Rational derailment

Wu Si had a dream.

In the dream, Miller hugged himself, and could clearly feel the strength of his arms and the temperature of his chest. He kept saying something, and his gentle voice soothed his confused heart. Holding each other's clothes, unwilling to let go.

However, no matter how tight the hug was, the temperature transmitted slowly cooled down, and Miller got farther and farther away, and finally disappeared in front of his eyes.

When he opened his eyes, the corners of his eyes were still a little wet. It took Wu Si a long time to calm himself down. It was as if he had taken a muscle relaxant just now. He couldn't move anything and was in a sluggish state. Even his brain refused to think.It wasn't until now that I realized that this was not my room, and I didn't sleep on the bed either. I was lying on the sofa in a shirt and trousers, covered with a thin quilt, and the air conditioner was blowing warm air.

Oh, I came to Lian Han for treatment, and then I fell asleep.

Throwing off the quilt and getting off the sofa, Wu Sigang felt dizzy when he stood up, further confirming that he had taken sleeping pills.At this moment, the doorbell rang, and Lian Han came out of the bedroom to open the door.

"woke up?"

"Well, what time is it?" I glanced just now, but didn't see my phone.

Opening the door, it was Lian Han calling for room service. He asked the waiter to put the food on the table, "It's already 2 o'clock in the afternoon, and you slept for 7 hours. I thought you would sleep until night."

"What? Didn't you control the effect of the medicine well?" Before entering the bathroom, Wu Si made a joke, and this sentence successfully made the waiter who was about to leave look back at Lian Han with vigilance, as if he was Like doing something illegal.

Shaking his head helplessly, Lian Han paid the tip and explained to the waiter that his friend was joking and sent him out the door.

Wu Si washed his face, came out of the bathroom, walked across to Lian Han, sat down and began to eat, very ordinary food, easy to swallow, especially when he was a little hungry but couldn't eat too exciting food.

"When you wake up a bit more, you will remember what I did to you." Lian Han handed the phone back to Wu Si, "I asked for leave for you early in the morning."

"Thank you, I've already remembered." The dream-making process was obviously painful, but the final result was unexpectedly relaxing and comfortable. Wu Si turned on the phone and saw the text message Lian Han sent to Miller, as well as Miller's reply.

"Since you're on leave, let's go for an inspection after dinner."

"Huh?" After closing the text message, Wu Si looked up at Lian Han in confusion.

"Almost a month." Needs to be tested for HIV.

"..." Wu Si really almost forgot this. "Can I go to any hospital?"

"I also have a classmate I know here, and I have already contacted him just now."

"Oh, thank you."

"you are too polite."

The topic came to an end, and the two of them ate the food in silence. Just when Lian Han was considering whether to drive Wu Si's car or simply take a taxi, the person opposite suddenly said something about time travel, so that Lian Han I thought I heard wrong.

"What did you say?"

"Do you like Mingyu?" Wu Si asked seriously.

Now that he really heard it clearly, Lian Han almost spit out a mouthful of soup, and quickly covered his mouth with a tissue next to him. "Why did you suddenly switch to this topic?"

Neither admitted nor denied.

"Don't be nervous. I'm just asking casually. I see that you are... caring and curious about him." The word caring is something that Wu Si used his brain to squeeze out so that it would not be too direct.Even when Lian Han arrived in Paris, he still didn't adjust to the jet lag, and his schedule was messy, just to cooperate with Mingyu.

They kept in touch all the time, and Lian Han knew Mingyu's recent situation, his status, and his announcements better than anyone in DF Company.And it is also because of Mingyu's relationship that he and Lianhan became friends.

"How should I put it?" Knowing that Wu Si is not a gossip, he would suddenly ask this question. He must be confused, "I don't know if I like it."

Not surprisingly, Wu Si frowned.

"When you are young, you will clearly know who you like, and you will be happy to see him, eager to know everything about him, and hope that you and him can develop, but when you grow up, this feeling will become more and more blurred " Lian Han stirred the cold soup, as if he was seriously thinking about his feelings towards Ming Yu, "Xuan Yang meant to take care of him. I also started to take care of him to help my friends, but I also It is very clear that this kind of care is beyond the scope. I don’t know if it’s because I paid too much attention to him, or because of other reasons. In short, I hope he can get better and be happy. If I can give him happiness, he will also be happy. I hope he will give me this opportunity."

"Is it kind sympathy or sincere love?"

"I really don't know..." He smiled helplessly, showing a helpless expression that Wu Si had never seen before, "There is also a way to verify whether you really like it."

"what way?"

"Desire for monopoly, or jealousy, I don't like to see other people with him, and I don't accept that he treats others well, otherwise it will be very worrying and uncomfortable." It's like Wu Si's when Jing Mo got married. pain.

"do you have?"

"No." This time he was decisive, Lian Han smiled at Wu Si who showed an incredible expression, "I said, I just hope he gets better and he can be happy."

"...So, isn't this considered liking?"

"I don't think liking equals possessiveness. There are many kinds of liking, especially when you grow up."

"Then how can we confirm whether it is liking or other feelings?"

"Sorry, I really don't know about this. Many things change subtly, especially people's feelings. Whether I really like Mingyu or not, I don't think my good thoughts about him will change. Yes, if I can give him happiness, I will try to take this step, I know my heart very well."

"Ah."

"Although I can't tell you what is considered liking, there is one thing that may be useful to you."

"what?"

"How long has it been since you cared about Jing Mo?"

Lian Han asked this question with a smile. The corners of his mouth were perfectly curved, with some firmness in it. Wu Si's heart trembled. It was undeniable that this question was like pouring cold water on his forehead. His heart was cold, and he woke up instantly.

how long?Yes, it's been a long time, and I even forgot his existence. This kind of thing, since I confirmed that I like him, has never happened in the past ten years.