Xu Jun's life

After hanging around with Lin Youxi for so long, I still have the ability to make people not want to stay with me for a second.

At 08:30, Li Zhurong's car was parked downstairs in my dormitory.

As soon as I stepped out of the car door, I wanted to shrink back.

The one parked next to it happened to be my car that was driven back to N City by Meng Su.The lights were still on, and Meng Su hadn't gotten out of the car yet.

It's really, it's better to catch up early than to be smart.

Meng Su didn't talk to me until 09:30.

At [-]:[-], I spoke to him: "What book are you reading?"

He closed the book.

I thought he was expressing his anger and was about to hide away, but he asked me in a very confused tone: "Xu Xu, what exactly do you want?"

I don't know how to answer this question.

If you ask in depth, you are asking about your ideals in life, and if you ask in depth, you are also asking about my little actions that I have been hiding from him these days.

"I don't know myself." I told him the truth.

Maybe, I'm taking revenge now.

"Listen, I have no love experience, and I don't understand what you are doing now." He sat on the sofa and told me in a serious tone: "But if you want to compromise with Li Zhurong, I can take you Go somewhere."

Meng Su drove too fast, and the road was not considered to be congested at this time.

The place he took me to was the bar street in C City.

The more you go into the bar street, the more corrupt it becomes. I usually only drink at the "Blumoon" at the corner of the street.

Meng Su drove all the way to the innermost part.

The bar is on the second floor, with open-air iron stairs and black and red exterior decoration, which is indescribably depressing.I felt a little uneasy in my heart, Meng Su dragged me and walked straight in.The man guarding the door looked at Meng Su's face and let us in.

The impact at first sight is the greatest.

The music was deafening, and on the stage in the middle of the lobby, a man with muscular body that could be selected as a bodybuilder was almost naked, with only a little red, gauze-like clothes wrapped around his body.Writhing in an iron cage.A group of people reached out to touch him.The air is filled with the smell of alcohol and indescribable smell, the lights are constantly changing, and the place is like a magic cave.

Meng Su dragged me inside, passing by two or three men huddled together, and finally walked to the bar and asked the bartender who was shaking the shaker bottle: "Where is Chris?"

The bartender covered his ears, and after listening to Meng Su say it three times, with a meaningful smile on his face, he pointed to a door.

Meng Su led me through the door and walked along the corridor to the end, which is the bathroom.

I held Meng Su back: "Don't go in, it's inside..."

Before I finished speaking, Meng Su kicked the door open.

In the dimly lit bathroom, there was more than one ambiguous panting sound, and there seemed to be someone in every cubicle. Meng Su turned on all the lights with a "snap" and then I saw the two entangled by the sink. ……three people.

The person caught in the middle has a good figure and fair skin. He is wearing a chain. He is pulled by the person behind him. The person who is holding the chain is very strong and has dark skin. colored tattoo.And the person on the outermost side, about 40 years old, with suit pants piled up at his feet, was pinching the buttocks of the person in the middle, panting with a "hiss" sound.

The man in the middle, with his neck up, was flushed all over, and he didn't know whether it was pain or joy, he was panting loudly, because the people who entered and exited under him at the same time were two people...

They didn't even use a condom.

When I was illuminated by the light, the person in the middle suddenly turned his head, and I instinctively backed away at that moment!

That face is fair, quiet, and even somewhat similar to mine!

He is Chen Ke.

Like being chased by a savage beast, I rushed all the way down the iron stairs, fell to my knees due to excessive inertia, my stomach churned, and I vomited out all my dinner...

I feel sick.

All of this, the painted hunks, the group sex, the wild sex in the toilet, and Chen Ke, made me sick.

I always thought he was dead, but I didn't expect that he was still alive.

Live like this.

Meng Su seemed to have expected my reaction a long time ago, and calmly handed me the paper. When I finished vomiting, he even took a bottle of water from the car and handed it to me.

Until sitting in the passenger seat, I was still shaking uncontrollably. I even vomited acid water, and my stomach twitched.

What lingers in my mind is Chen Ke's look at me, his eyes are cloudy, flushed with desire, he seems to have taken drugs, I'm not even sure if he recognizes me.

Meng Su reversed the car quietly, exited the street, and drove towards the bright main road. He turned on the radio, and thousands of houses were lit up and bustling.

"You recognized him, right?" Meng Su asked me suddenly.

I didn't answer him.

"His name is Chris now." Meng Su said: "His life is very chaotic now, these bars occasionally have some group sex parties, he is a regular customer. He is very famous here now, he likes promiscuity, and he is addicted to drugs... ..."

"His name is not Chris, his name is Chen Ke."

Meng Su stopped talking.

"It's Li Zhurong, right?" I stared at Meng Su and asked, "This is what he would do."

"Since you know who he is, why are you still with him?" Meng Su asked me back.

"I'm not with him now!" These were the last words I said: "Not now, nor ever!"

"That's good."

Meng Su drove the car in silence for a while, as if thinking of something, he suddenly said: "I don't discriminate against homosexuals."

I know.

You just want to prove to me who Li Zhurong is.

I had a dream at night.I dreamed that I became Chen Ke.

Fragmentary memories, always related to that bizarre bar, like a horror movie.

Meng Su won't know how scared I am.

Chen Ke is very similar to me, we even like the same people.

I don't pity him because he broke my leg.I just shudder because I always feel like I see myself when I see him the way he is now.

I missed work the next day.

After waking up in the middle of the night, I have been suffering from insomnia. I made breakfast at [-]:[-] a.m., porridge with preserved eggs and lean meat, cucumbers, steamed buns, and dried radish.Meng Su was frightened by this posture.

I'm not actually hungry, I just need something to do.

I was sleeping all morning, but still couldn't sleep, Xiaoyao called and said to take the baby out for an outing, and I said I had a cold.He asked me to find Lin Youqi, and laughed at me, saying that I was old.

It's too late for me to hide from Lin Youxi, he's urging me to have a physical examination all day long, I think physical examinations are completely useless, if there is no illness, physical examinations are useless, if it is really a serious illness, the physical examination can't cure it.

Meng Su was very busy. As usual, he received a call every day and hid on the balcony to speak in English.

He is reading a book on quantum many-body theory recently. It is a thick and wonderful book. The only shortcoming is that it is in English. He translated it for me while reading it, writing like flying.I gossiped with him next to him and said, "Have you seen the photos of Planck when he was young? Will you become like him when you are old?"

Meng Su lives a strange life, he doesn't care about many things, such as food, such as whether he is handsome or not.I said, in China, most of the boys your age are guarding a woman, he joked, yes, I am guarding a man.

He's as straight as any straight guy.

His only taboo is not to ask him why he resigned from the institute.

During lunch, I asked him, "Meng Su, shall we run away?"

"Then what about your friend?"

"Then if Li Zhurong doesn't let me go, you won't be able to stay here all the time."

"I've got at least a month left."

"Then we'll spend a month."

Big deal, just go back to how it was before.It can't be any worse than it was then.

"Meng Su, please do me a favor in two days."

I was almost afraid to go to work.I was frightened by Chen Ke, the only thing I want to do now is to stay away from Li Zhurong.

But the most nosy person in the world is Zheng Yehu.He stepped in this matter confidently. I don't know if the arms seller can fight against the Li Zheng family.But Zheng Yehu's character has always been to do what he says.A strong person like Lin Wei is afraid of him now, I dare not bet.

In the afternoon, I received a call from Li Zhurong, who said, "Teacher, you didn't come to work today."

"I am sick."

"Does the teacher want to ask for leave?"

"want."

"How many days?"

"Three days."

He was silent for a while, and then said: "Teacher, you come to work now."

This madman.

"I saw Chen Ke today." I told him straightforwardly, "I don't want to see you now, is that okay?"

"You're just afraid of seeing me." He said calmly, "You're afraid of me."

"Yes, I'm afraid you're shaking with fear, can I not go to work?"

"No."

"You fire me."

"Even if I fire you, the fox will count you as a breach of contract."

"Why can't you let me go? You can train Chen Ke to be my successor. He likes you so much. You two are a perfect match! Can't you let me go?"

"Can't you be more obedient? Teacher, today..."

I hung up the phone.

I didn't understand what he was going to say until before going to bed.

Today is his lunar birthday.