ABO Plum Green

It rarely snows in Shanghai. In the early years, it could be said that it happened once in ten years. However, in recent years, there have been a few symbolic snowfalls.

This year is no exception, even colder than previous years.

On the highway to the cemetery, Qu Shi'an caught a glimpse of the frozen lake, and the noon sun shone before the clouds disappeared.

The ice layer that started to melt was divided into large pieces and turned into isolated islands.Some ice scum in the lower layer is also showing.

As soon as the sun was shining, there was no wave on the lake, but sparkling light flashed.

Song Yuyang couldn't figure out why the young master and sole heir of the dignified Qu family would stare at Shi Yun, a bastard, and would not let go.

He didn't want to pretend to be calm, he just wanted to let everyone know that Shi Yun is good, damn good.

He knew very well in his heart that Qu Shi'an is a bit of a dead-end person, and if he chooses something, he will not let it go unless it is absolutely necessary, just like a wolf that does not turn back, if it does not bite you to death, it has to stare at the bite meat down.

On the first day of the new year, I rushed to send flowers to the dead, and I ate the crispy corners of the frog seeds, and I got home.

But he wouldn't say anything, and even pretended to be considerate and routinely asked Qu Shi'an if he wanted an assistant to send him off.

Just like the scene that has been repeated countless times in the past many years, Qu Shi'an of course said no.

When Shi Yungang died in the early years, no matter where the Shi family's parents went, they would hear words of urging them to mourn and change their ways. Everyone was secretly preparing to watch the excitement, and wanted to know who would end up with such a big Shi family?

Mrs. Shi is also getting old. Although Mr. Shi and Mr. Shi are a young couple, it is not appropriate to have another child after all.

But Mrs. Shi couldn't do it, and the Shi family saw more and more children.

The older one was two or three years older than Shi Yun, and the younger one was brought back after Shi Yun's funeral, so the date of birth was actually within a few days of the day when her only child passed away.

People's jealousy and self-esteem are really the most uncomfortable things.

Because of jealousy, I can't see the suffering of others, and dare to say anything when I make irresponsible remarks.

It seems that if you don't say this time, the next time will be 800 years later, as if you have the upper hand this time, and you will always be superior all your life.

Anyway, people who are envied have more or less lost everything in other people's fantasies.

Self-esteem is the inability to express emotions.

This thing is more difficult to explain.

Many people always fall in love with people who don't care about themselves, partly because they are not good enough, and partly because they feel that they don't deserve better love.

Like Song Yuyang and Qu Shi'an, the reason why they have never complained to each other is not because they don't care, but because they both want to maintain their own image in each other's hearts, which is a terrible thing.

It is a good thing to have self-esteem, even if you encounter any difficulties, you can keep your integrity.

But in fact, it is not all a good thing. If it is an ordinary person, too much self-esteem will only appear to be desperate, and it is somewhat ignorant.

Song Yuyang had a dream last night.

Qu Shi'an in the dream was admitted to the attached high school very smoothly, and went abroad to continue her studies in high school.

I went all the way to graduate with a Ph.D., and also went to take a double degree in literature.

Later, he married a foreign self-made business genius, and the Qu family was still taken over by the husband and wife.

In other words, Qu Shi'an only returned to China for a permanent residence in his 30s, and he stayed here for four or five months a year.

In the dream, Qu Shian always smiled foolishly, and at first he forgot to bring RMB when buying vegetables in the supermarket.

Once I met him at a luxury goods counter, and he had to sign for confirmation after swiping his card. Although his handwriting was not very beautiful when he didn’t study hard before, in his dream, Qu Shi’an, who returned to China more than ten years later, The writing is completely round.

Seeing him staring at his writing, he would be very embarrassed to tell him not to look at it.

"I know that my writing is ugly. Don't read it. If you see me again, I will write even uglier when I get nervous."

Song Yuyang begged the heavens like a pervert, wanting to overdraw his luck and see him more often.

But he counted all the time throughout the year, and he didn't meet Qu Shi'an a few times, and there was no chance of coincidence when he met Qu Shi'an deliberately.

The funniest thing is that Qu Shi'an in the dream turned out to be an Omega, but because he values ​​his career very much, he just doesn't have children.

He will bury his whole body in his lover's arms, give his Alpha an umbrella on rainy days, and have a drone on the Bund to express his love on his birthday.

He is Qu Shi'an who puts his head on his lover's broad shoulders when hugging.

Song Yuyang was very, very sad after waking up, not because he didn't pursue Qu Shi'an in his dream and missed it all his life.

Instead, he's sad that Beta he loves doesn't end up with the happiness he could have easily achieved.

Although it is impossible for people to be smooth sailing all the time, even though there will be ups and downs in everything they do.

But An An, whom he has always liked since he was not differentiated, his path should be much smoother than it is now.

Sometimes he despicably feels sincere gratitude for the kidnapping case 20 years ago. Although Qu Shi'an will no longer wink at him on stage, just to ask him to help move a music stand, but he can really hug Arriving at Qushi'an, smelling the unchanging scent of tea on his body, and living the rest of his life from now on.

He would even be grateful to all the gods that he didn't know, who were famous but still had something, thanked them for taking Shi Yun away, thanked them for making him look at least a little bit resemblance that could make Qu Shi feel at ease.

Very rarely, he was blaming the people who didn't come to pick up Qu Shi'an that day.

No matter how much Song Yuyang thought about it, he couldn't understand how the Qu family would usually be so nervous that Qu Shi'an would take a photo with someone outside, but would forget to ask someone to pick him up.

What Bai Mi Yi Shu said was wrong.

Things either don't happen, or if they happen, then they have to bear [-]% of the consequences.

It was obviously someone else's fault, but it was indeed Qu Shi'an who had to bear the consequences.

Song Yuyang actually understood very well that if it wasn't for the kidnapping that ruined Qu Shi'an's career, for a person like him, the time when he would see Qu Shi'an the most in his life would be the ten years before he went to college.

It cannot be said that people in a circle do not communicate with each other.

That is, the magnitudes of the Song family and the Qu family are completely far apart.

Although Qu Shi'an is not a person who likes to put on airs, no one can say for sure what didn't happen.

Everyone says that Song Yuyang is a fun-loving and nostalgic person.

In fact, Qu Shi'an was not much different in his heart.

Thinking back on many things in the past, Song Yuyang already felt that God was very partial to him.

He didn't regret it, but it didn't mean he didn't miss it.

If he really wanted to express his regrets from the bottom of his heart, then he really hoped that Qu Shi'an would not have experienced that kidnapping case.

Even if Qu Shi'an's happiness in smooth life had nothing to do with him, he still wanted him to be happy.

He sincerely hopes that Qu Shi'an and his predestined lover in parallel time and space, the young couple, will live together together.

During the year when Qu Shi'an was convalescing, he was either in the hospital or in a house far away from the school. Compared with the house he was used to living in, it was not only a little smaller, but also not very quiet.

However, there are many people coming and going, and it is lively at best.

At worst, he wouldn't listen at all.

Song Yuyang often came to see him.

Later, all the messy people were solved, and Qu Shi'an had more freedom. Because of some mental problems, sometimes he died without being sleepy, or sleepy without falling asleep.

Sometimes I feel drowsy and sleep for more than ten hours at a time, which is completely unpredictable.

Qu Shi'an always went out in the middle of the night to find some supper.

He likes ice cream best.

Once when I was eating ice cream beside the road, I happened to see Song Yuyang.

Many people are also curious about whether there are people racing in the city center. Assistant Qu here will tell you that there are also people racing in the city center, but they are motorcycles, because the roads are not wide enough for supercars.

Some people may think that this plot is illusory, but to be honest, those who race in urban areas are all old cyberpunks.

As long as there are cars and roads, they don't raise their heads, they just want to rush forward.

Under the dim light, Young Master Song who sneaked out was stunned immediately after seeing Qu Shi'an.

And that seems to be the only thing that is destined to stand on the road at two o'clock in the morning.

Because the cars were coming and going, they stood on both sides of the road, looking at each other. He straightened his crumpled clothes for a while in the autumn wind, and Qu Shi'an finished eating the chocolate cocoa ice cream in the autumn wind.

The next morning Song Yuyang sent a WeChat message during morning self-study to ask Qu Shi'an if he also likes racing.

Qu Shi'an, who had studied some relevant knowledge overnight, naturally said yes, and even said yes.