one's love

It was he who said he would be with you forever, but he was the one who let you go in the end.

Wei Siyuan sneered in his heart, look, this is his answer.

Go, why not go, it's not a matter of course.Ever since I was brought into the villa, I have been looking forward to leaving day and night, to live the life I wanted, and now that my wish has finally come true, what is there to panic about?

It's just that happiness came too suddenly, and I wasn't ready for it.

Besides... Lu Ye's birthday is coming soon, and I have been thinking about what gift to buy for him for a long time; Lu Youming has not grown up yet, so I promised to tell him a bedtime story every night; Chocolate, I haven’t tasted my favorite flavor; the roses that Lu Ye planted for him in the garden haven’t had time to bloom yet, and I’m still waiting to see their unique scenery when they are in full bloom; Still waiting to sort it out... just because of Lu Ye's words, all the plans were interrupted, there is nothing worse than this!

No matter, let's go, these have nothing to do with me!

Wei Siyuan still couldn't help but gritted his teeth and thought: Did you actually let me go?

"I'm leaving."

Lu Ye was surprised by Wei Siyuan's rare cold tone, but when he thought that the other party might be impatient to leave, he didn't investigate further, but said hesitantly: "In the future, if you feel unwell, you can come to me. After all, your health It became like this because of me..."

Lu Ye failed to receive the other party's answer this time.After the car door was opened and then closed heavily, he could only watch helplessly as the figure of the other party was gradually engulfed by the dark corridor.

Standing in the porch, Wei Siyuan silently looked at the home he hadn't returned to for a long time.

In the suite with two bedrooms and two living rooms, there was no trace of dust, as if he had never left for a long time, the wooden floor was slightly shiny under the warm light.

I took off my shoes and walked slowly into the house. The kitchen utensils in the kitchen were polished shiny, and the bathroom was also equipped with brand new toiletries. Some worn-out sofas in the living room were replaced by a light gray L-shaped fabric sofa. There is an extra pure white wool carpet under the coffee table. In the bedroom, there is a new gray-blue fabric bed covered with a fluffy and soft silk quilt. Even in the closet, there are rows of good-quality clothes neatly hung. Gone are the easy-to-assemble bookshelves, replaced by exquisite mahogany bookshelves filled with new and old books...

This is a house that I have lived in for many years, and I am very familiar with it, but because there are too many things that do not belong here, it becomes strange.

Standing alone in the empty and quiet living room, boundless loneliness surged: After so many years, in the end, I was still alone.

The surrounding was so quiet that he could even hear his own breathing, Wei Siyuan suddenly felt a little tired, maybe he should take a good rest.

When I went to the bathroom to wash up, I looked at myself under the white light in the mirror, with a pale complexion, faint wrinkles at the corners of the eyes, lips with an unhealthy lavender tinge, thin cheeks with not much flesh, and only a naked body left on my body. Skin and bones...Suddenly I can't remember what I looked like before I got sick, but I just feel that my current look in the mirror is disgusting enough.

In particular, the young boy in the picture received on the mobile phone that day came to mind inappropriately.

The cute ruddy face, bright eyes, high nose bridge and bright red lips lightly kissed Lu Ye's expressionless face, and his eyes shone with dazzling brilliance like fireworks. joy.

Such a comparison is even more frustrating.

While lying on the bed, Wei Siyuan found that he couldn't fall asleep no matter what, his body was very tired, but he just couldn't fall asleep.Even if the eyes are closed, the soreness still persists. In the brain, it seems that there are invisible hands pulling every nerve in it, pulling the scalp to follow the tension, and the temples are also throbbing with dull pain. It was suddenly broken, and it was difficult to sleep.

Boundless loneliness swept from the night, even wrapped in a thick quilt, I still felt cold.

Without the temperature of a hug, it is still not warm enough after all.Wei Siyuan curled up and hugged himself, thinking that the man actually didn't like him anymore, what he got in exchange for a sincere heart was a heart that was neither salty nor weak, no matter how much he liked, he would be exhausted.

I thought we could be together forever.

Too naive, didn't I know a long time ago that love will not last forever, and people will not be separated.It's just... Wei Siyuan opened his eyes in the dark: he was still a little sad.

There were so many things in this sadness that Wei Siyuan couldn't see through it all at once. He only knew that he was abandoned by others again, and returned to a world of one person again.

Life always repeats meeting and parting, but Wei Siyuan hates parting.

It makes people feel warm and stable, and the split feeling of being broken in an instant makes the floating heart instantly confused and have no place to rest.

No matter in the vast crowd or alone, it seems that another self splits out, like an outsider suspended in the air, staring at himself faintly, and squinting around.

All the pictures and sounds instantly become erratic and far away. It seems that I am the only one left in the world, and the leaving back takes away everything except myself. I can’t help wondering whether it is he who left you or the whole world. away from you?

My heart suddenly became empty, but I was desperately longing for something, reluctance and frustration intertwined into a giant net of loss, stuck to myself, and it was difficult to break free...

Fortunately, the sadness of parting will always fade away with the passage of time. It will not be tightly entangled with you, but even though it is temporary, it will still make people uncomfortable.

Bad emotions touched the memory deep in my mind, making it spring up like crazily growing vines...

Wei Siyuan was 5 years old at that time, the sun was too harsh during the day, his mother would not let him go out to play wildly, little Wei Siyuan had to take a quiet afternoon nap at home alone.

The sun was slanting to the west, and the sun became less scorching, but the cicadas on the tree still couldn't stop their neighing one after another, as if awakened by something, little Wei Siyuan suddenly opened his dark eyes, without shoes, and his breasts were tender white I looked around anxiously for my mother, but there was no one at home.

Little Wei Siyuan panicked, he ran out of the house in a panic wearing only a small white vest and white underpants.Her beautiful eyes became watery due to the fear in her heart, and there were bean-sized tears in the eye sockets, and one more tear would burst down the embankment.

Seeing the white car in front of the big iron gate in the yard not far away, little Wei Siyuan immediately quickened his pace.Staring straight into the car, I saw my father sitting on the passenger seat with a serious face, while my always gentle mother was about to get into the driver's seat of the white car, when she caught a glimpse of the little figure running towards the iron gate, There was a slight pause in the movement of entering the car.

Thinking that his mother would smile and wave to him as usual after seeing him, little Wei Siyuan couldn't help but stop, staring at him eagerly, expecting that familiar movement.But what he didn't expect was that his mother glanced at him lightly, as if she didn't see him, and got into the car without hesitation.

The ruthless white car drove away.

They are leaving.A level one alarm sounded in little Wei Siyuan's mind, and immediately, ignoring the scalding ground under his feet, he tried his best to run after the car with his chubby little feet, but just as he ran out of the iron gate, the car body disappeared without a trace.

When he was young, he didn't know what despair was. He just felt that the whole world had become darker. Tears overflowed in his eyes and kept sliding down his immature cheeks. His mother's indifferent and strange appearance waved in his mind. He refused to go, but he looked around but couldn't find any trace of his parents. He could only stand there in confusion and sadness.

Amidst the desolate chirping of cicadas, a handsome little boy stood in front of an iron gate, but his thin body kept crying heartbreakingly one after another until night fell...

Didn't they say they would always love themselves, but why did they leave themselves and leave silently?

When the little figure was crying so weakly, he sat on the ground and thought in a daze, his heart was sometimes sore and sometimes colic.But this time, it was the last time Wei Siyuan saw his parents. One had a cold expression, and the other had a fuzzy face...

Lu Ye also said something similar. That face that had been frozen all the year round rarely showed a flamboyant expression. There was a little smile on the corner of his mouth, and he said to himself with gleam in his eyes: "I want you to stay by my side forever, No one can take it away.”

As a result of the non-stop operation of the brain all night, when he woke up, he had a headache and eyes swollen, and all his strength was exhausted. Wei Siyuan leaned on the head of the bed listlessly, resting his elbows on his bent knees, thinking about what to do in the future. Feed themselves.

Uncle and aunt's house is naturally impossible to go back to, and Wei Siming cannot be contacted.

It seems that there is only one person to trouble.

At the beginning, because of my own affairs, I caused a lot of trouble to the other party, but now I can only ask the other party for help. It is probably the most unfortunate thing for the other party to make a friend like myself.

However, he is the only person who can help him in his mind.

He picked up the phone and tried to dial the other party's previous number.

What came through the receiver was the cold and gloomy voice of a strange man.Wei Siyuan asked hesitantly: "Excuse me, is it Shi Yuanqiu's call?"

"That's right, what can I do with him." There was a trace of impatience in the man's steady voice, and at the same time, Shi Yuanqiu's lazy and confused voice came through the receiver: "Who is it..."

The two seemed to be very close, Shi Yuanqiu sounded like he hadn't woken up, and after speaking, he yawned long.

When Wei Siyuan heard his friend's voice, the long-lost sense of familiarity warmed his heart, and he didn't care whether the other party could hear him or not, so he called softly: "When I was young, it was me, Wei Siyuan."

The profile picture on the phone suddenly became a mess, and after the sound of the quilt was over, it was a friend's very clear and loud voice: "Wei Siyuan, is that you? Aren't you locked up by that pervert? Where are you now? I'll come over Looking for you!"

Facing the series of questions from the other party, Wei Siyuan smiled helplessly and reassuringly: "I am alone now, living in the original house."

"You wait at home, I'll be right over!"

After Shi Yuanqiu hurriedly finished speaking, he cut off the phone, as if he was afraid that Wei Siyuan would run away.

Thinking that the other party might not have time for breakfast, Wei Siyuan had no choice but to cook noodles while waiting for the other party to come over. Fortunately, there were fresh ingredients in the refrigerator, so there was nothing missing.

The doorbell rang, and it was just right.

Opening the door, a thin figure rushed into the room like a smoke.

When the visitor saw Wei Siyuan, he held Wei Siyuan's hand and couldn't stop looking at him, muttering: "I thought I was dreaming when I heard your voice, but I didn't expect you to come out! That pervert finally got tired of playing, right? Sure enough, a man's broken oath cannot be trusted. Look at you, why have you lost so much weight? That pervert must not have treated you well..."

"Okay, I haven't seen you for so many years, why do you talk more. He treats me like a Buddha, how can it be bad. It's my own poor health. Let's not talk about this, I made noodles and haven't eaten breakfast yet Bar?"

Wei Siyuan said pretending to be disgusted, but couldn't hide the joy in his eyes.Looking at the blushing cheeks and the vivid expression on the face of the other party, I was immediately happy. My friend looked good, and it seemed that these years have been going well, so that's good.

"Hmph, after I received your call, I came here non-stop. I don't have time to eat." Shi Yuanqiu frowned and said bitterly, his tone suddenly turned low, "It's been a long time... I haven't eaten anything you made gone."

Wei Siyuan was slightly taken aback, feeling a little sour in his heart.

Fortunately, the other party quickly withdrew his sad expression, coughed dryly, and pointed behind him: "I don't know if you cook enough noodles, I even brought a rice cooker." After speaking, he looked up at the sky seriously .

It was only then that Wei Siyuan noticed that there was a tall and straight man standing outside the door, with fair complexion, simple and extraordinary clothes, and a cold and sinister look in his dark eyes.After hearing what his friend said, his expression changed, and he tried his best to put a smile on his serious and stiff face: "Hello, I'm Fu Liang."

It turned out to be that person!

Wei Siyuan was startled when he heard the other party's name, and looked at his friend suspiciously, only to see the other party shrugged helplessly: "I'm a man." Then he took Fu Liang's hand and walked into the room, looking at him thoughtfully. After looking at the new furniture around, after staring at Wei Siyuan's face for a long time, he finally sighed: "Oh, forget it, let's eat the noodles first, and I'll ask you later."

Shi Yuanqiu had a good appetite, even after eating two big bowls of noodles, he still couldn't get enough of it.

Having not seen each other for many years, the other party is still the same, and at this moment, he still acts as if he has never been separated, which makes Wei Siyuan feel a lot easier.

Back then, because of himself, Shi Yuanqiu's company was on the verge of bankruptcy, and had no choice but to embark on the only way to survive being acquired.Wei Siyuan glanced at the taciturn man next to his friend. At the beginning, when he partnered with Lu Ye to collapse Shi Yuanqiu Company, and then wanted to buy the company, it was this man with a strong sense of presence in front of him.

Back then, whenever my friends mentioned him, they would gnash their teeth with hatred, but now it seems... Wei Siyuan looked at Fu Liang meaningfully, only to see that the other party was very gentle, and his gestures were very elegant, which was completely different from his fierce appearance. It's really interesting.

What is more noticeable is that he looks at his friends from time to time.Seeing that his friend had a big appetite, Fu Liang naturally put the noodles in his bowl into his friend's bowl. Seeing this, the friend lifted his head from the bowl, smiled at Fu Liang, and buried his head in the meal. Happy.In an instant, the corner of Fu Liang's mouth curled up slightly, and the smile was fleeting.

Shi Yuanqiu put down his job with a satisfied face, and he was short of a full belch. He was in a good mood: "Tell me, why is the surname Lu willing to let you out?"

Wei Siyuan was at a loss for words for a while, and inappropriately thought of some kind of plush creature that likes to wag its tail.

To be honest, he didn't understand what Lu Ye was thinking, so when faced with his friend's question, he had no choice but to say indifferently: "Probably, you think I'm old."

Shi Yuanqiu was even more disdainful when he heard this: "Hmph, I knew that Lu was not a good person. Forget it, don't mention him, let me tell you, he is finally willing to let you go, so don't talk to him anymore. What kind of contact is there! This ancestor, the means of dealing with people, is really bad, and now I think about it, I am angry! By the way, what is going on with this house, it was changed by the surname Lu?"

"En." Seeing his friend's angry face, Wei Siyuan only nodded slightly, not daring to stop him from venting.

"I get angry when I see these things, but it's not realistic to throw them all away. Let's take it as compensation from him. Anyway, it's your loss. Besides these, did he give you anything else?"

"A bank card."

"Rare! You don't intend to rely on this card for the rest of your life, do you?" Shi Yuanqiu asked with narrowed eyes.

Wei Siyuan was familiar with the other party's expression, and he knew that if his answer went against his will, what would follow would definitely be overwhelming anger.This person, after so many years, is still the same, Wei Siyuan couldn't help smiling:

"I can't afford this card. I came here because I want you to help me find a job so that I can support myself in the future. I am a lonely old man, old and have been out of society for a long time. It is difficult to find a job." A decent job. After thinking about it, the only one who can help me is you, President Shida."

"Hmph, otherwise, who else can help you. It just so happens that a small employee of our company's legal department resigned. You can take over for him. It happens to be similar to your previous job, and it's easy to get started." Shi Yuanqiu laughed so hard The eyes are gone, but still pretending to be reserved.

Wei Siyuan, who thought it was just an ordinary small job, nodded in agreement, and said thank you to his friend seriously.

"Come on, don't thank me too much. I'm your boss, and I specialize in extracting the value of your surplus labor. If you're ready, start working next Monday."

"it is good."

"The boss wants to come to your house for dinner anytime, agree?"

"promise."

"How about bringing your family when you're eating?"

"no problem."

"Do you remember what dish the boss likes?"

"of course."

"It's almost there."

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