The debt of favor, I will pay with my flesh!

I didn't know this sad fact until the day I got a job, but this is how the world is. The efforts of ordinary people can never resist the halo of those rich people. The material, relying on the villain who curry favor with the rich.

"Thank you!" The mouth opened and closed in the air for a long time, Pei Ningxuan didn't know what else he could say besides thank you.

"Actually, if you want, I can help you keep an eye out for any vacancies in other companies." Lin Qi said that for no reason, after all, if ordinary people have a regular job at this point, they won't work outside. What a stroll.

"No need," a bitter smile evoked, and now he might not be in the mood to go to work anymore... "But thank you anyway."

"Pei Ningxuan..." Looking at Pei Ningxuan in front of him, Lin Qi suddenly felt that his whole body was overflowing with sadness, especially those eyes, which were no longer as bright as before, but rather dark and dirty.

"I'm fine, you go to work first." With a slight smile, Pei Ningxuan saw Marcus not far away, still in high spirits, "Marcus is waiting for you..."

"Then I'll go first." Looking back at Marcus, Lin Qi gave Pei Ningxuan a hug again.

"It's time to come out and have a cup of coffee together."

"Hmm..." Watching Lin Qi get into Marcus' car, Pei Ningxuan wandered around the city for a long time, and returned to Yan's home with tired steps until late at night.

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At night, Pei Ningxuan lay on his bed and looked at the ceiling quietly.Thinking of what Lin Qi said to him in the morning, he unconsciously smiled wryly.

Do you want to keep working hard?If he still has that mental strength...

It's a pity that his whole heart is now taken by Yan Yan. He knows that there will be no result, but he still can't let it go. He can only choose to make his heart ache like a tear...

Later, he had a dream. In the dream, he was asked by Yan Yan to perform the contract again, but he couldn't get excited anymore. He struggled in fear and frantically resisted the hands that touched others. Then come back and touch my body, just because when I see a man now, I will think of the night he and Yan Jiayou were together, so disgusting that I want to vomit...

When he woke up from the dream, he laughed, lying on the bed while laughing and shedding tears, letting the bitterness soak his pillow.

He didn't know why he laughed, he just felt that he should laugh and be happier, but he still couldn't stop the sadness in his heart, and the sad feeling spread all over his body...

In the next few days, Pei Ningxuan never went out of the room again, and locked himself tightly in the darkened room in a daze.When I have nothing to do, I will think of men, and my heart will feel empty for a while, and I will cry when I feel sad, and I will sleep when I am tired from crying, but I will wake up in a nightmare after not sleeping for long.

61 goodbye, my love

For several days like this, Pei Ningxuan's door remained silent, causing his heart to sink bit by bit until it reached the bottomless abyss.He didn't know if the man really got along too happily with Yan Jiayou to forget himself as a poor man, but he didn't have the energy to think anymore...

Stretching out his bony hand, Pei Ningxuan slowly opened the door.

He no longer wants to grieve for a man like this, cry for a man, for a man—

become less like myself...

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"Let me go..." Seeing Yan Hao again, Pei Ningxuan's heart still ached, but he didn't have the energy left to love the man in front of him.

"What did you say?" Yan Yan was stunned for a moment, thinking he had heard it wrong.

"During this time... I have served you comfortably. Counting the number of times, I have almost paid back what I owe you..." Picking up the plate in front of him, Pei Ningxuan's voice was a little choked up, but he was unwilling to let it go. Seeing him crying, the man turned his back to the man and walked into the kitchen.

Listening to Pei Ningxuan's words, Yan Yan felt indescribably irritated.

"Pei Ningxuan, what are you going crazy for!" He thought that the two of them had a good time, but he didn't expect him to mention this matter. Could it be that his obedience to him for so long was just to pay off his debts?He doesn't believe it, and he doesn't believe it!

"The rest...I will pay you back as soon as possible...so...please let me go..." Choking, Pei Ningxuan thought he wouldn't cry, but he still couldn't control his emotions.If he could, he would be extremely unwilling to leave the man, but if he didn't leave again, he was afraid that he would not be able to help but kneel in front of the man, and then beg him ugly not to leave him. Before the man took the initiative to drive him away, he just kept a little self-esteem...

After a moment of silence, Yan Yan made a sound.

"Give me a reason." Looking at Pei Ningxuan's back, the man's hands were clenched into fists, cold sweat dripped from his temples and dripped on the back of his hand.

it hurts...

My head really hurts...

The strong dizziness made the man have to support the table beside him to stand still.Pei Ningxuan's voice echoed in his ears, but he couldn't make out what it was.

"I'm just... Tired of this kind of life, I don't want to live like this for the rest of my life..." Looking up, Pei Ningxuan sniffed, recalling the old him, but he couldn't find that feeling.

yes……

Where did he go...

Where did that young Lisheng, who was full of vigor, go?

"Pei Ningxuan..." Supporting his body, Yan Yan pressed Pei Ningxuan's shoulder, forcing him to face himself.He didn't want to let go, really, he didn't want to just be separated from Pei Ningxuan, but his head hurt so badly that he couldn't even speak clearly...

"Please let me go..." Turning his face away, Pei Ningxuan had a sad face, like the man deep in the man's heart.

"Please...let me go..."

Listening to Pei Ningxuan's words, several double images appeared before Yan Yan's eyes, sad, happy, angry, crying...

And finally, that face of despair.

The pupils continued to dilate, and the man suddenly raised his head, pushed Pei Ningxuan hard, and muttered to himself, "Damn...you all go...you all go...don't come back after you leave!"

Yes... He said that no one can live a good life and still be able to walk on the top of the upper class and overlook everyone below.

"I don't need you...yes...no...you go...you go...you go away!" As he said this, the man excitedly swept all the cooking utensils on the stove to the ground, and the whole body immediately The room was filled with the sound of pinging, bang, bang, and the scene was a mess.

"..."

Falling down by the stove, Pei Ningxuan bit his lower lip tightly, fearing that he would shed tears that were crystal clear like glass.

Ah……

Obviously he proposed to leave, why does his heart still hurt...

Don't you have no strength to love?Don't you want to love no more?

But why...

There is that bitter feeling in the chest...

"Get off... get off..." Yan Yan clenched his fists at his side, took a deep breath, and then staggered out of the restaurant.

"Thank you..." Hearing the sound of footsteps going away, Pei Ningxuan finally couldn't help but shed tears.Squatting beside the vegetable sink, Pei Ningxuan curled up his whole body, crying unsightly, while silently chanting in his heart──

Goodbye... Yan Yan...

Goodbye my love……

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Walking out of Yan Yan's house, Pei Ningxuan brought nothing but two rings, one was Yan Yan's first gift to him, and the other was already on his body.

It turned out that the director of the orphanage said that it was left in his infancy when he was picked up that day, and it probably has something to do with his life experience.At the beginning, he was still keen on his dream of finding relatives, but the crowd was so vast, Pei Ningxuan thought he didn't have the energy and financial resources to find his relatives, so this matter gradually dropped.

While playing with the ring in his hand blankly, Pei Ningxuan put it on the middle finger of his left hand.I never noticed it before, but now it seems that the size is just right, but I can't take it off after wearing it, and there is no soap or other things around to take off the ring, and he is too lazy to take it off now, so I thought Wait till you find a shelter at night.

After wandering the streets for a long time, Pei Ningxuan just wanted to find a job first, otherwise he would not even have a place to live. He can't go back to ME. No matter how thick-skinned he is at Yan Yan's family, he can't go back and hug the man's thigh. As for Xia Yuqing, he messed up Yu Wenxiang's work, so naturally he doesn't have the face to go to them again...

"It's you again, Pei Ningxuan. I can see you, the god of plague, no matter where I am." Rolling his eyes, Gu Xiaoyu still couldn't forget the humiliation he received at Yan Yan's house that day, so the words he said were naturally sour.

It's just that Pei Ningxuan's mind is full of things now, so he can't control Gu Xiaoyu, he just walked past him without even looking at him, making Gu Xiaoyu tremble angrily, and ran a few steps to block Pei Ningxuan's way.

"Pei Ningxuan!" What's wrong with this guy? After being with Yan Yan for a long time, he has become more courageous. How dare he treat him like nothing!

"Gu Xiaoyu? What are you doing?" Stopping in her tracks, Pei Ningxuan came out of her own world and glanced at Gu Xiaoyu.

"I called you just now, why didn't you answer me?"

"Really, I didn't hear." Compared to Gu Xiaoyu's excitement, Pei Ningxuan looked lifeless.

"Didn't hear it?" Raising his eyebrows, Gu Xiaoyu realized that Pei Ningxuan looked a little lost. "Word