There is a kind of you to hit again
Chapter 25 Now I'm Chasing You
Lin Yao was a little angry, to be precise, he was very angry, he didn't know what kind of miraculous skill Guan Ze used to maintain this calm and calm, the original plan he quickly planned in his anger was to fall down Kiss wildly to see if you can break Guan Ze's magical skills, the rabbit can even jump up the wall when it is in a hurry!
But... the front teeth hurt.
He rode on Guan Ze in a majestic manner, pressing Guan Ze's chest tightly with one hand like Uncle Wu Song fighting a tiger, and touched his teeth with the other to make sure they were not loose, so he turned his head and stared fiercely at the frowning man. Guan Ze.
Two seconds later, he lowered his head and kissed her again.
You kind of beat me up.
Guan Ze's lips were soft, with the fragrance of mint, and he could still smell the clean and refreshing soap on his body.
Lin Yao felt his whole body trembling. This was Guan Ze's lips. He was kissing Guan Ze's lips. He had a beautiful shape. When he smiled, the corners of his mouth would turn up slightly... He closed his eyes.
This is, his, first kiss.
Guan Ze didn't move, just lay quietly.
Lin Yao's lips trembled slightly against his lips, and he didn't make any further movements.
This feeling... the breath of a man, the smell of cigarettes on Lin Yao's body so faint that he could hardly smell it, the feeling of being kissed by a man on his lips, he has almost forgotten it.
A long time ago, in the depths of Guan Ze's memories, there was such a kiss, simple, not deep, a kiss that left after a light touch.
He couldn't even tell the true meaning of that kiss.
That same feeling brought back memories he thought he'd never remember again.
Guan Ze didn't move, neither did Lin Yao. After the chaotic emotions calmed down a bit, he didn't dare to move anymore.
Lin Yao, you have eaten Transformers guts!
After being pressed by him for a few seconds, Guan Ze pushed his shoulder and turned his head away. Lin Yao heard him sigh softly: "Master, put away your supernatural powers."
"Huh?" Lin Yao was stunned. He thought that this time should be the time for Guan Ze to beat him up and fight him. He was already prepared to be thrown off the bed by Guan Ze's arm. He even thought about it. What kind of landing posture should be adopted when falling from the bed to the ground, I didn't expect Guan Ze to say such a sentence.
Guan Ze turned back to face him, the distance was very close, and he felt that his eyes were almost meeting each other. He adjusted the distance between him and Guan Ze, blinked his eyes, and found the focus.
There is another embarrassing thing.
He raised the flag, and Guan Ze probably could feel it from his current posture.
But the point is not that he has raised the flag, but that Guan Ze doesn't seem to have any physical reaction, he feels like a puppy who is in heat and hugging a human leg, which is extremely embarrassing.
When Lin Yao was thinking about whether to use his mind to lower the flag, Guan Ze asked, "Have you ever kissed someone?"
"No," Lin Yao looked at Guan Ze who was still calm as usual, and felt that he probably had no ability to defeat Guan Ze's magical skills, this person was almost like a monk, he sighed, "Why, do you want to teach me. "
Guan Ze didn't speak, raised his hand and pushed him on the waist without warning, and at the same time bent his leg upwards, Lin Yao was thrown by Guan Ze before he knew what happened. On the bed, if it wasn't for the wall over there, he might have rolled down the bed like a bucket.
Lin Yao was very angry at his state of gnawing on the quilt as soon as he twisted his wrist, and gnawed on the quilt as soon as he pushed his waist in front of Guan Ze, so he quickly turned over on the spot.
But before he could sit up and get angry, Guan Ze suddenly turned over and pressed him over, without giving him a chance to react, he kissed him directly and pushed his clothes up.
Lin Yao seemed to be thrown into molten iron, he was stunned for a moment, and then his whole body boiled from head to toe as if he had been set on fire.
Guan Ze squeezed Lin Yao's chin, pushed his teeth with the tip of his tongue, and poked them in, teasing without hesitation at all, stirring and sucking domineeringly in his mouth.
Compared to Lin Yao's lip-rubbing kiss, Guan Ze's kiss is called a kiss.
Lin Yao has watched a lot of small films, and imagined that he would be as obsessed with obscenity. Every time he masturbates, he can direct a blockbuster action movie in his head, but the actual combat is blank. Regarding Guan Ze's attack, he Totally unable to control myself to respond in a mess.
If Guan Ze just kissed him, he might be able to entangle him with a lot of effort, but after Guan Ze's hand pushed his clothes up, he began to walk around him, stroking and kneading him lightly and hard, so that he could not only maintain In addition to breathing to prevent myself from being suffocated in the extreme excitement, I can't even figure out whether my eyes are open or closed.
Guan Ze lightly bit his lips, slowly left his lips, stopped the movement of his hands, and supported his waist.
Panting, Lin Yao grabbed Guan Ze's arm that was supporting the bed. He hadn't woken up from the previous excitement and was a little dizzy.
"You really have no experience at all?" Guan Ze stroked his forehead.
"...Well," Lin Yao was finally able to speak after panting for a while, "I am basically a model crush."
Guan Ze smiled, and wanted to go back to turn on the light, but Lin Yao quickly put his arms around his neck: "Don't turn on the light, I will hit my head on the pillow to death."
"En." Guan Ze withdrew his hand, lay on his side beside him, put his hand back on his waist, and stroked his waist with his fingers.
Lin Yao closed his eyes, his desire was still raging, he really wanted Guan Ze to continue, but Guan Ze didn't seem to have this plan anymore, which made him a little uncomfortable, but his face was not big enough to open his mouth. For Guan Ze's sake.
He quietly pulled up his trousers so that the little brother could stay more comfortably. After adjusting his trousers, he thought of a question.
So he boldly rubbed in front of Guan Ze, and found that Guan Ze's reaction was no less than his, and he was also holding it stiffly. After finally calming down a little bit, his mind suddenly boiled again, and he couldn't help but say One sentence: "You are hard."
"Is it weird that I'm hard?" Guan Ze laughed, "How fresh."
"You can be tough with a man like this?" Lin Yao felt that if he was allowed to do this with a girl, he probably wouldn't have such a strong reaction.
"It's mainly you..." Guan Ze hesitated for a moment, but didn't say any more.
"What's the matter with me?" Lin Yao looked at Guan Ze's profile outlined by the faint light from the curtain in the dark.
"I'm very excited that I don't know anything and don't even know how to give a response." Guan Ze smiled.
Guan Ze's words were quite straightforward, which made Lin Yao's face feel a little burned, it's a pity that he didn't turn on the light, or he looked like a deep-fried prawn.
"Sleep." Guan Ze lay down.
"Can I... sleep here?" Lin Yao asked carefully.
"Well, don't grab the quilt at night."
"I can..." Lin Yao wanted to ask if I could hug you to sleep, but now he was not as dizzy as before, he didn't have the courage to say this, "Forget it."
Guan Ze didn't ask him what he wanted to say, he lay on his back and didn't speak any more, Lin Yao turned his face and stared at him, after a while he found that the bottom of his head was empty, so he sat up reluctantly : "I'll take the pillow."
He didn't want to go to get the pillow, he always felt that Guan Ze was a little unpredictable, now he promised himself to sleep here, and when he went to get the pillow later, he said that you should sleep there.
Guan Ze also sat up, got out of bed, took the pillow and threw it to him.
Although the light in the room was very dark, Lin Yao could still see the state of Guan Ze's crotch clearly by relying on his piercing eyes when he passed by the senior in the Internet cafe and glanced at his Q number. You can still see the look of the pants being pushed up, which is very attractive.
Lin Yao quickly hugged the pillow and fell back on the bed, unable to look at it any more.
Guan Ze was still lying on his back, and Lin Yao lay on his side obediently in a ball.
"Can you straighten up and sleep? Zhan Zhaner." Guan Ze patted his leg.
"Well," Lin Yao straightened his legs and leaned against Guan Ze with strength, "Boss Guan, I want to ask you something."
"what's up."
"Have you ever had it before?" Lin Yao carefully tested.
"Have you ever been hit by someone in the face?"
"Damn, can you not run on me!" Lin Yao muttered in a low voice, "I mean like this with a man."
Guan Ze was silent for a long time, when Lin Yao wanted to hold his head up to see if he had fallen asleep, he said, "I didn't reach this level, so I just kissed it."
"...Ah!" Lin Yao's eyes widened in surprise, the writhing desire in his body was captured by curiosity and an inexplicable expectation, "You..."
Guan Ze turned over and lay face to face with Lin Yao. He had never told anyone about these things. He was not in the habit of pouring out his thoughts to others. He kept many things in his heart, and he didn't feel anything wrong. Comfortable.
But tonight, he didn't seem to mind telling Lin Yao.
"It's a friend of mine from a long time ago. He has a very good relationship. At that time, no one cared about me, and I usually hang out with him." Guan Ze spoke very slowly, his voice a little low.
This is Lin Yao's favorite voice, he didn't want to interrupt Guan Ze's words, so he just answered in a low voice.
"I don't have any thoughts about him, just a very good friend," Guan Ze paused, as if recalling, "There is nothing specific, anyway, he was the most important person in my life at that time."
"Does he like you?" Lin Yao asked softly.
"I don't know. We didn't have a chance to discuss this issue. I just found out later that he likes men." Guan Ze smiled.
"Later? Didn't you get in touch? Why didn't you have a chance?" Lin Yao sniffed, a little confused.
"He..." Guan Ze's voice sank, and it took him a long time to speak, "He committed suicide."
"What?" Lin Yao's eyes widened, "Why!"
Guan Ze closed his eyes. It's been a long time since these things happened. When he said it, he no longer felt the shock and pain that he had at the beginning, but there was still a feeling of sadness that seemed to be a world away.
"The place where I stayed when I was young was a very small county. It's very...perverted to like men," Guan Ze flicked Lin Yao's nose with his fingers, "He never told anyone about it. , but the family accidentally found out..."
"Then he committed suicide?" Lin Yao couldn't help interjecting, anyway, even if he was regarded as a pervert, it shouldn't be a reason to commit suicide.
"That's why," Guan Ze sighed, turned over and sat up, "He was locked up at home and took medicine every day, which he said could be cured. His family members thought he was mentally ill, so they asked someone to get a lot of medicine. I don't know, anyway, after being locked up for more than half a year, he jumped off the balcony of his house."
Lin Yao's heart was blocked for a while, and he didn't speak for a long time.
"I'm going to wash my face." Guan Ze got off the bed and walked into the bathroom.
Guan Ze didn't close the bathroom door, Lin Yao could hear the sound of him turning on the water to wash his face.When Guan Ze said these things, his tone and mood didn't fluctuate too much, but Lin Yao's heart was turned upside down, feeling extremely uncomfortable.
The story of Guan Ze is really a good medicine to reduce desire. Now he has no desire at all, and he feels like crying when he sits up on the bed in a daze.
"Why are you up?" Guan Ze came out after washing his face and saw him sitting, and turned on the light.
"Uncomfortable." Lin Yao lowered his head and stared at his feet.
"It's all over," Guan Ze patted his head, "If you want to smoke, remember to open the window."
"Don't smoke," Lin Yao raised his head, "What should I do, hero, I want to cry."
Guan Ze was stunned for a moment and laughed, and opened his arms: "Come and cry."
Without any hesitation, Lin Yao threw his arms around Guan Ze and buried his face in his shoulders, tears came out, and he couldn't stop.
"Lin Yao," Guan Ze hugged him and patted him on the back, as if coaxing Lu Teng, "You must have had a nickname 'crying bag' when you were young."
"Get out," Lin Yao cursed in a crying voice, and then said after a while, "It's true, my brother always pushes me behind and calls me a crying bag."
"Hey..." Guan Ze rubbed his hair helplessly, "Why are you crying about this?"
"Thinking of myself." The more Lin Yao thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became.
"Cry." Guan Ze said nothing.
Lin Yao was crying very sadly, Guan Ze could feel his shoulders shaking slightly all the time, he would tell this matter just because Lin Yao happened to ask, and the atmosphere at that time also made him want to speak out, if he had known earlier This matter will poke Lin Yao, so he shouldn't say it.
"Tell me," Lin Yao cried for a while, raised his head and wiped his face with the back of his hand a few times, "Is it because of this that you are so kind to me?"
"Maybe, not all of them," Guan Ze thought for a while, "If you don't ask, I usually don't think about it. It's been more than ten years... Am I nice to you?"
"Forget it," Lin Yao got out of bed, ready to wash his face, "Not counting the ones you always play with me, it's okay."
"Is it enough to finish one sentence?" Guan Ze smiled, and sat on the opposite bed, "You are just a child who hasn't grown up, I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable, this kind of thing, let it pass after a while Now, there's no need to make it so serious."
"Pale? In the past?" Lin Yao was walking towards the bathroom, stopped after hearing this, and turned to look at Guan Ze, "What do you mean? You mean that I like you now, but I won't like you after a while?"
"Yeah." Guan Ze looked at him and nodded.
"Do I want to always like it? Can't I make it through?" Lin Yao walked in front of him, "Are you going to stay with me like this all the time?"
"What do you like about me?" Guan Ze smiled, "Face? Body? Voice? What else?"
"If you like someone, of course you are attracted by the appearance before you pay attention," Lin Yao didn't bother to wash his face, he had to explain this to Guan Ze, he took a cigarette from the cigarette case on the table and held it in his mouth Then, opened the window in the past, "Only after paying attention will you like other things."
"What else is it?" Guan Ze leaned against the head of the bed.
"I can't tell, I'm stuck if I feel right." Lin Yao frowned.
"The feeling is gone, this thing is too unreliable."
"Can feelings be explained so clearly? Lay it out one by one? You should be writing a report. You're an uncle, don't you understand?" Lin Yao puffed out the window, thinking about it again Turning around and pointing at Guan Ze, "I like you. I didn't want you to know. If I really didn't let you know, it would be like what you said. Maybe it will fade away after a while."
Guan Ze didn't make a sound, but looked at Lin Yao with great interest. This kid understands when he's not stupid.
"But don't you know now, and you already know the fuck, you don't hide from me, you don't think I'm disgusting, it doesn't matter if you admit it or not, you are very kind to me, otherwise I wouldn't be like this I like you!" Lin Yao said while habitually blowing a smoke ring, "So in other words, now I'm chasing you, understand? If you accept it, accept it, if you don't accept it, you reject it. If you don't make up your mind, you can just stretch like this first, and see if I retreat in spite of the difficulties or you follow me."
"I'm going to wash my face, you can think about it." Lin Yao flicked the cigarette out of the window, then poked his head out to see if anyone had flicked it on anyone's head, then closed the window, ran into the bathroom and slammed the door behind him.
After standing in the bathroom for 2 minutes, Lin Yaocai sat down on the toilet seat and hugged his head, letting out a long sigh of relief.
He didn't take a lot of breath when he said this call. He was afraid that if he took a breath, it would give Guan Ze a chance to reject him. He was afraid of Guan Ze's rejection. If Guan Ze didn't accept his intention, then he would rather Guan Ze never Can't make up my mind.
Lin Yao lingered in the bathroom for almost half an hour before slowly coming out. Guan Ze had already lay back on his bed, laying his head on his arm, wondering what he was thinking.
He stood by the bed, not knowing whether he should climb into bed and sleep next to Guan Ze, or take the pillow and go back to his own bed and just stay there.
"Go to sleep." Guan Ze moved to the side of the bed, giving him a place inside.
"Yeah." Lin Yao climbed onto the bed, pulled the quilt over, thought for a while, turned over and hugged Guan Ze with a big face.
"Lin Yao," Guan Ze didn't push him away, "Are you afraid that I will reject you?"
"Isn't that nonsense? I'm really looking forward to your rejection, so why should I bother? Am I sick?"
Guan Ze didn't hold back anymore, and smiled at the ceiling for a while before saying: "I like you quite a bit, but it's definitely not the kind you want. There are some things that I think much more than you do."
"I know what you're thinking." Lin Yao closed his eyes, "Don't you think I'm heartless, do you think I'm just thinking about how to play tricks on you?"
Guan Ze smiled and didn't speak, Lin Yao sighed: "Well, maybe I don't think too much about you, I'm only so young, I have liked a few people, but I can only hide and like them secretly, you know what, I just want to have a good relationship, and the person I like also likes me, that's it, maybe it's silly, but really, I just want to give my affection, and someone can give me back."
But... the front teeth hurt.
He rode on Guan Ze in a majestic manner, pressing Guan Ze's chest tightly with one hand like Uncle Wu Song fighting a tiger, and touched his teeth with the other to make sure they were not loose, so he turned his head and stared fiercely at the frowning man. Guan Ze.
Two seconds later, he lowered his head and kissed her again.
You kind of beat me up.
Guan Ze's lips were soft, with the fragrance of mint, and he could still smell the clean and refreshing soap on his body.
Lin Yao felt his whole body trembling. This was Guan Ze's lips. He was kissing Guan Ze's lips. He had a beautiful shape. When he smiled, the corners of his mouth would turn up slightly... He closed his eyes.
This is, his, first kiss.
Guan Ze didn't move, just lay quietly.
Lin Yao's lips trembled slightly against his lips, and he didn't make any further movements.
This feeling... the breath of a man, the smell of cigarettes on Lin Yao's body so faint that he could hardly smell it, the feeling of being kissed by a man on his lips, he has almost forgotten it.
A long time ago, in the depths of Guan Ze's memories, there was such a kiss, simple, not deep, a kiss that left after a light touch.
He couldn't even tell the true meaning of that kiss.
That same feeling brought back memories he thought he'd never remember again.
Guan Ze didn't move, neither did Lin Yao. After the chaotic emotions calmed down a bit, he didn't dare to move anymore.
Lin Yao, you have eaten Transformers guts!
After being pressed by him for a few seconds, Guan Ze pushed his shoulder and turned his head away. Lin Yao heard him sigh softly: "Master, put away your supernatural powers."
"Huh?" Lin Yao was stunned. He thought that this time should be the time for Guan Ze to beat him up and fight him. He was already prepared to be thrown off the bed by Guan Ze's arm. He even thought about it. What kind of landing posture should be adopted when falling from the bed to the ground, I didn't expect Guan Ze to say such a sentence.
Guan Ze turned back to face him, the distance was very close, and he felt that his eyes were almost meeting each other. He adjusted the distance between him and Guan Ze, blinked his eyes, and found the focus.
There is another embarrassing thing.
He raised the flag, and Guan Ze probably could feel it from his current posture.
But the point is not that he has raised the flag, but that Guan Ze doesn't seem to have any physical reaction, he feels like a puppy who is in heat and hugging a human leg, which is extremely embarrassing.
When Lin Yao was thinking about whether to use his mind to lower the flag, Guan Ze asked, "Have you ever kissed someone?"
"No," Lin Yao looked at Guan Ze who was still calm as usual, and felt that he probably had no ability to defeat Guan Ze's magical skills, this person was almost like a monk, he sighed, "Why, do you want to teach me. "
Guan Ze didn't speak, raised his hand and pushed him on the waist without warning, and at the same time bent his leg upwards, Lin Yao was thrown by Guan Ze before he knew what happened. On the bed, if it wasn't for the wall over there, he might have rolled down the bed like a bucket.
Lin Yao was very angry at his state of gnawing on the quilt as soon as he twisted his wrist, and gnawed on the quilt as soon as he pushed his waist in front of Guan Ze, so he quickly turned over on the spot.
But before he could sit up and get angry, Guan Ze suddenly turned over and pressed him over, without giving him a chance to react, he kissed him directly and pushed his clothes up.
Lin Yao seemed to be thrown into molten iron, he was stunned for a moment, and then his whole body boiled from head to toe as if he had been set on fire.
Guan Ze squeezed Lin Yao's chin, pushed his teeth with the tip of his tongue, and poked them in, teasing without hesitation at all, stirring and sucking domineeringly in his mouth.
Compared to Lin Yao's lip-rubbing kiss, Guan Ze's kiss is called a kiss.
Lin Yao has watched a lot of small films, and imagined that he would be as obsessed with obscenity. Every time he masturbates, he can direct a blockbuster action movie in his head, but the actual combat is blank. Regarding Guan Ze's attack, he Totally unable to control myself to respond in a mess.
If Guan Ze just kissed him, he might be able to entangle him with a lot of effort, but after Guan Ze's hand pushed his clothes up, he began to walk around him, stroking and kneading him lightly and hard, so that he could not only maintain In addition to breathing to prevent myself from being suffocated in the extreme excitement, I can't even figure out whether my eyes are open or closed.
Guan Ze lightly bit his lips, slowly left his lips, stopped the movement of his hands, and supported his waist.
Panting, Lin Yao grabbed Guan Ze's arm that was supporting the bed. He hadn't woken up from the previous excitement and was a little dizzy.
"You really have no experience at all?" Guan Ze stroked his forehead.
"...Well," Lin Yao was finally able to speak after panting for a while, "I am basically a model crush."
Guan Ze smiled, and wanted to go back to turn on the light, but Lin Yao quickly put his arms around his neck: "Don't turn on the light, I will hit my head on the pillow to death."
"En." Guan Ze withdrew his hand, lay on his side beside him, put his hand back on his waist, and stroked his waist with his fingers.
Lin Yao closed his eyes, his desire was still raging, he really wanted Guan Ze to continue, but Guan Ze didn't seem to have this plan anymore, which made him a little uncomfortable, but his face was not big enough to open his mouth. For Guan Ze's sake.
He quietly pulled up his trousers so that the little brother could stay more comfortably. After adjusting his trousers, he thought of a question.
So he boldly rubbed in front of Guan Ze, and found that Guan Ze's reaction was no less than his, and he was also holding it stiffly. After finally calming down a little bit, his mind suddenly boiled again, and he couldn't help but say One sentence: "You are hard."
"Is it weird that I'm hard?" Guan Ze laughed, "How fresh."
"You can be tough with a man like this?" Lin Yao felt that if he was allowed to do this with a girl, he probably wouldn't have such a strong reaction.
"It's mainly you..." Guan Ze hesitated for a moment, but didn't say any more.
"What's the matter with me?" Lin Yao looked at Guan Ze's profile outlined by the faint light from the curtain in the dark.
"I'm very excited that I don't know anything and don't even know how to give a response." Guan Ze smiled.
Guan Ze's words were quite straightforward, which made Lin Yao's face feel a little burned, it's a pity that he didn't turn on the light, or he looked like a deep-fried prawn.
"Sleep." Guan Ze lay down.
"Can I... sleep here?" Lin Yao asked carefully.
"Well, don't grab the quilt at night."
"I can..." Lin Yao wanted to ask if I could hug you to sleep, but now he was not as dizzy as before, he didn't have the courage to say this, "Forget it."
Guan Ze didn't ask him what he wanted to say, he lay on his back and didn't speak any more, Lin Yao turned his face and stared at him, after a while he found that the bottom of his head was empty, so he sat up reluctantly : "I'll take the pillow."
He didn't want to go to get the pillow, he always felt that Guan Ze was a little unpredictable, now he promised himself to sleep here, and when he went to get the pillow later, he said that you should sleep there.
Guan Ze also sat up, got out of bed, took the pillow and threw it to him.
Although the light in the room was very dark, Lin Yao could still see the state of Guan Ze's crotch clearly by relying on his piercing eyes when he passed by the senior in the Internet cafe and glanced at his Q number. You can still see the look of the pants being pushed up, which is very attractive.
Lin Yao quickly hugged the pillow and fell back on the bed, unable to look at it any more.
Guan Ze was still lying on his back, and Lin Yao lay on his side obediently in a ball.
"Can you straighten up and sleep? Zhan Zhaner." Guan Ze patted his leg.
"Well," Lin Yao straightened his legs and leaned against Guan Ze with strength, "Boss Guan, I want to ask you something."
"what's up."
"Have you ever had it before?" Lin Yao carefully tested.
"Have you ever been hit by someone in the face?"
"Damn, can you not run on me!" Lin Yao muttered in a low voice, "I mean like this with a man."
Guan Ze was silent for a long time, when Lin Yao wanted to hold his head up to see if he had fallen asleep, he said, "I didn't reach this level, so I just kissed it."
"...Ah!" Lin Yao's eyes widened in surprise, the writhing desire in his body was captured by curiosity and an inexplicable expectation, "You..."
Guan Ze turned over and lay face to face with Lin Yao. He had never told anyone about these things. He was not in the habit of pouring out his thoughts to others. He kept many things in his heart, and he didn't feel anything wrong. Comfortable.
But tonight, he didn't seem to mind telling Lin Yao.
"It's a friend of mine from a long time ago. He has a very good relationship. At that time, no one cared about me, and I usually hang out with him." Guan Ze spoke very slowly, his voice a little low.
This is Lin Yao's favorite voice, he didn't want to interrupt Guan Ze's words, so he just answered in a low voice.
"I don't have any thoughts about him, just a very good friend," Guan Ze paused, as if recalling, "There is nothing specific, anyway, he was the most important person in my life at that time."
"Does he like you?" Lin Yao asked softly.
"I don't know. We didn't have a chance to discuss this issue. I just found out later that he likes men." Guan Ze smiled.
"Later? Didn't you get in touch? Why didn't you have a chance?" Lin Yao sniffed, a little confused.
"He..." Guan Ze's voice sank, and it took him a long time to speak, "He committed suicide."
"What?" Lin Yao's eyes widened, "Why!"
Guan Ze closed his eyes. It's been a long time since these things happened. When he said it, he no longer felt the shock and pain that he had at the beginning, but there was still a feeling of sadness that seemed to be a world away.
"The place where I stayed when I was young was a very small county. It's very...perverted to like men," Guan Ze flicked Lin Yao's nose with his fingers, "He never told anyone about it. , but the family accidentally found out..."
"Then he committed suicide?" Lin Yao couldn't help interjecting, anyway, even if he was regarded as a pervert, it shouldn't be a reason to commit suicide.
"That's why," Guan Ze sighed, turned over and sat up, "He was locked up at home and took medicine every day, which he said could be cured. His family members thought he was mentally ill, so they asked someone to get a lot of medicine. I don't know, anyway, after being locked up for more than half a year, he jumped off the balcony of his house."
Lin Yao's heart was blocked for a while, and he didn't speak for a long time.
"I'm going to wash my face." Guan Ze got off the bed and walked into the bathroom.
Guan Ze didn't close the bathroom door, Lin Yao could hear the sound of him turning on the water to wash his face.When Guan Ze said these things, his tone and mood didn't fluctuate too much, but Lin Yao's heart was turned upside down, feeling extremely uncomfortable.
The story of Guan Ze is really a good medicine to reduce desire. Now he has no desire at all, and he feels like crying when he sits up on the bed in a daze.
"Why are you up?" Guan Ze came out after washing his face and saw him sitting, and turned on the light.
"Uncomfortable." Lin Yao lowered his head and stared at his feet.
"It's all over," Guan Ze patted his head, "If you want to smoke, remember to open the window."
"Don't smoke," Lin Yao raised his head, "What should I do, hero, I want to cry."
Guan Ze was stunned for a moment and laughed, and opened his arms: "Come and cry."
Without any hesitation, Lin Yao threw his arms around Guan Ze and buried his face in his shoulders, tears came out, and he couldn't stop.
"Lin Yao," Guan Ze hugged him and patted him on the back, as if coaxing Lu Teng, "You must have had a nickname 'crying bag' when you were young."
"Get out," Lin Yao cursed in a crying voice, and then said after a while, "It's true, my brother always pushes me behind and calls me a crying bag."
"Hey..." Guan Ze rubbed his hair helplessly, "Why are you crying about this?"
"Thinking of myself." The more Lin Yao thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became.
"Cry." Guan Ze said nothing.
Lin Yao was crying very sadly, Guan Ze could feel his shoulders shaking slightly all the time, he would tell this matter just because Lin Yao happened to ask, and the atmosphere at that time also made him want to speak out, if he had known earlier This matter will poke Lin Yao, so he shouldn't say it.
"Tell me," Lin Yao cried for a while, raised his head and wiped his face with the back of his hand a few times, "Is it because of this that you are so kind to me?"
"Maybe, not all of them," Guan Ze thought for a while, "If you don't ask, I usually don't think about it. It's been more than ten years... Am I nice to you?"
"Forget it," Lin Yao got out of bed, ready to wash his face, "Not counting the ones you always play with me, it's okay."
"Is it enough to finish one sentence?" Guan Ze smiled, and sat on the opposite bed, "You are just a child who hasn't grown up, I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable, this kind of thing, let it pass after a while Now, there's no need to make it so serious."
"Pale? In the past?" Lin Yao was walking towards the bathroom, stopped after hearing this, and turned to look at Guan Ze, "What do you mean? You mean that I like you now, but I won't like you after a while?"
"Yeah." Guan Ze looked at him and nodded.
"Do I want to always like it? Can't I make it through?" Lin Yao walked in front of him, "Are you going to stay with me like this all the time?"
"What do you like about me?" Guan Ze smiled, "Face? Body? Voice? What else?"
"If you like someone, of course you are attracted by the appearance before you pay attention," Lin Yao didn't bother to wash his face, he had to explain this to Guan Ze, he took a cigarette from the cigarette case on the table and held it in his mouth Then, opened the window in the past, "Only after paying attention will you like other things."
"What else is it?" Guan Ze leaned against the head of the bed.
"I can't tell, I'm stuck if I feel right." Lin Yao frowned.
"The feeling is gone, this thing is too unreliable."
"Can feelings be explained so clearly? Lay it out one by one? You should be writing a report. You're an uncle, don't you understand?" Lin Yao puffed out the window, thinking about it again Turning around and pointing at Guan Ze, "I like you. I didn't want you to know. If I really didn't let you know, it would be like what you said. Maybe it will fade away after a while."
Guan Ze didn't make a sound, but looked at Lin Yao with great interest. This kid understands when he's not stupid.
"But don't you know now, and you already know the fuck, you don't hide from me, you don't think I'm disgusting, it doesn't matter if you admit it or not, you are very kind to me, otherwise I wouldn't be like this I like you!" Lin Yao said while habitually blowing a smoke ring, "So in other words, now I'm chasing you, understand? If you accept it, accept it, if you don't accept it, you reject it. If you don't make up your mind, you can just stretch like this first, and see if I retreat in spite of the difficulties or you follow me."
"I'm going to wash my face, you can think about it." Lin Yao flicked the cigarette out of the window, then poked his head out to see if anyone had flicked it on anyone's head, then closed the window, ran into the bathroom and slammed the door behind him.
After standing in the bathroom for 2 minutes, Lin Yaocai sat down on the toilet seat and hugged his head, letting out a long sigh of relief.
He didn't take a lot of breath when he said this call. He was afraid that if he took a breath, it would give Guan Ze a chance to reject him. He was afraid of Guan Ze's rejection. If Guan Ze didn't accept his intention, then he would rather Guan Ze never Can't make up my mind.
Lin Yao lingered in the bathroom for almost half an hour before slowly coming out. Guan Ze had already lay back on his bed, laying his head on his arm, wondering what he was thinking.
He stood by the bed, not knowing whether he should climb into bed and sleep next to Guan Ze, or take the pillow and go back to his own bed and just stay there.
"Go to sleep." Guan Ze moved to the side of the bed, giving him a place inside.
"Yeah." Lin Yao climbed onto the bed, pulled the quilt over, thought for a while, turned over and hugged Guan Ze with a big face.
"Lin Yao," Guan Ze didn't push him away, "Are you afraid that I will reject you?"
"Isn't that nonsense? I'm really looking forward to your rejection, so why should I bother? Am I sick?"
Guan Ze didn't hold back anymore, and smiled at the ceiling for a while before saying: "I like you quite a bit, but it's definitely not the kind you want. There are some things that I think much more than you do."
"I know what you're thinking." Lin Yao closed his eyes, "Don't you think I'm heartless, do you think I'm just thinking about how to play tricks on you?"
Guan Ze smiled and didn't speak, Lin Yao sighed: "Well, maybe I don't think too much about you, I'm only so young, I have liked a few people, but I can only hide and like them secretly, you know what, I just want to have a good relationship, and the person I like also likes me, that's it, maybe it's silly, but really, I just want to give my affection, and someone can give me back."
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