurt yourself.Of course, if he really wanted to hurt, this night was enough for Wu Si to torture himself until the whole room was bloody.

"It seems that you also have miscalculations."

"Of course, breakfast is absolutely not allowed," Lian Han put away the magazine, raised his buttocks and narrowed the distance between the two of them. Who knows, just after sitting down, Wu Si also made the same movement, pulling in the same direction. Open the distance between the two.

This time, Lian Han simply grabbed Wu Si's wrist, and sat rudely next to him, with his thighs against his thighs, ignoring him frowning and wanting to refuse, and continued, "The hospital has specially prepared meals for each patient. It will be delivered when the time comes, and they don't allow you to eat whatever you want."

Looking at Lian Han who was grabbing him and not letting him jump away, Wu Si sighed, "I'm not nervous, it's just for any reason, the two of us shouldn't stick so tightly, right?"

"Haha," letting go of Wu Si, Lian Han moved a little to the side, keeping a normal distance, "Calm down?"

"Ah."

"Here, there was no call last night." Taking out Wu Si's cell phone from his pocket, Lian Han handed it over.

As soon as the mobile phone was placed in Wu Si's hand, the phone began to shout.Both of them were taken aback, Lian Han heheed twice, his body language expressed that this mobile phone is really good, and it can also recognize the owner, Wu Si shook his head helplessly to express his innocence.

However, Wu Si was taken aback when he saw the name of the person on the caller ID.

"Do you need me to avoid it?" Lian Han naturally saw Wu Si's hesitation.

"No." After picking up the phone, he pressed the answer button, "I didn't expect him to call me."

"Great, I was worried that you might not be able to get in touch on the plane." An unfamiliar voice came from the other side of the phone. After all, it was the first time they had communicated through the phone.

"Tomo? Why did you call me suddenly?"

"Although I really want to joke with you, the makeup artist is putting powder on my face, and the director is about to start the next shoot, so I'll make a long story short, it's really urgent," Tomo's voice gradually became serious, "Listen Said you brought a great man back from Rio this time, yes, the word has spread, do you remember David?"

"The male protagonist of "City Code 1"."

"Well, although I don't know how you guys let Chris continue to invest in this movie, and didn't plan to give Dawei a good role, but after he heard that the big man was going to participate in the production, what did he say? He was a little crazy, you reminded Miller, when you see David's words, try to hide as far away as possible, I'm afraid he will do something bad."

Naturally, Tomo was not a boring person. He would tell Wu Si that the situation must be more serious.

"Thank you." Thank you for giving yourself such important information, for which he does not get any favors, but purely good intentions.

"Be careful, hang up." Tomo cut off the phone immediately after finishing speaking.

Without thinking about talking to Lian Han, Wu Si immediately dialed Miller's number, but the other party reminded that the phone was turned off.