Dressed as an A-turned-O male protagonist's doll kiss partner

Although Bai Xiao kept saying that he didn't need to go to the hospital, Su Jiu still took Bai Xiao there.

After receiving the guarantee that the wound on his wrist would not leave any sequelae, the worry in Su Jiu's eyes finally disappeared.

After leaving the hospital, Su Jiu wanted to take Bai Xiao to see a psychiatrist.

Bai Xiao's almost suicidal way of biting his own wrist really scared Su Jiu.

Su Jiu couldn't ignore Su Jiu's sudden suicidal tendencies and Bai Xiao's guilt.

So a psychiatrist must see it.

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The question is how to put it euphemistically.

However, Bai Xiao saw through Su Jiu's thoughts early on.

"If you're really worried, I can see a psychiatrist."

Su Jiu turned to look at him in shock, his lips opened and closed, but he didn't know what to say.

Bai Xiao squeezed his hand: "But let's keep it a secret from my parents and uncle for now, lest they worry."

Su Jiu nodded.

After hesitating for a while, he asked, "Brother Bai, why do you feel guilty about me?"

From Su Jiu's point of view, Bai Xiao didn't owe him anything.

There is a lot of unrequited love in the world.

It doesn't make sense that if you try your best to like someone, the other person must return the same affection to you.

Not to mention that Bai Xiao had advised him more than once not to like him.

If it were someone else, maybe they would treat him with a worse attitude.

But Bai Xiao didn't.

From elementary school to junior high school graduation, I have been taking care of him.

Regardless of whether the care was due to the instructions of the Bai family's parents or the friendship of bamboo horses, Bai Xiao never let him down.

He just, just bored him.

Su Jiu's question made Bai Xiao pause.

He seemed to be standing in front of the tombstone again, allowing himself to be swallowed by regret.

"Brother Bai?"

Su Jiu called him.

Bai Xiao shook his head and said, "Because I suddenly found that I like you."

He held Su Jiu's hand tightly, "I like you, so when I think about my attitude towards you in the past, I feel guilty."

No matter how much, he would not say anything.

Su Jiu obviously felt that Bai Xiao was hiding something from him.

But if Bai Xiao didn't say anything, he couldn't force him.

So he had no choice but to take Bai Xiao to see a psychiatrist.

While sitting outside waiting, Su Jiu was always worried.

What I think about the most is, if the psychiatrist says that Bai Xiao suffers from depression, how should he enlighten him.

However, an hour later, when Bai Xiao finished his meeting with the psychiatrist, he was told that Bai Xiao did not have any mental illness.

Su Jiu was worried and asked several times.

After getting a definite answer, I finally let go of a hanging heart.

Seeing his frightened look, Bai Xiao thought for a moment before saying: "Don't be afraid, I didn't intend to commit suicide, I just pretended. If I don't take some strong medicine, I don't know how long you will refuse me."

He pinched Su Jiu's soft and tender face, and finally said, "Sorry, I made you worry."

Su Jiu pursed his lips.

He didn't really believe Bai Xiao's words.

At that time, the cruelty in Bai Xiao's eyes was not half fake, it was definitely not a show.

If he doesn't stop it in time, the other party is really planning to commit suicide.

Every time Su Jiu thought of Bai Xiao's eyes at that time, he felt extremely scared.

He didn't dare to imagine what would happen if he stayed at night again.

But Bai Xiao didn't want to say it.

He didn't want to say it, so Su Jiu could only pretend to believe him.

It's just that his eyes dimmed after all.

Seeing his expression, Bai Xiao knew that the other party didn't believe him.

After a long time, he finally sighed and changed his words.

"Well, I'm not pretending. I'll tell you exactly what you want to know."

Perhaps Bai Xiao could hide it from Su Jiu for the rest of his life.

But he doesn't want to.

Su Jiu finally showed his sincerity, and he didn't want to let his heart become cold because of his concealment.

So he told Su Jiu exactly what happened in the other world.

Including those two dreams that have been bothering him.

After finishing speaking, Bai Xiao fell silent, quietly waiting for Su Jiu's reply.

He didn't know what Su Jiu would think when he found out.

Maybe it would mind him sending him to jail in the future.

Maybe she would hate him for being marked by Xie Ke again and again without telling him.

……

Bai Xiao was ready to be pushed away by Su Jiu.

The big deal is to find a way to chase people back.

Anyway, Su Jiu has been chasing after him for so long, so what does it matter if he chases Su Jiu for a few years instead?

But to Bai Xiao's surprise, Su Jiu was not angry after hearing this.

Instead, he hugged Bai Xiao.

Comfortingly said: "Brother Bai, you don't need to be sad, and you don't need to feel guilty."

He smiled lightly in Bai Xiao's ear.

"So what if the two worlds in your dream are real? Four worlds, four endings. Why should I hate you because you in other worlds abandoned me?"

Bai Xiao opened his lips, his voice was difficult.

"Yes, but I did..."

It is indeed like the early stage of that nightmare world, ignoring you for a long time.

This is also the reason why Xiang Bai Xiao can't feel at ease all the time.

Even if the world hadn't developed to the point of no return, he was indeed tired of Su Jiu for a long time.

Thinking about it now, Bai Xiao couldn't imagine it himself.

Why is he bored with Su Jiu?

distinct……

It was clear that he hated Su Jiu being bullied the most.

Su Jiu laughed again, half joking and half serious, and said, "So, I will punish you for being crushed by me for the rest of your life."

Bai Xiao couldn't answer for a moment.

After a while, I found my voice and said euphemistically, "You are not the same as you were three years ago."

Su Jiu three years ago was soft, and there were always stars hidden in his eyes.

The current Sujiu...

Although there are stars in his eyes when looking at him, there are other things besides these.

For example, possessiveness.

This made Bai Xiao, who had always regarded Su Jiu as a delicate omega, a little at a loss.

But I heard Su Jiu say again: "Brother Bai, you actually don't intend to be occupied by me for the rest of your life, do you?"

Bai Xiao: "..."

He nodded slightly.

Bai Xiao really didn't intend to be suppressed by Su Jiu for the rest of his life.

The first time it was a special case.

It was done deliberately to save Su Jiu and to make him feel at ease.

When Bai Xiao was confused by Su Jiu, he thought about how to make up for the first time in the future.

Su Jiu approached Bai Xiao, lowered his voice and said, "That's why I want to punish you."

Bai Xiao knew why and asked, "What am I punished for?"

"Let me eat you forever, Brother Bai~"

It was clearly a coquettish tone, with a slight oppression and imperceptible possessiveness on his face.

Bai Xiao's face turned red, and he cursed softly: "Why did he teach you to be such a hooligan?"

Su Rogue Jiu didn't answer, but bit Bai Xiao's lips instead.

His arms were tightly wrapped around Bai Xiao's waist, locking him firmly in his arms.

It was also at this time that Bai Xiao finally realized that this person was different from before.

In the past, Su Jiu was thin and small, half a head shorter than him, with no flesh on his body.

Thick bangs blocked most of his face, he was silent and reticent, and anyone who saw it would say gloomy.

The current Su Jiu is as tall as him.The arms are strong, and the muscles of the whole body are beautiful and not obtrusive.

The thick bangs on his forehead disappeared, revealing his delicate and beautiful face.In the blink of an eye, the style is infinite.

Just as he was thinking, Su Jiu bit his earlobe.

He seemed a little angry and said, "Brother Bai, you are not paying attention."

After speaking, he pushed Bai Xiao onto the sofa, forcing him to beg for mercy with tears in his eyes and red corners.

At this moment, Su Jiu felt extremely satisfied.

Bai Xiao's flushed face, Bai Xiao's hot breath, Bai Xiao's foggy eyes...

Everything is so wonderful, so addicting to him.

It is far from the white owl who was as difficult to climb as the high mountain flower in the past.

Su Jiu felt extremely excited.

It was also at this moment that Su Jiu suddenly knew why the other Bai Xiao always said that he was crazy inside.

He is indeed crazy.

Because after knowing the two illusory dreams that troubled Bai Xiao, he actually felt boundless joy.

He thanked Su Jiu for his death in the nightmare world.

Because he made Bai Xiao feel so guilty that he was willing to entrust himself to him.

He thanked Dream World Su Jiu and Bai Xiao for walking to the old age.

Because he made Bai Xiao think that he and himself really liked each other.

So does his brother Bai really like him?

Maybe he really likes him.

He may have been influenced by the happy ending of Dream World.

Perhaps he was terrified by the tragic ending of the nightmare world.

Or maybe all three.

But the reason is not important anymore.

Because he finally occupied the person he had wanted for 18 years.

And this person, because of his unnecessary guilt, will never be able to leave his side for the rest of his life.

For the rest of his life, he could only let him ask for it and could not escape.

After Bai Xiao was finally exhausted, Su Jiu wrapped his arms around him and whispered in his ear.

"Brother Bai, I lied to you."

"Even if it's the love born of guilt, I want it."

"so……"

With deep eyes, Su Jiu said in his heart.

"Be ashamed for the rest of your life, my good brother."