Xu Jun's life

When I met Li Zhurong, I was walking out of the factory.

He got out of the car, caught up with me in a few steps, dragged my arm, and I shook off. This scene was a bit funny.

He followed me from the No. [-] Warehouse to the door, I ran and was caught by him, he yelled at me impatiently: "Xu Xu, what are you crazy about?"

"Let go, my friend is coming to pick me up."

"Which friend of yours?" He stared at me, as if judging whether what I said was true or false.

I didn't explain to him, and continued to walk outside. My car was parked in the parking space on the side of the road. Meng Su was waiting for me inside. Seeing our posture, he quickly got out of the car.

Li Zhurong looked at us with a sneer.

I always knew he was a scheming person, but I was afraid to see him calculating me.

He didn't speak again until Meng Su and I left by car.

Packing up and going home, Meng Su drove, and received a call on the way, Li Zhurong said: "Teacher, you still like me, right?"

By this time, he asked this question, and I wasn't even interested in answering him.

He asked me persistently: "What does that guy have to do with you? Why did you resign, teacher, where are you now..."

I habitually reached out to touch the cigarette, but found that there was none. Meng Su who was on the side glanced at me, and I felt a little anxious.

"Are you drunk?"

He stopped talking.

After a long silence, I waited patiently for him, but he said: "Teacher, I know you will only like me." He hung up the phone.

Yes, I only like you, and I always like you.

It's just that this has been going on, and it won't be long.

Get home, eat, rest, eat.

My mother's cooking is also salty and spicy. Meng Su knew about my illness, so he didn't let me eat it. My mother probably misunderstood something, and the look in our eyes was meaningful.

On Friday, he didn't call me.

I have long been used to his way of doing things: he lost control once, disappeared for three days, reappeared, looked like a normal person, then quarreled, then lost control, and then disappeared...

He is always trying to control himself, eager to prove: this person named Xu Xu has no influence on me at all.He also likes to be in control of me - in fact he likes to be in control of everyone, he likes everything to be under his control.

On Saturday, he asked me out on Sunday and said he had something to talk about.

I agreed.

Zheng Yehu said to make him give up, and I also know that I want to make him give up.But giving up takes time, and what I lack the most is time.

I can't drag Meng Su into the water, and I can't just find someone to do 419. I can't think of any other way, so I can only take one step at a time.

We have an appointment in the afternoon.

He didn't sleep well, his eyes were a little sunken, he smoked, his complexion was as white as ever, he wore a light blue shirt with sleeves rolled up to the elbows, revealing a black watch.

I sat down, and he poured me tea, his eyes drooping in the tea mist, with slender eyes.

"Let's reconcile, teacher." He said to me like this: "You move back, I will no longer deal with your friends, and I will no longer force you to do things you don't like."

This sentence is what I didn't get in exchange for sitting on the edge of the roof.

I waited for this sentence for a long time, so long that I began to despair.

I think, maybe Lin Youqi's method is right.We had a way to reconcile, but it was overshadowed by anger and suspicion.

But that doesn't matter anymore.

At this moment, his words can only let me comfort myself: it turns out that this person can still compromise for me.

Other than that, worthless.

"Do you think it's interesting to say such a thing?" I stood up, and he looked at me in surprise, "If you asked me to come out just to say such nonsense, please say it beforehand next time, so as not to waste each other's time. "

"What do you mean?"

"I don't want to reconcile with you, I just want to know how to make you give up."

"Is the teacher talking angry?"

"It's the truth."

"You like me. Why should I give up?"

"Do you have to be so self-righteous?" I told him word by word: "A long time ago, I didn't like you. I ran away every chance I got, didn't you notice? Or do you like to lie to yourself."

He squinted at me.

"Teacher, the fox told me last time that there are two things in this world that cannot be hidden. One is poverty and the other is love."

I don't know what those people in TV dramas who are dying and still talking about love think in their hearts.At least as far as I am concerned, I am not in the mood to discuss with him at all.

"Your true love quote is wonderful, now can I go?"

"I'll take you back."

"My friend will come to pick me up."

"That idiot from America to meddle?"

I pursed my lips, and walked down the steps of the restaurant quickly. There was a bustling intersection outside, and I walked towards home.

Li Zhurong teased me calmly, drove the car by himself, and followed me leisurely on the driveway.

"Can you not pretend to be a lover?" I was annoyed by his following.

He raised his eyebrows: "What is a lover?"

After walking 500 meters, I couldn't bear it anymore, opened the car door and sat in: "Take me to the nearest GAY!"

"One night stand?"

"Yes."

"Teacher, are you going to cheat?"

"Where's the track?"

I don't know if he got the inspiration from Zheng Yehu or who, he is calm and magnanimous, no matter what I say, he just doesn't get angry.

In fact, I have an ominous premonition—the last time he suddenly changed his temper, treated me kindly and prepared a candlelight dinner, it was because he had drugged my drink.The last time he was nice to me, he kicked me out of school as soon as he turned his face away, and forbade me to go to work.

When I was about to get home, I received a call from Meng Su.

He said he was getting the letter in the reception room and he could go up with me.

When I got out of the car, Meng Su was waiting under the tree with a stack of letters.

His face was very ugly.

Li Zhurong deliberately grabbed my arm almost provocatively.

I broke free and walked towards Meng Su, just about to speak, Meng Su took my hand.

Unbiased, just holding it, he has long fingers, no rings or anything.

"Thank you for sending Xu Xu back." He said to Li Zhurong politely, "You can come to play at home next time you have time."

I didn't dare to look at Li Zhurong's expression, but I felt a chill.

Meng Su dragged me home, his palms were warm, but he was very hard, his face was as sinking as water, and he walked with big strides.

"Meng Su, I know why you are angry, if you think I am using you..."

"I just think you're too slow." He didn't change his face: "When will you go on like this, when will you leave him?"

"But you're making yourself angry, I..."

There was a loud "bang".

Meng Su's legs suddenly went limp.

I grabbed him instinctively, he staggered and fell to the ground with me.

He was wearing a denim shirt, and a dark red blood flower bloomed on his back, expanding rapidly.I was stunned, knelt on the ground, trembling, covered it with my hand, took off my clothes and pressed the wound for him, I heard myself screaming: "Help! Someone here is injured!"

A huge force suddenly came from my arm, and Li Zhurong dragged me up. I was struggling like crazy. He hugged my waist from behind, grabbed my hands, and whispered in my ear: "Shh, teacher, relax... ..."

"You're a bastard! You're a murderer!" I bit my lip, and my mouth was bloody: "Li Zhurong, you're not a fucking human!"

Li Zhurong grabbed my wrist vigorously, he was like a psychopathic murderer in all the movies, he didn't panic at all.

"Let him go!" A thought suddenly popped into my mind, I gave up struggling, grabbed his wrist, looked into his eyes, and begged him with a trembling voice: "I was wrong...it was my fault... ...You save him, I won't dare again..."

He stood there, looking at me coldly.

"I used him, he's not my friend, I don't like him at all..." I grabbed his clothes and begged, blood was smeared on his sleeves: "You save him, Xiao Zhe...he can't die , he still wants to be a physicist, and he also wants to go to Germany to study quantum theory..."

"Teacher." He touched my face with his clean hands wearing a black watch, and there was a look of pity in his slender dark blue eyes.

"Since today, why bother?"

A sentence seemed to weigh tens of millions of catties, and my whole body was pressed down to sit on the ground. My left chest seemed to be pressed by a heavy stone, and my flesh and blood burst open.

I'm cold, but my blood seems to be boiling, and my brain is spinning like crazy...

There is a thousand catties on my body. In front of this person, I seem to have never raised my head. I have always been humble and prostrate, and I don't even have the strength to revenge him.

But I laughed.

Tears were rolling down my face, I was shaking, and I was rummaging through my purse in my undressed clothes, my fingers couldn't even unzip it, but I was still laughing.

I bent over and stood up, clutching a few thin sheets of paper, laughing loudly.

Under his astonished gaze, I slammed the few pieces of paper on his face.

"You won!" I laughed, and sat down on the ground again, the papers dangled down and fell at my feet. I never thought these test sheets were so cute.

"You won, Li Zhurong, no one in this world can beat you, you are a god. Take all these, take them..." I threw the papers at his feet: "This is a good thing, you Take it, as you said, Xia Zhifei will envy you...you won, and I will never leave you again..."

He stood there, holding my test sheet, like a child who has won all his opponents. The cruelty and sneer in his eyes had not completely faded away, and was replaced by doubt and surprise. He was so dazed that I laughed. Laughing, suddenly shed tears.

The sun is going down.

The last sun shone on us, mottled with shadows and dripping with blood, like the saddest and funniest comedy in the world.