deceased into ashes

In the evening, Zhou Qianyi went to the bathroom to vomit in the bathroom while Yu Qingyue was using the tablet to make new documents in the room.

She thought she could still eat those dishes, but unexpectedly, her body couldn't take it anymore.

Her stomach started to hurt again and again, making her wish she could kill herself with a knife right now; she bit her pale lower lip, cold sweat broke out on her forehead, and her whole body was trembling with pain.

Just bear it... Zhou Qianyi gasped for breath and thought.Her eyes were blurred, and she was barely able to stand by propping herself up on the sink in the bathroom. She looked at herself in the mirror, and her expression was really terribly pale.

Can't let Qingyue see herself like this...

Zhou Qianyi turned on the bathroom heater and the shower, and she sat slumped on the floor mopped during the day, carefully avoiding the water with her left hand with the medicine on it, and let the water from the shower drench her clothes.

By making it look like she's taking a bath, Qingyue won't suspect anything else... Zhou Qianyi thought feebly; her stomach still hurts, she vomited up everything she ate, and she can't eat any more ;Empty stomach will still feel uncomfortable, stomach disease is grinding and uncomfortable.

She forced herself to keep her eyes open, because closing her eyes would only make her feel the pain more clearly; she thought that maybe one day in the future, once she closed her eyes, she might not be able to wake up.

The warm light of the Yuba shone on her, and after a while, she could finally stand up tremblingly and change into her soaked clothes; the whole bathroom was full of heat, and it was hazy, she heard Yu Qingyue talking to her outside. When others talk on the phone, my heart suddenly becomes sensitive again.

Qingyue is talking on the phone with a colleague?with family?Or... other lovers...

She didn't think about it anymore, just turned off the shower to calm herself down.

After Qingyue finished talking on the phone, Zhou Qianyi came out of the bathroom.

"Done?" Yu Qingyue smiled softly, she put away her phone, and walked over to hug Zhou Qianyi who was washing fragrantly.

Zhou Qianyi washed off the bad smell without leaving any traces.She also hugged Yu Qingyue, stuffed in her arms and asked: "Just now..."

Yu Qingyue wanted to touch Zhou Qianyi's long hair, but suddenly realized that her lover had already cut her hair, and she felt a little empty in her heart. She patted Zhou Qianyi's thin back lightly, and said, "Shall we move?"

Zhou Qianyi looked up at Yu Qingyue, and Yu Qingyue still looked at the person in her arms with a doting expression and smiled: "I asked, and said that the place has been packed, and we will move there this week, okay? ?"

She kissed Zhou Qianyi's forehead, then pressed her own forehead against Zhou Qianyi's, and said, "Go to our house together, our new nest."

Three years ago, Yu Qingyue and Zhou Qianyi moved to this place. Although they rented a house, many of their good memories are kept in this small house; Zhou Qianyi is a very nostalgic person, and she can't adapt to some sudden events immediately .

Yu Qingyue made it clear to her that they must move there.

"Moving..." Zhou Qianyi nestled in Qingyue's arms in a daze, buried her head on Qingyue's shoulder and sniffed, a little coquettish.

"Well, move," Yu Qingyue smiled softly, and suddenly carried Zhou Qianyi horizontally onto the bed in the bedroom, then put it down carefully, and said, "This way I can spend more time with you."

Although Yu Qingyue had said this many times, every time Zhou Qianyi heard it, her heart would warm.

Maybe she is really too stupid to believe such words.

"Then you are not allowed to lie to me..." Zhou Qianyi looked at the lover in front of her, the warm light from the bedroom shone on her profile, outlining the soft lines; her eyes were full of tears, and her voice was accompanied by trembling imperceptibly.

"Okay..." Yu Qingyue looked affectionately at the little lamb in front of her who was being slaughtered, and kissed it deeply.

Zhou Qianyi closed her eyes, tears streaming down her cheeks; she hugged the person on her body tightly, fearing that if the person was not paying attention, she would be abandoned.

Yu Qingyue kissed Zhou Qianyi's collarbone all the way, and carefully took off her clothes; she felt the person under her trembling slightly, and gently brushed her hair, saying: "Don't be afraid... ...doesn't hurt."

Zhou Qianyi endured the discomfort and the pain in her abdomen; she seemed to be trembling non-stop, but in fact she was really in pain.

She gritted her teeth, her face was reddish under the warm light, in fact, the cold sweat on her forehead was all from the pain; she was breathing rapidly, her heart was suppressed.

But she didn't want her lover to find out how uncomfortable she was at this time; she just thought that as long as this was the case, Yu Qingyue would not leave.

......

In the middle of the night, Yu Qingyue fell asleep with her arms around Zhou Qianyi. She slept soundly, but Zhou Qianyi still couldn't fall asleep. She always had nightmares when she fell asleep, and woke up covered in cold sweat from the nightmares; she looked at Yu Qingyue's face, Gently hugging her waist, said in a low voice: "You can stay with me for a while... just for a while... I won't disturb you for too long..."

"I'm so wronged, you come to coax me, I won't be wronged... So don't lie to me, just stay with me for this time..."

As she talked, her eyes gradually turned red. She closed her eyes and continued, "Don't blame me for not being able to bear the pain. I have suffered enough in my life...so please... ..Can you...love me for once? Don't hurt me again, okay?"

Yu Qingyue breathed evenly and slept soundly; Zhou Qianyi held her like this, thinking a lot about the future, and didn't fall asleep until around four o'clock in the morning.

The next day, when I woke up, it was past ten o'clock; Zhou Qianyi felt that the surrounding area was cold, and Yu Qingyue must have gone to work.

There was breakfast in the hall, and the note on it was written by Yu Qingyue: Qianyi, I went to work, and I will eat it when I come back at night, and I can eat breakfast as soon as it is warmed up.There is a cute heart drawn next to it.

Zhou Qianyi looked at the breakfast that Yu Qingyue made for her, which was very similar to the cartoon breakfast that children like; she smiled lightly, with sweet honey in her smile; she turned on her phone, took a photo, and Yu Qingyue arranged it The pose is very cute, and it looks very appetizing.

But she couldn't eat, and felt dizzy for a while; she sat on the sofa, turned on her cell phone and called Yan Min.

The other party quickly answered the phone: "Hello? Qianyi?"

"Sister Yan, good morning."

"Well, you can rest at home during this time, and I will give you half a month of paid leave."

"Sister Yan, there's no need," Zhou Qianyi lowered her eyes, "I'm going to move."

"You can come to {Yunyan} to work even if you move, it's fine."

"I will hand over the resignation letter tomorrow. I'm sorry, Sister Yan... To express my apology, I can return this month's salary and last month's bonus." Zhou Qianyi clutched his clothes in his right hand, and his stomach started to grow again. It hurts.

"Qianyi, what's wrong with you?" Yan Min's tone was a little worried.

"It's okay, sister Yan, you are really good...I sincerely hope that you meet someone who can cherish you, goodbye..."

"Qianyi?" Before Yan Min could finish speaking, Zhou Qianyi hung up the phone.

She was afraid that her tone was not blunt enough to make the other party give up; she really didn't want to delay such a good person again.

To move out of here and spend her last days in their new home.

Her last time should be spent with her lover whom she has loved for more than ten years.

Don't get involved with irrelevant people anymore...