deceased into ashes

The night is like ink, and the lights are lit.

Yu Qingyue put the booklet on Zhou Qianyi's pillow, she looked at the dimly lit night light, and closed her eyes to think about those sentences.

"I feel that I am a person who does not deserve to be liked and recognized by others.

Many times I look at the bright sky and the fat little sparrows playing on the branches of the big tree next to the building. They are so lively and beautiful, but they are gray in my eyes.

The only beauty that was contained in my eyes has disappeared, and it will be wiped out before death.

I had almost the same nightmare day and night. In the dark night, there was a pair of big hands, a pair of hideous hands, tearing... ripping off my clothes, tearing apart my body in confusion.

When I was young, I only felt pain, and the nightmare oppressed me like a nightmare.

Because of the injustice of this matter, the mother chose to jump off the building to make a big deal of it, but the end result was that the father got a huge sum of money to keep quiet, and then immediately left the small town with his lover.

I am always more willing to be awake, sober, waiting for someone who can love me again to come home, waiting for the surprise of seeing the light after surviving the night.

It's just a pity that I probably won't be able to hold on until dawn.

There is a knife of hatred in my heart, I don't know how many times I have killed that person in my heart, I thought I could get through it, but fate never let me go.

The nightmare came as promised, and I woke up in cold sweat in the early morning, and then looked at the empty room and cried.

This is my life these years. "

After Yu Qingyue recalled these sentences, tears fell from the corners of her eyes. She had long forgotten the pain in Qianyi's heart that could never be erased.

During the more than ten years of being with her, Zhou Qianyi walked forward with this old wound every moment.

She also finally realized why there was no blood on the sheets on the first night.And finally understood why Zhou Qianyi kept calling her in fear every time she went away for a long time.

She is an insecure person, and it is precisely because of her longing for care and love in the past and now that she willingly waits for Yu Qingyue to return home.

That booklet was filled with Zhou Qianyi's life experiences.

Most of them are extremely sour and painful, which makes people unable to sleep peacefully and feels that the world is dark.

She has been in pain all these years, but the disguise is perfect, and Yu Qingyue has never found out.

Yu Qingyue lowered her head, looked at the booklet, and said softly:

"Don't worry, I will find that beast for you, and I will make him pay the price."

Yu Qingyue returned to her hometown, that small inland city.

She found Zhou Qianyi's biological father's contact number and address.

This is a very difficult thing. In order to contact Zhou's father, Yu Qingyue spent half a month in the small town.

After looking for many contacts and many old ladies and grandfathers in small towns, I finally found out the exact location - that person should be in Shandong.

That man was a prosperous business owner, and he became friends with Zhou Qianyi's biological father many years ago. He went to Zhou's father's house for a drink and had sex with Zhou Qianyi, who was only nine years old, without anyone finding out.

Zhou Qianyi's mother fought with Zhou's father because of this incident, but Zhou's weak mother was beaten into the hospital by Zhou's father. Zhou Qianyi was still young at that time, so he could only watch Zhou's mother cry every day. In the end, Zhou's mother couldn't bear it anymore. With no retreat and no helpers, he chose to jump off a building to attract people's attention, hoping that they could help their young daughter and give her justice.

In the end, the boss bribed local journalists and senior police officers, and the matter was settled.

Yu Qingyue clenched her fists, and she frowned as she looked at the train ticket to Shandong, only to strengthen her determination.As for the branch office, she gave full authority to the assistant. No matter what, she just wanted to find that person and send him to jail.

Why should Zhou Qianyi have nightmares day and night, she is the victim, why is the person who should have spent the rest of his life in prison happy and happy? !

Yu Qingyue took a deep breath and arranged her itinerary for the next few days.

Another half month later, she found that person and collected some evidence from many people who had dealings with him.

Zhou Qianyi was not the only victim, and no one dared to come forward to seek justice in these years? !

Yu Qingyue looked at a list of personalities and information, she lost a lot of weight, and the bruises under her eyes became heavier.

This time, she was not the only one who contributed to the case of preparing to sue. Later, in the investigation process, a few more parents said that they had never found that person before, and they were not sure of winning the case. There were also a few bold adults who had been accused. The offending girl is willing to assist with the prosecution and trial.

In August, the court hearing began.

The case involved many people, so it was handled more cautiously. Yu Qingyue invited familiar lawyers to look at the case, and they all said that they could win the lawsuit.

Yu Qingyue finally breathed a sigh of relief.

After many days of exhaustion, she was a little exhausted, lying on the bed in the hotel, but she didn't feel sleepy at all.

That scumbag must go to jail.

Yu Qingyue was thinking, thinking of Zhou Qianyi's once clear eyes, she loved Zhou Qianyi's gentle and clear eyes the most, but it was only after Zhou Qianyi's death that she realized where the occasional worries in her eyes came from.

I thought the dust should have settled, but I didn't expect things to turn around suddenly.

The defendant released a lot of evidence and materials, saying that he did not violate those girls, and there was no audio or video recording when those girls were violated, and there was no actual evidence.

Yu Qingyue asked the lawyer in disbelief why this happened, and what was considered factual evidence? !

The lawyer lowered his face and said, "Similar to condoms, if there is any, it can be used as evidence..."

Her eyes widened, and there was a strong retching in her throat for a moment.

how so......

Yu Qingyue looked at the messages sent to her by the adult girls who participated in the prosecution.

"Miss Xiao...his relationship is too complicated, it's normal that we didn't win this lawsuit..."

"Sister Xiao, my parents scolded me, saying that I can't ruin my future like this. What should I do? Why let such scum get away with it?!"

"Miss Xiao, I really feel hopeless, we have tried everything... why is it still... still..."

Yu Qingyue closed her eyes. Due to her professional relationship, she couldn't show up in court. What she thought would go smoothly has now become so out of control...

She is really tired. These days, she is relying on her will to persevere, but the result is really unacceptable to her.

Why...

The wounded suffer...

She opened her eyes, looked at the ceiling, and suddenly thought of something.

As long as you can achieve your goal, you can take any path, even if you lose your reputation in the end, this is the last way.