The world is cool

The news of Liu Di's medical parole was like a wildfire, sweeping through the entire Second Prison.Of course, this kind of sweeping is not on the surface - each prison area has its own gossip network, which is composed of prisoners who are idle one after another, and everyone is a small node on this network, erected Ears, collecting information, receiving and forwarding, linking the previous and the next.

Under the power of the bastard, the second prison is too peaceful, especially after the last death.So much so that a small disturbance is enough to make everyone chew for a long time, not to mention the information-laden matter of parole for medical treatment. Except for No. 17, people in other rooms also came to ask me about Liu Di's situation, as if he and I were recognized as brothers Well, this makes me even more fucking frustrated.Because I really don't know the fart.

[Impossible, you two are so strong. 】

This is what I hear most often, and it is also what makes me dumbfounded the most.

Where does the iron come from? How long has it been here? Who can be close to whom?Let alone Liu Di, Zhou Cheng and Jin Dafu and I lived in the same house for three years, and I dare not say that I know everything about them, let alone what I think and plan in my head.

In fact, the interaction between people is just like that.It's a bit like buying a lottery ticket. If you win, you just go straight to the dark and hand it directly to your heart. If you don't win, you just nod your head in general.It's interesting for us to monitor?He said this from the time he entered NO.17, until the golden cicada finally escaped.I didn't see that No.17 was interesting, anyway, I think he is quite boring.

Just as he was thinking, there was a sudden shock under his hand, and his tiger's mouth went numb.I quickly retracted my fugue, only to see some rough gray surface in the soil dug out under the shovel.Yep, this is digging into gravel again.I spit on the palm of my hand a couple of times, trying to dig it out with all my strength, but any spade was about to break, and it was a rock, standing still.

It seems that the stone is quite big, and I wondered in my heart whether I should be lazy and bypass it, or face the difficulty and be a real man with iron blood.Suddenly, another shovel was stretched out from the side, and it also shoveled on the stone. Looking up, it was Huahua.So the stubborn stone was finally unearthed obediently with the joint efforts of the two of us, and was thrown on the cart.

I remember that Huahua's work place is five meters away from me, how can she still watch me have something wrong here?And it's buried in the ground...

"Nezha you belong to? Three eyes?"

Huahua glanced at me, turned around blankly, and went back to work.

I have a black line, and I am a little worried that this brother will slip further and further down the road of facial paralysis.

Not long after, Huahua turned around and saw that I was still looking at him, so she suddenly grinned.The short time, the fast speed, and the suddenness of the incident caught me off guard. When someone continued to bend over and work, my eyes were still full of golden stars.

When the vision returned to clarity, Huahua had already been called to a distance to help.The soil after prying out the big rock is soft and easy to dig, and it is also fun to work.Occasionally, I would subconsciously raise my head to search for that thin figure, and when I found it, I felt relieved.

I said to myself, see, this is a brother, and if there is one such person in a hundred people, it is not bad.As for Liu Di, it's the clouds in the sky. When I think of it, I look up. If I'm busy, who cares what shape he turns into.

At the end of the evening, there was a commotion in the quarry.The days at the end of March were still very short, and the evening was already dark. On one side were several numbers of prisoners and on the other side were migrant workers. For some reason, the two groups clashed and became entangled.Jin Dafu suggested going over to have a look. I was a little eager to try, but before I could move my legs, I was stopped by the little lunatic.

"They wanted to take advantage of the chaos and escape, you two should stay away."

The word "run away" stimulated my nerves, and Ga Beng retracted his legs.I've lived peacefully for three years and eight months and don't want to be shot.

At the beginning of April, it rained for several days in a row. I don’t know if it was just for the occasion.

"...In the past few days during the Qingming Festival, many Taiwanese travel agencies have launched mainland ancestor worship groups to facilitate Taiwanese people returning home to worship their ancestors..."

Lowering my eyes, I moved the small bench unconsciously, as if this would relieve the inexplicable pressure brought about by the news content.

But it didn't work.

The mellow and sweet voice of the hostess was pervasive, and gradually changed its shape, turning into another sharp and piercing voice, that voice said, look, people from Taiwan can come to the mainland to worship their ancestors, but you can’t give it to your father. Sweeping the grave, even if it is burning a piece of yellow paper.

I know I'm suspicious and paranoid, but I can't control it, because the fact is there - my father is dead, and I can't even kowtow in front of his grave.Oh yes, he doesn't have a tomb yet, it's just an urn, placed on a storage shelf in the crematorium together with many homeless ghosts.

On the way back to the cell after watching the news, I had a whim in the sound of rain.Why didn't a thunderbolt strike me, I'm so unfilial.

In the evening, Huahua gave me the novel, and asked me to write another paragraph of storytelling.

"No," I refused for the first time, "I'm not in the mood today."

Huahua was stunned for a moment, then nodded to show that she understood, and turned to the window sill with the book in hand.

I suddenly couldn't bear it. To be honest, it was rare for Huahua to ask me for something. It just happened that I was really out of shape today.I can't get up, feel depressed for no reason, want to talk to someone, but don't know what to say.

The little lunatic was called to the propaganda team to help, Zhou Cheng and Da Jinzi did not come back in the activity room, only me and Huahua were in the room, one was sitting on the window sill reading a book, the other was standing on the ground stupidly, the room seemed empty because it was too quiet .

"Huahua, where are you from?" I had nothing to say.I don't know if it's because I'm afraid of being quiet, or because of the rejection just now, so I always want to find something to make up for.

Huahua didn't move immediately, but hesitated for a few seconds before jumping off the windowsill, walked to the table and wrote to me: Tongshun County.

I always feel that he doesn't really want to talk to me, at least at that moment just now.

Grumpy Blossom was so far away that I almost forgot he wasn't a good baby.But I still answered, at least it can explain, heck, I still have a certain mass base.

"That's out of the way, it takes seven or eight hours to get here." I didn't understand, "Why do you want to come here?"

Huahua shook her head, and wrote: I didn't think about coming, I just evaded the fare and slipped on a train, and here I am.

[There are fathers, mothers, older sisters, and younger brothers, but my mother is not my real mother, and my sister and younger brother are also half-in-law. I ran away from home at the age of 15 and never contacted my family again. 】

I remembered what Huahua said.

There is a question that I have been wanting to ask, but I have never asked, because I think it is tantamount to adding salt to someone's wounds, which is very careless.But now I don't think so.This is my brother, I want to know his past, I don't care about others, but we must know the bottom line.

After a moment of silence, I heard myself ask, "Are you born unable to speak?"

Huahua was stunned, she obviously didn't expect that I would ask such a question, she was a little dazed for a while.

I quickly added: "No other meaning, I just want to know."

Huahua looked at me steadily, as if she wanted to judge whether the question was harmless from my eyes.

I didn't move, and let him explore.

Finally, Huahua slowly shook her head.

My heart tightened, and I wanted to say something, but the other end had already been written.The letter paper was scratched by a powerful force, and every stroke was full of hatred——

My dad works outside all the year round, regardless of the family.Once the woman slapped me, I couldn't stand still, and when I fell, I hit my head on the radiator and passed out.The woman ignored me. I lay on the ground for a day and a night, and then I developed a fever. In the end, the neighbors couldn't see it and sent me to the county hospital. I didn't die, but I couldn't speak.The woman insisted that the county hospital cured me and asked them to pay for it, but I couldn't speak before I was sent to the hospital. I was awake when the neighbor hugged me. I wanted to call him uncle, but I called him uncle. not come out.I was only five years old that year, and I don't remember anything, but I will never forget this one.

I thought about a thousand reasons why flowers can't speak, but I still underestimated the evil of people.

"It's impossible for your dad to stay home forever. Did he ignore you when he came home?" As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I realized that my throat was sore.

Huahua smiled coldly.

At that time, I didn't even know a few words, and I couldn't speak. The woman said that I had a fever and was cured by the hospital, so he believed it.Anyway, there are other children in the family, so I am not bad for being dumb.

In my memory, this is the first time Huahua calls herself that.Dumb, how much bitterness and hatred do you have in your heart?

"Then you know these words now..."

That kind neighbor taught me until I was 14 when he had a stroke.

Feng Yiyi wrote my name crookedly, and asked silently with the tip of his pen, why are good people not rewarded?

"Yes," I said, "at least you still have him in your mind."

The topic was so heavy that the atmosphere in the room was still very depressing after a long time.I tried to hum some songs to lighten the mood, but... well, it's really inappropriate for you to lead me and lead the horse.

After more than half an hour, the little lunatic came back and yelled as soon as he opened the door, Feng Yiyi, I earned another two points!I said you are enough for two, just right.After another ten minutes, Jin Dafu and Zhou Cheng also came back, and brought back the news that NO.16 Lao Wang and Lao Tian got together.I was shocked, and the picture of two Tysons pressing together instantly invaded my brain. Apart from stacking arhats, I really couldn't imagine other feasible entertainment activities.

With popularity, the sadness finally faded.

I looked up at the ceiling and breathed a long sigh of relief, but I still felt that somewhere in my heart was stuffy and uncomfortable.Huahua suddenly patted me on the shoulder, and handed me a sentence——

Several children raised by stepmothers in our village did not survive. My life is not hard, but my life is good.

I didn't know what to say, I suddenly wanted to hug him.

[What do you want to do after you go out? 】

Many people have asked me this question, but it was basically a casual question, so I just answered it casually, either saying that I hadn’t thought about it, or saying what I could do.But when the lights were about to turn off and the flowers were about to turn off, I hesitated, and I swallowed the "Hey, how can I think so far now" on my lips.

It took me a long time to sort out the answers.

"I can't do my previous job, so let's do something serious, work as much as I can, or sell the old man's house to do some small business... In fact, I often think about these things, but I don't dare to think too much. Deep, because once the plan is too specific and vivid, it will be too tempting, and there will be no way to survive the remaining three years..."

Huahua listened very carefully, and when I finished speaking, she couldn't wait to write: You must go out earlier than me, so can I follow you after I go out?If you work, I will work with you, if you do business, I will work for you.

"Okay," I agreed happily, "Anyway, there is no one in my family, and we live together as a partner. Well, with a younger brother, we are still half of the family."

Huahua is very happy, there is no need to laugh, the bright eyes are the proof.

I really want to get out!

Huahua used an exclamation point for the first time.

I was so scared that I broke out in a cold sweat: "Don't mind me, let's just sit through the past few years honestly, be good."

Hua Huajiong, before he had time to protest, the little lunatic had already taken the lead in howling, hoarse and deafening——

"Feng Yiyi, if you fucking talk to yourself again, I will die with you!!!"