The debt of favor, I will pay with my flesh!

The weeds are already as high as half a meter. It seems that the owner of the house has not paid attention to everything around here for a long time, or maybe the owner of the house is not here at all.

After parking the car at the entrance of the villa, Yan Ningxuan took a deep breath, adjusted his emotions, and thought of several different excuses for himself.

If Yan Yan is not at home for a while, that is of course the best; if Yan Yan is at home, with his own rhetoric, it will not be too embarrassing.

Nodding his head, Yan Ningxuan cheered himself up, and opened the heavy security door with trembling hands.

He thought he had considered all the situations, but he didn't think about the situation in front of him.

The light-colored lips opened and closed to everything inside the door, but they couldn't say a word.

Yes, Yan Ningxuan was shocked.

When seeing the scene in front of him, Yan Ningxuan was really stunned.

Extra Story 4-3

Before coming here, Yan Ningxuan had made many speculations, and all the assumptions he had thought about before seemed so pale and powerless at this time.

The room in my memory has not changed much. The black and white tone reflects the rigorous personality of the owner, except that the white wall is covered with my own photos at some point.In the study, in the bedroom, and even in the bathroom, there are photos of himself.There are happy ones, some unhappy ones, vibrant ones, or lifeless ones, all the photos that Yan Ningxuan can think of, unexpected ones, can be found here.

Grabbing a photo from the bedroom wall, Yan Ningxuan slowly sat on the bed and stroked it.

The photo was taken last year. At that time, I didn't know Yan Yan for a long time, and I looked like a stupid young man.It's just me like that, but I don't know where it came from. I insisted on being serious with Yan Yan, and was lured into attending the private reception of Yan's family.

It was at that time that I met Yan Jiayou and Yan Hao for the first time.

Thinking of Yan Jiayou, Yan Ningxuan's heart sank, and there was a trace of unexplained pain in his heart.Even today when Yan Yan has flesh and blood, Yan Ningxuan still has a lump in his heart.Although I always knew that Yan Jiayou liked his half-brother Yan Hao, but he did occupy half of Yan Hao's heart. Jiayou persuaded Yan Yan to come and see him.

Although the two of them didn't come to any conclusion in the end, what I have to admit is that Yan Jiayou really understands Yan Yan better than himself, and he has Yan Yan's heart even more. I don't want to remember the physical relationship...

Thinking of that icy snowy night, Yan Ningxuan couldn't help but rubbed his arms with his hands, the coolness pouring from the bottom of his heart made him feel apprehensive.

When his hands were shaking, Yan Ningxuan's elbow touched something, and there was a "bang". He looked down and found that the black laptop had been knocked off the bedside table by himself, leaving a large hole on the wooden floor. imprint.

Picking up the computer, Yan Ningxuan originally pressed the power button to confirm whether he had damaged the computer in his hand, but the moment he turned on the computer, he couldn't help but look through more information that he shouldn't have.

With a traditional booting sound, Yan Ningxuan saw the light blue background desktop, and there was nothing on the desktop except "My Computer", "Recycle Bin" and "IE Browser" that every computer would have. No.

Opening "My Computer" aimlessly, Yan Ningxuan began to flip through the various folders inside.

To be honest, at the moment Yan Ningxuan didn't know what he was looking for, obviously everything in it belonged to Yan Yan's privacy, but Yan Ningxuan still wanted to see it.

Perhaps somewhere in his heart, he always hoped that there was still a sliver of hope that could not be parted between himself and Yan Yan, especially after he saw the photos all over the wall, that kind of empty hope was gradually enlarged. , even to an unprecedented extent.

After searching for a long time, Yan Ningxuan finally found a file named "Diary" in a very inconspicuous folder.

With unknown excitement, Yan Ningxuan lightly clicked on the icons on the desktop, and all the words that greeted his eyes were related to himself.

On May 5th, the car was damaged by a brat today, with an ordinary face, but quite energetic, I had an urge to bully him.

On June 6th, I took Pei Ningxuan to the reception of Yan's family. I didn't expect that he would see such an embarrassing scene.I felt very uncomfortable, and finally took that kid to vent, but after seeing his hurt expression, my heart ached...

On August 8th, I came back from the United States today, but I couldn’t see Pei Ningxuan’s person when I got home, and I didn’t answer the phone, which made me think that something happened to him. In the end, I went to the police station to report the crime, and when I came back, I found out that he didn’t know What are you having a temper with?

On August 8th, Pei Ningxuan came to the company alone to make a fuss. I don't know what he's up to, I'm so upset, forget it, I don't want to write.

On October 10th, Jiayou came to the house. He has been in an unstable mood for a while. I am quite worried. I am also worried about that boy Pei Ningxuan. He seems to have lost weight recently...

On December 12th, it was very cold. I reserved a table in the restaurant. I wanted to celebrate with Pei Ningxuan, but I couldn’t beat the headache. I passed out in front of the company. When I woke up, I was in the hospital, but it was already past midnight. .

On December 12th, I still had a headache today. After breakfast, I asked Pei Ningxuan to wait for me on the balcony. Although it was a night late, I still wanted to deliver the gift to him, but he ran away before I could say anything. Is he mad at me for releasing his pigeons last night?

On January 1, I was called home by Ning Xuan.The headache was so bad that he told me he wanted to leave.I was very scared at the time, afraid that he would leave me just like that, and the two of us would have no bond since then, but I was really not sober at that time and accidentally hurt him.I regretted it afterwards, but I didn't have the courage to go to him again.

On February 2rd, Ning Xuan found his biological father today. I am happy for him, but I am also afraid that the distance between me and him will grow further...

On February 2th, I saw Ning Xuan kissing Li Yu today.My heart ached so much that I rushed forward desperately.I don't know when it started, I became full of him, and wanted to tell him that I love him, but I didn't say it in the end.I hate myself for being like that, obviously self-esteem is the cheapest thing in this world, but I can't bear to let it go.

On February 2th, Ning Xuan joined the company today, in the marketing department.I haven't seen him for a while, he seems to have become more beautiful, I can't help but follow him, but he seems to have become very cold, just pretending that he doesn't know me, such days are really hard... …

February 2th, today is Valentine's Day, originally wanted Ningxuan to go out for a romantic Valentine's Day, but couldn't help but raped him.Seeing his blood all over his body, I panicked.I don't know why I became like this, I just feel, very painful...

On February 2th, Ning Xuan had a child. I knew it was mine. I was shocked and scared.It's not because I don't love my child, but because I'm afraid that a man like me won't be able to give the child the love he deserves, and that he will be betrayed and abandoned by his family one day like me...

On March 3, Ning Xuan aborted the child. I don't know if I can continue to love him like that. I want to let go, but I can't bear it. I really love him...

Ning Xuan, I love you...

love you……

I really love you...

So painful, but still love you...

"Yan Yan..." Covering his mouth, Yan Ningxuan cried while watching, tears blurred his eyes at the end, but he couldn't stop the sadness in his heart.

Extra Story 4-4

Yan Ningxuan didn't know that Yan Yan had fallen in love with him from such an early age, and even recorded every bit of his relationship with him in his diary. Knowing all this...

Thinking about it, Yan Ningxuan stood up suddenly, took the computer in his hand and drove all the way to Yan Jiayou's residence.

"Yan Jiayou, come out, Yan Jiayou!" Standing in front of the off-white marble pillar, Yan Ningxuan shouted loudly into the air, never thinking whether his big belly would be seen by others, it was just that He kept yelling until his voice became hoarse before he saw Yan Jiayou open the door with a confused expression on his face.

"Ning Xuan? What's the matter?" Rubbing the corners of his eyes childishly, Yan Jiayou looked like he was still asleep, but Yan Ningxuan's face was full of eagerness, and the hand holding Yan Jiayou's shoulder unconsciously tightened.

"Last year's Christmas Eve, who were you with?" He wanted to know if things were exactly as Yan Yan's diary said, they had never done anything...

"Christmas Eve, why are you asking this?"

"Tell me, are you with Yan Yan?"

"Xiaoyan? Didn't he go out with you?" Thinking back, I did invite Yan Yan to spend Christmas with me that day, but he told himself that day that he would go out with Ning Xuan, so that plan was cancelled. .

"What did you say?" After hearing Yan Jiayou's words, Yan Ningxuan breathed a sigh of relief, but still felt dull in his heart.

"Then you...were with you that night..."

He clearly saw...

Obviously saw Yan Jiayou hugging and entangled with another man in the guest room, if it wasn't Yan Yan, who would it be?

"Ah...you saw..." Hearing what Yan Ningxuan said, a blush appeared on Yan Jiayou's face,