I don't date non-humans

Two months passed quickly, and the weather got colder and colder.Short-sleeved short skirts were covered with long coats, and people's exposed stockings grew lushly upwards like some out-of-season plants, gradually covering the ankles.

For the past two months, City Y has been calm and peaceful.

One day, a text message was sent to Chi Diao's cell phone, reminding him that he had a courier to pick it up.

The little brother at the courier point downstairs in the apartment handed Chi Diao a thin envelope, and the address on the courier slip was the Second Hospital of Y City.

Chi Diao opened the envelope, took out the crumpled letter paper inside, and unfolded it in the cool sunshine of early winter.A page full of handsome fonts squeezed together vividly, black and white.

The first line doesn't have any titles.

[It is very presumptuous to write this letter to you.I thought about it and sent it anyway.Please don't be too surprised when you see it.

Isn't it weird that I know your home address?Don't worry, I'm not a kidnapper, nor a stalker, nor a conspirator who wants to destroy the world. I'm just an ordinary person who is tortured by love.

It's strange, when I don't write a letter, I seem to have a thousand words in my heart.But when I picked up the pen, I found that I actually had nothing to say.Some just suddenly feel a little lonely and a little depressed at a certain time.And I have nobody else to write to but you, and the one I most want to write to won't want to read it.So I can only write to you.

I don't beg you to understand me, none of my kind can understand me, and those who know the truth are all laughing at me.Sometimes I also feel stupid, but I can't control my heart.Day and night, day and night, I found myself becoming more and more like a human being.

For some reason, I feel uncomfortable when I am around those electronic products, so I choose to write this letter in this way, I hope it will not bother you.After calculating the time, if everything goes well, this letter should be delivered to you in three months.

wishing all the best.

In fact, I have a lot of words hidden in my stomach.Ever since I learned something like words, those surging emotions have been transformed into words and folded line by line. This is really a good method.

Sorry, I have said so many things in a long-winded manner, and I didn't get to the point.Maybe it's because I haven't really talked to people for so long that I haven't been myself.

But even human beings can't help but say some stupid things before they die, please forgive me who is about to die.

Forgot again, I am not a human being.

You won't be surprised, will you?

In fact, this is a very troublesome thing. The skin is always cold and has no temperature, even in the hottest summer.It was so cold that the blood inside would freeze.The eyes are just a part for decoration, but they can be seen more clearly when they are closed.Be careful with all glass products, because the fragile little things will explode if you apply force.

There is actually no difference between species and our race.Whether it's an ant or an elephant, a butterfly or an earthworm.We can change our body shape, gender and species if we want to.

Genes are nothing but lies that we play with.

I'm still curious about why I fell in love with a human being.After all, they don't have the beautiful wings of a butterfly, nor the soft belly hair of a rabbit. They are very uncomfortable when hugged, and they are not soft at all.

If you can choose the object of your love, then I think a soft rabbit is a good choice.But sometimes there is more than just no choice.

Now that I think about it, there was probably no special reason for the beginning of this relationship, but he just happened to appear by my side at that most special time.I woke up from the darkness so long that I forgot the time, opened the eyes I had just acquired, and saw him for the first time through the transparent cover.

This picture was engraved in my mind, and when I was finally able to use words proficiently, I turned every detail of that picture into lines of words and carefully stored them in my mind.

His porcelain-white skin was glowing against the light-colored protective clothing that fitted him, and the rose badge on the left chest was the best embellishment.He lowered his head, his chin tightened, his fine eyelashes formed a slender arc, and his neckline was just right, revealing half of his white neck and the collar of his flaxen shirt.

The lower body is a pair of black suit pants, showing his beautifully shaped calves.He held a blue fountain pen in his hand, and his fingers, as exquisite as works of art, spread and landed on the paper one by one in sequence.

Perhaps surprised by my awakening, he opened his beautiful eyes to me like a frightened young deer.The fountain pen in his hand slipped from the paper and hit the ground with a shocking bang.

At that moment, I heard a sound coming from my chest.The vibrant, energetic thud made my whole body tremble.

It was also at that time that I had a human heart.I was so happy about this, but I didn't realize that the sad gears of fate had begun to bite.

I do not want to dwell on what happened afterwards, but if you are really curious, you can find some omitted parts in the appendix.

In fact, it's just an extremely clichéd story, and even in the story, such a plot would never be written.One to love and one to be loved.One chases, one escapes.One loves to move the sky, and the other is so indifferent that he doesn't feel it.

Humans are truly incomprehensible creatures, and so are emotions.It's even something that makes people crazy like drugs.I just enjoyed the sweetness for a moment, but it took so long to repay it.

I shouldn't have said so much in the first place, but now it's such a troublesome thing, I'm so sorry.But I really want to write these down, maybe for the last time.

The story about him and me, the story from my eyes, the story that maybe he will never know.

I knew that I was going to die, and what I said before were all lies. The overdraft of my body made me unable to support the beating of my heart. I could feel the gradual decay of my internal organs.

The time is almost up.

Then I will usher in true death, eternal sleep.

After much deliberation, I realized that this body has no family members, and it has no other concerns besides work.The inheritance will be a problem, I will leave a suicide note in the room, so they must think I am dead.

He won't want my things, I left you everything in my body, if you don't want it, please donate it, it's fine anywhere.

I'm dying, but I don't suffer from it.If there is a next time, I think, I will still like him.

I know that what I represent is not a very good ending, and this trivial incident is not a useful warning.I just write my story here, whether you believe it or see it is your choice.

Wish you good luck.

——Wati]

The author has something to say:

After the exam, the author came back and updated the text qwq, after calculating the score, he felt that he failed to pass the test, wow, crying to death!Sure enough, the second time is the best. Today is too late and I will catch bugs tomorrow!

Good night! !