Rational derailment

Miller didn't know what Wu Si's sorry meant, and he couldn't even judge that the sentence was addressed to himself.But the weight exerted on his body could feel his collapse and powerlessness.

This position was maintained for a long time, so long that Miller wondered if Wu Si just fell asleep like this.

He wanted to distance himself a bit to see how he was doing, but Miller's fingers just touched Wu Si's shoulder, and Wu Si hugged him as if he was dying.The originally leaning posture turned into a strong hug. Wu Si hugged Miller tightly, as if grasping the last straw, with his head clasped in his shoulder socket, refusing to lift his head.

The sudden change in posture made Miller at a loss. Seeing Wu Si wrapped around him like an octopus, he didn't know how to react.

From the beginning to the end, Miller didn't know anything, and was forcefully excluded from the incident by Wu Si. He didn't tell himself anything, and didn't let himself know anything. Even now... To him, he is What is it?

It's not fair, Wu Si, it's not fair for you to treat me like this.

However, even so, Miller still couldn't push this vulnerable person away at this moment, couldn't give him support, couldn't refuse him.

When he stretched out his hand and hugged Wu Si back, Miller felt the shaking of the person in his arms, and he relaxed slightly as if he was relieved.That's fine, it's okay, with me here, everything will be fine.

Yes, Wus felt alive again and could breathe when Miller hugged him back.Drowning in the cold and dark seabed before, he didn't know which would defeat him first, the suffocation or the cold. Just when he almost gave up resisting, he saw the light in the distance.

Hurting him again and again, each time was deeper and more serious than the last time. Every time he saw him hurt, it always made Wu Si feel like he was being hurt. Compared with being gang-raped, possibly contracting HIV, or even Jing Mo's wedding, these are all better. Not to mention the pain he caused after hurting Miller.It was the first time that Wu Si felt that he might not be able to overcome the pain by himself.

And this kind of pain is like the light seen in the deep sea. Only this kind of tingling can make the numb body feel the sensation.The heavy shackles on his feet kept dragging him into the deeper and darker depths of the sea. He had no way to reach out his hand like that light. He was afraid of pulling the other party into the bottom of the sea together. This was absolutely unforgivable for him.

However, just now, the shackles were untied, and Miller's injured eyes, which were too late to hide, were the strongest light Wu Si saw, reminding him that this is the last chance, and he knows better than anyone else that this time If you miss it, you may never see the light to save yourself again.

Even without the heavy burden, he was too weak to swim ashore with his own strength.

So, I couldn't help swimming towards the light source, desperately trying to catch it.

It wasn't until Miller stretched out his hand and pulled himself ashore that Wu Si felt that his breathing was smooth. He could finally breathe again, the smell of fresh air that he hadn't seen for a long time.

But, this is not enough.

The cold is still biting, the stomach is rumbling, and Wu Si will never let go of the hope he finally grasped.

He wants him.

When the person in his arms suddenly pushed himself into the bedroom, Miller froze for a moment, without resisting, he was staggered into the dark bedroom with no lights turned on, and fell directly on the bed.

The instigator didn't stop, he straddled his body, ripped off his shirt roughly, bowed his head and kissed her.The chest was sucked very hard, and Wu Si's movements were even more rough. Miller could feel his rapid breathing, and impatient movements, which were the same as the last time he lost control of the kiss in the KTV box... um... maybe more very.

The slight pain stimulated by the nipple being bitten made Miller groan unconsciously, and his body moved instinctively. Who knows, before he could make a resisting movement, he was pressed by Wu Si's palm.

Wu Si pressed Miller's chest with his left hand, straightened his body, and slowly unbuttoned his clothes with his right hand.The room was very dark, the heavy curtains blocked the sunlight outside, the lights were not turned on, and there was no light source. Even when Miller squinted his eyes, he could only see the outline of Wu Si.

But he could still see his movements. When he took off his clothes freely, Miller's Adam's apple twitched.

Looking down at Miller, Wu Si moved back a little, and the buttocks that were originally sitting on Miller's waist moved to a further back position, and he could clearly feel the part that was slowly firming up.

Lowering his waist, Wu Si slowly approached Miller.

When his lips touched his upper lip, Miller heard that statement, which was like a bewitching statement.

"Sorry, even if you push away, I won't stop."