Xu Jun's life

I found that I was getting used to having Li Zhurong by my side.

When I went to bed at night, I couldn't fall asleep in a daze. I don't know how long it took. Li Zhurong came in wearing a nightgown and touched my cheek, and I fell asleep peacefully.

A night without dreams.

The next day was sunny, and the roses and roses in the garden were blooming vigorously. I felt much better and had nothing to do. Lin Youxi called me and said that I couldn’t stay at home in such weather and asked Li Zhurong to take me go out for a walk.

I found a camera myself, talked to Li Zhurong, and took the camera to the garden to take pictures.

When I was in Beijing, Li Zhurong had a very good camera. I was playing with it all the time. I drove around Beijing in his car and took pictures of the red leaves in Xiangshan Mountain, Buddhist temples, and cheap houses in the suburbs.

It's a pity that he couldn't calm down at that time, so I didn't take many photos of him.

Li Zhurong was reading documents in the study, the window was open, and he could see the garden when he looked up, so he let me go out without worry.

I squatted on the ground and patted the fluffy grass.I patted the roses hanging on the wall like wisteria. The roses were pruned into a very regular shape. I saw Kazuki’s beautiful purple roses holding it up and patted them, and heard the sound of "popping" coming from behind.

Li Xiu, who is known in Beijing as the Little Hades, came over with a golf club and waving it all the way, beating the roses to pieces.

"Hey, what are you doing?" He seemed to have forgotten what happened yesterday, stood there, tilted his head, and asked me unceremoniously.

I waved the camera in my hand to him.

"Are you taking pictures of flowers?" The sun made his eyes narrow. "The flowers here are not pretty. There is a kind of rose that changes color behind."

"I just took pictures for fun."

"Wait a minute." He thought for a while, took out a mobile phone from the pocket of his overalls, dialed a number, and said arrogantly: "Send the camera in my room to the garden, and send the shelf. "

This behavior is very similar to Li Zhurong.

Soon, a person who looked like a bodyguard brought over a complicated-looking camera and a tripod. Li Yao commanded him very familiarly: "You carry the frame and follow us."

The kindness is hard to refuse, so I had to remind him: "I don't know how to use this kind of camera."

"Don't you know how to take pictures?" He tilted his head to look at the camera in my hand, his blue eyes narrowed.

"I only use this kind of, uh, point-and-shoot camera." I held the camera and explained to him: "This kind of camera just presses the shutter."

"But mine is very expensive!" He looked disgusted and didn't buy it at all: "I asked them to give you the manual, you use this to shoot, I have film."

I just can't communicate with this kid.

"What are you talking about?" The savior appeared quietly. Li Zhurong was wearing a white shirt without a tie, unbuttoned his collar, and stood leisurely behind Li Xiu.

Some people, no matter how familiar they are, when he stands in the dazzling sunlight and looks at you with a smile, your eyes will still shine.

Half an hour later, we were sitting in the garden basking in the sun, Li Xiu was running around holding my point-and-shoot camera, and the bodyguard followed with a tripod on his face.

"Teacher used to be like this, he likes to take pictures." He tilted his mouth, looked at Li Xiu, narrowed his narrow eyes, as if recalling something, and laughed out loud: "We weren't together then..."

In fact, you don't know that I didn't like taking pictures at that time, but I liked to peek at you through the cover of the camera.

However, when you are looking at the camera intently, that is the happiest time for me.

But now, with the time, the conditions, and the dust settled, you like me, and I like you too, but there is no pure happiness at that time, under the dazzling sunshine of Beijing, because of your eyes, and my heart throbbed.

"Teacher, want to sleep?" He put his arm around my shoulder, generously offering his shoulder to me: "Sleep, I will call you when we eat."

As soon as I leaned in, Li Xiu jumped out from nowhere and shouted, "Dad, I want to take a picture!"

"Let's shoot."

In the dazzling sunlight, I closed my eyes tiredly, and heard a "click", the sunlight was warm and perfect for no reason.

Meng Su was picked up by his family.

I didn't say anything.

Many things are beyond my ability.If I intervene, I can only add to the chaos.Call me incompetent, but I really can't do anything.

Although Li Zhurong is domineering, he will do what he promised me.

Li Xiu, that brat, made a fuss all morning and went to find Lu Jiaming in the afternoon.I slept until twelve o'clock, ate lunch in a daze, and continued to sleep in the afternoon. When I woke up, I found that it was already five o'clock in the afternoon.

When the sun is the most beautiful, it is actually when the sun is about to set.

Before exchanging ideas on blind dates with Shen Wanyi, Shen Wanyi said that on a blind date, you should either go to a place where the lights are too bright, just like a studio, it will make people look fair, beautiful and radiant.Or, go to a place where the light is yellowish, the skin looks smooth and blemish-free, and the whole person looks much softer.

In this way, five o'clock in the afternoon is very suitable for a blind date.

The sunshine at this time is very beautiful, and the whole world is gentle and amiable. I got up from the sofa and found Li Zhurong sitting in the corridor outside the house, drinking tea at a European-style table with thin feet.

He was looking at the documents. No matter who he was, he always looked very attractive when he was serious, let alone a strong person like him.

"Are you awake?" He greeted me without looking back.

I pulled out a chair and sat down. The butler appeared out of nowhere and placed teacups, two plates of snacks, knives and forks in front of me like magic.

"What song is this?"

The melodious violin sound came from nowhere.

Li Zhurong took his eyes away from the document and glanced at the butler. The butler walked to a large rose bush under the corridor and came out with a foreign man holding a violin.

He spoke a few words in English with the man playing the violin, and suddenly smiled, and the man handed him the violin.

He stood up, leaned the violin on his shoulder, tried it twice, narrowed his eyes, and asked me with a smile: "What do you want to hear, teacher?"

"You really want to play the violin, don't you?"

"What does the teacher want to hear?" He looked at me persistently.

"Whatever, be cheerful."

It is said that those who engage in art have a temperament, and music can really make people look more comfortable.When he was playing the violin, he was a little different than usual, less aggressive.

It's indeed a nice song, but it's not really cheerful. There's a lot more in the song than cheerfulness.I feel that the soft foreshadowing in the front is just to wait for the cheerful part in the back, but when it is really cheerful, it seems that something is missing.

Probably because of the "player", I, a science student who has no feeling for music, became emotional.

"What's the name of this song?" I asked him.

"Canon." He returned the violin to that person, sat down, and asked me, "Doesn't it sound good?"

"No, it sounds good."

"I thought the teacher didn't like it." After he finished speaking, he picked up the file again.

When I came out of the shower at night, I found him sitting on the bed holding a box, not knowing what he was looking at.

It's not strange for him to read something before going to bed, but the most important thing is that he laughed.

"Teacher, let me show you something."

In the photo handed over, a thin young man, wearing a white shirt with the University R badge, was sitting stiffly against the city wall, his eyes didn't know where to look.The boy next to him, wearing the same white shirt, hugged his shoulders carelessly. He was at the most flamboyant age, with narrow and narrow eyes, and his eyes were very domineering.

I didn't react for a moment.

Most of the remaining photos in the box are the scenery here and there, and a few are his photos at that time.

At that time, he was only fifteen or sixteen years old, and he was over 1.7 meters tall. His hair was dyed back, his hair was jet black, his skin was fair, and his facial features had not yet fully developed. He could still see the amazing traces of the first meeting that year.Beautiful eyes, a high nose bridge, and a delicate face, but the expression is always very unruly, like a hedgehog, so it doesn't look easy to mess with.

Looking through old photos is something that takes courage.

Because now is a mess, because we can't go back to the past.

In the end, I found a picture. Like the first one, it was taken by Zheng Yehu for us, but it was a sneak shot.

At that time, we were already together, the four of us, he, me, Zheng Yehu, and Lin Wei, went to a summer resort to play.

In that villa, a lot of Albizia juliensis were planted, the sun was very strong, and the trees were full of unique pink flowers.

In the photo, I sat under a tree and dozed off, with my head drooping.He was sleeping on the floor with his head on my lap, and he raised his hand and touched my face with his fingers.You can see his profile in the photo, he is smiling.

At that time, he hadn't learned the impeccable disguise, and he still couldn't say "ability determines everything". At that time, he would still tell me: Teacher, I am a little worried.

At that time, I was still full of enthusiasm, and dared to say "I just don't want to, what can you do with me", at that time, I would tell him anything.

At that time, we were probably in love.No matter how much you quarrel, hurt each other, no matter how many cruel words you say, no matter how big a mistake you make, you can still hug each other intimately when you turn your head.

That was the best time.

"Little Zhe."

"Ok?"

"Do you regret it?"

"Never."

"why?"

"Because I don't want to waste time." He reached out, squeezed my chin, leaned over, and kissed me sincerely.

I think, Xiao Zhe, you may not regret it, but you are afraid.

Because in the past three days, you haven't let you out of his sight.

Because when my joints were so painful that I was gritting my teeth, you were shaking my hand as well.

Because I was in so much pain that when I woke up in the middle of the night, I found you kissing me silently.

Because, there are still ten days.

I have crossed bridges in many places, seen clouds many times, and drank many kinds of wine, but I only loved a person of the right age.