Xu Jun's life

During the meal, my mother was still watching the soup in the kitchen, and the table was silent like a pantomime.

My mother was embarrassed to leave the guests alone, and warmly greeted Li Zhurong to eat: "Come, eat this stewed chicken,"

Li Zhurong picked up the bowl and said with a smile on his face, "Thank you, Auntie."

It is said that reaching out does not hit a person with a smiling face. In fact, a person's appearance also plays a big role.When a person like Li Zhurong grows up, when Dan Feng squints and looks at you with a smile on his face, it is difficult for you to give him a cold face.

I'm not the kind of person who is good at stirring up the atmosphere. After hesitating for a while, I was about to say something when the phone rang.

This phone was given to me by Li Zhurong just now on the rooftop.It contained my original SIM card.

I went to the balcony to answer the phone.

"Xu Xu, what's the matter with you? You can't get through the phone for several days!" Shen Wanyi accused me like a cannonball: "I asked Lin Youxi what happened to you and he refused to tell you. You colluded to hide it from me Yes or no?"

I was helpless: "It's just a little something these two days. Because you are quite busy, I didn't tell you."

"Come on! I don't know who you are?" Shen Wanyi sneered: "You must have offended that princeling in your family again. You are good at everything, but you have a bad temper in your bones, and you must fight for everything." win or lose..."

"Stop, stop!" I hurriedly begged for mercy: "I am eating with my parents right now, you can teach me another day, if you have anything to say, hurry up."

"You're at home! That's just right. I'm collecting evidence in a town near City N. There's a pheasant farm in this town. I've visited it. The pheasants there are pretty good. I bought a few and plan to go to your house tomorrow. Bring some to Auntie when you are here. You are at home, and I happen to have a question to ask you..."

I admire Shen Wanyi's ability to pick the right time.

"tomorrow?"

"What? No way?" Shen Wanyi laughed. She claimed to be an ironclad proof of the coexistence of beauty and wisdom among the female students of R University. Naturally, she knew what was going on when she thought about it: "Do you have guests at home?"

"..."

"Li Zhurong?" Her voice suddenly rose: "Isn't it, Xu Xu, are you trying to piss off Uncle and Aunt Xu?"

"Don't be surprised." I took out a cigarette in my pocket and didn't take it out for a long time. Then I remembered that I didn't have any cigarettes on me, and I didn't have any money. Even the mobile phone belonged to Li Zhurong.He became even more upset: "You must have called my mother to send pheasants to my house. Didn't she let you know a little bit?"

"Hey, don't think of me as a conspirator!" Shen Wanyi protested loudly: "You weren't home when I called Aunt Xu, so you still have the nerve to blame me, you don't know, Aunt Xu was frightened by your phone call Tell me honestly, that you have always been sensible and don't let your parents embarrass you. You must have been bullied this time, someone must have forced you, and you are almost suspected of being kidnapped...Xu Xu, tell me in good conscience, can I still Not enough friends? If I hadn't comforted her, would you and that princeling get in so easily now? Xu Xu, you are also good enough to bring that man home..."

After all, she is a woman in her 30s, her voice is still very crisp, and she accuses me loudly, making my temples ache from the noise.

"Okay, okay." I quickly surrendered: "You come over tomorrow, okay? I'm going to eat first."

"Tch, if you promised earlier, you'll be fine. I'll be there at ten o'clock tomorrow." After Shen Wanyi finished speaking majestically, she hung up the phone with a snap.

I stood on the balcony, longing for a cigarette.

I know what my mother is thinking. In the final analysis, she still hopes that I can get married and have children and live a normal life.That's why she asked Shen Wanyi to come over.It can be regarded as a blow to Li Zhurong.

Fortunately, after today's scene on the rooftop, Li Zhurong still has lingering fears.In a short time, he will not show his dictatorial skills again.He knows how important my parents are to me, so at least he won't contradict my parents.

But, in the end he didn't promise me anything.He didn't give out freedom, equal status, or even an account of the past.

When I came back, I was freezing on the balcony.

"Why have you been cooking for so long? The dishes are cold." My mother complained in a low voice while filling me with wax gourd pork ribs soup.

Li Zhurong pulled out the chair and I sat down.He reached out and shook my face, frowned, and said in a low voice, "Teacher's face is cold."

I was afraid that my dad would hear it, so I didn't answer his words.

Having been with him for more than ten years, it would not be that exaggerated to say that he is really heinous.Probably because we have lived together for a long time, he naturally takes care of me for many small things in life, such as tying a scarf, pulling a chair and so on.From Zheng Yehu's point of view, they probably think that this is because he treats me well.But they don't know, because they are Li Zhurong's friends, so they naturally use the standard of friends to ask for it.

But I'm not his friend.

He is demanding me almost as a saint, but I can't demand him as a partner.

My mother made a stewed fish with black bean sauce. It was a bit spicy, but my father refused to eat it. My mother was talking about whether the fish was too spicy. I interrupted: "Mom, I will cook bad fish with you tomorrow morning Shen Wanyi is coming over."

As soon as the words came out, Li Zhurong next to him narrowed his eyes.

My mother pretended to be very surprised: "She is very busy recently, why come here when she is free?"

To deal with a shrewd old lady like my mother, I can only let her lie, even if I know, I can't expose her.

"Shen Wanyi bought a few pheasants and said they were very tasty. She sent two to our house along the way. She said she would arrive at ten o'clock tomorrow morning." I took a few mouthfuls of rice and pretended not to see Li Zhurong's slight wrinkle. His brows quickly returned to normal.

"The woman is coming tomorrow?"

Li Zhurong stood in the study with his arms folded, watching me make his bed.

His tone was very casual, as if he was talking about an unimportant matter, but those who knew him well knew that the more he cared about the matter, the more calm he had to act.

"She's not called that woman, she's called Shen Wanyi." I spread out the soft blanket on the mattress, and the blanket that had been in the closet for a long time had a dry fragrance just after it was taken out, which made people feel warm. It's like preparing something for hibernation.

Li Zhurong frowned.

He knew that I had seen through his thoughts on Shen Wanyi, and there was no one around, so he simply stopped pretending, and brought an expression of disgust on his face, with a little arrogance, he said very displeasedly: "I don't want to see she!"

"Why did she mess with you?" I asked while making a makeshift bed for him in the study.

"She just pissed me off." He crossed his arms and wore a dark brown nightgown. Yuan Hai and the others found a hotel near the school to live in, ready to accept his summons at any time. It was just dark Yuan Hai also sent some toiletries and pajamas, as well as a stack of documents.Yuan Hai is very good at talking, and even chatted with my mother for a while. He probably said that Li Zhurong was kind enough to help him finish his studies and train him to be his assistant. When Li Zhurong took a bath, he asked me in doubt: "Did he really donate money to that young man just now?"

I'm too lazy to mess with him. He's more terrifying than a robot when he's cold, but he's also more unreasonable than anyone else when he's an asshole. He's not good at fighting with me in a short time when he's making trouble on the rooftop during the day. Yes, I had no choice but to come up with the tricks I used when I was a high school student ten years ago.Sitting directly on the unmade bed: "I don't want to see her tomorrow."

"Get up, the bed isn't made yet. Do you still want to sleep?"

"Don't sleep anymore." He raised his eyebrows, very upset: "I hate that woman."

I was too lazy to talk to him and fixed the rest of the bed.Grab an extra pillow and get ready to go.

He grabbed my wrist: "I haven't made it clear, don't leave!"

"What do you want me to clarify?"

"What's your relationship with her? Why are you engaged!" He raised his eyes and stared at me displeasedly: "If you don't make it clear, don't even try to get out of here. Anyway, I don't intend to sleep in a separate room with you."

"This is my home." I said lightly, "My parents are the biggest in my family, and we have to consider their feelings. What you said this afternoon won't count until 12 hours have passed?"

This afternoon, when he was on the rooftop, he said, "Teacher, I won't force you like this in the future."

He let go.

No matter how heartless he was, he still had lingering fears about what happened at noon.As soon as I mentioned it, he was stung to the sore spot.

He is a born politician, even in that situation, he didn't promise me anything, he just said, don't force me.This sentence is too general, and the standard is up to him. I didn't get the exact terms, so I can only use this matter as a secret signal and mention it frequently.

In fact, in my heart, I am very unwilling to mention this matter as a trump card.But like I said this afternoon, there is no other way for me.

Even if it looks like a woman looking for death and life, even if it looks like a joke to my courage sitting on the railing, I can only do this.

It is impossible for him to let me go, and it is impossible for me to really die. I still have my parents to support me, and I can't do the thing of sending a white-haired person to a black-haired person.

That's all I can do.

Anyway, I'm going to be tied up together, and I can't escape no matter what, and I can't make it difficult for myself. I have to find a way to make it easier for myself and my family.

Fortunately, he is still afraid of my death.

We are like two parties sitting at a gambling table. He has such and such privileges, and I only have the right to say no to gambling at any time. He uses his privileges to bully me back and forth, but I cannot easily choose not to gamble. Because a person has only one life.I can only threaten him with a bet or not, in exchange for a little bottom line, so that he will not cross my bottom line.

We all hate the threat, but I can't help it, I have no other leverage, and I've lost everything in the past ten years.Only one life left here.

This was originally an unfair gamble, he is the proud son of heaven, and I am a common man, I wish it was natural if you love me, but if the face is torn apart, the gap in strength will be revealed.If he won't let me go, I will never be able to leave Beijing for the rest of my life.With his words, my parents, relatives, career and friends can all be his weight to threaten me.

That's why Lin Wei would rather die than accept Zheng Yehu back then.

These special classes, when they love you, naturally treat you as a treasure, love each other, equality and freedom.When a conflict occurs and the glamorous mask of love is torn away, they hold the power to make people live or die, but you have nothing, what do you think you are at that time?

Thanks to Xu Xu, who claims to be a genius, I can't even see through this point, so I ended up like this.

Look, now, I don't know what I am.

When I came out of the study, Li Zhurong said coldly behind me: "It's just an old woman in her 30s, how dare you protect her like this..."

Yes, I defend the old woman very much, even at the cost of offending you.

That's because, when I was most embarrassed, it was this old woman who stayed by my side, not you.

The author has something to say: Some people think Xu Xu is cowardly.

In fact, what can a person do in this situation?

I think it's just a threat of life, and he doesn't dare to really die.

This is doomed.

The turning point of the matter was either discovered by Li Zhurong's conscience, or with the help of external forces.

When two people get along, once one person has overwhelming power, the other person's equal freedom will be threatened, because he can restrict your freedom, he is not afraid of you, and he treats you badly, what should you do?Walk?If you can't walk, scolding will offend him, and you can't beat him.Is it really to die for a man?

The only thing Xu Xu can do is not to love him.Uncompromising, unrelenting, no matter how hard he struggled in his heart, he never took the initiative to show Li Zhurong any kindness.

Maybe many people still think Xu Xu is cowardly.

Just like the feudal society, three wives and four concubines are the norms of ethics. As one of the three wives and four concubines, you can't escape from a deep house, and divorce is even more impossible.Do you want to die?Do you want to give up the life your parents gave you for the sake of unhappiness in your marriage?

When modern people look at ancient women, they may feel pitiful, they may feel that the times have progressed, and the old society was really dark, but you can't call them cheap.

The analogy may not be appropriate, but the general truth is this.

These are the words of my family in defense of Xu Xu.

OVER.