The world is cool

In my eyes, the old woman's face was gradually deformed, with raised cheekbones and narrowed chin, as if she had become a fox, or the snake spirit in the Vajra gourd baby.I really want to take Monkey King's golden cudgel and give her a stick like beating a bone demon, and then she will be out of her wits and have no time to beep in front of me.

"Come all the way here just to make fun of me? It's hard for you..." I saw my sneer in the reflection of the glass.

"Believe it or not," the woman frowned, looking at me as if she was looking at a pile of shit, "If your father hadn't begged me before he died, I wouldn't have come here for the money."

I still don't believe it.How can I believe it?Seeing you in winter is fine, full of energy, but in summer, you tell me that I'm gone?This is not funny.But I can't be angry, I want to see what other tricks this pussy has.

So I asked cooperatively, "How did you die?"

The woman's irritable expression eased a little, and a few traces of sadness flashed in her usually indifferent and calculating eyes: "Stomach cancer has been discovered a long time ago, and it has never been cured."

My head went numb for a while, I sat there like an idiot, through the glass, my mouth moved uncontrollably: "Why is it not cured?"

"Oh, you really have the guts to ask." The woman's tone was sour and sarcastic, "Do you think my brother has as much money as that, and it's not enough to compensate those owners for you. Last year, someone You even came to make a fuss, saying that the court has awarded civil compensation, and your family refuses to pay it. If I didn't help you find a way, your family would even sell the house now."

"Old man... when..." I wanted to ask the old man when he passed by, but I couldn't say the word past, as if a piece of hot iron was stuck in my throat, and I couldn't swallow or spit it out. Come out, it sizzled right there and scalded my flesh.

"Just this Monday, it was sent to the crematorium yesterday. Now the cemetery is too expensive, I can't afford it, so the ashes will be stored there first, and you will look for a good place when you come out in two years Son." After finishing speaking, the woman took a look at me and shook her head, "Oh, it's said to raise children to prevent old age. Let me see, it's better not to raise something like you."

Casually biting even trimmed nails with uneven edges and corners made my palms bleed, but apart from the wetness, I didn't feel any pain at all.

The woman twitched the corners of her mouth, and said with a smirk: "I know you think I'm troubled, and I don't want to face you, but after all, it's my brother's last words. Anyway, I, a nun, have to pass on the words."

I leaned closer to the glass, so close that I couldn't get any closer, my eyes were so wide open that I felt like I was going to burn a hole out of it: "Say it, I'm listening."

The woman backed away with disgust on her face, leaving enough distance between her upper body and the glass, as if I were HIV.

It took me a long time before I heard her eccentric tone: "He said he doesn't expect you to turn over a new leaf after you come out, as long as you don't do things that are worthy of being shot, you will be safe."

I froze, and the microphone slipped from my hand without realizing it.

The woman looked at me like she was looking crazy, and her mouth moved again, as if she was speaking, but I couldn't hear any sound.Then she left, and I was still sitting there, dazed and at a loss.

Peace is good enough?

I thought this should be the lowest pursuit of human beings.

No, I never put it in the pursuit category.Shouldn't this thing be innate?The so-called pursuit should be money, power, women, fame, social status, even if it is as narrow as an awesome sports car, it can barely make it to the table.Safety?Speaking out makes people laugh out loud.Do you think you are the Iraqi people?

Someone came up and tapped me on the shoulder.What is he saying?Feng Yiyi, should you go back to prison?No, I haven't seen my dad yet. He said he would come to see me, and I still have a big list for him to help with shopping.The toilet water in the prison’s broken cottage has no effect at all. I want Liushen, and I have to buy prickly heat powder. I need Johnson & Johnson’s. Son, three-married, four-married, divorced and widowed can bring a few children, otherwise no one will take care of him, and as soon as no one takes care of him, he will play around, drinking is not enough...

I flew up, no, I flew through the clouds and rode the fog.

Several old gods waved to me in the half-covered clouds, some with dust whisks, birthday peaches, and vajra circles, all with kind smiles and kind eyes.They seemed to invite me to play, and they were surrounded by fairy peaches and ginseng fruits.But I can't, although my mouth is watering and my heart is yearning, but I still can't, father is more important than immortality.So I also waved my hands vigorously, saying that my father is a road idiot, lost, and I have to find him before he is targeted by the human organ trading group...

"Feng Yiyi."

Who, you said don't call me, I'm going to find my father.

"Feng Yiyi!"

Are you fucking annoying, or Feng Fengfeng's I will abolish you.

Snapped!

A solid slap was slapped on my face, accompanied by severe pain, my vision gradually cleared up.

The panicked little lunatic, the concerned Huahua, the puzzled Jin Dafu, and the frowning Zhou Cheng, all four big faces squeezed into my frame of vision, full of them.

"Who did it?" This is not the visiting room, this is NO.17. I don't know how I got back to my bed, but I know that I was slapped. pain.

"Me." Zhou Cheng generously admitted, and at the same time showed me his right palm, "Here, it's red."

I don't mind him explaining his strength in such a vivid way, but the little lunatic chimed in for the first time: "You can't blame him, you don't know how scary you were just now, no one is allowed to touch you, whoever hits you, Yu Qingzhou will send you off When I came back, I wanted to stab the electric baton."

I smiled at Zhou Cheng: "Thank you."

Standing up and stretching, the four of them were taken aback, especially the little lunatic, who ran two meters away.

I was overjoyed, and shouted at him: "Don't worry, brother's madness is over."

Zhou Cheng looked at me worriedly, Huahua hesitated to go forward, I pondered for a while, and vaguely understood something, then I heard the little lunatic say, "When your aunt came, my classmate happened to come to see me." , I really didn't eavesdrop on purpose, I'll sit next to you..."

"Halo, what am I supposed to do." Quickly interrupted the little lunatic, my tone of voice was a little more lively than usual, "Don't tell me you won't die if you don't listen to my father, the disease is terminal, sooner or later Don't worry, when I came in, I knew there would be such a day. In six years, a big girl can become a yellow-faced woman, let alone a dry old man? It would be a miracle if he could really get me out. Ann la an Well, I'm perfectly fine, there's nothing wrong with that!"

……

Quiet, persistent and depressing.

I stood in the center of NO.17, surrounded by people, none of them answered, they just looked at me so deeply.

I don't like this look, as if it was Lao Tzu who died, and they were mourning for him.

Finally, Jin Dafu couldn't bear it anymore, and let out a short but sonorous cry: "Fuck!" and turned back to the bed.

Then the little lunatic, Zhou Cheng, all returned to their territory without saying a word.

Only Huahua is left.He didn't turn around, but walked straight to me, then took my hand before I could react, and gently scratched my palm with the ball of his finger.

I gasped, this time I really felt the pain.

Huahua narrowed her eyes and looked at me scrutinizingly, as if I was a secret bag, and he wanted to dig out all the things inside, tear it apart, and see clearly.

I felt so stressed, I subconsciously withdrew my hand, and then I started to feel annoyed, why the hell am I afraid of him?Don't say I didn't hide anything, I really hid, and I'm afraid of a dumb person?

Fortunately, Huahua did not pester her anymore.

Seeing him sitting on the windowsill, I breathed a sigh of relief from the bottom of my heart.

At this time, the last thing I need is sympathy. Really, I would rather no one pay attention to me. It is best not to even look at me. Just let me stay alone, quietly, without any disturbance , stay.

That night, NO.17 was unusually quiet.No one spoke, no one had sex, and even Jin Dafu, who had always been snoring well, became breathing evenly, peacefully and peacefully.

The moonlight shines on the ground, and the reflection of the iron railing still looks like a monster's teeth.

I pulled up the quilt, covered my head, and curled up inside like a wimp.

Since I came in, I have been looking forward to getting out, looking forward to regrouping, and looking forward to being rich.I never think that I am wrong. These days, every job is based on ability. Some are flattering in officialdom, some are cheating at work, some get red envelopes, and some take kickbacks. I am no nobler than anyone else, but neither lower than anyone else.Isn't it just six years, six years later, he will be a good man again, isn't he a thief, I do things alone, and I, Feng Yiyi, will be a thief, so what?Just because I'm a thief doesn't mean my whole family are thieves, what do you lose me for, you bastard old man?I don't feel ashamed, why do you lose someone for me!

who?Who is pulling my quilt?

I don't want to come out, don't you fucking owe me!

The long tug-of-war was staged silently in the dark night.Eventually, exhausted, I let go and surrendered.

Huahua squatted beside the bed, very close to me, so close that I could smell the soap on his body.

I wanted to scold you for not sleeping in the middle of the night to fight me, but he stretched out his hand first, and rubbed the water stains off my face little by little with the palm of his hand.

The warm touch made me completely collapse, more wet things rushed out of my eyes, Huahua hurriedly wiped it, I grabbed his hand as if it was the only straw, I heard My own voice choked out of tune: "This is punishment, there is no escape... I can't send my dad the last time, even I forced him to death, he can still live..."

Huahua hugged me and pressed my head tightly into his arms.

"I know I'm wrong, I really know I'm wrong...can you come and see me again, Dad..."

Huahua stroked my back clumsily, again and again.

For him, this is a very difficult position, because he is squatting on the ground and can barely hold me.But from the beginning to the end, he didn't let go, and kept holding me tightly, as if he wanted to transfer all the strength to me.