deceased into ashes

The day before the new year, Yu Qingyue took Xiaoqian back to Shanghai.

Everywhere in the house is warm and cozy, and the New Year's cards that I decorated with Xiaoqian before now look very cute and interesting.

Xiaoqian took off her mask, ran to the hall and turned on the TV, and began to watch cat and mouse.

Yu Qingyue put away the New Year's things, then looked at the exquisite envelope she bought in her hand, smiled, and went to the room to close the door.

She took a pen on the black computer table, and looked at the familiar photo next to the computer. The person in the photo smiled happily.

Yu Qingyue looked at the lights outside the window, today is the New Year.

The yellowish light shines on the soft-colored letter paper, on which are written four delicate words——Letter with my wife.

......

After finishing writing, Yu Qingyue put the letter away and put it in an envelope. There was a purple paper flower sandwiched on the gold-stamped envelope—it was the little Jasmine that Xiaoqian gave to Zhou Qianyi.

Yu Qingyue put the letter away and put it in a cardboard box, then opened the door and prepared to cook.

In the hall, Xiaoqian was watching TV with a puppet bear in her arms. She was watching TV very seriously. Yu Qingyue also walked over gently and looked at the TV.

The Tom cat on TV sits dejectedly by the railway, waiting for the train to hit the track.

And Jerry suddenly appeared, it changed the track of the train, Tom cat did not go to heaven, but looked tiredly at the smiling Jerry in the distance.

-the end.

Yu Qingyue's tears dripped down.

Xiaoqian looked back at Yu Qingyue and saw that she was crying. Xiaoqian put down the puppet bear in her hand, walked over and asked, "Mom, why are you crying?"

"I think of Zhou's mother."

"Don't cry. Didn't mom say to wait for Zhou's mother to come back obediently? Don't cry." Xiaoqian hugged Yu Qingyue carefully, patted her on the back with her small hand, and said, "Let's wait for Zhou's mother together." Mom is back."

Thousands of lights outside the window.

Laughter and fireworks spread in the world.

The lights dimmed, and no one was there.

Finally... There is a light waiting for Zhou Qianyi.

*note

I met her in the dark world.

At that time, I was only 14 years old, and everything in darkness surrounded me, and my world had no light.

I met her at that time.

That year, when I was 15 years old, she took me to run around the campus and told me that there was a small daisy plant in the corner of the campus, and then we ran back to the dormitory in the rain with school uniforms, drying each other’s hair and hiding in the dormitory. Talk all night under the quilt.

We got together when I was 16.I bought a big umbrella and it was a bit heavy but we never got drenched in the rain again.

At the age of 17, we planned to go to a big city in the future, then prepare our own hut, and adopt a cute child for a lifetime.She smiled and leaned over and we kissed for the first time.It was a warm afternoon on a sunny summer day.

At the age of 18, I became an adult. The stars were beautiful that night. We celebrated on the roof of the dormitory. She told me that she would love me for the rest of her life.We hugged each other and fell asleep, I yearned for that warm embrace, and she said affectionately that she would love me for the rest of her life.

At the age of 19, my father found out about her and me, and beat me up when he returned home. She was the one who slapped me, and then that man took all the money I left in the old house and left, never to be seen again. According to the news, the old house was also sold, and I completely became a person with no one to rely on.

At the age of 26, I resigned and stayed at home for half a year. She forbade me to go to work again, coaxing me not to worry too much, and then stayed out at night for the first time.

At the age of 27, she cheated, and she slammed the door in a big fight with her, and I cried all day on the sofa alone in the cold winter, and she didn’t come home for more than ten days for the first time , I went to her side to look for her, and saw her sitting intimately with a woman having dinner, the other was young, beautiful and cute, asked her in a soft voice if she loved herself, she smiled and kissed the woman.I just left there silently.

At the age of 28, I was diagnosed with a terminal illness. I held the report card, covered my mouth and cried.I was trembling all over, and I called her, but no one answered.Later, when she came home, she just fell asleep. I tremblingly looked at all kinds of pornographic photos in her mobile phone, and closed my eyes in despair.

At the age of 29, I was finally on a high-rise building in ruins, wearing a pure white dress, and I finally stopped caring about her panic and collapse.I greet the wind before the summer storm with an embrace.

"Feel sorry."

"Goodbye."

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