Rational derailment

When the doorbell rang, Lian Han checked the time on his laptop, it was 4:22, early morning.

Waiters don't come to room service uninvited at this hour, maybe some daring late-night salesman might come in and grab a deal, but even if they do, it should be eight hours ago.

The bell didn't ring for the second time, which made Lian Han feel like an auditory hallucination. Did the doorbell really ring just now?

After putting down the coffee, Lian Han finally walked to the door and opened it.

Outside the door, Wu Si was wearing a thick scarf and a black overcoat, wrapping himself tightly. He looked at Lian Han expressionlessly, making people think that maybe Lian Han wouldn't open the door, so he just stood there. night feeling.

"Do you know what time it is?" raised his eyebrows, Lian Han couldn't think of something urgent that he couldn't wait for four more hours, it was obviously more polite to ring the doorbell at eight o'clock, Wu Si, who always paid attention to these things, would not ignore this point, Unless he was so flustered that he even forgot to read the time.

"How much is your doctor's fee?"

"Huh!?" Lian Han really didn't expect him to say such a sentence, but seeing his serious expression, he finally just reported a number without asking why.

"Please see a doctor for me now." After Wu Si finished speaking, he even took out a stack of francs and handed it over.

"Okay, but now, overtime pay will be included." Lian Han accepted the money bluntly, and made room for Wu Si to walk in, then closed the door.

Since Wu Si did not come to seek help as a friend from the beginning, but came to the doctor as a patient, Lian Han did not hesitate and took him directly to the sofa. Since he wanted to treat him as a doctor himself, then he There is no need to show the intimacy and care of a friend too much, so that he can't tell the pimples in his mind.

"Give me your coat and scarf, and lie down."

Wu Si, who was sitting on the sofa, didn't move, "No, wait a minute, take it off later."

Looking at Wu Si, Lian Han nodded and sat down beside him, "Then lie down like this."

This time, Wu Si did as he did. He took off his shoes, lay flat on the sofa, rested his head on the cushion, and closed his eyes under Lian Han's gesture. In an instant, his whole body seemed to be pressed down by a heavy invisible thing. Make him breathless.

"Tell me how you feel now, anything is fine, don't need complete sentences."

"I can't breathe, it's very heavy, I can't push it away..." Wu Si could feel the oppressive force, and it was gradually increasing, as if someone was pressing on him, pinching his neck, trying to struggle , but seemed to be pressed by a ghost, unable to move or even make a sound.

"Kind of like drowning?"

"It's more serious. I can't move my throat at all. I can't breathe. It's very... painful." Yes, in the final analysis, it is pain. This pain is more depressing than Jing Mo's marriage. He strangled his throat, suppressed his hands and feet, and could only allow his body to be oppressed, and his internal organs were squeezed, but even so, the force he applied still didn't stop, and he continued to suppress, as if he was about to burst himself.

If not, Wu Si would never ask for help. He needs someone to help him stop this force, otherwise he will definitely suffocate.

Wu Si's face was covered with sweat, his brows were tightly frowned, and his fingers tightly grasped the scarf wrapped around his neck, as if it was a rope that was going to strangle him. His breathing was rough, wheezing, and painful.

Lian Han knew that Wu Si had been suppressing himself, but never thought that it had reached such a serious level.

When Wu Si's cold fingers touched Wu Si's cheek, Wu Si was startled, opened his eyes suddenly, and saw his psychiatrist smiling at him and said, "It's all right, now untie the scarf, take off the coat, Go wash your face and I'll make you a cup of tea."

Looking at Lian Han dully, Wu Si didn't seem to be slowing down yet, his fingers tightly gripped the scarf, his pupils dilated.

"It's okay..." Lian Han held Wu Si's hand and looked into his eyes, "It's okay, it's okay here, it's okay."

Comforting Wu Si, until he slowly relaxed, Lian Han removed his hand and took off his scarf and coat for him.When the shocking red and purple came into view, Lian Han stood up as if he didn't see it, and hung his coat and scarf on the hangers.

"Go and wash your face."

Nodding his head, Wu Si stood up silently and walked into the bathroom. He washed his face with cold water over and over again, and only returned to the sofa in the living room after confirming that he had calmed down.

Lian Han didn't urge himself, he put a cup of scented tea in front of Wu Si, "Now, tell me what happened, you don't need to be emotional, just a normal narration is fine."

After taking a sip of scented tea, Wu Si didn't look into Lian Han's eyes anymore, but looked at his fingers holding the teacup, and told what happened today from beginning to end.

When he said that he was trembling with fear under Miller, Wu Si's body also trembled slightly. Lian Han asked him to stop and drink the scented tea in the teacup before talking. Wu Si did the same and continued when he put down the teacup When I said it, it was true that the feeling of being on the scene disappeared a little.

After everything was said, there was a brief silence.

"Well, I understand roughly." Lian Han looked at Wu Si, their gazes met in the air, and the latter waited for him to continue, "There is a way that may make you feel better, but you must absolutely trust me .”

Wu Si looked at Lian Han with some puzzlement. He thought that the psychiatrist should just listen to the patient's vent, and then give a prescription or two of the so-called rationale that everyone knows, so that the patient's knot can be relieved, but why does Lian Han say this now? It sounded like he was going to have major surgery on himself?

"Wu Si, can you trust me?" Lian Han asked again seriously.

"I can trust you, I will do what you say, as long as it does not violate my principles." That is to say, even if it is you, even if it is prescribed by a psychiatrist, I will not do it .

"Of course, trust me, this matter has nothing to do with your principles, I just need to use your brain." Lian Han's smile is very beautiful, full of temptation like the angel who is about to take you to heaven, do you want to be freed? ?Want relief from pain?Then follow me, as if to say so.