Xu Jun's life

Xia Chen's cooking skills are always good.

I had no appetite, so I ate a little and sat for a while, feeling a little stuffy, so I decided to stand outside.

Lin Youxi was sitting on the low railing of the porch, with one foot bent up on the railing, facing a large bush of roses, smoking.

A person has been alone for too long, and it seems that even his temperament has become only suitable for being alone.Although You Qi likes to laugh and scold, he doesn't look strong. On the contrary, he is very thin, with a slender back, wearing a white shirt and sitting in the sun, his whole body looks like it will be melted by the sun.

"Why did you finish eating?" He turned around.

"Don't...forget it." Before I could stop him, I watched him put out his cigarette on the railing of Lu's house: "You don't like Xia Chen's cooking, why do you eat so little?"

"A fool gave me a cake this morning. I'm full." Youqi's lips curled up, that smile was fleeting, and he patted the railing beside me: "Come and sit."

At one o'clock in the afternoon, the sun was just right, and it was warm and warm on the body.

"I've eaten a lot of Xia Chen's dishes, but you..." He pointed at me with his long and thin fingers: "I haven't eaten your dishes for a long time."

"Go to me tomorrow... go to the place where I live now, and make it for you."

He laughed.

"Why don't you say it's your house?" He stared at me: "Are you still fighting?"

"It's not vindictiveness." I tried my best to explain to him: "Some things cannot be compromised."

"Then why are you giving in now?" You Qi smiled narrowly: "That idiot Lu Zhixu is still angry at you for having no spine, scolding Li Zhurong every day, saying that you shouldn't move in and live with him."

"Aren't I sick now?"

"Do you think you are taking revenge on him?" You Qi had a look of "seeing through".

"That's it."

"Don't lie to yourself." You Qi scratched the railing with his fingertips in boredom: "Let me tell you this. When a person is let down by others, there are two ways of thinking. The first is to hate, to get revenge, It made him feel uncomfortable, and the two became enemies. The second is to wait for others to confess and apologize to themselves, and then decide whether to forgive him or not."

"Based on your personality, it won't be the first type. You don't like to hurt others. You won't be so cruel to him." You Qi easily concluded: "You just wait for him to cry and cry, and you will not be so cruel to him." You say that he was wrong, and then explain what happened in these years. I advise you, forget it, if you really hear the explanation, you may not be able to accept it. "

"What does he have to explain?"

"It's too much to explain." You Qi smiled: "Let me tell you this, Li Zhurong is better than Xia Chen."

I looked at him in shock.

"When you fall in love with someone, no matter how many advantages the other person has, they can't compare with one advantage: love you. People like Li Zhurong are the most paranoid. If he wants to fall in love with someone, normal people can't compare with him. Persistence. Let's take an example, look at Lu Zhixu's current situation, don't you worry? What if one day, Xia Chen's love for him is exhausted, and he goes back to get married and have children, what will Lu Zhixu do? But I don't worry, Li Zhurong will one day I don’t love you anymore, because that’s impossible. As long as you still love each other, you can take your time in many things. I’m afraid that if a person doesn’t love you and walks away, that would be a tragedy.”

"This is a personality problem." I defended Xia Chen: "Xia Chen's personality should be reserved..."

"Come on. Xia Chen is a normal person, and Li Zhurong is abnormal. That's the difference." You Qi smiled gloatingly: "It's a 'chance' for you to meet such a strange person as Li Zhurong."

I looked at him speechlessly.

"Forget it, I won't tease you." You Qi suppressed his smile: "I'm telling you the truth, don't force Li Zhurong to explain to you, he is different from you, the world he is involved in is too dark, there are some things that you may Can't think of it."

I thought of Chen Ke.

"I don't want him to explain." I refuted him: "I don't want to compromise with him."

"Don't be stupid. What can you do if you don't compromise? Don't be with him for the rest of your life? You ask yourself, can you still fall in love with others? Don't you just live your whole life alone?" Lin Youxi waved his hand irritably: "Don't mind Lu Zhixu, he is a pure idiot. He doesn't hurt his back when he stands up and talks. Could it be that you will spend the rest of your life fighting with Li Zhurong until you die? Live alone. Revenge is revenge. It is worth paying for your life's happiness. Is it? Others are satisfied with it, they have a backbone and integrity, and only you know how your own life is going. "

I was silent for a long time before choking out a sentence: "It's useless to say these things now, let's live like this for now."

I may not be able to have the "lifetime" he said.

After talking for a long time, I guess everyone inside had finished eating, and I was about to go in, but Lin Youqi held my arm.

"Since you think so, I'll teach you a method." Queen Mother Lin from the law school smiled like a fox: "Xia Chen is smart, but he won't harm his brother, so he won't give you any advice. Lu Zhixu is an idiot, I can’t help you. Your own EQ is low, and the methods you think are useless. I have to give you advice.”

"what?"

"Let's put it this way." Empress Dowager Lin pointed at Jiang Shan with her slender fingers: "The method you are thinking now is useless. You use your own illness to torture Li Zhurong. You see. How do you relieve your anger? I'll teach you a method now, and put your ears closer..."

……

"How can this work!" I was shocked.

"Why can't this work?" You Qi calculated on his face: "He is paranoid, very arrogant, and has self-control. He will never go to others to solve it. I don't know how long he has held it in. In this way, you can take off whatever you want. , or ask to sleep with him at night, he must not be able to bear it, so it’s fine.”

"We slept together at night..."

Yusuke looked at me in surprise.

"Then he can bear it..." Empress Dowager Lin pondered for a while, then suddenly frowned, and looked at me with a strange expression: "He can't be that... that?"

"Which one?"

He grabbed a rose branch, the tip of which was hanging limply: "This one."

I looked at him speechlessly.

"He'll kill you if he hears it."

Youqi looked back vigilantly, and continued to calculate: "I don't think so. He doesn't look like that. In other words, you can follow my method. If it doesn't work, just touch him..."

I continued to look at him speechlessly.

"What are you afraid of?" You Qi encouraged me triumphantly: "You are sick now, and he would not be willing to be with you if he died. Men, if you are really anxious, you don't care about the upper and lower positions. Anyway, it's just the two of you, he is not afraid No face. If he is determined to press you, you will pretend to be dizzy or sick, don’t you have joint pain? Joint pain must not be pressed, it can only be on top.”

"Why do I think you are hurting me?" I looked at him suspiciously.

"Fart!" Professor Lin uttered foul words: "Who did I, Lin Youqi, harm? Ask Lu Zhixu, how did he get Xia Chen in the first place? I wasn't teaching him."

But why do I feel unreliable?

"Come on, are you still a man?" You Qi was anxious: "Great opportunity! You are sick now, and he is obedient to you. If you don't take advantage of this opportunity to mess with him, you will have no chance in the future." Yes. Don’t you want to take revenge on him? What’s the use of punishing those vain ones? If you have the ability, you can suppress him. Think about it, suppressing Li Zhurong, how cool it is..."

The feeling of unreliability is getting heavier and heavier.

Seeing that I didn't respond, Youqi looked at me suspiciously for a while, and suddenly smiled badly: "Speaking of which, you should have accumulated quite a lot after being idle for so long... It's not that you are overwhelmed, it's a big deal, I'll take a look."

"Don't talk nonsense!" I avoided his slapping hands in some places and looked at him in warning.

"Okay, let's go according to my method." He stood up and stretched his muscles and bones: "Besides, he has such a beautiful face, isn't it because he was suppressed?"

Although You Qi's words are full of hype, but I don't want to try it at all.

My instinct told me that what he suggested was not a good thing.

On the way back from Lu's house after dinner, Li Zhurong's face was very ugly. I thought it was Lu Zhixu who said something again, which made him unhappy.

As soon as you enter the door, the butler greets you first.

"Shut up, take Xiao An upstairs, all the doors and windows on the first floor are closed, no one is allowed to come to the first floor." Li Zhurong's voice was frighteningly cold.

Li Zhurong was frightened by Li Zhurong's unrestrained character, so he obediently followed the butler away.

I consciously avoided it, it was irrational to be in the same place with someone who was in a rage.

"Where do you want to go!" My wrist was dragged, and I fell down on the sofa. The 1.9-meter man immediately pressed down and kissed me without thinking.

"What are you crazy about!" Seeing how angry he was, I was calmer than him.

"Teacher, you had a lot of fun at Lu's house today." He was almost biting, as if his neck was being pricked by a needle.

I put my hand into his hair, he was so angry that he didn't dare to struggle hard, he could only try to recall what happened today, and reasoned with him: "Who messed with you, Lu Zhixu, or Lin Youqi?"

He bit me on the neck.

Not only that, his hand actually reached into my shirt.

"The one named Lin Youxi, where did you touch the teacher today?" The tone was relatively calm, but it was a sign that his anger had reached a higher level. He slid his hand down my waist into my pants, and his voice suddenly turned cold: "Yes Not here?"

I really want to beat Lin Youqi.

"It's not what you think," I tried to explain. "He was joking with me, you know, he likes to tell jokes..."

"You used to joke like this?" When my finger touched a certain part, my whole body shivered, and I struggled in the gap between the sofa and his body: "Don't touch it, Xiao Zhe! I'm angry!"

"I should be the one who should be angry!" Still with the domineering tone of the devil incarnation: "Teacher and him are colleagues, where have you been touched before? Have you been touched here..."

There seemed to be fire on my face, I don't know if it was anger or other emotions, I just felt like my blood was about to boil, my stomach was full of anger, and I really wanted to punch someone.

"You want to do it, right!" I grabbed his hair angrily and forced him to look up, no matter how surprised the expression on that pretty face was, You Qijiao's words had already blurted out: "I don't care! ! You come to be crushed by me!"