after the reunion

Once the gate of memory is opened, it rushes out like a flood bursting a bank.

Qin Muyang looked down at the crowds and vehicles on the street below, his mind was in a trance for a while.What was Zhao Xi like at that time?

He thought about it.I vaguely remembered that I was probably drunk at the time, and when I got off the stairs, I saw a lost lamb sitting on the bar.

The little lamb has a pair of eyes that can talk. When he raised his head, his eyes were unexpectedly clear, filled with innocence and fear that were ignorant of the world.

At that time, Qin Er Shao had just gotten drunk with his friends, and his whole body exuded a strong hormonal aura.He saw the little lamb's eyes dodge in a panic, and then secretly aimed at it from the corner of his eye.

Qin Muyang shook the liquid in the cup, maybe... From that moment on, he fell in love with these eyes.

Maybe it's funny, maybe it's so destined.But for a long time after Zhao Xi left, he recalled that scene numbly and masochistically, and kept coming to the conclusion that "I fell in love with him at first sight", yes, it was love at first sight.

Then, he endured the cold wind and waited outside the bar for three hours, feeling Qiong Yao's pain, and when he saw the little lamb coming out, he leaned against the car door and pretended to be chic: "Hey, handsome guy, Do you take a car?"

Little Lamb's eyes shone undisguisedly, he nodded quickly, and got into the car.

Hugging and kissing came so naturally, the two seemed to have been waiting for each other for a long time, the intensity of that night made Zhao Xi hate it every time he talked about it.

And Qin Muyang would bite his ear with a smirk, and whisper, "Baby, I'm very 'fierce'."

Zhao Xi blushed, and spat at him as a pervert, but boldly embraced his neck, and leaned forward to bite him.

Qin Muyang let out a breath and couldn't help chuckling.It turned out...they had loved like that before.

Yes, very much in love with each other.The kind of love that can't wait to melt each other into the bones.Even though the family obstructed, the mother threatened, and the source of income was cut off, the two young people who had just fallen in love were still desperate and crazy.

At that time, Xu Haoran and Bai Yuhang had relationship problems, and they would always talk to him from time to time that Xiao Xi had a good personality and was suitable to be a wife.

But I didn't want to, it was such a docile, open-minded baby wife who, after a year of gluey love, quietly left him and gave up their hard-working relationship.

Qin Muyang still can't figure out why.At the beginning, I would keep thinking about it, thinking about it during the day, thinking about it at night, and thinking about it in my dreams.

But still can't think of a reason to let the other party leave him.

The anger and self-contempt during that time almost overwhelmed Qin Muyang.But now, when he learned that Zhao Xi was planning to get married again, this kind of emotion suddenly appeared, and the hatred and anger in his heart almost overflowed.

Why can you marry and have children as if nothing had happened!But I'm going to be annoyed like a crazy person? !

It was only then that Qin Muyang discovered that the so-called "forgetting" was just a temporary choice to discard. All the hatred and resentment slowly surfaced in his contact with Zhao Xi again and again, causing him to sink involuntarily again.

This feeling is really bad! ——Qin Muyang thought coldly.

Zhao Xi went to pick up the child after get off work the next day, and Zhao Dongdong looked at him resentfully at the kindergarten gate.

Zhao Xi was embarrassed, coughed and walked over, pulling him up, "Hey, Dad is here, let's go home. How about eating fish today?"

Zhao Dongdong still puffed his cheeks unhappily and didn't speak.

Zhao Xi nervously looked at his son's small face, squatted down, "Well, Dad was wrong. Dad had something to do yesterday, so he didn't pick you up."

Zhao Dongdong violently broke away from his hand and shouted: "You don't want Dongdong when you are looking for a new mother? Why didn't you come to pick me up? Did you not want me?"

The child's face was flushed, his eyes widened angrily, and his fists were clenched tightly.

Pedestrians on the street looked over from time to time, thinking it was a father-son quarrel.

Zhao Xi rubbed his brows. He was very tired. He suffered from insomnia last night. Today, he managed to get his job right. He had to catch the bus for two hours to pick up his child, but he was yelled at like this.

Zhao Xi felt a little disappointed, sighed softly, and took the child's hand, "Dongdong, we have a problem and go home to talk. Dad is very tired now, don't make trouble, okay?"

Zhao Dongdong pursed his lips and said nothing. When he heard his father say that he was uncomfortable, he looked around in panic, and finally bowed his head and said "en".

The two walked home slowly, and as soon as they entered, Zhao Xi wanted to fall asleep on the sofa.

Zhao Dongdong stood in front of him, waiting stubbornly.

Zhao Xi smiled wryly. This kid is usually very docile, but whenever his sensitive areas are involved, he will show his minions viciously like a little leopard.

After all, it was that person's blood that flowed in his body.

Reluctantly leaning on the sofa, she pulled the child over and leaned against her arms, and asked softly, "Is Dongdong angry? Because Dad didn't pick you up yesterday?"

Zhao Dongdong sniffed and rubbed against his chest, "Dad is bad, Dad agreed to come pick me up. I don't want to live at Uncle Bai's house!"

Zhao Xi smiled and shook his head, "Uncle Bai treats you badly? How could you not like it?"

Zhao Dongdong frowned and thought for a while, then raised his head and said seriously: "Dongdong wants to be with Dad, Dongdong is Dad's child." It's not Uncle Bai's child!

Zhao Xi was stunned, feeling sore, he stroked his son's stiff back, and sighed, "Good boy, tell dad the truth, do you want a new mother?"

Zhao Dongdong's body froze immediately after relaxing for a while, shaking his head, "No, I don't want it anymore."

Zhao Xi laughed, "Why don't you want it all of a sudden? Didn't you argue all day before?"

Zhao Dongdong had a bitter face, and was extremely serious, "Father has a new mother, so don't let Dongdong go. Will Dongdong still live in Uncle Bai's house often?"

When the child was very young, because Zhao Xi had to go out to work to earn money, he often dragged the elderly upstairs and downstairs to take care of him. The elderly were kind-hearted and never took money.

During that time, although Zhao Dongdong was young, he vaguely imprinted this memory in his heart.He doesn't like to stay in other people's homes, and the child feels insecure.

Zhao Xi didn't know about this, but he had thought about it.The child is only five years old now, how can he raise it to adulthood by himself?Zhao Xi didn't know if he could last that long after surviving the past five years.

When the child grows up in the future, will such a family have any bad influence on his growth?

Also, how should he explain the matter of the child's mother?

Zhao Xi had a headache, and his body was very uncomfortable. His mind was full of two voices who were constantly fighting. Sometimes they said to quickly find a new mother, and sometimes they said they must not find a new mother.

As for why he was determined not to find it, he hadn't figured it out yet.

Seeing his father not talking, Zhao Dongdong's eyes were red with anxiety, and he promised in a panic: "Dad, don't, don't look for a new mother. Dongdong is obedient, don't make trouble, don't look for a new mother! Dongdong must listen to you Ah! Woooooo..."

The child started crying as soon as he said it, and when he thought about yelling at his father outside just now, he felt even more wronged, so he quickly dodged a little, squatted down/body and began to cry.

Zhao Xi couldn't laugh or cry. Seeing the child crying was a grievance. He didn't think about whether he should find a new mother, so he quickly picked him up and promised seriously: "Hey, don't cry. Dad just asked, Ask. If Dongdong doesn’t want it, we won’t. Dad assures you, everything is up to you.”

Zhao Dongdong gradually stopped crying, raised his head and looked at him with tears in his eyes, "Really, really?"

Zhao Xi was helpless, "Really. When did Dad lie to you?"

The child wiped away his tears with his sleeve, threw himself on his father, hung him around his neck, and hummed, "Dad, Dongdong will be really good, and I will definitely listen to you. Let's, let's not find a new mother anymore. Well, okay?"

Zhao Xi sighed lightly, and his nerves, which had been tense to the extreme just now, relaxed. He suddenly felt the pain in his bones all over his body. He closed his eyes on the sofa and wanted to fall asleep like this.

Zhao Dongdong muttered for a long time, but his father didn't answer.Leaning up to his face and taking a bite, "Dad?"

Zhao Dongdong murmured "En", but still did not open his eyes.

Zhao Dongdong shook his arm, "Go back to sleep, you'll catch a cold!"

Zhao Xi opened his eyelids and said weakly, "But Dad is so tired, he can't move anymore."

Zhao Dongdong's eyeballs rolled, and he grabbed his hand, wanting to pull him up.

Zhao Xi was startled, and hurriedly sat up carefully, for fear that the inertia would make the child squat.Walking unsteadily to the bedroom, Zhao Dongdong followed behind him step by step.

"Go and brush your teeth, baby."

After Zhao Xi said this, he lay down on the bed without taking off his clothes.

Zhao Dongdong wrinkled his nose, and patted his butt like a grown-up, "Lazy! It hurts when you're sick!"

Then he took off his shoes and jumped onto the bed, spread out the quilt with great effort, and then covered his father little by little. Finally, he carefully looked at a few corners to make sure that his father was covered tightly, and then he closed the door lightly and left. .

A sensible person is hardly like a five-year-old child.

Zhao Xi who was lying on the bed suddenly opened his eyes, looked at the pitch-black ceiling for a while, then closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep.