The world is cool

Zhou Cheng's words have been spinning in my head for several days. I think about it when I eat, I think about it when I go to work, and I look at the bed board of the upper bunk before going to bed. I also feel that something is wrong, but I can't find a specific one.I wasn't like this before, I thought about something twice in my mind and couldn't figure it out, forget it, and forget it in two days, I'm still the carefree Feng Yiyi.

It may be that there are too few things that people can really take care of in the prison, so there is only one thing, tossing and turning, refusing to leave, begging for nothing, and torturing me every night until dawn.

"You have a lot of pimples on your face recently, do you feel dissatisfied with desire?" Rong Kai's handwork is definitely the fastest and the best in the entire prison area, so he can take time to care about me while still holding the super production award.

"It sounds like you have such convenient experience." I didn't even bother to roll my eyes at him, and continued to deal with the lantern in my hand.

It's not a little lunatic who can be dismissed with one sentence: "Last week, you chatted with Zhou Cheng for a long time, and then you went crazy this week...fuck, you are serious!"

Leaving aside how horrifying he thinks that I am sincerely interested in Zhou Cheng, the meaning of those words is clearly...

"Who do you think I'm not serious about?"

"Mute." The little lunatic didn't even think about it, "You just think it's funny, so you always like to tease him."

I slipped my hand, and my finger was pricked by the wire that made the lamp bone, and there was a red spot of blood.

Putting down the wire, I solemnly turned to Rong Kai, squinted my eyes and gritted my teeth and asked word by word: "Am I that unreliable?"

"Not really," Rong Kai tilted his head and thought for a while, "but he looks like the kind of person who loves to tease cats and dogs."

I slumped in a chair, deflated, and surrendered.

My parents just gave me a frivolous face, how can I make two slashes with a knife to add a sense of stability?

Beckon cats and dogs.I don't know if it's the little lunatic's personal distorted aesthetic vision or the public's opinion, subconsciously, I just looked at Huahua, but I didn't expect him to look at me too.Across the heads of the three working hard, our eyes sparked silent but violent sparks in the air, just like the crackling blue static electricity when taking off a sweater in the dark.

When the sparks died down, I gave him a friendly smile.

Huahua frowned as a gift in return, then lowered her head and continued to work.

This is a good sign. Not only will you secretly look at me, but you will also give some reactions. I am very relieved.But while he was relieved, Zhou Cheng's argument came out again, like a curse, following him like a shadow.

One person will not be unconditionally nice to another person, I disagree with this.But can one person be nice to another person forever and unconditionally?To be honest, I feel guilty about this question.

There are chicken legs for lunch, although they are chopped into small pieces, less than half of them per capita.I haven't figured it out yet. The person has already sat next to Huahua.A while ago I had to do this out of ten times, and eight times people would take the risk of being scolded by the discipline and leave directly. Now not only will they not leave, but they can occasionally communicate with each other.

So I got confused instead.

After thinking about it for a long time, I carefully picked up a relatively large piece of chicken and put it on his dinner plate, and then quickly threw out a sentence before he picked it up for me: "You are too thin, you should eat more, and then don't eat a piece of chicken." Be polite to me."

Huahua didn't look up, but paused while eating, and then silently put the chicken into her mouth.

A big stone fell from the bottom of my heart.It's all caused by Zhou Cheng, it's nothing to talk about eternity, so I don't even talk about buying stir-fried meat, I just give him a piece of meat and I still look forward to it for a long time!

"If you have nothing to do, play more with the little lunatics. Don't run around, and don't think about revenge. I heard that those three people were also locked up." I always see Huahua squinting her eyes and looking around for something, which makes my scalp tingle.

Huahua stopped eating again, but still didn't look up.

I pushed his head angrily: "There is no conflict between eating and thinking about things, you are so stubborn!"

Huahua gave me a glance, her expression was a bit displeased, but she didn't know how to resist.Because resistance usually doesn't work—I'm already the poster boy for "don't eat oil and salt" with him.

Continue to work after eating, finish working all afternoon before eating, then watch the news, and return to the cell.

As soon as I get on the bed, I don't think about it anymore. I feel that all the parts of my body are sore and sore, and they are in desperate need of lube.The side-lying position was right facing the beds of Jin Dafu and Zhou Cheng, and while I was thinking about it, I thought that Zhou Cheng might not love anyone, except his books.

"Lend it to you if you want to read it." Zhou Cheng closed the book, picked it up and shook it.

"Don't," I quickly waved my hand, "A gentleman doesn't steal people's love."

Zhou Cheng smiled: "Well, it's all about showing love."

My black line, the most annoying thing is that he has something in his words, and he makes you feel embarrassed by making explicit and insinuating remarks.

After that day, he didn't continue to discuss with me about Huahua, even if it was only a few words, but I always felt that my every move was under his supervision.But the problem is that there is no standard approach to this matter, or even a correct approach. The enthusiasm as always will definitely not work, but if you suddenly ignore it, it is better not to be nice to others from the beginning!

Zhou Cheng said that my sympathy came on a whim, and I once doubted it, but I haven't figured it out in the past two days, so I can't be more certain about it.It wasn't a whim, or even sympathy, or sympathy was just an opportunity that drove me to take special care of Huahua in the first place. Up to now, distress has definitely prevailed.As I always say, if this is my brother, or my son, I'll be so heartbroken.

One autumn rain and one cold, every autumn rain adds clothes.

Two days ago, I still felt that I was sleeping under the heat at night, but these two days I was always woken up by the cold at midnight.

Huahua always thinks about revenge and it's my heart disease, so that every time I release the wind, I do everything possible to coax Huahua to play basketball, which is more dedicated than discipline.

But the little lunatic was depressed——

"Bring a big gold and a little dumb, there's no hope of winning in this lifetime!"

Rong Kai's body language to express emotions is always very vivid, for example, at this moment, he is pulling out his hair like grass.

I yawned, the asphalt ground was wet after it rained, and my ass felt cold under my buttocks: "It's not about winning the house or the land, so what are you afraid of if you lose."

Rong Kai frowned, with a disapproving expression on his face: "If you want to play, you have to win. Why do you play if you lose! Why do you start a company if you don't make money? Why don't you get the first place in the exam? If you do it, you get points. It's embarrassing." Who is going to do it now."

"Your thinking is very problematic..."

Before I could finish speaking, the people on the court became anxious—the ball was still in the arms of the little madman.No way, the little lunatic can only take the two masters who don't give him points to the battlefield.

The main debater disappeared, but the feeling of not finishing the sentence was really unpleasant. Fortunately, I glanced sideways and caught Zhou Cheng's thigh - it turned out that he was standing next to me, although he was standing.

"Hey," I tugged at his trouser leg, "how do you feel?"

Zhou Cheng looked down at me, without hesitation for a moment: "You are right."

I turned my head silently, it was too obvious to be perfunctory...

The situation on the field was exactly as the little lunatic said, it was completely one-sided, but it seemed that everyone was very happy except the little lunatic.Needless to say, the enemy team played as if they were in no man's land. There were endless mid-range and long-range alley-oops. Of course, they were limited to their own level, and the success rate and viewing pleasure needed to be improved. On the other hand, Huahua and Jin Dafu were also very happy. No, it doesn't matter whether the shot is made or not, if you catch the ball, you dare to shoot, as long as you hit the basket, the two of you will be satisfied in every way.

I was quite happy to watch, and I was going to throw off my arms and wave the flag and shout as usual, but now I have too many worries, so I can only smile calmly.

"You seem to be quite upset recently." Zhou Cheng squatted down at some point.

I glared at him angrily: "Who do you think made the trouble?"

Zhou Cheng laughed, as if my troubles were completely insignificant to him: "Haven't figured it out yet?"

"It's not something I don't want to understand." I rolled my eyes, "You just use your whole life to scare me, don't say that Huahua is an irrelevant person, even if it's my own brother, I still have to weigh it? Then in the future, if I marry a wife, can I live with him?"

Zhou Cheng thought about it seriously: "You can let him marry first."

"It's really a one-stop service." After sitting cross-legged for a long time, my feet were a little numb. I straightened my legs and stretched my body forward. By the way, I took off my shoes and rubbed my feet. "I think you are better than me Heart……"

"Maybe." Zhou Cheng's answer was ambiguous, he just said, "Normal people will feel distressed when they see Huadiao."

"Then you are more successful than me. I am willing to talk to you when I look at Huahua in the whole prison, and it seems that I have never cheated on you." I admit, I just feel unbalanced.Why is Zhou Cheng's highly dissociated and not very close attitude more popular than my sincere heart to Mingyue?

Zhou Cheng raised his eyebrows unexpectedly, and then showed a funny expression: "This is a technical problem."

"Your skills are really good." I rolled my eyes at him, and then looked at the court. Huahua fell to the ground at some point, and there was another guy from the other side. The little lunatic was swearing and didn't know whether to criticize Huahua or criticize the opponent. I pricked up my ears and listened carefully. Oh, no one will be spared if I do both. Maybe just looking for something to do."

Zhou Cheng nodded: "I see."

"Taking a step back, I can't turn a blind eye to flowers dangling in front of my eyes every day. It's okay for a day or two. No one in three or five years is hard-hearted. You are worried about being released from prison. To be honest, I don't know what to do. After prison, there are still so many years, but I have been thinking these two days, you say that everyone knows that they are going to die, why do you still eat three meals a day, isn’t it just to live for two more days? "

"So you figured it out?"

"Mostly, but I can't figure out just one thing. I've been thinking about it for the past two days, and no matter how I think about it, I don't think it makes sense. Is it wrong for me to be nice to people? Damn, I'm exhausted physically and mentally. I don't have you I didn't think too far ahead for that strategic vision, so I assumed something very unlucky. If Huahua only had 24 years of life, he would be 23 this year. Looking back on this whole life, which one do you think is better? Is there no one in this world who is nice to me, or is there at least one person in this world who is nice to me?"

"What if he died at the age of 80?" Zhou Cheng asked quietly.

"It's the same reason," I said, "Although gaining and losing seems more painful than never gaining at all, people still want to get it. When I was young, there was no extra-curricular reading called If you give me three days of light, have you read it? I I think it can be understood if I think about it in another way. Just like that prison guard, maybe Huahua still complains about him now, but in a few years, five years, ten years, his anger and resentment will all dissipate, and only the grievances against that person will be left. I'm thinking about it, I don't know where he was transferred and how he is doing well. Believe me, this thing is just like first love."

I don't know if he was tired from squatting, Zhou Cheng also sat down: "I seem to be a little convinced by you."

"Actually, I didn't want to make myself too noble, and I meditated every day like a crazy person. It's all because of you!" I snatched his book and knocked him on the head. This little brother who hurts people, let me take care of it, it's a big deal!"

Zhou Cheng picked up the book without a trace, put it behind him, and then nodded solemnly: "That's right."

My black line: "All of you are fucking abnormal!"

"Ah."

"I'm normal!"

"Ah."

"Sooner or later, I will let you bring it abnormally!"

"Ah."

"Well, believe it or not, I'll beat you up?"

"Jin Dafu can avenge me."

"...Damn! Do you dare to be a little promising!"

While chatting with Zhou Cheng, Hua Hua suddenly ran over to pull me, and I was taken aback. After talking and gesticulating for a long time, I realized that there was an unlucky guy in the co-worker who made Jin Dafu so bad that he couldn't fight anymore. , Rong Kai shouted for a long time that no one would play, so Hua Hua came over to pull the young men.

"Please forgive me, I'm not a sports material!" I was on the ground and couldn't get up. If it wasn't for my image, I could hug Zhou Cheng's thigh.

Huahua frowned, grabbed my clothes and persistently tugged and tugged.

"Chengcheng..." I turned my head and called for help.

The latter gave me a blessed smile: "Take care."

Fuck you heartless!

I couldn't hold back Huahua, and in order to prevent losing everything, I had no choice but to join the basketball team resentfully. You must know that I failed the 1000-meter pass when I was studying!

Facts have proved that even boiling water for 100 years will not turn into old daughter red.Da Jinzi and Huahua have no skills, but they have brute force. The little lunatic has almost no physical strength, and he can't stand up to others who have brains and skills. I'm lucky. I have no products, so I just practice running back and forth on the court, and occasionally I have the ball. When I hit it, I dodged nimbly, making Rong Kai laugh, saying Feng Yiyi, are you fucking playing basketball or dodgeball!The most depressing thing was my team, they all accused me of being an undercover agent, saying it was five against five, it was clearly four against six!

The patience of the crowd is limited, so half an hour later, I was successfully sent back to the auditorium.

It was Huahua who sent me off, her quiet eyes were full of contempt.

After that, Huahua never asked me to play basketball again, but he himself had a great time playing it, as if he really fell in love with this sport, as long as he let the wind go, he would be stuck on the court.I'm relieved, and don't have to search hard, for fear that he will wander into some dark corner and cause trouble again.

The weather was getting colder and colder, and the prison uniforms were uniformly changed into autumn and winter.

The wind in the suburbs is strong, and the prison uniform will be blown through, so I wear two layers of autumn clothes inside. Whenever the wind comes, I put my hands into the sleeves like a landlord and rich man, and find a place with a leeward wind to chat with this person. , talk to that one.

I quite like talking to Zhou Cheng, not only because of Huahua.First of all, his thinking is very normal, and he won’t jump to special relativity the next second like a little madman who worships money one second; second, he doesn’t talk to you around corners. Yes, just smile, and ask whatever you want, even if he doesn't say anything, he won't make up a lie to fool you; third, talking with Zhou Cheng gives me a special sense of accomplishment.There are several things, Zhou Cheng's concluding remarks were all told by you alone, please keep them secret.

I've never been looked down upon so much in my life.This is the truth.

These things also include one thing that I have been very curious about since I was imprisoned, but I haven't found the answer for a long time, that is, what kind of man did Zhou Cheng commit murder to get in.Speaking from my conscience, I didn't see that this man had the slightest air of a murderer.But after listening to Zhou Cheng's speech, I feel that I can understand it again.To put it bluntly, it was actually quite a simple matter. He got married with someone who was violent. He wanted to break up, but there was no share. After entanglement, it was the other party who fell down.He didn't tell the details, so I didn't ask, but thinking about his abnormality during the two days when Dajinzi's daughter-in-law came, I thought the story was believable, so I believed it.

I've seen quite a few people like this. They usually look gentle and gentle, but if they really want to be ruthless, they are more willing than anyone else.

Later, at a casual moment, I asked him whether he was on the top or bottom when he was with that person. Zhou Cheng didn't pretend, just said the bottom, and then added a sentence with a smile, curiosity killed the cat.I said I am a rabbit!

Sometimes I also chat with the bastard, but when there are no other guards present, I keep a low profile.I know the bastard is the same age as me, and my parents are ordinary employees of state-owned enterprises. They came here after graduating from the police academy. So far, there is no hope of promotion.I have talked with six partners, and recently one parted ways because the woman had to buy a house first before getting married, and the real estate certificate must write the name of the woman's parents.

I have been in for more than 500 days, and my mentality has been changing. Everyone else in No.17 and even the whole prison should be the same. The irritability when I first came in, the numbness after a few years in, and the excitement and eagerness to be out of prison soon.

Only Yu Qingzhou didn't.

N years like a day, I don't know if it's good or bad.

This year's first snow came very early, in mid-November, it fluttered down, and when I went to work in the morning, there was a thin layer of snow on the ground, and I thought it was frost if I didn't pay attention.Not two days after that, the old man came.When the guard called Feng Yiyi for someone to visit the prison, I thought I had hallucinations in my ears.

But after all, it's my father and son, and the one-year gap didn't affect us at all.I saw that he was much more energetic than last year, so he instantly recovered his stubborn nature: "It's hard for you to remember me."

The old man rolled my eyes at me and scolded me so much, he said to himself: "It's winter, I'll bring you two pieces of thermal underwear. I wanted to buy cotton shoes, but your aunt said that they are not allowed here, and you have to wear uniforms." of?"

Auntie, how much you hate me, didn't you just bully and bully your son when you were young!

"Yeah." The prison is to issue shoes, but you have to wear four pairs of socks inside.

"There is no trouble inside, you must behave in a good manner and accept the transformation..."

"It's good to be a new person when you come out, Dad, can you have something new?"

"I heard..." The old man suddenly approached the microphone mysteriously, and whispered, "There are a lot of men and men in it... You didn't mess with me, did you?"

I couldn't help my forehead: "You old man, which chess player is so unreliable."

The old man was surprised: "How do you know?"

My black line: "Because your circle of friends is not only playing chess but also the neighborhood committee, I don't believe those seventy or eighty-year-old ladies with small feet have the nerve to tell you this!"

The old man was amused, and kept saying: "I think it's good to come here, I've made you smart."

I don't even bother talking about it anymore, this person has never been confident in his life, so it can't be due to his genetics? !

Resting on my chin with my hand, I unconsciously glanced to the side, and I was shocked when I thought about it—Jin Dafu and Zhou Cheng were sitting next to each other, and outside the tempered glass were Jin's wife and sister Zhou respectively.

Unkindly, I thought of an advertisement slogan: Some scenery is hard to find in a lifetime.